It was nearly eleven o'clock at night when the two of them walked to the edge of the city, but there were still many people who had just arrived here to see the lanterns.

"I didn't expect so many people to come and see the lanterns at this point. ”

Wang Lu tilted his head and said, "Have you noticed that many people have foreign accents tonight?"

"yes, isn't that how it used to be?"

"Hmm. Wang Lu nodded and said: "The scale of previous years is not as good as this year, not to mention that people now will take advantage of the Spring Festival holiday to take a look, even if they don't go out of the province, there are many attractions worth seeing." ”

"In addition, many people tonight have the accent of the county under S City. ”

Zhao Chensheng nodded and said, "Yes, the city has invested in the development of the new area this time, and the effect is really good." ”

The two couldn't drive because they were drinking, and when they returned to the parking place, Wang Lu took off his bag from the car, and the two walked some distance in the direction of the city, waiting for a taxi at a big intersection.

"Where are we going later?" asked Wang Lu while waiting for the bus.

Zhao Chensheng wanted to go home directly, but he still had to respect Wang Lu's opinion: "Listen to you." ”

"Let's go back to the riverside apartment, upstairs and downstairs, I'll make you breakfast tomorrow, how about it?"

"Okay. ”

After a while, a taxi came, and the two of them got on it.

said goodbye to Wang Lu in the elevator, and after returning to room 2103, Zhao Chensheng sat on the sofa and relaxed.

At night, when I was shopping with Wang Lu and watching the lanterns, there were so many people around me who were noisy, and at this moment it was quiet, and the painful feeling came to my heart again.

Buzzing in his head, his heart seemed to be grabbed by something, and the whole person felt a little restless, Zhao Chensheng saw the yoga mat in the corner of the living room, got up and walked over.

After all, he hadn't used it for several days, so Zhao Chensheng took the yoga mat to the bathroom and wiped it, sat on it in the living room, and tried to enter the state of concentration.

Although the process of attaining meditation tonight was a little more difficult than in the past, and it took a little longer, I finally entered a deep state of meditation.

In order to stabilize his mind, Zhao Chensheng relied on his previous experience and his mind to let that air flow steadily in his own steady flow. On weekdays, this air flow is always steady, but with the movement of the mind, I don't know what is wrong today, and I feel that the wandering in the body is stagnate a lot.

Zhao Chensheng tried to control the flow of air, but the more he used his mental strength, the more blocked the airflow became, and he knew that thoughts were pouring out like a torrent of water, and countless pictures related to Gao Fei'er flashed out, and the most was the picture he saw at noon that day-Gao Fei'er was beside a bright rose, and a man was serving her vegetables、、、

"Poof!", Zhao Chensheng spit out a breath of turbidity, his heart pounding like a drum, and he opened his eyes with difficulty.

What caught his eye was the TV cabinet, the chairs on the balcony and a small coffee table, for some reason, Zhao Chensheng felt that these things were shaking, and with the beating of his heart, there was an inexplicable thought of destruction in his heart.

Because his chest was stuffy and panicked, he felt as if he wanted to explode, Zhao Chensheng tried hard several times but didn't stand up, his legs didn't react at all, and the beads of sweat that were already covering his face were even more, dripping down drop by drop.

"What's wrong with me, the two legs won't be wasted、、、 Zhao Chensheng muttered in his heart.

The thoughts in his mind were running rapidly, and in addition to the vomiting of the destructive year just now, there was another layer of fear in his heart, and with an "ah" Zhao Chensheng stood up.

Because he needed to vent, Zhao Chensheng couldn't control himself, and frantically began to smash things in the living room, punched the TV on the wall, and a puff of white smoke came out, Zhao Chensheng didn't stop, two fists kept hitting the TV, and after a while, the two hands were already covered with blood, many parts of the TV had been pierced, and the wall behind the TV was covered with blood marks.

Turning around, Zhao Chensheng shattered the glass tempered panel of the coffee table with one punch, the entire panel was covered with spider web-like cracks, and after two or three clicks, the entire panel fell to the ground, seeing that the panel was not completely shattered like glass, Zhao Chensheng simply squatted on the ground and kept beating his fists against the panel、、、

I don't know how long it took, the turbidity in Zhao Chensheng's heart seemed to be released, the pain on the two fists and the soreness in the arms were finally felt, and he began to slow down the speed of punching, and his brain gradually became clearer.

"Bang bang bang", a quick knock on the door reached Zhao Chensheng's ears, and there was an anxious female voice, "Chensheng, Chensheng, open the door!! what's wrong with you? ”

"It's Wang Lu's voice、、、 Zhao Chensheng was stunned for a few seconds, then stood up and walked towards the door.

"What's wrong with you?!" After the door opened, Wang Lu couldn't help but let out an exclamation when he saw that Zhao Chensheng's eyes were bloodshot, his hands were covered with blood, and the joints of his fingers were also covered with shards of glass.

Looking at Zhao Chensheng's somewhat blank eyes, Wang Lu calmed down, raised his feet and entered the room, what caught his eyes was a mess, he guessed something in his heart, locked the door, pulled Zhao Chensheng who was standing still to the bathroom, and helped Zhao Chensheng wash the injured wound with trembling hands, and then took him to sit on the sofa in the living room.

Wang Lu had come to Zhao Chensheng's house before, and noticed that a first-aid kit was placed under the bookshelf in the living room, and when he approached and opened it, there were indeed gauze, tweezers, iodine wine and other things in it, so he took the box and put it on the ground next to the sofa, took out the tweezers, grabbed the wrist of one of Zhao Chensheng's hands, and carefully cleaned the glass on it、、、

Just after returning to 2003, Wang Lu sat in the living room after taking a shower and reading magazines, the reason why she didn't rest was mainly because she was able to go to see the lanterns with Zhao Chensheng during the day, which made her still feel excited、、、

When Zhao Chensheng couldn't control himself upstairs and began to wanton destruction, because the movement was too loud, Wang Lu heard it downstairs for the first time, because it was sure that it was the sound coming from room 2103, Wang Lu quickly took off his bath towel, put on his pajamas and rushed out, regardless of his fear, he rushed up directly from the stairs. Standing at Zhao Chensheng's door, hearing the sound of beating inside, Wang Lu knocked on the door for a long time and there was no response, and when he became more and more desperate, he heard the sound inside and stopped, and after a while, Zhao Chensheng opened the door.

"Chensheng, does it hurt?" Wang Lu had already cleaned out all the glass slag and was giving him iodine wine at the moment.

"Ah、、、 it doesn't hurt. Zhao Chensheng replied blankly.

Just now, Zhao Chensheng's mood has calmed down through a sabotage, although there is still some irritability in his heart, but when Wang Lu holds his hand, these negative emotions are no longer overwhelming.

Ten minutes later, Wang Lu finished treating Zhao Chensheng's wound and wrapped it with gauze. Looking at Zhao Chensheng's stunned appearance, he thought that he must still be panicked because of the day's events, and wanted to say something comforting, but he didn't know where to start, so he had to sigh, got up and found the broom, and began to clean up the garbage in the house.

After more than twenty minutes, Wang Lu cleaned up, thought about it, took out a bottle of wine from the partition, went to the kitchen to find two cups, and when he was satisfied, he picked up one of the cups and handed it to Zhao Chensheng, saying: "You and I are not sleepy, and we are not happy to drink by the river, let's drink some more." ”

Zhao Chensheng took the wine glass, Wang Lu touched it with his own cup, and the two drank it all, because there was no food, Wang Lu slowed down for a while, and poured the two people's cups again、、、 just like that, it didn't take long for the wine in the bottle to be empty and half.

Maybe it was because of the effect of alcohol, Zhao Chensheng felt less depressed in his heart, got up and walked to the balcony, reached out to open the curtains, opened the handle of the window, and "、、、 、、、" The cold wind of the winter night blew in unscrupulously.

Wang Lu came up in a hurry, except for the pajamas, he couldn't help but tighten the clothes on his body, sat on the sofa and shrunk into a ball, looking at the back of Zhao Chensheng standing in front of the window, and felt sad for a while.

After a long time, Zhao Chensheng turned around and saw that Wang Lu had shrunk into a ball, so he quickly closed the window, went back to the house and took a blanket out and draped it on Wang Lu's body.

"Lulu, I'm sorry to worry you again、、、"

Because of the cold, and having been worried about this Zhao Chensheng, Wang Lu's face was a little pale at this moment, Wang Lu smiled and said: "It's okay、、、 it's you, Chensheng, if you are depressed, tell me, no matter what, it will always feel better to say it." ”

Zhao Chensheng couldn't tell Wang Lu that he had just "gone mad", so he had to smile and say, "Okay, but I'm really fine, you don't have to worry." ”

Looking at Wang Lu's seriously and gradually worried eyes, Zhao Chensheng smiled hard and said, "I was depressed just now, I didn't hold back, I guess it scared you、、、"

"Well, after you looked at the door, I was really scared when I saw your appearance, like a 、、、 like a madman, so scary、、、" Wang Lu said with palpitations.

"Crazy?!、、、

"Really," Wang Lu nodded, as if confirmed, and continued: "The eyes are bloodshot, the nose is panting, and there is blood on both hands and small arms, which is scary. ”

Although I couldn't see what I looked like at that time, I thought that what Wang Lu said was also the truth, it seemed that he was indeed like a madman at that time, and it seemed that he really almost went crazy、、、

To put it mildly, Wang Lu didn't want to go downstairs again, but Zhao Chensheng couldn't resist her, so he had to promise her to stay.

"Then I'll clean up the bed, and you'll sleep in the bedroom, and I'll sleep in the living room. ”

Wang Lu waved his hand and said, "It's better for you to sleep in the bedroom." ”

"How can that, how can you let a woman sleep on the sofa while I sleep in the living room, no, no. ”

Wang Lu smiled: "Oh、、、 was it last time that Wanting also slept in the bedroom?"

Although it was strange that Wang Lu inexplicably moved the topic away, Zhao Chensheng still nodded honestly and said, "Yes." ”

Wang Lu picked up the pillow on the sofa hard, and said to Zhao Chensheng in a resolute tone: "I'm going to sleep on the sofa, you can bring me the quilt." ”

Seeing Wang Lu like a child, he had to stand up and go to the back room, and after a while, he walked out with a quilt and pillow, and said, "Okay, I wronged you tonight." ”

"Don't be aggrieved," Wang Lu smiled happily, "I think it's good, you can go into the house and rest, good night." ”

Without waiting for Zhao Chensheng to answer, Wang Lu put the pillow down, lay down on the sofa, pulled open the cup and covered it.