"We are all running hard, we are all dreamers"
On January 23, 2019 in the Gregorian calendar,
The eighteenth month of the lunar calendar,
Half past three in the morning.
I'm in Kunming.
As early as the Gregorian New Year, I wanted to talk to you, and I was still very excited at that time, because the book was refined. Thank you all for this journey through thick and thin, and you can gather 3,000 people to dream.
—Timothy Bysah.
At that time, I was so excited that I sent red envelopes directly in the group...... And no less!
Not a lot, of course.
I'm poor after all.
At that time, I was in high spirits, and I seemed to feel that I had finally achieved something.
But I know that life never gives me a good face.
I have spent seven years wearing stars and moons day and night in exchange for today, what awaits me next? I dare not think, I am just a code word. And then it dragged on and on, and it dragged on until now.
Recently, even the water group has decreased, but the number of code words has not gone up.
It's not that I'm lazy.
But......
I did get a little tired.
The longer you have been in the industry, the more you can appreciate the power of ten years of hard work, although it is jokingly called the "online literature introduction must-read series", and some people say that they are all produced by the studio - but before people became famous?
I've only been updating for more than 130 days in a row, and I already feel that I need more time every day to scrutinize, conceive, and imitate the character of everyone in the book and what should be said and done.
and
Does everyone's physiognomy match the tone of the book?
You also have to think about whether the rhythm is dragging out, whether there are mistakes and omissions in the layout, and whether the jumping places are good or not?
Am I satisfied with my writing when I'm serious?
There are more and more people and things appearing in the book "Dead Friends......
All kinds of people and things open a small theater in my mind every day.
I'm a man with a lot of divergent thinking,
As a result, there are often certain characters who want to jump out and make trouble.
For example, it should be missing.
This thing jumps the hardest, but if I write it, it really becomes a branch.
I'm not saying this about how hard I worked.
No matter how hard it should be,
Because I'm professional.
A professional player must have the quality of a professional player.
I just hope that you can be a little more tolerant, after all, this is a book that has to be written for millions of words, and everyone I want to arrange an ending, a glorious moment at the pinnacle - with the most appropriate strokes and methods.
Those stories hidden in the bottom of my heart,
Those individuals,
I think they're a little bit better and a little plumper.
The book has advanced to the present and has received many reviews, of course, many likes and many dislikes.
Either way, I've read it carefully.
Even this chapter of each chapter says I went back to see it...... One morning, I didn't sleep at six o'clock, and I went to look through this chapter, and found that this chapter said that it had accumulated a lot, so I started to flip it, and it took me three hours to read more than 40 chapters......
Oh, my God.
Sure enough, the chapter review area is full of talents.
Among them, there are very skinny, there are disputes, and there are criticisms...... I watched it all and thought about it.
At that time, I thought:
Wow!
I'm not alone!
There are a lot of people who are with me, moving forward with "Dead Friends".
It's a good feeling to not be alone.
Although I have been devastated along the way, there is a reason why I have not given up. It is said that the person who writes has the loneliest and most lively soul in the world,
- Now it seems right.
Okay, let me focus on thanking my cute masters~
"Shish" (I still don't understand how to pronounce the word behind this item...... But we are WeChat friends, and we can also call him orange~ Don't get me wrong, this is a gentleman. )
"Ah Ze Ze" (This is the first cute master of the dead party.,People don't talk much.,I don't have to confess if I want to confess.。 )
"It's really great to be an elementary school student or something" (this seems to be my fellow countryman, and Lisuo is very decisive~)
"Oolong Tieguanyin" (this big guy didn't even add to the group...... Weakly asked, big guy, do you want to join the group? Sexy Teemo, flirting online. )
"Xiaoxiang Night Feather" (Commissar Ye Yu is really great, great~ From helping the dead party to push the chapter to my life mood, I am concerned about it...... And rich!The family component is fine!The landlord class!Single can be flirtatious!So if you have a girl, please contact me, I will introduce you!)
"Watch the Lottery" (this big guy is not on the list, because I am shy in my pocket, so I directly sponsored me privately...... Thanks!!)
There are many, many remaining book friends~
Tsundere Cat will be happy to be named,
Chen Siwang has appeared less recently, and I miss him a little.
Lian Feng has been complaining frantically recently, I've been paying attention to you for a long time.
The Seven Seas Breeze is really well understood.
I said I'm super cute, isn't it a girl?And Emilia Ting, Zezena~ Who said that Timo has no female fans?
Stand out!
See if I can blow you up!
I am a grateful person, and thank you for being with me all the way. 18 years can be said to be the most rewarding year I have ever had.
That's nice.
After talking about so many happy things, let's talk about some unhappy things.
Like what:
I booked a ticket to Thailand before, and I didn't want to spend the New Year at home, but I couldn't make the trip for various reasons, and I was refunded, and the total price of 4,003 tickets deducted me from 3,004, and I could only refund 900.
I didn't make that much money in a year!
I cried angrily at that time. (Not rhetoric.) )
Damn it......
Why do I do this, it's good to leave this money for my family for a good year.
And then,
Come out and relax.
Originally, a friend in Lijiang said that it was the off-season recently, and when I arrived in Kunming, he told me that the Chinese New Year was the most prosperous.
What the hell am I ......
The price of the inn that was originally one or two hundred will rise to five or six hundred.
What the hell am I ......
I'm so tired and confused right now.
Where should I go, where can I go......
Not to mention the multiple "surprises" that gave me at the beginning of 19 years, I really want to have a Master Tang translate for me, what is a fucking surprise!
!
These things have been happening for a while.
I'm all pressing,
Slowly digest the emotions almost before daring to say it, like everyone at the dinner table came up with a joke of self-mockery.
But I know,
Every word in this is a bloody scar after a knife has been slashed.
Now the collapse of man is a silent collapse, not wanting to live and not daring to die, every day in the middle of the night hysterical and every day in the middle of the day to play a mature and solemn adult. It may not be easy for anyone, but our generation seems to be particularly difficult.
Later, it came down to thinking:
In the end, I'm too poor.
If I had the money, these distresses wouldn't have happened.
Although the rich have gained unimaginable happiness, they have also lost so many troubles.
Envy to the separation of the plasma-wall.
Say: We are all running hard, we are all dreamers.
But I looked at my track,
I looked at other people's tracks again,
I looked at the cheerleaders next to me,
looked at other people's cheerleaders again,
There's not much to say.
Just do it.
I can't change the track, but I can put shoes on myself, cheerleading isn't that luxurious, at least I still have ......
I still have people I love and people who love me, and I have all the fun souls that have gathered all the way!
More than three thousand!
So
Good night everyone.
I'll see if I can fall asleep, and I'll update if I can't sleep.
I, Teemo, codeword machine!
(I mean it with all my heart...... But believe it or not, I'm really holding back the update when it's not updated. It's like a hen waiting for an egg to come to good when she doesn't lay an egg. )
Love you guys (?′?‵?)?.
I'm Timo,
We see you every day.