Chapter 12: Lost
I closed my eyes and wanted to sleep, but after closing my eyes, in the dark, the drowning feeling came again, so I just closed my eyes and lay down to watch the boring soap opera in the ward to pass the time, just waiting for Quan Yu to come over from work to save me from fire and water.
stayed up until the afternoon, and when Quan Yu was about to come, he went to the bathroom in advance to change into the men's clothes brought by Quan Yu, and looked at himself wrapped in wide clothes in the mirror, feeling a little embarrassed.
It's right to think about it, yesterday's clothes have been soaked in water, and he can't wear them anymore, and he doesn't have the key to my house, so naturally he can't get my clothes, so he can only bring his clothes to me to make do with them.
When I went back to bed and lay down until about six o'clock, I heard the familiar footsteps outside the door, and when I counted to three, he happened to appear in the ward, I smiled at him, and he smiled back to me very tacitly.
After completing the discharge procedures for me, he helped me walk in the direction of the parking lot, and during the process, he also pulled the trouser leg that kept hanging down for me, and pulled the corner of the clothes that accidentally tuck into the waistband of my trousers.
Quan Yu is very natural to do, but I don't accept it so at ease, I always feel that Quan Yu touched me twice, but I took advantage of others, maybe this is a kind of lack of confidence, I think it's just like I'm an old woman who is frivolous and fresh.
Seeing someone looking over, I hurriedly said, "What are we going to do in the parking lot, let's just go out and take a taxi back." Or, if you don't dislike it, you can take the bus, which caters to the concept of green travel. ”
Quan Yu smiled and continued: "I borrowed a friend's car today, and it is inconvenient for me to take a taxi or take the bus like you like this." ”
I was thinking that you had just come to the city, and you had a lot of friends, first a friend helped you move, and then a friend helped you borrow a car. I was a little stunned when Quan Yu stopped in front of this coquettish Land Rover, this friend is really generous, and he borrowed it casually.
It wasn't until I got out of the car that I realized that the bag was still in Sister Wei's car, I didn't have the keys to the house, and the landlord's mobile phone number was also in the phone, and now I can't contact it. I could only lick my face and say, "You don't mind restarting your friend's car and sending me to Sister Wei, my keys and mobile phone should be in the car, and now I can't go home." ”
Quan Yu still smiled and said: "Sister Wei should be in the bar now, I may not be able to drive for such a long distance after taking the key from the bar and going home, I think I seem to have a little fever now, you stay with me tonight, I will sleep on the sofa." ”
Touched his forehead, there was some hot hands, and he was immersed in his own thoughts, and he didn't notice the abnormal crimson on his cheeks on both sides. However, the burning is so bad that he can take me out of the hospital as if nothing happened, and this child is not worrying.
Originally, I could borrow some money from him and take a taxi to Sister Wei's by myself, but then I thought about it, he had a fever for me, and I couldn't ignore it, in case the fever was terrible at night, and I didn't worry if there was no one around. I could only follow him to Quan Yu's residence.
Originally, I wanted to order a takeout, but Quan Yu insisted that the takeout was unhygienic, so he still cooked a noodle by himself, and a simple bowl of noodles with an egg was not delicious. After the meal, I wanted to wash the dishes, but Quan Yu didn't insist, and it was uncomfortable to burn. After finding the medicine and taking it, I lay on the sofa and didn't want to move.
After I came out of the shower, the quilt on Quan Yu's body still fell to the ground, and I tiptoed over, tried my forehead, and the fever still didn't go away.
After sighing and covering him with the quilt, he was caught in his right hand again, and was about to pull it back quietly, but he heard a few painful moans ~ groans ~, which came out of his mouth, sounding glutinous and crispy, which made me soft somewhere in my heart, I felt very warm, but I felt very guilty, so I wanted to hug him well and comfort this injured little animal.
After relieving himself, he was taken aback by this idea, presumably this is the legendary motherhood, looking at him like this, it is a bit similar to the meow I adopted before, meow meow is a little flower cat, and now if you are alive, it should also be middle-aged, this is empathy?
Like the first time at my house, I slowly patted my shoulder, and sure enough, it looked a little more comfortable, but my body was still burning badly. Take out the ice cubes from the refrigerator, wrap them in a towel, apply a cold compress to your forehead, and then wipe your palms and feet with warm water, looking at the restless eyelashes in your sleep, I always thought he was handsome, but now it seems that I think it is cute, and I want to pinch my face.
As soon as he stretched out his hand, he was grabbed by the wrist, and his body was jerked forward, and he fell into a hard chest, and his back was tightly encircled, this person who used to be regarded by me as a big boy who was five years younger than me, at this time the whole body was hot, shortness of breath, the heartbeat in the chest was steady and powerful, a pair of arms seemed to rub me into his chest, a strong male breath in the ear, I couldn't break free.
Reason told me that he only thought of me as his sister, but emotion told me that it was he who rescued me in despair, the last person he thought of before losing hope of survival. The moment I woke up in the hospital and saw him, I was moved and wanted to cry, for so many years, except for crying at the last time with Chen Mo, no matter what happened after that, I never cried again.
Tonight, Kwon Yu seemed different to me, I don't know if it was because he was the first person I saw when I woke up, or because of the things he did for me today, even my mother hadn't done for me in years. Even if he thinks of me as the person he's liked for a long time, I want to be selfish, good, and enjoy this hug. It is said that illness makes people vulnerable, and life and death make people soft, and it seems that this is not true at all.
He won't remember when he wakes up tomorrow anyway, so I put my arms around him, palms across my armpits and pressed against his shoulders. It's such a warm feeling.
The person in his arms suddenly stopped breathing for a moment, and then he lowered his head and kissed my lips, at first there seemed to be a trace of hesitation, but then it went deeper and deeper, so that I almost couldn't breathe, and wanted to open my mouth and exclaim, but he seized the opportunity to poke his tongue in, and the hand that clasped my back was even harder.
I couldn't make a sound, I knew it was not okay, he just thought I was someone else, but my body was really honest and leaned towards him subconsciously, and I was a little greedy for this passion.
I couldn't help but start kissing back, he used a little strength, and I returned it with twice as much strength, until I heard a trace of * from my nostrils, and I pushed him away like crazy, this kind of * sound made by myself made me feel ashamed, and it also made me sober up a lot, and I pushed him away violently, not knowing that I was brought down
A couple of stools or something, quickly ran into the bedroom and closed the door, burying themselves in the pillow.
But damn it, this bed, the pillow was full of his breath, and I couldn't cool myself down, so I rolled to the ground and leaned against the coolness of the floor, slowly cooling the passion in my body. It's not like Chen Mo hasn't kissed before, but they have never been so full of desire as today, and they want to desperately let another individual integrate into their lives.
This deep-seated longing makes me feel extreme fear, as the so-called deep love is not long, and strong is humiliating. Mother is a living example of this. I had sworn that I would not suffer from a love that I could not ask for or burn in flames in this life, so Chen Mo listened to the rumors and began to distance myself, and it did not make me so panicked and embarrassed.
He's just a child, and tonight, perhaps, it's just a kind of dazed for his life-saver.