When life is too difficult, I can't help but want to compromise, want to unload the burden on my shoulders, and climb out of this quagmire desperately.

But it is always unsatisfactory, and when it is shaken, a firm shackle is placed on her.

There was a CD on the taxi, and the driver was a man who looked to be in his forties or fifties, who seemed to like it very much, and hummed softly.

"What do I want in my life, I often judge to give up and have, exhaust my life, I can't touch it and run away, what do I want in my life, I can never see through it in confusion, I didn't expect that what I lost was all my ......"

Jiang Ruo looked at the rows of shops on the street in distraction, and under the gray and gloomy night, the neon street lights reflected each other, giving birth to colorful colors in the sound of prosperity.

Thinking about it all these years, she has actually never really gained anything, and what she has obtained is not really her own, and if she says that she has lost, she is just taking away what she once gave her.

Jiang Qiying told her that day that before the accident, he found out that the cause of death of his own son's family of three was related to Jiang Weiming.

It was a family of four, and Jiang Ruo was also one of the small families, but he had never had a parental relationship with them.

Jiang Qiying once said that it was a pity that she had not been able to be with her parents and brother for so many years.

There is a bit of affection between true and false words, and Jiang Ruo is reluctant to pursue it, because he doesn't care at all.

The so-called mother, who has not been heard from for so many years, when her aunt told her the truth about her life experience when she was a child, she took a photo of the woman and told her that it was her own mother. From childhood to adulthood, except for the face that has not changed for twenty years on that photo, Jiang Ruo no longer knows superfluous information about that woman. Not to mention the biological father, no one even knows what his surname is.

Jiang Qiying has been with her for a few years, these three people, strictly speaking, except for being involved with her in blood, are just strangers who have never met.

And now, all the responsibility they left behind needs to be borne by her.

Gains and losses are really equal. Jiang Qiying should take her out of the abyss, and she should pay and repay for it.

Only by thinking like this can Jiang Ruo suppress the indifference and selfish resentment in his heart.

Late that night, Lu Huaishen returned home, empty.

For several nights on end, it was still the same.

Because someone's goal has been achieved, there is no need to work on him for the time being, and he has been living very comfortably these days.

Jiang Ruo was relieved on Lu Huaishen's side, but he was worried about his work.

Two days passed, and she was not troubled, Jiang Ruo felt quite lucky, but on the third and fourth days, the rest of the people in the office were busy, but she still had nothing to do, and the previous happiness turned into uneasiness.

She asked the secretary if there was anything she could do to help?

The secretary said that some projects and materials brought by the headquarters needed to be docked, and she didn't know about it, so she had nothing to do for the time being.

Once, twice, three times, the secretary used this excuse to prevaricate her, and Gisele turned a blind eye to her, Jiang Ruo realized that the company would not leave a useless person.

When she makes a mistake one day, her previous inaction may become the original sin, and it will be easy to drive her away.

Spending so much time to find a job that pays well, and then looking for it, it will be time-consuming and labor-intensive, but it may not be as satisfying as it is now.

According to her observations in the past few days, Gisele does not like people who are in the limelight, so she can neither show herself aggressively nor try to prove her usefulness.

Seeing that Gisele would not let her know about her itinerary and the items she needed to deal with in the near future, it seemed that she had made up her mind not to use her from the beginning, so she kept it a tight secret.

As everyone knows, G has always regarded her as an eyeliner sent by Zhong Shen.

Jiang Ruo racked her brains to think of countermeasures, like ants in a hot pot, as if she had wasted a day here, and she was close to her for a day.

After noon that day, Jiang Ruo was entering information in front of the computer, and Gisele returned to the office after lunch.

G just nodded as usual, and was about to pass in front of her.

Just after taking a few steps, G stopped and turned his head to look at Jiang Ruo, with a deep meaning in his eyes.

Jiang Ruo smiled, "Manager, is there something wrong?"

G looked pensive, twisted his eyebrows and bit his lip, and asked directly, "I heard that Jiang Zhouman is your cousin?"

Jiang Ruo paused slightly, and then covered up the stunned expression in an instant, "Yes." ”

"Then have you ever had contact with Lu Huaishen? Your cousin's fiancé, your future brother-in-law. She asked.

Jiang Ruo didn't know what G meant, but when he heard the title of his future brother-in-law, he felt that it sounded not only weird but also a little harsh, but he didn't know that not long ago, he also called Lu Huaishen like this.

Jiang Ruo's face did not change, and showed a comfortable smile: "Of course there is." ”

"Can you help me make an appointment with him?" G was wearing seven-centimeter high heels, much taller than Jiang Ruo, and his gray-green pupils seemed to have a kind of magic, and at a glance, people couldn't say anything to refuse.

Because she could see the consequences of rejection in her eyes.

Especially Jiang Ruo's current situation, she can't say anything about refusal, of course, if she thinks that this income is dispensable, then it's another matter.

Jiang Ruo smiled and replied, "Of course." ”

"Very well," G Chaojiang showed his first smile, "On Friday, that is, tomorrow night, I want to have dinner with him." ”

Jiang Ruo said decisively: "Okay." ”

Anyway, let's stabilize g for now.

Lu Huaishen's side, flickering and flickering, flickering these two people together, the task was completed.

Jiang Ruo faintly felt that this was a turning point to change his current embarrassing situation, if this meal was successful, Gisele would have a better opinion of her, and things should be much smoother in the future.

Throughout the afternoon, I don't know if it was Jiang Ruo's illusion, but I always felt that G seemed to be a little more pleasant to her.

After responding to this errand, Jiang Ruo was worried about how to make an appointment with Lu Huaishen.

can't be too deliberate, and can't directly expose the purpose, according to Lu Huaishen's character, the purpose is too obvious, which may cause him to be disgusted. Directly asked him for a favor, it is one thing for her to pull her face or not, and it is another thing whether Lu Huaishen will agree.

After all, the last time they broke up, the two didn't get along very well.

But if you don't find out the purpose, it becomes a calculation.

Qiao Hui found that Jiang Ruo was a little out of shape today, so she first used MSG as salt when cooking, but she didn't feel it when she ate it herself.

Qiao Hui chewed twice, spit it out silently, and asked, "Oh, don't you think the taste of this dish is a little weak?"

Jiang Ruo came back to his senses: "Hmm, is there one?"

She took a piece of meat and put it in her mouth, chewed it twice, it was hard to swallow, how did she eat it just now?

Then after washing the dishes, Jiang Ruo said to go down and throw away the garbage, Qiao Hui saw her go out, and then saw two garbage bags placed at the door......

"Whoa, garbage......"

Bang –

The door is closed.

Jiang Ruo went downstairs in slippers, looking down at the ground, and at the same time, he thought, should I go to the Linhai villa later, and 'communicate' with Lu Huaishen first?

After thinking about it, I dispelled this idea again.

Jiang Ruo went downstairs, walked to the garbage recycling place, and looked at his empty hands, except for a mobile phone, there was nothing.

When he returned home, he opened the door to take the garbage again, and saw Qiao Hui staring at her with slanted eyes, Jiang Ruo smiled awkwardly.

When she came back from taking out the garbage, Qiao Hui asked her, "What's going on with you today, why are you always absent-minded?"

Jiang Ruo said: "There are a lot of things at work, and I think about it from time to time. ”

After packing up everything, Cheng Xiao hadn't come back yet, Jiang Ruo sat cross-legged on the bed, the weather had been hot for the past two days, she had already changed into hot pants, and her hair was pulled back of her head, revealing a well-curved white neck.

She looked down at her mobile phone as if she was in a fixed position, opened and closed the mobile phone address book, her fingers stopped on the three words 'Lu Huaishen', and she couldn't muster up the courage to dial.

Looking at the time, it's past nine o'clock, maybe his nightlife is in a wonderful place, disturbing him, will he have no time to pay attention to her?

In short, she could come up with all sorts of reasons to stop herself from making the call in a pinch.

So she still called Pei Shao first and confirmed with him Lu Huaishen's arrangements for tomorrow night.

Pei Shao played Tai Chi with her, "Tomorrow's matter is uncertain for the time being." ”

The implication is that there is no arrangement for the time being.

Jiang Ruo understood, and before hanging up the phone, he asked him if Lu Huaishen had a party tonight, and Pei Shao joked: "Mr. Lu will go back later tonight, but madam, don't you know the door code?"

Jiang Ruo didn't explain much and hung up the phone.

Pei Shao was like a microphone, and immediately told Lu Huaishen about Jiang Ruo's call and the questions he asked, and finally added: "Maybe my wife went home and didn't see you." ”

Otherwise, Pei Shao couldn't think of a reason for Jiang Ruo to make this call, so she could only think that she was embarrassed to call Mr. Lu directly.

However, it is difficult for men to guess how many turns a woman's thoughts have made in her stomach.

After a while, Lu Huaishen finished the dinner and went back, and halfway through the car, a phone call came in.

Lu Huaishen picked it up, and the already delicate voice reached his ears through radio waves, and it seemed to be a little softer, "Lu Huaishen?"

Lu Huaishen closed his eyes slightly, and after a while, he replied, "Who are you?"

He didn't speak for a few seconds, and then he finally said, "Jiang Ruo." ”

Lu Huaishen said: "I don't know." ”

Then he hung up the phone and threw his phone aside.

After a while, the number came in again, the phone kept vibrating, Lu Huai rubbed his temples deeply, and let it ring several times before picking it up.

The phone was connected, but there was no sound, there was silence, Jiang Ruo asked, "Lu Huaishen, are you drunk?"

Lu Huaishen's voice was indistinguishable from anger, and he said lightly: "Well, I have something to contact Pei Shao." ”

Jiang Ruo was afraid that he would hang up the phone and not give him a chance to talk about things, so he immediately took over and asked, "Ask you for dinner, and also contact Pei Shao?"

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