"Senior Lu!" I stood there stupidly, not knowing what to do.

"What's the matter? I'm so unpopular?"

Song Junxi probably heard the movement and came out of the kitchen, and was obviously stunned when he saw Lu Wenxuan.

"How do you know here?"

"You fanfare, I don't think it's hard to know!" Lu Wenxuan came in by himself and sat down at the table: "It seems that I have a good mouth today!"

Although Song Junxi's face was ugly, it was not easy to open his mouth to drive people away, and obviously he also knew that Lu Wenxuan must have something to tell him.

As he was talking, Wu Gang came in, and the back door was not closed when Senior Lu came in just now.

"Senior Lu is also here, it's really lively!" Wu Gang came in and closed the door.

Lu Wenxuan and Song Junxi eat very gently, and they are pleasing to the eye.

The sweaty hot pot that should have been eaten by the cheeks was brought by the two of them, as if they were eating Western food.

The atmosphere was too embarrassing, and the carefully prepared hot pot banquet became like this, and Wu Gang naturally saw the clues.

After a while, I said that there was still something going on at the school, so I excused myself to send him off and go out together, and I was relieved when I got downstairs.

Lu Wenxuan must have something to say to Song Junxi alone, and it's better that I'm not there.

When I got downstairs, Wu Gang asked me, "What's the matter, what is Lu Wenxuan doing here?"

"I don't know why Senior Lu came over today, I always feel bad! Is it that our affairs have been discovered?" I'm still worried, could it be because Aunt Yao knew about me and Song Junxi, and Senior Lu came to report the news.

"Don't worry, no, Uncle Song and they are all very busy, and they don't have time to care about Junxi's affairs, besides, he has always been very worry-free at home, the two of us have been classmates since elementary school, and I haven't seen my uncle and aunt take care of his business, don't think about it!"

Wu Gang sat with me in the bubble tea shop in the community for almost an hour, he used his mobile phone to call Song Junxi, Lu Wenxuan left, and I went up.

When I went back, Song Junxi was casually cleaning up the mess in the kitchen.

It's greasy everywhere, and it's a lot of work to clean up.

"Is there something wrong with Senior Lu coming to you today?" I think Senior Lu must have something to do with our affairs, and he doesn't look like the kind of person who likes to hang out when he has nothing to do.

Song Junxi was silent for a long time before popping out two words: "It's okay!"

"Jun-hee, are you lying to me or yourself, you tell me, I'm going crazy with my worries now!" I stopped what I was doing and looked at Song Jun-hee.

There was even a moment when the sentence let's break up was really about to blurt out.

However, I held back.

It's not that I don't love him, it's not that I can't share his suffering, it's that the constant fear really overwhelms me.

Especially during this time, I didn't have a day that I didn't have to worry about.

I dreamed night after night, dreamed that those Song Junxi's fan groups at school pointed at me one by one, saying that I was not worthy of him, dreaming that the Song family found out that we were in love, and dreaming that they wanted us to separate.

I'm scared.

Sometimes, it's not the outcome that is feared, but the process of waiting for a verdict.

I think we'll find out sooner or later!

"It's really okay! He didn't come to me today because of our business!" Song Junxi continued what he was doing and didn't look at me.

"Then tell me what the hell is going on!" I was so stubborn that I had to ask why.

"I said it's okay!" Although Song Junxi's words were not loud, they were a little impatient, and I could naturally hear it by being by his side for so long.

"Song Junxi, do you have to hide everything from me? Do you think it's for my good, but do you know that these things torture you not to eat well, you can't sleep well, and you are worried every day, even if you are found out one day.

You can be confident, that's because you are high, like a master, I can only ask for what I give me, but I don't have anything, except for this body, what can I give you, what to give, you never know how scared I am, I don't have the confidence like you, I can't be confident, Song Junxi, we are not suitable at all, we 。。。。。。 "Break up, the three words have not yet been spoken, and Song Junxi interrupted me.

"Don't say it!"

"Does that make any difference? When did you become so self-deceptive!" I shook my head, not daring to look at Song Junxi's gaze.

"I know I'm too busy during this time, I don't have time to spend with you, it's me who didn't do well enough, don't worry, I'll deal with it soon!" Song Junxi comforted me calmly.

"Song Junxi, don't be like this, you gave up going abroad for me, giving up Tsinghua, and now you are working so hard, do you know how guilty I am, aside from the concept of opening the door, even the dedication to feelings, I can't compare to you.

You don't want to be like this anymore, don't do this anymore, I've made up my mind, we don't want to be together anymore, Song Junxi, I'm not a child anymore, I've grown up, I have my own thoughts, don't force me anymore, maybe I don't like you at all, all this was imposed on me by you!"

"Does family background matter? Who pays how important? Xia Xia, why don't you always believe me!"

"Because of your background, you never know what I think!Song Junxi, I'm tired, I want to go home!" I turned around and wanted to leave the kitchen.

I heard a loud bang, and a stack of dishes fell to the ground at once.

I was startled, but didn't look back.

I should have been ruthless!

At that moment, my mind was empty, and it wasn't until I rushed downstairs and the icy rain hit me that I realized I was wearing only a sweater.

My arm was suddenly grabbed by him: "Where are you going, isn't this our home? I said, I will give you a home, this is your home, you are not allowed to go anywhere! Hurry up and give me up!"

"Let's not deceive ourselves, okay, you know better than me, how long can we live such a peaceful day, you let go, let go!" I pulled my arm hard, hit him, kicked him, but he stood still.

"I've already let go once, so I won't give you such a chance again! Since you care so much about my parents' thoughts, then I'll take you home now, I want to tell them, I like you, I want to marry you, if they don't agree, I'll leave the Song family!"

Song Junxi was also very irrational at this moment, he took my hand and walked forward, I wanted to shake off his arm: "Are you crazy? Are you trying to force me to be a sinner?"

"Yes, I just want to force you, I want to see if you have a heart, is it true that all of this, family background, and dedication are not as important as my heart to you? You don't believe that I can give you happiness, is it so important what others think? It is the two of us who have been together for a lifetime, not them!"

The rain ran down his hair and down his face, I couldn't tell if it was rain or tears, and the two of us stood in the rain like fools, and in a moment we were both wet.