Chapter 49: Liu Gongzi (1)
Dr. Xiang is a professional doctor and a friend of Woad, and she hopes from the bottom of her heart that Woad can be cured. Because she is a professional doctor, she knows all too well what patients with split personality are about to face.
- Depression.
More than 54 million people in our country are suffering from depression. And this is a disease that no one pays attention to. Except for psychiatrists, who scientifically regard these people as patients, when other people receive this information, the first thing they think is that this person is so hypocritical, why is he so vulnerable? The subjective judgment of arbitrariness and ignorance pushes these patients into a dark corner.
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As a doctor who walks on frost and ice, she can't have a trace of luck in her heart, and she must be able to wear a cigarette at any time.
She knew that saying those words to the Yan clan was a bit blatant and disregardful, but cruelty was cruel, if the ending was destined to be a tragedy, why not end it as soon as possible? She didn't even believe that Shean really had the confidence and determination to overcome the disease, so she didn't believe that Yan was a person who was grinding but not phosphorus, nirvana but not restrained, and could be a bandit and a bandit to guard Shead.
Maybe he was just carried away by the warm emotions of the moment, and a sudden appearance tore Wolan's life into rags, and then quietly withdrew.
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When I came out of the house of Wolan, it was dusk.
The sunset burned like a flame, obscuring half of the sky, and the sun was about to set. The air around seems to be particularly clear, like glass. In the distance, a soft mist hung over it, and it looked warm. The bright red light fell with the dew on the green belt, trees, and meadows, which had been filled with pale golden light not so long ago, casting long shadows.
Xiang Xiang looked back at the mansion and couldn't help but sigh.
Under the control of morality, you dare not push the door out until you finally drown in it, or be washed away by time in a long life.
The house seemed to be a haven set up by Woad to escape from his parents, but it was actually a cage, and the bird entered the cage, and he just changed places to lock up Woad's whole person.
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When Yan returned, Shead Lan had fallen asleep on the sofa.
The face is as beautiful as a crown of jade, like a spotless ink painting that has been precipitated for thousands of years, exquisite and heavy. Under the clear eyebrows, the long eyelashes shone slightly, like a young child.
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Who the hell is he?
What is his past?
What does his future hold?
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She looked at it for a long time, and then began to think wildly. Xiang Doctor's face was calm, but what he couldn't hide was a cold and serious expression, and the deterrence brought by him, which made Yan breathless.
What if one day, Liu Gongzi disappears?
And what about the coexistence of the two?
How much time does she have with Young Master Liu?
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The worst and the best endings are all mixed in a chaotic way in her mind, disturbing her as if a jack has pressed her over, as long as she can't dodge it a little, the whole person is afraid that she will be crushed. She looked at the nearly empty coffee table, and saw a pen, so she reached out and took it, and skillfully coiled her hair, and the corners of her eyes and eyebrows were full of charm.
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After a series of movements, a trace of sadness appeared on her face, and she let out a long breath.
The uneasiness in her heart also came out with this breath, but it was still accompanied by the air around her, lingering.
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The house was very quiet, and there was an illusion of isolation.
The slanting sun spilled into the room through the glass, and there was some orange light on the ground.
Yan finally felt that his heart was very heavy, as if he was being held down, and he was almost breathless. She got up and went to open the window, and the evening breeze seemed to be suddenly liberated after being tightened for a long time, and paused for a moment on Yan's face, like a grateful touch, extremely gentle. After opening the window, she gently walked to the sofa again, squatting on the ground and looking at Wolan.
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Woad Lan seemed to sleep peacefully, with a slight and even breathing accompanied by the slight sound of the wind outside the window, like a pastoral song, bright and gentle. She was tired of seeing it, so she sat down next to her. didn't bother him, just sat quietly aside, looked at him for a long time, and finally got a little sleepy, so he quietly got up and made himself a cup of coffee, and went to sit on a rattan chair in the yard to watch the sunset.
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The villa area is extremely quiet, as quiet as an empty valley in the world. Coupled with the soft shroud of afterglow, like a noble and lonely poet.
Under the breeze, a few strands of hair on Yan's forehead danced slightly, and the beautiful smile blooming in his eyes hid a faint depression. As the sun shifted obliquely on her body, she seemed to have turned into a stone statue. Look, mysterious and fascinating.
Her mind was a little confused, as if she was trapped by vines, and she had no way out, so she could only be caught. I don't know what is going on in my heart. She just looked at the setting sun, and forgot about ultraviolet rays, which are all evils that cause rapid aging of the skin.
Her skin was originally fair and delicate, and after a long time of slanting sun, it turned red, like plateau red, primitive and simple.
I don't know how long it took, but the sun had completely disappeared over the hill over there, and it was getting dark. The army of insects hiding under the small bamboo forest in the courtyard also began to move, and the insect chirping gradually sounded. The breeze blew, the bamboo leaves swayed, making a rustling sound, and the night finally couldn't be suppressed, with a surging restlessness.
An unknown mosquito had already clinged to Yan's muscular Yuxue's arm hungrily, sucking blood heavily. She paused with her hand holding the coffee, and when she saw it, it was a big mosquito.
- "Smack!"
Without thinking about it, he slapped it with one palm, and impartially took the mosquito's life. This palm also happened to remind the Yan family that it was time to go in.
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It is rare for such a sensitive person to sleep for a while, if you wake up and open your eyes to see the dim light and the empty living room, how sad should you be?
Yan was so anxious that he even forgot to take the coffee cup. Xiao Broken Bu hurriedly ran back to the house.
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Woad is not awake.
In the darkness, his delicate and handsome facial features were softer and more refined, and his expression was still comfortable as usual, like a pool of soft, clear lake water, with ripples on the surface of the lake.
She took a light breath and began to look for the light in the living room, which she searched for a long time before finding it. The light was on, and she looked at Wolan's sleeping position, which was still so elegant, she couldn't help but marvel at his self-discipline and self-control, and especially wanted to play tricks on him and put him in a strange pose. I thought about the posture, I was about to get started, and I retreated.
That's it. is such a cold person, and I don't know what I will be ashamed of when I wake up.
Do you want to wake him up?
Forget it, it's rare to rest, let him sleep a little longer.
She simply leaned down on the table, tilting her head to look at the sleeping position of the woad. Her eyes were blank and had a wet tinge at the same time.
Why is this man so good-looking?
Looks better than me.
Yan was a little ashamed of himself.
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Let's wake him up, if he goes back to sleep, how can he fall asleep at night.
After lying on his stomach for a while, Yan muttered, "The moon is up." ”
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Woad has never slept deeply, and when she hears someone talking, she wakes up in a daze. He raised his eyes, stared at Yan for a moment, his eyes were covered with lingering slurs again, and then asked her in a particularly innocent tone, "How long have you waited?"
Yan Shi still knelt on the table, tilted his head to look at her, didn't think about it, and said frankly: "A few hours." ”
Seeing her sad appearance, Xiang Lan was stunned, and asked rhetorically: "You have been staring at me like this for a few hours?" Seeing that Yan nodded, he was stunned again, and then said: "Yes." Illegitimate meals. ”
Yan blinked and said, "Hmm." "Another look of innocence.
The corners of her mouth rose slightly, and she looked at her with affection.
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The quiet villa, the living room without the breath of life, only two people look at each other like this, looking lonely and lonely. It was as if this battle with no chance of winning was destined to be the two of them, and no one else could support it.
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Yan broke the brief silence and murmured, "I'm afraid. ”
Xianglan hesitated slightly, understood her intentions, opened her arms, and smiled softly at her.
Yan understood and threw himself into his arms. She leaned against his chest, feeling the beating heart in the other's chest, and it felt real.
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Woad Lan didn't know what to think of, and the loneliness in her eyes was obvious. After a moment, he collected his thoughts and said softly, "Don't be afraid. After a pause, he added, "I will always be there." ”
This sentence is solemn and romantic. It seems that after countless springs, summers, autumns and winters, and tens of millions of people, it was transmitted to Yan's eardrums, slowly invading her heart and waking her up.
She red-eyed and nodded.