Chapter 123: Long pain is better than short pain
"Meng Meng, are you still listening? Meng Meng ......"
"I ...... My internship was so busy that I almost lost track of time, thank you for reminding me that I still have to take a leave of absence to come back. ”
"Okay, I'll go talk to the head teacher, you remember to tell Lin Sen, it seems that he didn't come to report either. ”
"Okay, I got it. ”
"Moe?"
"Hmm. ”
"Are you alright?"
"I'm fine, what's wrong?"
"Just listen to you...... However, you just say you're okay, and when you come back, we'll go to the sea for a meal to make sure you have a good time! Of course, you don't have to worry about money, I invited you to this meal, so you can just bring your stomach!"
Kiki...... Chu Hemeng silently whispered in his heart, and the tears that had just stopped fell uncontrollably.
No matter how well she covered it up every time, Yuan Qi could always feel the pain in her heart. Every time, she obviously forced herself not to cry anymore, but when Yuan Qi appeared, she couldn't hold back the tear duct, and finally cried in front of Yuan Qi like a.
"Kiki, this meal, I invite you. Chu Hemeng choked up, trying not to let Yuan Qi hear her crying.
"Then don't regret it! I don't have any rice to eat!"
"Between the two of us, do you still need to say this?" Chu Hemeng smiled reluctantly, and crystal tears fell on the corners of her mouth.
After Yuan Qi chatted a few words, Yuan Qi's boyfriend called her voice on the other end of the phone, and Chu Hemeng only said "See you then" and hung up the phone. After hanging up the phone, the room was quiet again, as if the voice just now came from a different world than her. Chu Hemeng was ruthless, since it was this time, the questions in her heart must be answered!
Outside the window, a rare round of autumn rose, and after a few days of rainy days, it seemed that even people's hearts were going to mold.
Xing Haodong's car happened to stop at the door of the hotel, and he walked down with a stubble on his face, haggard.
"Good morning, Mr. Criminal, this is today's itinerary. ”
He Lu, who was waiting outside the hotel, immediately greeted him and handed the dark black folder in his hand to Xing Haodong.
"Mr. Penalty. ”
Xing Haodong walked a few steps while looking at the documents, and Chu Hemeng's canvas shoes, which could barely see the original color, suddenly appeared in his sight. He slowly raised his head, his eyes were so cold that he didn't show any emotion, and asked, "What's the matter?"
Chu Hemeng didn't answer directly, but turned his head to look at He Lu and said, "Can you trouble Secretary He to give me a little time?" There are some things that I want to talk about with Mr. Xing alone. ”
"I'm afraid there is no such time, five minutes later, it is a regular meeting of the hotel's top management. ”
"I only need a minute, that's enough. ”
"Chu Hemeng ......"
"You go up first. ”
Xing Haodong said and handed the folder to He Lu, He Lu was naturally displeased, but he could only pouting and brushing it over Chu Hemeng's shoulder. Unexpectedly, as soon as she entered the hotel lobby, she saw Anya with a smile on her face. He Lutie blushed with a face, and he didn't look over his head angrily.
Anya stepped forward generously and sneered: "It seems that our real eldest lady of the Chu family has just recognized her father and brother, and she knows how to point fingers at you! Hey, in my opinion, you fake young lady, I'm afraid you won't be able to stand it!"
He Lu glanced at Anya contemptuously, and entered the elevator on her own without speaking.
And Xing Haodong, who was outside the hotel lobby, asked, "Now, what do you want to say to me?"
Chu Hemeng walked past Xing Haodong expressionlessly, and said in a low voice, "Follow me." ”
Xing Haodong followed her to the fountain, there was no one around, and Chu Hemeng spoke: "Tell me, should I continue to believe you?"
Xing Haodong's heart trembled, and he flickered away from Chu Hemeng's gaze.
Chu Hemeng couldn't help but hold back her tears, and choked up: "As you said at the beginning, no matter what happens, what kind of obstacles there are, you have to believe you." So I've always believed that you divorced me because of your bitterness, and even ...... Even I comfort myself that you and Anya are engaged for other purposes, but now, you tell me, even if you nod your head, do I still want to continue to believe in you?"
Chu Hemeng said, taking out the engagement banquet invitation in his hand.
Xing Haodong was taken aback and said, "When did you receive it?"
"Didn't you send it specially to sign the divorce paper in order to make me die?" Chu Hemeng smiled bitterly.
Xing Haodong was full of consternation, even He Lu and Chu Cianming didn't know about the engagement banquet, how could he, how could he let the person he least want to know know about the first to know?
"Now can you answer me honestly? As long as you say a word, I can go upstairs now, and either tear up the divorce agreement or sign the divorce agreement......"
"How you do it is your own business. ”
Xing Haodong was about to leave as he spoke, but Chu Hemeng stepped forward and grabbed him suddenly.
"At least, you have to tell me, is my trust worth it?"
Xing Haodong turned his head and lowered his eyebrows to meet Chu Hemeng's eagerly expectant gaze, and saw the tears in her eyes so clearly, his heart was already soft and eager to embrace her, but he could only grit his teeth and replied indifferently: "It's not worth it." ”
Chu Hemeng's body trembled, as if five thunders had hit the top, his hand let go, let go of Xing Haodong, and his eyes widened in disbelief. Xing Haodong turned his head away and said in a low voice: "All this is just your wishful thinking and foolish dream. ”
"I ...... I ......"
Chu Hemeng sobbed, covered his heart with one hand, curled up in pain, and squatted down in cold sweat.
Xing Haodong didn't look at her again, and walked towards the hotel lobby without squinting.
Chu Cianming, who was outside the hall, had been watching them from afar, Xing Haodong had just walked over, he grabbed Xing Haodong's collar, and roared: "Xing Haodong! I treat you as a brother! My sister, is it just like this, is it trampled and tortured by you in vain? Why...... Why didn't you tell her the truth? Why didn't you tell her that you were protecting her?"
"Long pain is better than short pain...... Do you think my heart doesn't hurt?"
Xing Haodong raised his eyes, but there were already tears, Chu Cassia was stunned for a moment, and let go of him.
"The outcome has not yet been decided, so why is it better to have a long pain than a short pain? Don't you even fight for a chance?"
Xing Haodong pushed Chu Cassia away, shrugged his head, and left without saying a word.
Chu Cassia could only sigh helplessly, and looked sideways at Chu Hemeng on the edge of the fountain, Lin Sen didn't know when he came, and he was by her side. Chu Cianming walked over, half-squatting in front of Chu Hemeng, and just raised his hand to caress and comfort her, but Chu Hemeng suddenly stood up again.
Chu Cassia was stunned, his hand still hanging in the air. Chu Hemeng didn't even look at him and left in a hurry.
Lin Sen was in a dilemma, so he could only say: "Mengmeng has me here, you don't have to worry." ”
After speaking, Lin Sen also left in a hurry.
Chu Cianming always half-squatted in front of the fountain like a root carving, and the water sprinkled was like autumn rain, falling on his shoulders. He slowly withdrew his hand, got up, looked at Chu Hemeng's back as he walked away, and murmured, "I know that you feel uncomfortable, but I can't help anything...... Don't you even have the qualifications to be by your side?"
Chu Cassia sighed, and Chu Hemeng's innocent smiling face when he was a child appeared in his mind again, and looked at her lonely and lonely back at this moment, his heart hurt a lot!
The jumping autumn sunlight swept across Chu Hemeng's side face, covering it with a layer of fluffy camouflage. Her tears were as cold as melting snow in the snow under the glint of the sun, cold to the bone. She walked unconsciously, and as long as there was a road ahead, she kept going, and kept going, and she didn't know where she was going.
Lin Sen followed behind her without saying a word, not far or near, unhurried, and always silently walked forward with her.
And Chu Hemeng's mind was full of Xing Haodong's every move, and every word he said echoed in her ears. The resolute "not worth it", the "wishful thinking of an idiot", completely shattered her original brittle glass. All this, if you want to blame, she can only blame her own unreserved trust in Xing Haodong! When this trust is destroyed, her world also collapses at this moment!
She bit her red lips tightly, and she still held the invitation to the engagement banquet tightly in her hand, as if she was holding her own life.
Lin Sen frowned, quickly stepped forward and snatched the invitation from her hand, and whispered, "What are you doing with this thing?"
Chu Hemeng's eyes trembled, and she watched Lin Sen tear her invitation into pieces and disperse it with the wind, and the fragments in her heart seemed to be blown away by the wind like dandelions in a moment, but the seeds of sorrow fell all over the ground.
"Let's go back to school!" Lin Sen looked at Chu Hemeng and said seriously, "The head teacher just called and informed us to go back to school to go through the reporting procedures." Anyway, we won't be needed here for the time being, and staying here will only increase our sadness. ”
Chu Hemeng slowly raised his eyelids, tears filled up, and he didn't say anything, just looked up at Lin Sen like this.
His face suddenly turned crimson, and he said uncomfortably, "You...... Why are you looking at me like that?"
"When I rejected you, were you in such a bad mood?"
Lin Sen's eyes sank, and he said with a little embarrassment: "At this time, what are you talking about?"
"Why did I treat you like that, and you still have to worry about me now?"
Lin Sen's Adam's apple twitched, lowered his eyelids slightly, and raised them suddenly, and said categorically: "Because I love you!"
Chu Hemeng's eyelashes trembled, and he whispered: "Yes, because of love, I even forgot my pain." ”
"Chu Hemeng!" Lin Sen clasped her shoulders violently and frowned, "Xing Haodong and you are basically people from two worlds! He doesn't have any feelings for you at all except for playing with your feelings and playing with you as a person! Don't think about him anymore, by your side...... There are better people around you than him!"