Chapter 107: You'll Just Cry
Mo Yuxin grabbed the corner of his clothes, tears swirled in his eyes a few times, and finally he couldn't hold back and slid down the corners of his eyes.
Seeing this, Lu Xue walked to Mo Yuxin's side, pointed to her nose, and scolded angrily: "In addition to crying, what else can you do, do you think anyone in the entertainment industry can stay, you go and see for yourself, how many students graduate from the film academy every year, how many can't film, you are still not satisfied, now that you have a little popularity, you begin to feel that you are amazing, and you want to be outstanding in acting skills on the hot search, you think that acting skills can be honed by you for a while, even if you have high understanding, it will take a few years to hone it!"
Mo Yuxin was already a little sad in her heart, Lu Xue's scolding made her lose control of her emotions, she cried bitterly, her body trembled, Mo Yuxin cried and slowly spoke: "I don't think I am amazing, I know that you have done a lot of things for me, you want me to grow quickly, and I also hope that I can grow as you hope, but I really ...... Really inferior, I am always looking for all kinds of reasons to hide my inferiority, but she is like a sword in my heart, I haven't read much, no matter what I do, I think it's a problem of reading less, I want to learn, but I really don't know where to start, what you think is very simple, because I haven't been exposed to it, I don't know, I don't understand, I ......"
Mo Yuxin's tears and snot came out, she was not afraid of others saying that her acting skills were not good, she was not afraid of others saying that she was useless, she was afraid that others would say that she had a low education and did not work hard.
She tried all her best to study, but in the end she found that she couldn't find anything at all, and couldn't find how to study.
She was anxious, irritable, couldn't sleep all night, couldn't even eat, but who could she tell and who could understand her feelings, and her inferiority complex was hit hard again.
During this time, Mo Yuxin looked at the comments on the Internet, her heart hurt, she was attacked by Ouyang Mo's fans, she would be afraid, she would deliberately stay away from Ouyang Mo now, for fear that there would be unnecessary trouble.
She didn't understand at all, a normal greeting between the two would be scolded by Ouyang Mo's fans, which made Mo Yuxin feel particularly speechless.
She has always wanted to act well and be recognized by her own efforts, but the longer she stayed in this circle, she found that many things were not what she imagined.
What you give desperately, what you desperately want to protect, and what you desperately want to get, you must rely on your efforts to fight for it, which makes Mo Yuxin particularly tired.
During this time, Mo Yuxin was lost, confused, and at a loss, and all his worries turned into tears during this time.
Lu Xue looked at Mo Yuxin, who was crying silently in front of her, a little unbearable, she hugged Mo Yuxin's shoulders and comforted softly: "I was too anxious just now, the words are a little heavier, what I want to say is that when you chose this path, you should be ready to be sprayed and hacked, in the entertainment industry, even if you do well, you will be said by others, because everyone's ideas are different, you can't meet everyone's aesthetics, you care so much, it will only make you more tired!"
Mo Yuxin looked at Lu Xue with tears in his eyes, his mood calmed down a little, and he slowly spoke: "I know what you said, but when you are full of interest and spend all your strength to act well, but you are scolded so ugly, you will definitely be sad in your heart, you were encouraged by the people around you before, and you were suddenly verbally attacked by a group of people, you will definitely be sad at the beginning, and I can't do it now!"
Mo Yuxin hugged Lu Xue and continued to cry: "I love acting, I know that there are many thorns in this road, and I know that it is difficult, but I really worked hard......"
Lu Xue hugged Mo Yuxin's body, patted her back comfortingly, and said earnestly: "Your efforts, others can't see, it's not that you don't work hard, but the way you work hard is not visible, others have too high expectations for you, if you can't meet their expectations, they will be disappointed, and then turn into abuse!"
Lu Xue knows the rules of this circle very well, but for Mo Yuxin, she doesn't understand it at all, she thinks that as long as she works hard, she will get the results she wants, and if it backfires, she will feel heartache and feel that her efforts have not been rewarded.
Lu Xue sat next to Mo Yuxin, quietly watching her cry bitterly, she didn't go to comfort, because now for Mo Yuxin, what she wants is not comfort, but to let her understand her own position, she must be clear about her position, otherwise all comfort will be in vain.
Mo Yuxin stopped crying, and it took a long time before she stopped, Lu Xue saw that she was not crying, and handed her a piece of paper, Mo Yuxin took the paper and wiped her nose fiercely.
When Lu Xue saw Mo Yuxin's cute appearance, she knew that she was fine, she reached out and pinched Mo Yuxin's side face, looked left and right, and said: "I have lost weight during this time, and I have no flesh on my face!"
Mo Yuxin slapped Lu Xue's hand away, wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately, held his mouth, and said aggrievedly: "What is the mood of trying to be attacked, how can you be in the mood to eat, I haven't had a good meal in the past few days." ”
Lu Xue reached out and touched Mo Yuxin's stomach, pinched it gently, and pretended to be angry: "If you don't eat, do you want to starve my godson?"
Mo Yuxin slapped Lu Xue's hand away, his expression was serious, tears were drying on his face, and Mo Yuxin sighed deeply.
She was silent, and at this time, she didn't know how to express her feelings, and this time made her feel that it only took a few seconds to fall from heaven to hell.
The values that Mo Yuxin once thought collapsed overnight, and the beliefs she once thought were just her own wishful thinking.
Lu Xue opened Weibo, and her Weibo was also fallen, but it is conceivable that Mo Yuxin's bottom will not be much better.
Lu Xue had long known that this would be the result, and she didn't pay attention to those people, for her, unimportant people, she didn't bother to pay attention to.
Mo Yuxin's mood eased slightly, she leaned to Lu Xue's side, grabbed Lu Xue's arm, leaned on her shoulder, and slowly spoke: "Lu Xue, thank you!"
Lu Xue pushed Mo Yuxin's head away with her hand and let go of the sofa a little, Mo Yuxin's head leaned directly on the edge of the sofa, Lu Xue looked at Mo Yuxin with contempt in her eyes, and said: "Don't say such hypocritical words, if you really thank me, just shoot your scene well, take good care of your body, and don't burden me, it's the best thanks!"
Mo Yuxin smiled in her eyes, she leaned closer to Lu Xue's side, hugged Lu Xue's body, and said delicately: "I like hypocrisy!"
Mo Yuxin is grateful for meeting Lu Xue in her life, it was she who made her grow, it was she who made her realize her shortcomings, and it was she who moved her.