"It's fine. ”

Han Zhi quickly recovered his indifference, and others couldn't even find a trace of emotion on his face, and everyone thought it was an accident.

But Sheng Qiannuan doesn't think so, because when Han Zhen's cup fell just now, it happened to be when he heard the word "Nanqiao", and every second was right.

When a woman is in love, she is sensitive and suspicious, which is vividly reflected in Sheng Qiannuan.

Everyone didn't take this episode to heart, and the topic that Kim Myung-ho said didn't last long, after all, it was all something that happened to others, and where could there be any empathy in this world.

When the tea was almost drunk, Jian Ze proposed to have dinner together.

Cooking is what women are good at, and at first Sheng Qiannuan was reluctant to go, but later because he really felt that their men's topics were boring, he went to the kitchen.

It's just that before she could step into the kitchen door, she heard the group of women talking about her and Han Zhen.

With a strong curiosity, Sheng Qiannuan decided to hide and eavesdrop.

"Eh, I said, what do you think of that girlfriend?"

It was Jian Ze's wife who spoke, she noticed her as soon as Sheng Qiannuan came in, why did she pay attention, it was not because of curiosity.

"Yes, it's beautiful. ”

Jin Minghao's wife answered, she is now a half-old, and she thinks these little girls are beautiful.

"Well, pretty is beautiful, but I don't think it's worthy of Ah Zhen, you all know that our Ah Zhi is a delusional boy in the world, to be honest, if I were a few years younger, I would also be fascinated by Ah Zhen, now unless plastic surgery, where to find such a good-looking boy, so the girl itself is not ugly, but standing next to Ah Zhi looks much inferior, I don't think it is compatible. ”

"Oh, worthy of being the wife of a professor of the Chinese department, this mouth can really say, but I also think so, Ah Shu I think he is the kind of boy who is rare to see in hundreds of years, you see, he is not only handsome, but also very outstanding, he built a company at the age of twenty-three, but it is amazing." ”

Jian Ze's wife has always had a high opinion of Han Zhen.

"Yes, that's right, in short, that girl is not worthy of Ah Zhen. ”

"Okay, okay, don't talk about it, that's Ah Zhen's own business, let's talk about it less. ”

Their conversation passed into Sheng Qiannuan's ears word for word, she never felt that she was not worthy of Han Zhen, on the contrary, she felt from her bones that he came out of Trillium Lane, so his background was shorter than herself.

And today, I didn't expect that others actually thought that she had climbed Han Zhen.

In short, today's party Sheng Qiannuan was not pleasant at all, because of that group of talkative women, she even hated that group of men.

When she returned to the city in the evening, Sheng Qiannuan sat in the co-pilot and didn't speak all the way, she looked sullen.

Han Zhi guessed that it might be because of today's episode.

After a moment of hesitation, he decided to speak first.

"Xiao Nuan, today's incident was an accident, don't worry. ”

Sheng Qiannuan twisted her head out of the window and snorted coldly, "Accident?Han Zhen, why don't you dare to admit that you care about Nanqiao, you heard that she was sick, so you will be so nervous that you will break the cup by mistake." ”

Han Zhi twisted his brows, and his slender fingers turned the steering wheel slightly.

"It's not a concern. ”

It's true that he doesn't care, if it's anyone who has anything to do with him today, Han Zhi will be like this, he is not a machine, and he has no feelings.

"What is that? Do you like it or love? Are you still unable to let go of her, so you will be nervous when she is sick, Han Zhen, if you like it, don't be with me. ”

Sheng Qiannuan couldn't control her emotions a little, in fact, Han Zhi didn't know that a large part of her outburst came from those words of Mrs. Kuo.

"I have never had her in my heart, how can I let it go? if I can't let it go, how can I be with you, Xiao Nuan, stop in moderation, don't waste time on boring things. ”

Han Zhi is impatient, he hates wasting time on useless things.

When couples quarrel, women's sanity and IQ are zero, what they want is unconditional surrender and coaxing of men, and the same is true for Sheng Qiannuan.

But she didn't know Han Zhi, of course she didn't know that Han Zhi was impatient and hated endless entanglements very much.

"Han Zhen, do you mean to break up? So you also think that I am not worthy of you, right? You think that I am Sheng Qiannuan like those women, I am high to you, right?"

At that time, Sheng Qiannuan's eyes were already full of tears.

"What do you mean?"

Sheng Qiannuan couldn't hold back anymore, she watched Han Zhi tell Han Zhi all the words she overheard today.

"Do you know? I used to be a very confident person, but because I was with you, I became more and more suspicious of myself, Han Zhen, I know that you are very good, but I am not worthy of you? Why do they want to say that I am with you, that I am with you is a delusion in the world, this is at best to say, at worst it is like a toad wants to eat swan meat. ”

Han Zhi licked his thin lips, he didn't know about this, if he believed in Sheng Qiannuan, they did look like people who would do such things, especially Jian Ze's wife.

Parking the car, Han Zhi hugged Sheng Qiannuan into his arms, "I'm sorry, Xiao Nuan, I didn't know that I made you suffer so much grievance today." ”

With comfort, Sheng Qiannuan cried even more aggrieved, she clutched Han Zhen's shirt tightly and cried bitterly, as if she wanted to vent all her emotions.

"Han Zhen, do you say I'm really not worthy of you?"

"I can't talk about it. ”

He feels that two people are equal when they are together, and no one is not worthy of saying this.

"Don't think about it, you don't have to care about other people's thoughts, you are my Han Zhen's girlfriend, not someone else's, as long as I think you're good. ”

Living in the eyes of others is a very tiring thing.

"And what do you think of me?"

Sheng Qiannuan got out of Han Zhen's arms and looked at him pitifully.

"Good. ”

Of course, they will be together because they think she is good.

"Is it better than Nanbuckwheat?"

“………”

Han Zhi sighed helplessly in his heart, and came again.

"There is no comparison, Xiao Nuan, do you know, you are actually stupid to do this, I sometimes can't think of such a person as Nanqiao, and you have to remind me again and again, what? Do you want me to never forget her in my life?"

"No, I'm afraid you'll be together again. ”

Is it possible? After all the excesses he's done, the possibility of being together is zero.

"No, I've wounded her to the ground, and all my possibilities and hers have been cut off by my own hands. ”

Having said that, Sheng Qiannuan did not continue.

This matter is considered to be in the past, and Han Zhi hopes that this is the last time.

The time for the operation of the south buckwheat was set, and it was on Christmas Eve.

When Kim Myung-ho called her to the office, he said a lot about what might happen during the operation.

"Nanqiao, now none of us know what the nature of this cyst in your body is, so we must take it out and know whether it is benign or malignant through pathological testing. I preliminarily judged that its location was in the abdominal cavity, and if it had infected other organs, it was very likely that we would remove part of the infected organs, so you have to be prepared for this. ”

"Yes, good. ”

Nan Qiao nodded, "I understand, thank you Director Jin." ”

Jin Minghao lowered his head and took out a pen from the pocket of his white coat and handed it to Nanqiao, "If there is no problem, please bookmark it." ”

The so-called "notice" also has an alias called "life and death contract", no one dares to guarantee that there will be no accidents during the operation, how many people have not been able to get off the operating table for so many years?

Nan Qiao bit her lip lightly, and signed it directly without looking at it.

"Don't you see?"

Nan Qiao shook his head and smiled, "Don't look at it, I will block myself after reading it, anyway, since I have come here, I am prepared for the worst, so it doesn't matter what is written on it, anyway, I have to pass this level, Director Jin, I am not saying this to put pressure on you, birth, old age, sickness and death, fate is determined by God, it will be better if you want to open some." ”

Nanqiao's words made Jin Minghao speechless for a while, he had been a doctor for so many years, and for the first time he was comforted by a patient.

In an instant, his favorability of Nanqiao rose to another level.

"Don't worry, the doctor is benevolent, we are the best at robbing people with death, little girl, you are still young, life is very long, I am fortunate to be your ferryman, this may not be a bad thing, I often tell patients that coming down from the operating table is rebirth, and for the rest of your life, treat yourself well. ”

Nam Qiao liked Kim Myung-ho's last sentence.

"Well, for the rest of your life, be kind to yourself. ”

Nanqiao fasted from food and water the night before her surgery, and at the same time she refused to be accompanied by everyone.

At night, she quietly climbed to the roof of the inpatient building alone, sat on the edge of the wall, Nan Qiao turned on her mobile phone and plugged in the headphones, and when the music sounded, she slowly closed her eyes and emptied herself.

She, Nanqiao, was orphaned by her parents when she was a child, she was bullied since she was a child, she grew up in scolding and white eyes, and loneliness and humiliation accompanied her throughout her childhood.

When he was seven years old, he met Han Zhi and liked him with all his might, thinking that he was a good person, but he didn't know that he was here to kill her, he deceived her, deceived her, and kicked her into the abyss at all costs.

She exhausted all her self-esteem and directed and acted in a one-man show, but in the end, she was not moved by anyone but herself, but provoked infinite scolding and contempt.

Looking back, twenty-three years, she has gained nothing but constant loss.

What is the use of such a life, and what is the use of such a person in the world?

Fortunately, God gave her a chance to die.

A huge tumor, I think I'm going to die.

Nan Qiao smiled, she had long put life and death out of the way, although she had the desire to live in her heart, she had never been afraid of death.

If they die, they all rejoice.

If the world leaves her alive, peels her skin and bones, and is reborn in pain, when she comes, she will only live for herself, abandon the past, treat herself well for the rest of her life, and no longer be sad and cry for one person.

Nan Qiao wanted to open his arms, slowly raised his head, and whispered in his heart.

"God, I'm Nanqiao, if I return to the world, I will live up to it, and no one in this world can hurt me. ”

That night, the moon was round and the people were beautiful.

On December 24, at 8:30 a.m., Nanqiao changed into a surgical gown and lay on the bed ready to be pushed to the operating room.

Gu Shunshun, Shen Dusk, Ma Break, Sister Hua, and Mo Da all gathered around her bedside.

"Sister, don't be afraid, my sister will always be waiting for you outside the operating room, remember, you promised me to be my bridesmaid, don't ........."

Sister Hua couldn't say the word "broken promise", and she was all drowned in tears.

Mo Da put his arm around Sister Hua's shoulders, "Okay, wife, our sister is just going to the operating room to play with what are you afraid of." ”

"Isn't it? Nanqiao, don't forget to promise Brother Mo, let's make your own brand of clothing, you go to play, my brother will come home and stew soup for you, I will do whatever you like." ”

Nan Qiao nodded, "Thank you, Brother Mo, thank you, Sister Hua, you must be happy." ”

"You have to watch if you're happy or not, you know!"

Sister Hua held Nanqiao's hand tightly, "Remember, sister is waiting for you to go home." ”

"Buckwheat, I also want you to be a bridesmaid, I also want you to be my child's godmother, if you don't get married, then I don't want to marry, you said that you want to share the blessings and hardships with me, don't you leave me alone?"

Ma Break, like Sister Hua, has long been unable to cry, and she can't say a lot of things.

Nan Qiao stretched out his hand to stroke the face of Shang Ma and said softly: "Break it, remember not to be so impulsive in the future, otherwise if I am not there and you get into trouble, who will clean it up for you." ”

"Don't, don't, buckwheat, you won't be there, you don't say it, I don't care, if you don't do well, I'll kill people and set fires. ”

The horse broke and was impulsive again, she couldn't change it, how could she change it for a while.

"Alright, almost, it's almost time for surgery. ”

The nurse who pushed the bed was a little impatient, he still had a lot to do.

The only people present were Shen Dushi and Gu Shunshun who did not speak.

Nanqiao looked at them, then smiled back with a grateful smile.

Shen Dushi smiled back, he pointed out the window, "Nanqiao, sun, hope." ”

Nanqiao closed her eyes and nodded.

When he looked at Gu Shunshun again, he didn't say anything, just silently shed a tear and happened to fall on the back of Nanqiao's hand.

"Let's go. ”

Nan Qiao spoke slowly, and the nurse pushed her into the surgical elevator.

Gu Shunshun stood outside the elevator and watched the door close, then raised the corners of his mouth and said what he wanted to say just now in his heart.

"Nanqiao, as long as the last person is you, I don't care what the process is, remember, I'm waiting for you!"

Nanqiao was pushed into the operating room, and in her ears, sometimes the sound of nurses talking, sometimes the sound of surgical forceps colliding with stainless steel plates.

She was lying flat on the operating table, with instruments and tubes stuck in her body, unable to roll over or sit down, and the only thing she could do now was meditate against the lamp on the ceiling.

However, at this moment, her mind was empty, and she couldn't think of anything.

"What's it called?"

A doctor wearing a mask and a green surgical gown stood in front of her.

"South buckwheat. ”

After confirmation, the anesthesiologist slowly spoke:

"Well, I'm your anesthesiologist today, I'll give you anesthesia later, and today you chose general anesthesia, so you won't have any perception during the operation, just get some sleep." ”

This sleep may be a few hours, or it may be a lifetime of sleep, they can only say this in order to relieve the psychological pressure of the patient.

"Good. ”

"Then let's get started. ”

Nanqiao nodded, she couldn't see anything, she only felt a needle in her vein, and then she was put on an oxygen mask on her face.

Then she was unconscious and fell asleep.

"呲~"

A piercing brake sound resounded in the sky, Han Zhi grabbed the steering wheel with both hands, and the whole person was rebounded hard, and then straightened up.

", how do you drive? Do you want to die? You want to jump off the building if you want to die, why are you bothering others!"

The owner of the car on the opposite side scolded and scolded, and Han Zhi had no psychological understanding.

He knew that today was the day of the Nanqiao operation, but he didn't know why he was so upset.

Turning off the car, he lowered the driver's seat and leaned back tiredly.

He let out a long sigh and rubbed his hand at his temples.

Suddenly, an image flashed through his mind.........

I don't remember when, Nan Qiao was sick once, and he and Ji Ji took Nan Qiao to the hospital.

At that time, he knew for the first time that Nanqiao, who was not afraid of heaven and earth, was actually afraid of venous blood drawing.

When she was about to go to have her blood drawn, she refused to say anything, and she hugged the chair in the hallway and didn't let go, which was really funny.

Later, it was the chicken that helped, and Han Zhi carried her to the blood drawing window.

The two big men held her down, and the children around her who didn't cry were scared to cry by her.

The doctor who drew the blood laughed again and again: "Children are not like you." ”

"Don't draw blood, brother, don't. ”

"No, it has to be smoked. ”

Han Zhi twisted Nanqiao's head and buried her face in her arms, and she stretched out a hand to wrap around his waist.

The chicken grabbed Nanqiao's leg hard, of course, he didn't suffer less from Foshan's shadowless feet.

"Sister Qiao, I beg you not to kick me, okay?"

"Woo woo, it hurts, Sister Buckwheat. ”

Finally, the blood was drawn, and the chicken was kicked several times in the face, which was really embarrassing, and the three of them laughed at that time.

That was the first and only time Han Zhi sent Nanqiao to the hospital, when he didn't hate her that much.

*

Extracting from his memories, Han Zhi didn't know why he remembered this, he thought that he didn't remember anything about Nanqiao, but he didn't expect that one day he would remember it.

She was afraid of blood draws, how did she survive those blood draws before the surgery today?

Is it like hugging yourself, hugging Shen Dushi or Gu Shunshun?

Han Shu closed his eyes, slandering in his heart, he was also blindly worried, what does Nanqiao have to do with who he holds.

After adjusting the seat and starting the car again, Han Zhi stepped on the accelerator.

When he arrived at the Beicheng Mansion, Han Zhen's car was stopped by a red BMW that suddenly drove out of the fork in the road.

Fortunately, he reacted quickly and slammed on the brakes, otherwise he would have crashed.

He thought the BMW would leave immediately, but it was just sitting in front of him.

Han Zhi honked the horn twice, but the other party ignored it.

In desperation, he could only get out of the car.

Just as he was about to knock on the other party's window, the door to the driver's seat of the BMW opened.

"Han Zhen!"

Yu Yitang hugged Han Zhi excitedly, "I finally found you for me, it turns out that you live in the famous mansion in Beicheng, you say it's a coincidence, I also live here." ”

Qiaof, where are there so many coincidences in this world, the so-called "coincidence" is to find an excuse for unspeakable people to make trouble.

The truth of the matter is that Yu Yitang found a private detective to follow Han Zhi and knew that he lived here, so she bought a house here without saying a word.

"Let go. ”

Han Zhi coldly ordered.

"Oh. ”

Yu Yitang let go of Han Zhen, but this eye never left him from beginning to end, I haven't seen him for a long time, he is actually handsome again, this man is really unstoppable.

To sin, to sin.

She couldn't help but wonder how there could be such a thing as "not getting Han Zhen" in this world.

"Get out of the way. ”

"No, unless you eat with me. ”

Yu Yitang deliberately came to intercept Han Zhi today, how could she let him go so easily.

"No. ”

"Then I won't move the car. ”

Yu Yitang leaned on the front of the car with his hands on his chest, looking like "see what you do".

Han Zhi was in no mood to deal with Yu Yitang, he took out his mobile phone and prepared to call the police.

Yu Yitang grabbed his hand directly in fright, "I was wrong, wrong, it's okay to skip meals, it's okay to say a few words." ”

"Not available. ”

Han Zhi has always been very cold to outsiders.

"Don't be so cold, I know there's a bar that's fun, let's go together." ”

Yu Yitang's hand holding Han Zhi never let go, she felt that the smell on his body was really good.

"Don't go. ”

Han Zhi withdrew his hand, and as soon as he turned around, he saw Sheng Qiannuan coming back from work.

Looking at her now, she should have been here for a long time, and she has seen everything that should be seen and everything that shouldn't be seen.

Yu Yitang tilted her head slightly and squinted at Sheng Qiannuan, this woman she knew that Han Zhen's girlfriend, to be honest, she felt that they were not compatible at first sight.

"Han Zhen, who is she?"

Sheng Qiannuan pointed at Yu Yitang and asked in an unhappy tone.

Without waiting for Han Zhi to answer, Yu Yitang grabbed his arm and introduced himself: "Yu Yitang, Han Zhi's younger sister, is also his admirer. ”

Sheng Qiannuan didn't say anything, in fact, she was so angry that she couldn't speak.

Han Zhi withdrew his hand without a trace, he wanted to explain, but he felt that this explanation was redundant, he especially hated wasting time on such boring things.

As everyone knows, Sheng Qiannuan is waiting for his explanation.

One is unwilling, the other is waiting, so there is no contradiction.

Finally, Sheng Qiannuan couldn't hold it back, she looked at Han Zhi and asked, "Aren't you going to explain?"

"Explain what?"

"Explain why you're together. ”

Sheng Qiannuan didn't know why she became so insecure after being with Han Zhen.

However, Han Zhi didn't know why Sheng Qiannuan, who was originally generous and confident, became so unrelenting.

"There's nothing to explain, the facts are in front of you, you can tell for yourself. ”

"What can I tell? How do you convince me that my boyfriend is cuddling with other girls. ”

When Yu Yitang heard this word, he almost didn't have a mouthful of old blood spurting out.

As one of the parties involved, she didn't feel that the matter was as serious as she said.

Is she blind?

“………”

Han Zhi felt very tired, this is not the first time this kind of thing has happened, Sheng Qiannuan always says that it is because she cares too much, in fact, to put it bluntly, she should not believe in herself.

"I don't have much to say. ”

Han Zhen's original character is not the kind of person who compromises infinitely, not to mention that the two of them have been for so long, and he has compromised a lot.

"You, Han Zhen, you ......"

At this time, Yu Yitang stepped forward, hugged Han Zhi, and pretended to be aggrieved and said: "I'm sorry, I caused you to quarrel, I don't want to make trouble because of me, it's better to ......"

When Yu Yitang said this, he looked at Sheng Qiannuan and then at Han Zhen, and then continued what he said slowly: "It's better for you to break up." ”

When Sheng Qiannuan heard this, she almost rushed up and scuffled with Yu Yitang.