In an instant, Lu Huaishen's already complicated mood was even more like a stone falling into the sea, sinking vertically but not sinking to the bottom, and a kind of unresolved anxiety filled his heart.

Lu Huaishen avoided the staggering of her gaze and turned to look at the doctor, "I'm her husband." ”

The doctor bowed his head and told him in detail about Jiang Ruo's situation.

Jiang Ruo is now 21 weeks pregnant, and is in the second trimester of stable pregnancy, but this stable period is for the entire pregnancy, and the non-pregnant state can not be compared, emotional fluctuations caused by external stimuli lead to different degrees of contractions is common, Jiang Ruo's condition is more serious, need to be hospitalized for observation for a few days, and can be discharged after stabilization, of course, the doctor did not dare to hide the worst possible outcome, that is, fetal arrest.

When Lu Huaishen heard this, a chill rose in his heart, and finally he heard the doctor say: "But don't worry too much, your wife's current situation is still relatively optimistic, and the chance of fetal arrest is relatively small." ”

The probability is relatively small, but it cannot be ruled out.

These words did not give Lu Huaishen any comfort.

Jiang Ruo basically didn't say anything, just listened quietly, and after the doctor left, she turned her back to the door silently.

The sun is rarely seen in winter, and the sun does not necessarily have warmth, and the floor where the ward is located is not up or down, Jiang Ruo opened her eyes, and through the window, she could only see the gray sky and buildings, and a heavy feeling came to her face, and she closed her eyes tiredly.

Jiang Ruo was right in front of Lu Huaishen's eyes, he could see all her movements, and she did this with nothing more than two meanings: she didn't want to see him, or she refused to communicate. But obviously, Lu Huaishen thinks that both meanings are true.

He didn't close his eyes all night, stubble appeared on his chin, and there was fatigue between his eyebrows, which made his whole person look a little more depressed. He had thought many times that he was going to say something at this point, but when it came to this, he couldn't say a word about the draft. The impasse was difficult for him, but he knew that it was the only zone he could feel comfortable with until the next moment of uncertainty came.

Doctors, nurses, and interns rushed to the ground and left in a swarm of words, and the air in the empty hospital room was filled with an eerie silence after the hustle and bustle.

Aunt Wu is a clear-eyed person, she noticed the clues, her eyes lingered between the two of them, and then she went out with interest.

Lu Huaishen was about to speak, he wanted to say something concerned about her as an opening statement, even if at this time, these words were more like useless words. But before him, Jiang Ruo had already chosen to take the lead in breaking the deadlock.

"What do you want to say?" Jiang Ruo could feel a gaze behind him, and his light burned. Since he stayed here and didn't leave, he wouldn't be silent forever, he must have something to say about what happened last night, and he should have said something.

Jiang Ruo paused for two seconds, didn't hear a response, and said again: "It just so happens that I have spent too long sorting out some things, it's time to say it in person, if there are mistakes or omissions, maybe you can make up for it." ”

They are all adults, and they have long passed the cold treatment of things. Jiang Ruo didn't want to hold this problem left over from history in his heart anymore, even if the incident itself was very sharp and hurtful, even if this kind of face-to-face confrontation would lead to an unpredictable pessimistic ending.

Lu Huaishen wanted her to take these words back, but he didn't have time to think about it, he stepped forward and pulled up the quilt that she had slid on her waist, leaned over to her, and put his hand on her shoulder. From the back, the two seem to be intimate.

He whispered in her ear: "If you have anything to say, wait until your body is well, you have heard the doctor's instructions just now, you need to rest." ”

"What are you avoiding?" Jiang Ruo asked indifferently, leaving no room for anything.

Jiang Ruo felt that the person behind him was stunned for breath, and the hands on his shoulders tightened by two points.

Jiang Ruo closed her eyes again, and she said, "If you can stay away from me, maybe we can still communicate calmly." ”

She didn't want him to touch her.

Lu Huaishen already felt passive and tricky, and as soon as this information was conveyed in his mind, he was knocked on the head again. From an angle that Jiang Ruo couldn't see, his face instantly darkened.

"That's it," Lu Huaishen's tone was also a little paranoid, and he even pressed her towards himself, so that his chest was close to her back, "If you can't say this, then don't say it." ”

Lu Huaishen had expected that she had actually made the decision to break up, and the long-term step was divorce, he knew that he had a number, no matter what she said, the result would not change.

Lu Huaishen was very close to her, she was forced to be trapped within the reach of his breath, and now all this familiar to the feeling of dependence, including the touch of her body and the smell of his belonging, made her feel uncomfortable, and a wave of manic depression spread from the bottom of her heart, until her body couldn't help but react with a struggle.

At first, Lu Huaishen thought that Jiang Ruo was just saying angry words, when she began to struggle, he hugged her tighter, and then saw that her movements were so big that her elbow hit her stomach, as if she didn't feel it, he looked at her face and found that she gritted her teeth, and her whole face was flushed.

Lu Huai was deeply shocked, and his hand also loosened his strength, Jiang Ruo immediately shook off his hand, turned over, and looked at him on the bed, his chest rose and fell and he gasped, and said calmly but forcefully: "Don't touch me." ”

Lu Huai was stunned for two seconds, his heart was dull, he raised his right hand in the air, his eyes were tightly grasped with her expression, and he said slowly: "Okay, I won't touch you." ”

Jiang Ruo looked directly at him and said in a tone of indifference at any time: "Don't act, don't make it as if you are hurt by your affection." ”

From Lu Huaishen's reaction, it can be seen that her words are quite hurtful, and if she is so sharp in normal times, she will only say it to people who have deep grievances.

Jiang Ruo couldn't help but look away, forcing himself to stare at the slightest change in his face.

"Maybe it's a bit heavy, but it's not wrong, isn't it?" Jiang Ruo said, "I naturally feel that you do still give some feelings, but what I am not sure is whether this meager feeling is based on guilt and sympathy." After all, your target is only the Jiang family, if there was no grandfather to persecute him, maybe it would be Jiang Zhouman who is sitting here talking to you today. ”

The one who was given by him because of guilt and sympathy would also be Jiang Zhouman.

She thought she was different, but in this marriage, she was just a character who could be replaced by anyone.

Women think that they are special, and having this idea is the biggest mistake.

"Your original plan was to give the Jiang family to Du Shengyi, right?" Jiang Ruo asked.

Lu Huai looked at her for a few seconds and slowly straightened up.

He did not deny it.

Jiang Ruo didn't look at him for a moment, obviously it was an expected result, but he realized that he still expected to hear a different result from his mouth.

She pulled her lower lip, turned her eyes, and said in a deliberate and slow tone: "You did everything possible to prevent me from contacting Du Shengyi, just because I was afraid that I would know about it, and in the end she would easily shake it out." Although there were many doubts before, before there was conclusive evidence, I still chose to believe in you, such a self-deceptive character in front of Du Shengyi, I am afraid that I will dislike her if I ask her to play her. ”

"Don't say it. Lu Huai interrupted her stiffly, with some kind of pain in his tone.

Since it is a definite fact, Jiang Ruo doesn't care about Lu Huaishen's response.

"Why are you afraid of me saying that if we want to separate, we must explain the reason for our separation, and we must not be unclear and ......."

Before she finished speaking, Lu Huaishen interrupted her: "No." ”

Lu Huaishen stood straight, his chin never lowered a point, looking down at her, he shook his head and repeated, saying more clearly: "I don't agree to separate." ”

"Eventually, it will. Jiang Ruo said lightly.

Lu Huaishen pulled over the stool and sat down, leaned forward and put his hand against her face, and said stubbornly: "I said, I don't agree." ”

Jiang Ruo didn't avoid his touch this time, she smiled, and a question was written in her eyes: "Why are you?"

He said in a dumb voice, "You can't unilaterally deny me entirely. ”

Jiang Ruo seemed to hear some joke, and laughed even harder, laughing until his chest shook slightly, "But you are about to get what you want, in other words, I will make the best use of it for you." It is good to say that you are using feelings as a means, in short, you win, all the shares are voluntarily given to you by me, and you also have the ability to pocket the entire Jiang family. ”

Jiang Ruo said, her eyes fell on the collar of his shirt, and she reached out to tidy it up, while saying the opposite of her actions: "I can't continue with you, you have too many secrets, for you, your career is more important than me, and making up for Du Shengyi is also more important than me, as for me, it has never been in your consideration." ”

She straightened his collar for him, and smoothed the folds on his chest that she had scratched last night, "You haven't considered what kind of harm I will do to take my parents' and my grandfather's things to curry favor with another woman in exchange for her forgiveness." Even if my father and grandfather were responsible for the tragedy of the Du family back then, you are now my husband...... I think you made your choice from the beginning, and now your choice hasn't changed, probably because ......"

Because she didn't matter enough to let him take her feelings into account in this matter.

"Actually, I only found out yesterday that grandpa did something that greatly damaged your career in order to let you marry me. I probably also know that you and your mother, life was not easy in the early years, after you returned to the Lu family, you were single-handedly attacked by the enemy, and it was not easy to make achievements, as soon as grandpa came, almost let your previous efforts burn up, I will also hate it. If I had known," she paused, looked at Lu Huaishen, her eyes were slightly moist, and the waterline slid down suddenly, and the sentence choked in her throat for a long time before she said: "If I had known, I would have said, it doesn't have to be Lu Huaishen." ”

knew that she would be in love and hate, in a dilemma, she would choose someone else, it really doesn't have to be Lu Huaishen.

She reached out to wipe the water stains from her face, sighed and said, "I really don't want to be with you anymore." ”