Like you

(If I hadn't met in my life, I wouldn't believe that there is a kind of person who can never get tired of seeing it, and there is a kind of person who feels warm as soon as I know him.) )

With the arrival of the last snow on the eve of the Spring Festival, Gao Jin's last location shooting is over, which also means that the three-day shooting is complete. The snow was flying all over the sky, like catkins in the wind, and the applause at the scene rang out. Tao suddenly poked her head out of the car and heard the cheers of the scene, she knew that the filming was coming to an end, and every actor was about to finish, which also meant that the first drama in her life was about to be completed.

Seeing that she was looking out the window silently, Sister Lulu stepped forward and asked, "What's wrong, I'm reluctant." ”

She turned around and replied, "How is it possible, he, what is there to be reluctant to." ”

"I'm not talking about him, I'm talking about the crew. ”

"I just didn't expect to step into the rhythm of finalization so early, I thought it would take another month, who knew that a lot of scenes were deleted, and the filming progress was also accelerated, watching the actors leave one by one, dozens of cars used to work, but now the people are getting longer and longer"

"I haven't gotten used to it, the iron-clad camp, the flowing soldiers, the truth that has not changed for thousands of years, the crew is like this, everyone gets together to work together for 3/4 months, and finally goes their separate ways, I don't know when I see it, I don't know if I can see it, some people may leave this line because they work too hard, and some people will meet in the next group after a year and a half. When you are together, cherish the present, because some differences may really be a lifetime. ”

"I don't like this feeling very much, just like me and the little assistant, we are about the same age, and our interests and hobbies are also very similar, although we have known each other for a few days, but we really talk about it, and she is chattering around me these days, and I still feel a little unaccustomed to the thought that I won't be able to hear her voice tomorrow. ”

"Your heart is too easily hurt, and if you are too serious about your feelings, you will fall very badly. ”

"But isn't that what friends should be? Friends who really make you are forever, just like if you and Andy leave me one day, I will miss you very much. ”

"But you have to be clear that the environment you live in, although we are not upper-class people, but for ordinary people, we are the closest people to contact the entertainment industry, and anyone who can survive in this circle is not soft-hearted, if you are soft-hearted, it is to give others the opportunity to dig your heart. ”

She watched Sister Lulu talk to herself about the truth of survival in the circle, and suddenly asked, "If, one day we are not in the same play, or each has its own master, can we still be friends?"

Lulu stroked her head. "If one day, I, Brother Andy, can't be with you, or you have a better development, remember, we will always be your family, as long as your original intention has not changed, you are still our lovely little girl, we will always protect you, as long as you need. ”

"Sister, I remember that night you came to my room to talk to me and asked me if I had something on my mind and hid it from you, but in fact, ......"

"Okay, don't say it~" Lulu interrupted her.

"If you think it's not the time to tell me, wait until one day you figure it out, don't force yourself. ”

"I want to say that I don't want to deceive any of you, but there are some things that I haven't even thought through myself, so I don't know how to say it. ”

Lulu stroked her back and comforted, "Then wait until you think clearly, okay." ”

Tao nodded suddenly.

"What are you two doing here, that mysterious? Andy got into the rest car, looked at the two of them and asked depressed.

"It's so sad that I cry ......"

"Nope. Lulu turned her head and replied.

Andy turned around and looked at him, "What's wrong?"

Suddenly there was no answer.

"What's wrong with her. Andy asked as he pushed Lulu to the side.

"Maybe it's going to be finished......

"It's touching the scene. ”

Andy patted it suddenly, "What's wrong, I can't bear it." I'm afraid I won't see it. You have to get used to our profession being away for more than a year for 4/5 plays, it's normal to be together and divide and merge together, you are just starting out, and it will be natural to wait for you to take on more plays. ”

Tao suddenly turned around and looked at the two of them.

"What's wrong. Andy then asked.

Tao suddenly sighed, "I, I don't want to hide it from you, yesterday, I didn't go to dinner with you yesterday because I had a very important friend who came back from abroad." ”

"What's the matter, there's no rule in the group that all members must be present. But it's a pity you didn't go, because the food is still good. Andy said with a smile.

"I have gone. Tao suddenly looked at them with staring eyes.

"You came, but I didn't see you. ”

"My friend and I also went to MISS, but I went to the 12th floor"

"The 12th floor is a private room, you and your friends! Andy asked curiously.

"He was the lead designer of Step shake... Dai Feng. Professor Gu's students. ”

Lulu nodded, "Got it, so you've been struggling with whether to tell us about it, right?"

"I don't want to hide it from you, I don't want you to hear this in other people's mouths in the future, Dai Feng took over the case of "Demon Capital" on behalf of Step Shake, and he told me yesterday that the boss also took it. If the two of you decide to stay, then we will be together every day for the next 8 months, and everyone will know about it sooner or later, Professor Gu is my recommender, yes, I entered this industry because I like to give it a try, so Dai Feng also helped me a lot, I know that the people in the group are talking about me relying on the recommendation of the people above, I don't want to explain too much to them, I only care about your feelings about me, so I think I don't want to hide this from everyone, boss... I'll tell you when she gets back. ”

"Okay, we don't blame you, don't think too much, boss, I don't think she will say anything. Lulu comforted her.

"I'm sorry. Tao suddenly sincerely apologized.

"Okay, you've said it, how can we blame you. Let's go to the scene, Gao Jin is finished, please eat delicious food, order a lot of things, let's go over. And the little monkey just came looking for you all over the scene. Andy also comforted her.

"In the afternoon, I can't be with you, Brother Karen came to me early in the morning, he wanted me to enter the preparations for "Magic City" in advance, maybe they are not familiar with Dai Feng, they need someone to do intermediate communication, and you will have to be busy on the spot. ”

"Go, tell us the latest news in advance, you don't have to worry about the scene, the big scenes are in Group B, they are basically group performances, and the actors here have also been completed one after another, and they won't be so busy, but you, you should be cautious in what you do and speak"

Tao nodded suddenly, "I know, then I'll go over first, the little monkey is still ......"

"Hmm. Go ahead, let's clean up this too. ”

Tao suddenly got out of the car and returned to the scene, leaving the two people looking at each other.

"It seems that she has a lot on her mind. ”

"yes, she's too easy to get emotionally invested and trust the people around her, do you know what she just asked me in the car?"

"What?"

She said that if one day the three of us are not in the same play, each of us is the master, we are still friends. ”

Andy laughed at Lulu's words.

"How did you answer!"

"I said, we're family. She is very simple, she thinks that the people around her are good people. ”

"Yes, so she has to learn to be independent, learn to adapt to this environment, she doesn't know that there are no permanent friends and no permanent opponents in this industry, (Zhen Entertainment) and (Shang) are good examples. ”

"Maybe if she grasps this opportunity, she will be able to take fewer detours, with Step shake to support and Dai Feng to protect her, she will be less injured. Lulu sighed.

"I've seen her design drafts, although she is not from a professional background, but her matching of accessories and composition are very clear, and she is more suitable for design than being a makeup artist. Andy couldn't finish expressing his opinion.

"Okay, sooner or later, the child will have to be released to flutter on her own, there is only so much we can help us, and one day she will know what is right for her. ”

In the crowd, Tao suddenly saw the little assistant monkey and pulled her out of the crowd. "Where have you been, I've been looking for you for a long time," the little monkey asked

"I was just in the rest car. Congratulations, it's done. ”

"I have nothing to congratulate on going back and continuing filming. Do you want to drink a cup of the hot drink that Brother Jin bought? ”

"Forget it, don't drink it, lose weight. Tao said in a depressed mood.

"Be happy, it's not like you're going to be gone forever. When your drama is finished, won't we have to mix together for 8 months in the next play? Don't bother me then. ”

"Hmm. … What time do you get on the plane. ”

"3 p.m. Why are you coming to see us off. ”

"I'm afraid I can't send you so early!! I'm going to have a meeting with the company's planning department at 1 p.m. ”

"The Magic City?"

Suddenly nodded, "Hmm." ”

"I think about it, you are different from me, I don't have the right to choose, I will play whatever play the boss takes, you are different, eight months is not a short time. ”

"I didn't think about it at first, but now I can't help it"

"It's because of Dai Feng. The monkey replied indifferently.

"You know it all. ”

The little monkey nodded and replied calmly, "Yes." In fact, I guessed it when Dai Feng pulled him in yesterday. Shen Yizhen is a very smart businessman, and he will try his best to get everything that is valuable to him. He has all the abilities of a businessman. With a pair of discerning eyes, you can smell the benefits and think decisively. A business tycoon in the industry, although he is young, he is known for his ruthlessness. ”

Tao was surprised to see the little monkey who was usually laughing and playful talking about one thing seriously.

"Why are you looking at me like that? The little monkey turned back to her and asked.

"I just feel like you're different today than usual, I just didn't expect ......"

"I didn't expect that I, who usually have no heart and no lungs, can tell you this, right!"

"Hmm. Unexpectedly. He nodded suddenly.

"Suddenly, you shouldn't be in this circle, it's not a good thing to be too simple, being used by others will make you lose self-control. ”

Tao suddenly smiled, and the little monkey looked back at her.

"What are you laughing at!"

"I laugh at the same thing more than one person has said to me"

The monkey then said, "Do you know why I talked to you so much when I saw you? The second is ......"

"The second is that we are very similar, I am very similar to you when I first entered the industry. After speaking, the two looked at each other.

"Yes, it's very similar, simple, kind, love and hate. It's also because of this that I have taken a lot of detours and suffered a lot of injuries."

"So every day I wrap layers of camouflage around this fragile heart, wrapping myself tightly. He asked.

"One day, when you find that you really don't fit in this industry, but you still don't want to give up, you will turn yourself into a different person, and after a long time, you can't take off the mask, and you don't remember what the past was like. So it's hard to want to be simple. ”

"Is it for him?" Tao then asked.

The little monkey's eyes were red, and he looked up and smiled, "It doesn't matter who it is." ”

"Is it really possible to give up so much for someone who likes someone? two years, just silently guarded, does he know?" suddenly asked with some emotion.

After a moment of silence, she replied, "I don't know." As long as he is by his side, it is good to go on like this silently, from a little fan who loves an idol, to a little assistant who follows him every day, accompanies him, and takes care of him, I am already very satisfied, compared to some fans now, am I not very lucky?"

"So at the beginning, I asked you if he had a girlfriend, you didn't know, didn't you? That night he was allergic, and you ran to my room to find me, and I saw that your feelings for him were not just assistants and actors, but also outside the game factory, I asked you what you would do if the company and Gao Jin were no longer cooperating, and you didn't hesitate to tell me that you would follow him. How could you do this if it was just an assistant. ”

"But what can ......?"

"You've done enough for him, why don't you let him know how much you feel for him. ”

"Needless to say, I can stay with him forever. Having said that, everything will change. He has always regarded me as a friend and a sister, and if I ran up to him and said 'I like you', what do you think he would do, and what would happen if the company and Sister Ling knew. Illegitimate meal, brainless fan, if the media knew about it, I would ruin his life. A star, a good actor would ruin all his efforts over the years because of a bad report. ”

"Then you're going to follow him like this. But what if one day there is a girl who likes him, or when the girl he likes appears, what will you do, won't you be sad?"

The little monkey reluctantly squeezed out a smile: "I have never thought about myself in these years. ”

Tao suddenly realized that her words were a little heavy, and felt that her mood was not good, so she comforted her, "Okay, let's not talk about him, his strange temper, few girls will like it, you be happy, blame me for infecting you with bad emotions today." You're a little monkey, you're usually chattering, aren't you? Tao suddenly coaxed the little monkey who was already about to cry.

"You know what! He gave me my name, and when I first started in the industry, he said I was as good as a little monkey with teeth and claws. ”

"Oh yes, yes...... You're amazing, he's right. What kind of Gu did he give you, you are so deeply poisoned. ”

"Suddenly, don't you think he's handsome!" asked the little monkey, looking at her seriously.

Tao suddenly had a helpless expression, "Since the first day I met you, you have kept praising him in front of me, how handsome, how good, but to be honest, I still have a trace of fantasy before I saw him in person, I used to look at him in front of the screen He is quite handsome, quite manly, why is it not that thing now." ”

"Is it because of that kiss scene?" the little monkey suddenly said.

"Stop, don't talk about it, I've almost forgotten it, don't you mention it?"

Listening to her words, the little monkey did not continue. Seeing that the little monkey was not talking, she was busy explaining. "No, I don't mean anything else, I'm afraid you will misunderstand, I really don't have that with him, and I don't think he looks so good, really, don't you get me wrong!"

"I'm not mistaken, suddenly, have you ever liked someone?"

Tao suddenly shook his head vigorously, "No, no." ”

"I liked it, so I know what it's like to like someone, starting with the cup of coffee you handed him in the elevator, to that kiss scene that day, you took care of him that night to put a towel on him, and then in the car he applied ointment to you, don't you feel a little bit of it?"

"What do you feel?" Tao looked at her blankly.

"Don't you feel the difference between him and you? The first time I saw you in the elevator, he said to me, 'You are like me when I first started in the industry' Simple, simple, not so many complicated things, the way he looks at you, it's all different. ”

"Hou Yu, don't make trouble, we've only known each other for three days, how can you like someone for three days. Tao was busy explaining.

"Don't you know what it means to be in love at first sight? Maybe he doesn't even know that he is emotional, but his eyes are full of curiosity about you, just like when I first saw him, so I know that feeling. ”

"Little Monkey ......"

"It's okay all of a sudden, as long as he likes it. I can really take it. ”

"What do you accept, you say I'm confused, even if he is what you say, then you also said... It's just a curiosity, a novelty, he won't remember who I am after a long time back in Hengdian, and I don't like him either, he's not the one I like. Don't you think about it, okay?"

"I don't blame you, I know you haven't thought about talking about feelings, but if one day you find out that he is good to you, or you have a little change in feelings, tell me!

Tao nodded helplessly, "Okay." Then we can stop talking about others now, okay, talk about ourselves. Suddenly he took out a beautifully wrapped box from his bag and handed it to her, and the little monkey took the box. "What is this? He opened the box.

"This is my first work, 'phoenix' is also the first complete work presented when I just learned to design, from the manuscript, to the refinement, in the hand creation, polishing, polishing, are all completed by my own hands, a total of two, to you this one is called 'phoenix', I also have a hand called 'flower fall'. ”

"'Anchovy Blossom Falls'. It's too precious for me to take it. It's the most precious thing for you, and I can't take it. Said that he hurriedly returned the gift to Tao Xuanran.

"Take it, I want to leave the most beautiful things to the most beautiful people, you will always be the kindest and most beautiful girl in my heart. ”

The little monkey took the gift box and took it out of the box, "This is so beautiful, is this a hairpin?"

"This is the 'Bu Shao' a few years earlier than the hairpin, it is the traditional Chinese Han national jewelry, the Western Han Dynasty in the Western Regions has its prototype and then absorb the innovation, about the Eastern Han Dynasty through the Yan into the western Liaoning, and then to the east into the Goryeo Peninsula and Japan and have a profound impact on the local culture. ”

"The name of Step shake comes from Step shake, right? The little monkey then asked.

"Yes, I heard Dai Feng mention that the name was given by Professor Gu, and she hopes that the cultural heritage of the older generation in China will be known to more people. ”

"You studied jewelry design?"

Tao suddenly shook his head, "No, I just like it, my aunt liked these things very much when I was a child, so I often followed her and liked it over time, I didn't come from a professional class, because my family didn't have the money to learn these things at that time." After entering the industry, the master taught me some introductory knowledge, and later met Dai Feng, he told me a lot of detailed principles, and explored it by himself little by little. ”

Then why did you later join the crew, become a makeup artist, and give up this? ”

"Because it's so smooth. You know what, for someone who has been going too well, suddenly everything is too smooth and everything will be out of balance, so I want to take it step by step on my own. ”

"Then I'll take this, if one day you become famous and become a big designer, this can still appreciate. The little monkey finally accepted the gift with a smile.

"So little monkey, I want you to know that I don't have the heart to think about emotional matters now, and please don't affect your mood and life because of this, let's not affect our own feelings for the sake of a person's emotions, okay?"

After hearing the words, the little monkey took the initiative to hug her. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I won't affect our relationship because of others. ”

"Go back over there and take care of yourself, we'll see each other soon, call me when we're bored. ”

"Hmm"

It's better to be honest than to conceal something. We don't know what will happen in the future, so don't regret it for now.

In the distance, Gao Jin saw the two hugging each other and shouted, "Little monkey." ”。 Hearing her boss's call, she waved her hand.

"I'm leaving, the boss has called me. ”

"Well, tell me at the airport. Suddenly, he looked back at Gao Jin in the distance. "Face him with a normal heart, don't have too much burden, don't be too difficult for yourself. ”

The little monkey nodded "yes".