Chapter 11 The heart is unwilling to be strong

As the morning sun rises, a new day arrives, and the training starts again, and it is not a restart, it can only be regarded as a continuation.

There were early players chatting in front of the office door, waiting for the morning exercise and morning run, and the time passed minute by minute, but Lin Luohua did not appear for a long time. In the end, everyone suddenly realized that Captain Lin must have been too happy to get out of bed last night.

It wasn't until nine o'clock in the morning that Lin Luohua stood in front of the neat queue with a radiant face, and talked endlessly: "Just now, I had a meeting in the bureau, and the matter of our special service mobile team was mentioned at the meeting. At the end of the three-month armed training, the leaders of the city bureau were very satisfied with the results of the training and asked me to convey their condolences to everyone. According to the leadership of the city bureau, the training must not be interrupted, but must be continued and further strengthened, which is one of the daily tasks of the special service mobile unit. Raising troops for a thousand days and employing them for a while, training is work, and preparing for war is the norm. You get the idea!"

It turned out that Lin Luohua went to attend the meeting of the public security detachment as soon as he got to work, and received instructions from the leaders of the city bureau. No, as soon as he returned to the special service mobile team, he quickly conveyed the instructions of the leaders and the spirit of the meeting, and his excitement was overflowing, and it seemed that he had been praised by the leaders.

"What?"

As soon as Lin Luohua's words fell, all the team members suddenly exploded, and they were in a commotion, shocked and inexplicable, incredible.

"Do you still have to train?

"When we become police officers, we just train all day, and we don't have anything else to do?"

"Are we working in the Municipal Public Security Bureau training and preparing for war? We have been training and preparing for war for three months, so do we have to do this for the rest of our lives?"

"Didn't the leader say that after the three-month armed training, specific jobs should be arranged, is it all a lie?"

"We're asking for a new job!"

"If the leader doesn't say anything, is there still integrity?"

"Liar!"

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The young and vigorous group of new police officers are not afraid of heaven and earth, and they have no scruples when they speak. The queue became a pot of porridge, and every word you said to me was chaotic and noisy.

As soon as Lin Luohua saw this posture, he wanted to rebel, looked at the queue with a majestic face, and taught solemnly: "Be quiet, don't talk!" For training, I want to tell you clearly, it's still not fun, because this is your future job." ”

People are under the roof, they have to bow their heads, their fate is in the hands of others, and they can only accept their fate. Isn't it just training! You can still train for 10 years! Some team members think so, but some people are not convinced.

"Captain Lin, you said that you will train if you continue training, which rule says that you want to continue training, this must be done in accordance with the rules and regulations! We are not only training as a police officer, right? There are so many business jobs? What are we doing?" Ye Zhuoran has learned a lot of law, argues with reason, and has sharp teeth, not at all like a petite woman.

Lin Luohua was a little angry and scolded: "What? You think you can do whatever you want! That's absolutely impossible." The leaders of the city bureau arranged for me to be in charge of the management of the special service mobile team, and what I said was the rules and regulations, and the training was agreed by the leaders of the city bureau. You still remember the oath to join the police, obey orders, obey commands. So, this morning, keep training. ”

"Unruly, lawless. Ye Zhuoran pursed his lips and cursed in a low voice.

"I took a leave of absence, I was not feeling well, and I came to my period. Bai Bingjie was not convinced, and directly asked for leave.

"You!" Lin Luohua held back for a long time without speaking, glared at Bai Bingjie, and shouted angrily: "Turn right, run and go." ”

Lin Luohua didn't respond to Bai Bingjie's request for leave, nor did he pay attention to her swaggering out of the queue, he didn't know how to deal with this girl who didn't play according to the routine for a while, let her go first, and then solve this matter later, no matter what, his majesty can't be lost. Otherwise, the people's hearts will be scattered, and the team will not be easy to lead.

The training went on for another day, but the players' spirits were gone, because their hearts became confused, and they didn't know if it would be like this for the rest of the day. Such days, such a life, and such a job are not the public security work and police life imagined by the proud sons of these days.

The state of work and life is like this, since there is no escape, you can only cope with it head-on. As time passed, Liu Zhiyu slowly learned that this so-called special service mobile team was not justified, and they were in such an embarrassing situation just by relying on a word from the leader of the city bureau.

Ye Zhuoran studied hard while training, holding the judicial examination book every day, memorizing non-stop, without distractions, concentrated, and completely fell into a state of obsession, and training was regarded by her as an activity to rest her brain and exercise her body, and she was the only team member who could calmly face the boring training. It was in this state of life that Ye Zhuoran took two days off on a weekend, took the judicial exam, and completed the examination process easily and happily.

Lin Luohua felt the fluctuations in the thoughts of the team members, and the signs of disobedience to the management gradually appeared, although there was no confrontation on the surface, but in the training, they were all coping with fortifications to kill time, and there was no such energy and passion as three months of armed training. In this case, he knew very well in his heart, after all, the monotonous and boring training made these proud police academy pride and want to do a career feel distressed and depressed.

Before I knew it, a month had passed, and there was no hope of changing the situation, and the leader's verbal arrangement of new jobs had become a big joke.

People cannot stand without trust, industry cannot prosper without trust, and the country is not strong without trust. After this incident, these new police officers became suspicious of the word integrity. Of course, in reality, such situations abound, but some leaders have big mouths and say whatever they say, and they can only bear it as a small person.

Liu Zhiyu was very disappointed in his heart, he didn't expect it to become like this, the greater the so-called hope, the greater the disappointment.

After graduating from the police academy and being assigned to the city bureau, what a good opportunity and platform this is, it stands to reason that they should be content, and they are many times better than those students who can't find a job. However, for young people who are full of ideals in their hearts and want to do a career, their hearts will never be satisfied, because they will continue to strive for it if they are not satisfied. When you think about it this way, you can understand their thoughts and feelings at that time.

Yunjiang at night, the moon is in the sky outside the window, the stars are bright, beautiful, and the stars with small eyes are blinking, guiding the direction of travel for the world.

Liu Zhiyu lay on the bed in the dormitory tossing and turning, holding the anger in his heart, and said in a deep voice: "We have studied at the police academy for four years, thinking that we can become excellent policemen in the future. We all have our own ideals and goals, but the reality of the situation makes us unable to see the future, which is not the life we want. ”

"Hey! What is a policeman? What do the policemen do? How can there be a policeman like us, let alone a mobile unit like now, I am very confused in my heart, I can't figure it out, I can't see it clearly, I don't know what the road will be like in the future, can my life only be like this? I am not willing to sink!" Liu Haowei was helpless and at a loss in his heart.

Liu Zhiyu and Liu Haowei couldn't help but be disgusted and criticized by the real situation, and depressedly said the dissatisfaction and unwillingness in their hearts.

"Yes, what is a policeman? The teacher once told us that being a police officer is a profession that requires unrepentant dedication. The police profession has a division of labor, and there are different types of police officers who undertake different tasks. However, the special service mobile team is completely a 'four dislikes', without the duties and tasks of the relevant police branches, and itself is an empty blank slate, which is the most terrifying, a young team of 30 people, never know what to do, anyone in it will be confused, unable to find the way forward. Why is our life so miserable? Why is the road of our life so difficult? When will God be able to open his eyes? If I continue like this, I would rather give up this job and devote myself to the business world to make money!" Zhong Dahai expressed his emotion.

"This kind of life is really not a human life, it is completely a pig's life! In addition to training, it is to eat and sleep, sleep and eat, and train again after food, day after day, boring!" Zhang Xinping turned over, depressed in his heart, and couldn't sleep.

"It's still interesting to be an investigator, when I was an intern in the criminal police team of the substation, every time I solved a case and arrested a suspect, the sense of satisfaction and accomplishment made people excited and excited, and I was full of fighting spirit for several days in a row. Now, however, I am empty and lonely, with nothing to do, and I can't find satisfaction, let alone fulfillment. This kind of life is like a pool of stagnant water, completely suffocating a living person in it. When Liu Zhiyu thought of his life during the apprenticeship and his current state, the gap in his heart became even greater.

"We are still young, we cannot sink, we do not die in silence, we explode in silence, we must strive to bring about a change in the status quo, we must not go against the grain, we must rebel, we want revolution. Liu Haowei roared in a low voice.

"If you want to roar, you can roar loudly! Hey, what about rebellion and revolution, our strength is too small, our status is too low, almost down to the dust, no one will pay attention to us, only when we become strong, can we change reality, can we change our destiny. And this takes a long time, and life is really helpless. Zhong Dahai said dejectedly, who doesn't want rebellion and revolution, but how can it be so easy.

"It's depressed, it's helpless, I have to think about it myself, the right to train is exercise, if you want to be an excellent investigator, good physical fitness is also needed to investigate and solve the case. We still have to grasp ourselves, strengthen ourselves, take our destiny into our own hands, and strive hard for the goals and ideals in our hearts! If our goals are lost and our ideals are gone, then what is the difference between us and the walking dead? What is the point of living? Sleep, even if it is difficult to sleep, we still have to bravely face the rising sun of tomorrow. I believe that the sun in our hearts will always rise one day. After Liu Zhiyu finished speaking, he closed his eyes, no matter how short the moon was, there would be a time when it was round.