Li Lan didn't go to class for the next two days, the weather was getting colder and colder, and she was becoming more and more unfit to go out.

I went to Li Lan's house to see her a few times, and brought my mother's soup, but most of the time she was sleeping, and not long after I went that day, Wu Gang went.

He flipped through the notes he had sorted out from his bag and began to read: "Li Lan, I know that you are not asleep but a little tired, can you hear it right, today I sorted out the notes very carefully, I will read them to you。。。。。。。 Wu Gang's voice was a little hoarse, and Li Lan's mother shook her head with tears in her eyes at the door.

I went out from Li Lan's room to chat with my aunt in the living room, and she flipped through Li Lan's photos when she was a child to show me, her eyes were big and flickering, and she was even more beautiful when she was a child than now.

Li Lan hadn't woken up when we left that day, and my aunt said that she had been like this for the past two days, and she didn't have much time to be awake!

When Wu Gang walked to the door, his aunt stopped him: "Call your parents to come to the house for dinner tomorrow afternoon, Lan Lan said she wanted to meet them!"

Wu Gang bowed to Li Lan's mother: "Thank you, Auntie!"

Teacher Han and Teacher Wu also knew about Wu Gang and Li Lan, and they deliberately exempted him from self-study classes during that time, as long as they attended morning classes.

Wu Gang listened very carefully to the morning class, even the English class he didn't like the most, and he remembered his notes neatly, he said that he was going to show it to Li Lan, maybe he would take the college entrance examination when he got there.

We all cried, and Wu Gang laughed silly.

Li Lan walked on a weekend afternoon, when the first snow of the winter fell.

It's like saying goodbye to her, and the sadness is more depressing than the snow.

She didn't survive that winter.

Who said that winter has come, and spring will be far away?

Why can't Li Lan welcome her spring?

She was quiet when she left, and the words she said with trembling lips were hard for us to hear, and she tried hard to laugh, but it was very difficult.

Wu Gang translated for us very calmly: In the next life, we will be good friends, don't forget me, otherwise I will be lonely, I am most afraid.

None of us cried that day, and death became a relief for Li Lan at that time, and she didn't have to be so painful anymore.

Wu Gang burned those notes in front of Li Lan's tomb: "Li Lan, I will bring notes to you every week in the future, you have to review well when you get there, you will also have the college entrance examination there, we can't accompany you, you have to work hard!"

We will all grow up and grow old, but our Li Lan will always stay at the age of eighteen, always so young and full of vitality!

ps: I was going to write a confession of Li Lan and Wu Gang, but I couldn't write it, and I would write it after a few days when I calmed down, or I wrote it in the middle of the fan, or I didn't write it, forgive me for being too deep in the play, but I really can't write it!

The life of the third year of high school, which is already a pool of stagnant water, is even more boring.

Grief always comes one after another, the winter conscription has begun, and Li Zhibin is also leaving us and joining the army.

The tears had already flowed when Li Lan left us, and on the day of the send-off, we didn't cry.

Wu just arrived at the latest, Li Zhibin walked over and hugged him: "Do you think your kid is not coming?"

"Why don't you come, you kid has no conscience, you still have to go!"

Li Zhibin hugged us one by one, came to me, and said something close to my ear, I was stunned for a moment, he had already let go.

"There is no feast in the world, we will always grow up, we will always leave! Everyone take care!" At this time, Li Zhibin didn't know whether he had really grown up or was pretending to be strong, in short, this was the most appropriate sentence he had ever said since we met.

There is a feast in the world, yes, except for me, we are all eighteen years old, and it is time to grow up.

If growing up means separation, then I would rather I am still in that small town and have never known such a group of friends, is this the case, each of us will be fine, and Li Lan will not leave us.

The winter was cold and long, and it snowed eight full days that winter, as if to vent our thoughts about Li Lan.

After the exam that day, I, Song Junxi, Li Nuo, and Wu Gang went to that small restaurant again, and we hadn't eaten anywhere for a long time.

Walk of Six, become Gang of Four!

We were all silent a lot, Song Junxi ordered a beer that day, and I also had a drink, it turned out that it was not so easy to get drunk, I was very sober.

Li Nuo and Wu Gang drank a little too much, but they were not drunk, and the two of them hugged me and went back to the dormitory, and Song Junxi and I walked behind holding hands.

The dim yellow light stretched our shadows for a long time, and the shadows of the two people swayed with our steps.

After Li Lan left, we cherish each other even more, it is rare for people to meet a person they like in this life, even if they do, they may not be able to go to the end, why do we always care about what others think, be together, and cherish every day together.

I went back to Song's house that weekend, and I no longer neglected the time my parents spent together for fear of our relationship being discovered.

However, that weekend, my mother also told me the news that my father had made money from the stocks he bought under Uncle Song's guidance, and with some savings in the past few years, my father borrowed some money from Uncle Song and set up a restaurant on the outskirts of the city.

There is a large concentration of college students and general migrant workers who have just joined the workforce.

My mother cooked a good dish, and my father called our distant aunt and cousin from our hometown to come over to help, and it can be regarded as a home in this city, although we still don't have a house of our own.

It's already exciting, though.

When I told Song Junxi the news, he was calm, and it seemed that he had known about it a long time ago.

My mom is no longer their nanny, and I'm no longer the nanny's daughter, so we're one step closer to hope.

However, there are also things that make us chagrin, if we move, then we won't be able to see each other every day during this year's winter vacation.

"It doesn't matter, I can go to you! By the way, I can continue to eat the dishes made by Sister-in-law Li!" Song Junxi smiled and pinched my face.

"Ah, you're not timid, you're not afraid of being discovered by my mother!" I stood up suddenly, although I said that I didn't care what others thought, but now is not the time to let adults know, it will blow up.

"Scared you, stupid! Am I that reckless?" Song Junxi pulled me to sit next to him.

I leaned on his shoulder and imagined a bright future for us.

If my mom makes money from opening a restaurant, we can buy a house and settle down in the city, and I won't be the country girl anymore, so I'll be closer to him.