After hearing this, Gao Jin seemed to understand why she did this, and would rather give up herself to keep the play.

"Do you want to come back?"

Looking at Gao Jin's expectant eyes, she suddenly felt a little guilty, why she didn't know herself, she was very glad that everyone she met in just a few months, including Gao Jin, he has the character and quality of a professional actor. is also a man who dares to love and hate with courage, if he doesn't meet Shen Yizhen, if he ...... Maybe she'll be brave enough to try to accept him.

"Gao Jin, I...... I'm sorry I let you down, I thank you for the words you said to me on the top of the mountain, without your words, I wouldn't be where I am today, we ...... Let's be friends, okay? ”

Gao Jin smiled bitterly and nodded, "So, so it's not that person in your heart, it's just that that person is not me, is it him?"

"I'm sorry, I don't want to lie to myself, and I don't want to lie to you. ”

"I wonder why? Why isn't that person in your heart me?"

Gao Jin is very persistent, he doesn't know or understand, obviously he met her first, and he obviously fell in love with her first, but why is the person in her heart not herself. Suddenly very contradictory, I don't know how to measure and explain these, there is no perfect reason to like a person to be decent, maybe it's just that the time is right, and everything is right.

"You really want to know!" Gao Jin nodded, "If I say it's because he's Shen Yizhen, and you're Gao Jin, will you believe it?" In the eyes of the outside world, he is an amorous son, an unscrupulous businessman, and an unruly person. And you are a personable, extraordinary idol actor, you are the ideal lover of thousands of girls. You used to be my idol too, and I adored you and smiled at you just like those fans who were obsessed with you. But when I really entered the industry, I realized that I was obsessed with you in the role, you on the screen, and I didn't know you at all. The first real contact between me and you was when you came to knock on my door that night when you lived next door to me, at that time I was a little fan who saw his idol, although in the elevator I said those words that looked strong to scold you, but in fact, you don't know how nervous I was at that time, how scared, so nervous that my palms were sweaty, maybe that was the incoherent feeling of fans when they saw their idols, and what they said and did without their brains. Since that day, I have seen myself and this sense of worship clearly, it turns out that that kind of liking is really just my liking for your characters on the screen, and it turns out that stars and actors are the same as normal people. I'm not saying that you're bad in reality, but I've learned that the person I like is you in the character you portray. ”

"Then how do I resemble that guy, I don't seem to be as insidious and cunning as him. Suddenly smiled and nodded, and also agreed with Gao Jin's statement. "Yes~ This is also the difference between you, you seem to have a sense of superiority in you, a sense of superiority that you don't know yourself. Your tempers are very similar, and your perseverance in doing things is very similar. The difference is that you don't hide anything decently, and he... As long as it is the result he wants to achieve, he will force others to do it by any means, so as to achieve his goal and desired result, and he is insidious and cunning. ”

"You said that he is an unscrupulous, insidious and cunning person, so you still like him. ”

"The more frustrated you are, the more courageous, sometimes you know that this person is very bad, very unreliable, very dangerous, but you just don't want to admit defeat, the more you want to do it with him, and over time you will find out that he is good, he will teach you a lot of things, teach you a lot of truths, teach you how to face reality, face survival. Slowly you will perceive his goodness. When he talked about Shen Yizhen, his eyes were full of love and smiles, although Gao Jin was uncomfortable when he heard it, he experienced the feeling that Shen Yizhen said, because his love for Shen Yizhen was the same as his love for her.

"Gao Jin, I don't want to lie to you, I like the kind he likes very much, I once wanted to try to deny my relationship, but the more I deny it, the more I can't let him go, I can't fool myself, and I can't fool you. So I want to say ~ if I ever gave you a sense of delusion, a sense of hope, can you... Can you forget, I know I'm selfish when I say this, but I really don't want you to waste time and feelings on me like this, okay?" she said this paragraph with a little choked up, she knew that it was cruel to say this, but since things had come to this point, she didn't want to hide anything, and it might hurt each other less if she spoke earlier.

Gao Jin sneered: "You also know that you have given me illusions and given me hope,...... Tao is too late, it's too late, just like you said, I'm also a human being, I have emotions, I'm not a cold-blooded machine, I can't delete my memories at any time, you are telling me now to let me forget and let me give up, a few words of understatement, do you think this is fair to me?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I really didn't expect to cause you so much trouble. ”

Gao Jin endured the pain and controlled his emotions, "I don't want to hear you say these three words, I said that I like you and I am alone, I don't care who other people are, who the person you like is, as long as I still like you, I won't let go easily, I won't send you tomorrow if I still have a play, you rest early." Gao Jin's tone was very resolute, and after speaking, he turned around and left. Looking at this stubborn back, she suddenly felt extremely guilty, she knew that Gao Jin was resentful and angry. But for her, even if she leaves, she must make this matter clear, even if Gao Jin complains that she is angry with her, she must confess to him, and she can't be entangled in this polyamorous relationship if she has a sense of superiority.

A person stared blankly at the pool, looking at the calm water, looking at the water reflecting her own shadow, suddenly raised her head and saw tears rolling in her eyes, she kept blinking to control her emotions, and when she saw someone coming over, she quickly wiped her eyes and pretended that nothing had happened. Dai Feng walked up to her and looked at her with red circles in his eyes to know that she had cried, and pulled her away without saying anything. After returning to the hotel lobby, he suddenly eased his emotions and asked the others.

"What about them?"

"It's all back, and if you still have work tomorrow, let everyone go back first, and I'll send you up." ”

Nodding suddenly, the two of them got on the elevator. Dai Feng sent her to the door of the room, and after watching her enter the room, he stayed at the door for a while. Outside the door is Dai Feng's waiting, inside the door is the crying of a person, Dai Feng guessed that when he returned to the room, he couldn't help but be emotional, he looked at her pretending to be casual in front of everyone, in fact, she was more reluctant than anyone else.

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