Chapter 39: You Are the Road and I Am the Bridge
"What why. "Once in a lifetime. A-Qing pretended to be stupid.
"I'm not going to drag you down. This is the only reason Xiao Caifu can think of.
In the silent air. A-Qing was suddenly silent for a few minutes.
"I'm not afraid you'll drag me down. "In a word. Xiao Caifu's mood suddenly improved slightly. But the next second. "I just don't want to bother people. ”
She's no one else. Isn't it.
looked at A-Qing. Xiao Caifu came to the words on his lips. In the end, it was not spoken.
"I'm not afraid that you will trouble me. "The thing she feared the most in her life. It's lonely.
"But I'm afraid. "I don't know if it's Xiao Caifu's delusion. When the man says this. There was obvious hesitation. I don't know if the final decision has been made. A-Qing's words. Finally I said it.
"We. It doesn't matter. ”
All the reasons she thought she could imagine. Xiao Caifu almost thought of it. It's not that he's afraid she'll drag him back. is afraid that his identity will find the enemy's harm to her. And the only thing I didn't expect. That's it.
Nothing more. It's even more hurtful than that.
It doesn't matter······
She had lived with him for so long. She had held back the tears for all these years. Almost all of them were gone when they met this man. Even not so long ago. They had just experienced a thoroughly lingering love.
But now. But they have become skin-to-skin relatives. Stranger.
Hurt. Insides. It all hurts.
"It doesn't matter. I. I can take care of you. "Holding back tears. Xiao Caifu tried to tell herself. This man really didn't want to drag her down.
"We don't have a relationship. That's it. My troubles. I only like to give it to those close to me. The implication. She was just someone who took him in and helped him. Other. It never had anything to do with her.
One word. The distance was instantly pulled out of the cape.
"Smack". Tears fell. Xiao Caifu could almost hear it fall to the ground with a loud hiss.
"Why are you doing this. ”
If An Changhe is a bastard. Well now. What this man did. And what is it?
Not intimate. So unwilling to drag down.
This man. It's too hurtful.
Ah Qing didn't speak. Just pursed her lips stiffly. Emotions are not revealed at all.
"I'm not a toy in your palm, you can play with it if you like it. If you don't like it, throw it away. Xiao Caifu said. I feel more and more aggrieved. I couldn't help but sobbed softly. Reached out and wiped away a handful of tears. Xiao Caifu's tears became unscrupulous.
"Didn't you say that. You won't dislike me, won't you? You don't mean ······"
Aqing, who had not spoken, finally couldn't help but laugh softly. The tone was full of mockery.
"Miss Xiao. Those comforting words. Do you believe it too. ”
Can you believe it. Can you believe it. Can you believe it.
She believes. I've always believed it.
"You bastard······" Xiao Caifu scolded him. I cried out with a "wow". Squat on the ground and hold yourself. Be unscrupulous like a child.
It turned out. in this world. The only one who doesn't dislike her. Only the father. Besides. No one. No one.
"Miss Xiao. If you misunderstand. I'm sorry. But now. Let's go. I don't want me to drag you down. ”
Speech. Said detached and transparent to each other. It sounds even more hurtful.
"You ······"
Xiao Caifu looked at the man in front of him with tears in his eyes. Overnight. At a time when she thought she could be happy. The man seemed to be a different person. told her about the cruelty of this world. Heartless men are the most cruel.
"Good ······"
Xiao Caifu reached out and wiped away a handful of tears. Frozen legs. Slowly stood up from the ground. She doesn't need to post it upside down. This moment. She also wanted to leave one last bit of dignity for herself.
If she still has value for this man before. Well now. She may not be there anymore.
Biting his lip. Holding back tears. Xiao Caifu took two steps. Yang threw the flashlight in his hand aside.
It's dark. It's like living a meaningless life again.
"Sprout ······"
Shaw Tsefu's steps forward. Suddenly stopped.
In the silent air. There was silence. Follow. Again.
"Thank you. ”
Xiao Caifu bit her lip. Cover your mouth with both hands. Stop yourself from crying.
"It doesn't matter. ”
Silent night. The wind howled. The sound of a woman's light footsteps. In the noisy sound. But it seems clearer and clearer. Step by step. It's as if to unload the once heavy past.
Until the footsteps gradually walked away or even disappeared in my ears. All the emotions that can be hidden slowly emerge.
The man leaned against the stone in prostration. I hate myself so much that I usually bang my head against a rock. A look of pain appeared on his face.
In the cold air. A sigh overflowed softly.
There are no wild seeds. No disgust. The only thing I can't tell you about my mood. I just had to. It's dark everywhere. this world. It never belonged to you.
"I'm sorry ······"
A word of apology. But it is full of countless moods. Only think. The woman couldn't hear it.
"No ······"
Xiao Tsefu's voice. Frightened, it came in from a position next to him.
"You ······"
All the voices of Aqing. Immediately swallowed back in shock. "You didn't leave. ”
Xiao Caifu sniffed. The light of the flashlight in his hand "rubbed" and fell on the man's face. Looking at the face that seemed to be entangled as if it had swallowed five flavors. Xiao Caifu was in pain from being tossed by a man just now. Suddenly, it was all gone.
Snorted. Xiao Caifu pretended to be very face-saving and didn't hear what Aqing said. happily shook the flashlight and walked over and squatted beside Aqing.
"Of course I can't go. Xiao Caifu continued to shake the flashlight in his hand. He continued. "You ate mine, you used mine, and I lived. Now an order is given. Am I going to pat my ass and leave? "Venting in general. A kick into the man's leg. "You think beautifully. I don't. ”
The man's surprised and ugly face. There was a moment of astonishment. Then began to jump violently.
"What do you want?"
This stupid mind. Why is it always different from ordinary people?
"What do you want. En······ I want to think about it······"
Xiao Caifu held his cheeks. quietly looked at Aqing, who was becoming more and more entangled between his eyebrows. The sound is relaxed. But a hint of melancholy flashed in his eyes.
"I want it. You're going to give it to me. ”