Chapter 154: I wish I would be alone in this life

I could tell from Mr. Ma's eyes that my mother must be very sick, but I didn't expect it to be like that.

As soon as she saw me coming in, she immediately covered herself in the quilt: "Don't come here, don't come over, Deming, I'm sorry for you, I didn't take care of Xia Xia, I didn't take care of Xia Xia!"

My whole body trembled, I couldn't hold back my tears, and gently patted the quilt: "Mom, I'm Xia Xia, are you okay when you come out?"

"I don't want to come out, you go, you are not my Xia Xia。。。。。 ”

"Mom, I'm Xia Xia, come out and see me!"

She suddenly got up from the bed, her strength was too great, and she almost knocked me to the ground, covered with a quilt: "You get out, you want to take away my Xia Xia, right, don't you think, you get out quickly, otherwise, or I will kill you!"

She suddenly lifted the chair on the floor and was about to slam it at me.

"Mom, I'm Xia Xia, I'm your Xia Xia, why don't you know me, wake up quickly!" I tried to walk over, but halfway through, the chair smashed towards me.

I was a little dizzy, but I didn't feel any pain at all, I didn't want her to be like this, I wanted her to be well, and I was left with my mother.

"Mom, I'm your Xia Xia!" I walked in step by step, she shook her head, standing there with her hands raised in horror, still in the same posture as she had just thrown the chair.

I walked over and hugged her: "Mom, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I beg you to come to your senses, okay, I beg you, I'm your Xia Xia, I'll listen to you in the future, Mom, Mom。。。。。。 ”

I was suddenly pushed away by her, and I took a few steps back, but luckily the bed in the back was in the way, so I didn't fall.

"You're not。。。。。。 It's not my Xia Xia, I'm Xia Xia She's gone, don't want me anymore, she's gone。。。。。。 Where did you come from, the demon and the monster, dare to pretend to be my Xia Xia, I will kill you!"

She ran over and slapped me with her hand, and I stood motionless and let her slap hit me.

This is my deserved punishment, if it can make her sober, if she can recognize me, I will!

The nurse and the doctor probably heard the movement and rushed in from outside, and several people pulled my mother away from me, and a nurse quickly gave her an injection that she didn't know what to do.

She quickly quieted down, and before going to bed, she was still thinking in pieces: "She's not my Xia Xia, no, no, you get rid of her, she's a demon。。。。。。 ”

After my mom went to sleep, the doctor saw that I was also wearing a hospital gown and asked, "Are you?"

"I'm her daughter, my name is Xia Xia。。。。。 I choked up and could barely speak.

The doctor hesitated for a moment before saying, "Come with me!"

I nodded and glanced over to the hospital bed, where my mom was already asleep.

"Doctor, how is my mother? Why doesn't she know me anymore, will she be okay?" I couldn't help but cry lowly.

"The situation is not too good, the patient suffered a head injury some time ago and did not deal with it properly, coupled with the great stimulation, which caused fear and confusion about the past, and there are violent tendencies, I recommend that I observe in the hospital for a while longer!"

"Then how long will it take for her to get better? Doctor, please save her, I am left with my mother as a relative, please save her!"

The doctor sighed, "Do you have any other relatives in your family?" The doctor tried to ask, seeing that my mother had been the only one who had been in the hospital until now.

I nodded with tears in my eyes: "Yes doctor, my father passed away some time ago, and I am left with my mother as a relative, so I beg you to cure her, otherwise I really don't have the courage to live。。。。。。 ”

"Little girl, it takes courage to live, it's easy to die, but that's an escape, you don't have the courage to live, then what about your mother, she has only one relative left for you!" The doctor was about the same age as my father, and he spoke very kindly, and he listened to me like this, and comforted me kindly.

"I know, I didn't really think so, doctor, my mom she's going to be fine, right?" I looked at the doctor expectantly, hoping he would give me an affirmative answer.

"Most doctor, I naturally hope that she can get better soon, but you still have to be mentally prepared!"

I bowed my head and said nothing, he turned around and poured me a cup of hot water: "After the patient's head injury heals, I suggest that you transfer to a psychiatric hospital for treatment, the environment of our hospital is not suitable for your mother's recuperation!"

"But I don't know which hospital is good for me to transfer to, and where will it help my mother's condition?" I heard the doctor say, and suddenly got up from my chair and looked at the doctor nervously.

"Don't be afraid, since I am now your mother's attending doctor, I will definitely be responsible for her, I will help you contact the hospital, but the hospitalization fee is not cheap, can you afford it?"

"How much does it cost?" At that moment, I made a decision, I want to make money to help my mother heal, I must cure her!

"It costs at least 2,000 yuan a month, which is not easy for your child!" The doctor paused, "but your mother's current situation, hospitalization is the best choice, you need someone to watch you 24 hours a day at home, and you are the only one in the house, you will definitely not be able to take care of her!"

"I want to go out to make money, and I definitely can't take care of my mother, so I begged Dr. Li to connect me with a better hospital that will help my mother's condition, it doesn't matter if it's more expensive, as long as my mother's illness can be cured, I can't lose her!"

I tugged at the doctor's sleeve and pleaded with him.

I came down to see my mom whenever I had time these days, and she was still very irritable, especially when she saw me, she went even more crazy.

The doctor was afraid that I would irritate her, and suggested that I come to see her every time she was asleep, or stand outside the door to watch, otherwise it would only make the patient's condition worse.

Once I looked at her through the glass of the ward door, and she found out, she threw a pillow and smashed it on the door and began to go crazy again: "The demon is coming, she wants to take away our Xia Xia, let her go, let her go!"

My mother suddenly made a fuss in the ward, pulled out the needle, hit the nurse, if it wasn't for the other nurses to arrive, she would have rushed out, if she hurt others, it would be even more troublesome.

When I came out, I saw that I looked at me with extremely annoyed eyes: "Didn't you say that I wouldn't let you come over, and wait for the patient to come over?

"I'm sorry, I'll be careful next time, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!"

The nurse snorted coldly at me, and left unhappily, I squatted at the door of my mother's ward helplessly, when will my mother recognize me, when will she be able to recognize me?

If my mom can get better, I really want to be alone in this life, as long as she can get better!