Chapter 32: A Year Later
Long Haotian sweated like rain, I don't know how many times in the past year I felt the hidden power of the body, but I couldn't touch it, as if it was within reach, but when he stretched out his hand, it became so far away, because of this, he became more and more anxious, unable to calm down, and then that feeling disappeared, he couldn't feel the existence of that power, he was covered in sweat, this was not entirely caused by physical fatigue, but also because of mental torture, this was the first time he felt hit a wall since he cultivated, and there seemed to be a mountain peak in front of him, an insurmountable peak。
Yaya came over and handed him a towel, but Long Haotian impatiently knocked it off her hand, Yaya was not annoyed, just picked up the towel and stood quietly beside Long Haotian, she knew that at this moment Long Haotian had been exhausted by Long Qi's problems, tortured, and his spirit almost collapsed, and he hadn't closed his eyes for a week.
Yaya is very distressed, Yaya has gone through many inner struggles this year, but in the end she succeeded in drilling out of the horns and turned back to the sister who was considerate of her younger brother, but only she knows her true thoughts in her own heart, and now she is very worried about looking at Long Haotian's state of being a little crazy, she has persuaded, it is useless, she persuaded again, it is useless, continue to persuade, but in the end, what she got in exchange was Long Haotian's angry eyes at her, Long Haotian has entered a state of madness, and if she continues like this, she may go crazy, she wants to use force to solve it, but in the end she still endured, she kept telling herself that Long Haotian would be fine, and she would definitely get through the difficulties。
At this time, Long Haotian fell on his back on the grass by the lake, looking at the canopy that blocked the sun, a little sunlight between the canopies, slowly he closed his eyes and fell asleep, he was too tired, he didn't eat or drink for a week, even if he was an iron man, Yaya moved very softly and came to sit down beside him, sat very close to him, and then carefully wiped the sweat on his forehead for him.
At this moment Long Hao Tian fell asleep and died, he began to dream, he dreamed of Niya, Nia was wiping his sweat, he changed back to the way he was when he was a child, Nia asked him to rest, but he refused, so Nia left, never came back, he was very sad, he cried, cried extremely sad. Then he wiped away his tears and went to cultivate, then Yeyue appeared, Yeyue let him rest, but he felt that he could succeed immediately, he didn't want to give up at the moment, so he ruthlessly refused Yeyue's request, but Yeyue flew over and kissed himself, interrupting himself, he was very angry and scolded her, and then Yeyue cried and left, and when he left, he scolded him for being a pig, and cursed him never to succeed.
In the end, Yaya appeared, he was scared this time, he was really scared, he remembered that he was rude to Yaya during this time, he wanted to apologize to her, he wanted to apologize to Niya, he wanted to apologize to Yeyue, he didn't want any of them to leave, and he hoped to live back to the happy days when everyone was together before.
He wanted to apologize, but he just couldn't make a sound, and then he reached out to grab them, but he just couldn't, it was clearly in front of him, why, why was it always like this, why the hell, he started to get agitated again, the feeling appeared again, the feeling of being extremely nasty, obviously within reach but out of reach, he was going completely crazy, he had enough.
Too many things have happened in the past year and a half, my father is in a coma, Nia is gone, Yeyue's personality has changed greatly, and she has done something out of the ordinary, and then she is gone, Yaya also feels that she has changed, and the people around her seem to be leaving her, these fears and pains that were originally hidden in the depths of her heart have exploded at this moment, Long Haotian is still too young, Long Haotian has not experienced any setbacks at all, and his ability to resist pressure is still not enough, Long Qi saw Long Haotian's extremely unstable soul in the Dragon Haotian Divine Soul Realm, and he knew that Long Haotian was going to go crazy, and he was ready to make a move, because if he didn't make a move, it would be too late, just when his hand was about to press on the forehead of Long Haotian's soul, Long Haotian's soul actually stabilized, and Long Haotian's mood also stabilized.
All this is because Yaya picked up Long Haotian who was lying on the grass and was about to go crazy, although Yaya looked like she was only a teenager, she was very tall, thanks to her bloodline, at this moment she was holding Long Haotian, and kept shouting: "It's okay, it's okay, Sister Yaya doesn't blame you at all." Because Long Haotian began to shout constantly soon after falling asleep: "Sister Yaya, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Nia Mom is sorry, Sister Yeyue, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." And so it went on and on.
Yaya knew that Long Haotian was hiding a lot of things in her heart, because after a cultivation half a year ago, she saw him crying, that was the time when she hid for a long time and did not appear in front of Long Haotian's eyes, Long Haotian thought that she was also gone, and after training, she was a little overwhelmed by the untouchable feeling, which caused Long Haotian to feel extremely aggrieved, and cried when he saw no one around, he felt that everyone around him was gone, and the important people around him seemed to be unable to stay, after that day, Yaya's heart softened, and then she gradually found that she was wrong, and she was a little wrong, because the man who cried extremely aggrieved was still a child, how old he was, and he had not had good contact with the outside world, what can you understand, let alone understand what love, is because you distort the facts, or because of the secret hidden in your heart, the secret that you don't want anyone to know, so that you don't want to face the facts
Yaya hugged Long Haotian and hugged her very tightly, although she was taller than other teenage girls, she was still a head shorter than Long Haotian, which caused Long Haotian to be held in a state of leaning up his neck, this posture was very uncomfortable, so he woke up, and at the same time he wanted to look down to see who was holding him, when he looked down, Yaya also happened to raise his head, which caused the tips of their noses to touch together, at this time the atmosphere became a little ambiguous, they looked at each other, they could feel each other's snort, and the bodies that were attached to each other could feel each other's body temperature and gradually accelerating heartbeat。
Just when they felt that something might happen in the next moment, they separated, their faces were red, and the atmosphere changed from ambiguous to a little awkward at this moment, they didn't dare to look at each other, and deliberately avoided each other's gaze.
"Sister Yaya, I'm sorry, I had a bad attitude towards you before, and I apologize to you. Long Haotian spoke first, he wanted to ease the atmosphere at this time, and at the same time express his apology and sincerity.
"No... It's okay, I didn't pay attention to it at all, just... It's just, it's okay, I'm just very worried about your state, and now I'm relieved that you're okay, and I'll mention the previous things again, and... And just now... Let's forget what happened just now. ”
Yaya could feel that she was still a little nervous when she spoke, and she hadn't calmed down for a while, and her voice became very low when she said that she forgot to speak, as if she was afraid that people would hear what she said.
But Long Haotian heard it, and for some reason his heart ached, but he didn't plan to mention the little accident that happened just now.
"Thank you, Sister Yaya, if it weren't for you, I might have gone mad just now, maybe I should give up cultivation, I may really be as poor as my great-grandfather said. ”
"No, it's not, you're the most talented cultivator I've ever seen, and you're willing to work hard, and your speed of progress makes me and... And Yeyue are very surprised, you have to persevere, the path of cultivation is a process of overcoming obstacles all the way, full of hardships, being let a small setback crush you, I believe that you Xiaotian, you will definitely be able to overcome it. ”
Saying that she couldn't care about being shy anymore, she took Long Haotian's hand and came to the lake, and then motioned for Long Haotian to sit down, she dipped the towel in the lake with the towel in her hand, and then helped Long Haotian wipe the sweat on her body, and then washed the towel, and then helped Long Haotian wipe it, back and forth a few times, Long Haotian felt a lot more refreshed, and then Yaya sat beside him, and suddenly the environment around them changed Yaya brought her and Long Haotian into the retrospective illusion she created, here is black and white, the surrounding scenery is very blurry, but there are two figures that can still be seen very clearly, that is Long Haotian and Long Yu, Long Haotian is lying on the ground, this is the trial of Long Yu on him, as the picture continues to advance, Long Haotian watched very quietly, and Yaya couldn't help but lean on Long Haotian's body, there were tears in her eyes, and every time she looked at this picture, she would be moved.
Soon everything around her returned to its original state, and Yaya realized that she was leaning on Long Haotian and quickly sat up straight.
"See? It was you when you were a child, and you were full of indomitable will, why do you become so easy to give up now that you have grown up? I have always believed in you, I have confidence in you, and I hope you can believe in yourself too. ”
At this moment, Long Haotian, he also remembered some things when he was a child, which was the first time he went out, when Yaya took her to fly, then Yaya said for the first time that she believed in herself, and Yeyue too, and when she thought of Yeyue, she felt a little sad in her heart.
"Sister Yaya, will you leave me too? Just like them, they suddenly left one day. ”
Yaya could feel the strong sadness when Long Haotian said this.
She resisted the strong shyness in her heart, then leaned on him and said, "No! Sister will always stay by your side, always with you, and will not leave." ”
Long Haotian heard Yaya's words and felt her body temperature and soft body at the same time, Long Haotian's mood became calmer and calmer, and then entered a subtle state, he felt the hidden power in his body again, but this time he was not in a hurry to contact this power, but continued to feel it, until the power leaned towards Long Haotian by himself, he succeeded, some things seem to be undemanding, the more anxious he is, the easier it is to lose.