Chapter Eighty-Eight: You Are My Young Ignorance
"Get out!"
Nanqiao raised her hand to the door and motioned for Gu Shunshun to leave, her palm was a little faintly painful from the slap just now, and the man who was beaten by her was not much better, half of his face was red and swollen.
Gu Shunshun was stunned, and only relieved after a while, he was sarcastic in his heart, look, this is the woman he is protecting with his life.
Is it worth it? Is it worth it?
Gu Shunshun staggered to his feet with some unsteady gravity, "Nanqiao, you are fucking cheap, Lao Tzu will do anything for you, and in the end what you get in exchange is your slap, okay, your sisterhood is deep, friendship lasts forever, it's your fucking daughter! Just don't look for a man, let's be gay!"
Gu Shunshun angrily kicked over the chair next to him, and Xu Heng turned around and left violently.
"Bang!"
The door was slammed shut, and there was a loud noise, and Nanqiao silently closed her eyes and forced back her tears.
Ma Breaking was also frightened, it was all because of her, and she really wanted Nan Qiao to see this scene, but she didn't think that it would hurt her friends.
"Buckwheat, are you okay, let's go to the hospital. ”
Ma broke and glanced at Nanqiao's pants, which were covered in blood.
"No, break it, go and bring the medicine box, the injury is not serious, just deal with it yourself." ”
"Okay, okay, you wait for me. ”
The horse staggered to her feet and walked to a cupboard, her hands shaking, and she managed to find the medicine box and almost knocked it to the ground because she was in a hurry.
"Break, don't worry, bring it over, I'll take the medicine myself. ”
This kind of pain is already commonplace for Nanqiao, she seems to have seen blood every once in a while since she was a child, and she has large and small scars on her body, which can be said to be a habit.
"Buckwheat, let me help you. ”
Ma Break sat on the sidelines, watching guiltily as Nan Qiao gave herself the medicine.
"No, I don't. ”
Nanqiao took iodophor and gently disinfected the wound, this pain is unbearable for many people, but after experiencing more, it is like that.
The horse broke and looked painful, but Nan Qiao didn't even frown.
"Buckwheat, I'm sorry. ”
Nan Qiao didn't speak, just reached out to the medicine box to find medicine to stop the bleeding.
According to the past situation, as long as Ma broke and said sorry, Nan Qiao would definitely tell her that it was okay and comfort her with kind words.
And this time there was none, nothing.
Since the day the two met, Nan Qiao has been paying for the impulse to break horses one after another, and to say that it is ugly is to wipe her buttocks.
used to be scolded by the teacher and ridiculed by her classmates. Later, it was also because of her brainless impulsiveness, in order to save her, Nan Qiao went to apologize to her cheating boyfriend and Xiaosan, and now she protected her again, beat the man who has been silently guarding her, hurt the person who should not be hurt, hurt him, and made him sad.
In fact, Nanqiao is not stupid or stupid, she does not distinguish between right and wrong, she just chose the latter in the face of love and friendship, and she cherishes this friendship more than anyone else.
So, who has been protecting whom along the way? Who has been silently giving and persevering! And who is destroying this friendship again and again?
Nan Qiao felt that Gu Shunshun was right, she was too much like a horse-breaking mother, spoiled and connived without a bottom line.
Opening the bottle of hemostatic medicine, Nanqiao sprinkled the white powder evenly on the wound, and Ma broke the reaction and hurriedly went to the medicine box to find gauze.
Nan Qiao glanced at her and said: "Break, give up Gu Shunshun, sometimes wise giving up is better than blind attachment, he is not your beloved, your efforts can't be exchanged for his liking." ”
In fact, Nanqiao understood this truth very early, and she now regrets that she did not persuade her to break the horse at the beginning, but let her go, and let things evolve to the point where they are today.
Hearing this, Ma Xuan's hand that was about to hand the gauze to Nan Qiao froze in mid-air, and she looked at her in disbelief, "Buckwheat, what are you talking about? You asked me to give up, what qualifications do you have to make me give up? When I told you not to like Han Zhi, you didn't go all the way to the dark!"
"Yes, it is precisely because I was alone at the beginning, obsessed with it, and then the injured body is incomplete. I have spent countless tears in exchange for this, and I don't want you to repeat my mistakes, nor do I want you to waste precious time chasing someone who will never fall in love with you. ”
Nanqiao held the horse's broken hand and took the trouble to persuade over and over again.
"Repeat the mistakes of the past? Nanqiao, why do I have to repeat the mistakes of the past, can't it be the sincerity of the golden stone? You liked Han Zhi for 12 years before giving up, why did I give up before I even 12 months? I said, Han Zhi is Han Zhi, Gu Shunshun is Gu Shunshun, and aren't you also moved by him? Buckwheat, don't lie to me, why don't you dare to admit that you have fallen in love with Gu Shunshun. ”
If it was said that Nanqiao didn't like Gu Shunshun before, Ma Quan believed it, but today, that slap happened to hit Nanqiao's sincerity.
Ma broke her hand away, ripped open the bag, wrapped the gauze around the wound, and said as he did it: "Buckwheat, I didn't understand what you said before, that is, if you don't hit the south wall, you won't look back, if you hit it, you won't look back, and you won't give up, I felt so stupid at that time, but now that we have changed positions, you also let me experience what it feels like to go to the dark on a road, okay?"
"So, you're ready to take advantage of our friendship again, right?"
Nan Qiao is not stupid, she is just willing to pretend to be stupid for the sake of horses.
The slap that slapped Gu Shunshun just now may be the last thing she did for Ma Break in this triangular relationship.
The horse's hand that was tending to the wound paused for a moment, but she didn't look up, and after a slight pause, she resumed her movements.
"Buckwheat, people are actually selfish, I think this may be when God is testing our friendship, I like Gu Shunshun too much, so I can't give it to you, I'm sorry. ”
After the wound was treated, Ma broke and calmly packed up the medicine box.
"Break, do you have to be like this? Is it difficult to achieve it? Why don't you go after your own happiness, you must force us all to be like this, you are happy. ”
Ma broke and closed the medicine box and hugged it in her arms, she slowly raised her head with an intriguing smile on her face, "Buckwheat, then why do you have to Gu Shunshun? Isn't it good for you to fulfill us? I am now among you, if you must be with Gu Shunshun, I estimate that our love for more than ten years is almost here." Buckwheat, I really don't want to be like this, I also know that I have done a lot of wrong things, but I just don't want to look back, there is no real right or wrong in this world, you say that I am persistent, but I think this is called persistence, just like Gu Shunshun likes you all the time, then I can also do the same. ”
"Horses break !!"
Nan Qiao is really angry, she can't wait to give her a slap to wake her up now!
Ma broke up and put the medicine box in its place, she looked back at Nan Qiao and responded lightly, "Sometimes I have to admit that you are right, liking someone will really go crazy, my today with Gu Shunshun is like you and Han Zhi's yesterday, it seems to be really too similar." But there is a little difference, that is, there was no one else between you and Han Zhi at that time, and now we are all caught in this whirlpool, if I want to escape this whirlpool, there will always be casualties, if I die, then I will bless you and him in another world, at that time, I will admit that I really lost. Okay, that's all I want to say, I'll do whatever you want to eat. ”
"Break, don't do anything stupid!"
Nan Qiao was very worried, she was not Gu Shunshun, and she couldn't put Ma Won's life aside.
"Not for the time being, but not necessarily in the future, buckwheat, I'm already dirty, I'm sorry for you, but I really can't get out, maybe...... Maybe one day I will want to open it, but I don't know how long that day will come, in short, I will not give up our friendship, but I will not give up Gu Shunshun either. ”
After Ma broke and turned around and went into the kitchen, she didn't dare to let go of her emotions until she couldn't see Nanqiao.
"I'm sorry, Nanqiao, I'm really sorry, if it weren't for Gu Shunshun, it would be nice for someone else. ”
The world says that the twisted melon is not sweet, and she has to twist the melon off and taste it for herself.
The next day, Ma broke and moved without telling Nan Qiao, she rented a house in the west of the city, it was only ten minutes away from Gu Shunshun's Fengxing Club, she was now the one who wanted to be trapped in the desert, she didn't want to go out, no one could save her, except for Gu Shunshun, he was all the source of life for her to live.
Later, Nanqiao understood that there was a reason why she was able to break with Ma and become good friends, and she was missing a tendon in her life.
In a small mansion in the city center, Gu Shunshun was struggling to borrow wine to kill his sorrows.
", Shunzi, you give me a little leisure, these are the best foreign wines that my Lao Tzu brought me from abroad, my brother wants to use it to tease my sister, don't give me all water to drink." ”
Looking at the exquisite empty wine bottles on the table, Xu Lang had severe angina, this is not wine, it is a sexual blessing for the rest of his life.
"Get out of the way, Xu Lang, don't I have any money when you are a master? You don't want to think about what kind of identity I used to be, I am the only son of the richest man in Guangde, I haven't drunk any good wine, I think I used Louis XIII and my sister to wash it at the beginning." ”
This is true, Xu Lang knew this, at that time, Gu Shunshun didn't mention the scenery, he drove his own sports car everywhere every day, who in Guangde didn't know that he was a noble son, which woman didn't want to climb into his bed.
Later, when he went to college in Beicheng, although Gu Changan restrained a lot and tightened his economic power to his precious son, the emaciated camel was bigger than the horse, and Gu Shunshun lived the life of a dragon among people, which is like now.
So, Xu Lang felt that in the final analysis, it was Nanqiao's stinky bitch who did the trouble, and Gu Shunshun shouldn't know her.
"Yes, Junko, you said that you are a good young master and you don't have to be a beggar, is love so important?
"Heh, important fart, Xu Lang, look at me, retribution, I'm so good to her, what does she give me? Give me a slap. ”
Gu Shunshun put his face in front of Xu Lang, he took a serious look, ho, there is really a five-finger mountain.
Oh yo, awesome, old egg!
"If you want me to say you deserve the fuck. ”
Xu Lang said and opened another bottle of wine and sent it to Gu Shunshun.
"Yes, Lao Tzu deserves it, I am affectionate to her, I am absolutely affectionate to others, it is really me, it is me who is false, I want to warm her with the happiness of the world, and I am the scumbag who has become the world, I can be cold to everyone, but I only want to be her little licking dog. ”
Gu Shunshun was drunk, really drunk, look at what he said, it was outrageous, Xu Lang felt that he was going to vomit out of his overnight meal.
"Shunzi, I think you actually didn't get anything in the process of liking Nanqiao, the only thing that has improved is that the literature is good, you used to flirt with your sister is amazing, but your mouth is too cheap, so if you are out of the rivers and lakes now, the rank is on the line, it's even more amazing, don't make any love, go wandering the rivers and lakes with your brother. ”
Xu Lang raised his eyebrows at Gu Shunshun with a wicked smile and said.
"Lang your sister! Lao Tzu wants to be an unswerving lover in this affectionate world!"
It's hopeless, Xu Lang shook his head helplessly, did this thing forget the fact that he had just been beaten?
"You want to be a lover, but people only think you are a fart, and they slapped you for your best friend, do you think she really has feelings for you?"
Well, every time in the dead of night, Gu Shunshun will think about this question, whether Nan Qiao has feelings for him.
He didn't seem to figure it out until today.
Gu Shunshun swallowed his saliva, and said with a somewhat self-deprecating sneer: "No, it has never been, from the beginning to the present, it has been my initiative, I know that she doesn't like me, looks down on me, thinks I will play with her feelings, no matter what I do, it is useless in her eyes, from Han Zhi to Shen Dusk, she has been giving others a chance but refuses to even look at me!"
Hey, he's pretty transparent.
"Well, it's good to understand, it's still too late to get out now, I'm still saying that if you don't want to go back to the life of the previous game world, you can try to be with Ah Meng, Junko, she was also the person you really liked, and you will go a lot smoother together. ”
Don't look at Xu Lang's usual mouth full of running trains and talking everywhere, but when he gets serious and speaks, he is also very philosophical.
Gu Shunshun didn't speak, he just kept drinking.
"Junko, don't pursue any dreams, go back and inherit your father's company. We just want to be the life of the rich second generation, don't think about being a dream chaser, didn't we say that when we had enough, we would go back to Guangde to find a suitable woman to marry, have a few children, and live this life happily by relying on the old man's troubled country. ”
Yes, this is the dream and future path of their group, the tanuki is as fierce as a tiger, and the phoenix is not as good as a chicken, which is talking about rich children like Gu Shunshun and Xu Lang who use Lao Tzu as a backer.
To put it bluntly, they are nothing, this person has to believe in his life!
Xu Lang looked at the snow outside the window and sighed, he always believed that the arrangement of fate was the best.
The room was quiet, Gu Shunshun didn't speak, and he didn't continue to drink, he just looked at his phone in a daze.
Xu Lang casually turned on the stereo next to the TV, and the sad melody floated into his ears and evoked the pain in the depths of his memory.
This is pure music, and the tune sounds like the song "I miss you so much" that will make people cry, Gu Shunshun didn't hold back for a while, and a big man actually sobbed in a low voice.
"Nanqiao, I really like you, you are the only light and faith in my life now, from the day I fell in love with you, I gave you the right to hurt me, so cheap, really cheap, right, but that's what I really think. ”
Gu Shunshun muttered to himself, his face was full of pain, this is a kind of emotional outpouring that loves to the deepest part of his heart and from the heart.
"I don't understand what's so good about her, is there so much love?"
Xu Lang returned to Gu Shunshun's side and asked an ultimate confused question from the depths of his soul.
"Oh, yes, what's so good about her, she has a bad temper, her brain often convulses, she has no backbone at all and lets others bully, or she doesn't distinguish between right and wrong, it's not good, but these really don't prevent me from loving her, Xu Lang, I really love Nanqiao. ”
Gu Shunshun wiped away his tears, drank half a bottle of wine and continued: "Every time she is in trouble, the first person to appear by her side is me. ”
"But she never seems to accept your affection. ”
Xu Lang saw that he was stuck in the knife, and now that he has been injured like this, will he care about one more wound?
Yes, this is really true, every time Gu Shunshun helped Nanqiao, he would be half angry with her.
"That's right, you're not wrong at all, every time I help her, I end up being blamed by her. I left my family and flew to Beicheng to accompany her to have a fetus during the Chinese New Year, but she asked me to get out of here, saying that Han Zhi was coming. And that time, when the master saw her sitting on the side of the road with a cake pitifully and lovingly, he kindly accompanied her for her birthday, but when Han Zhi saw it, she blamed me for a lot of things, every time I said cruel things, I was the one who was sad and slapped my face. I always think about not bothering with her affairs, and it's me who frequently turns back to find her, do you think I'm cheap. ”
Xu Lang shook his head, "This is no longer cheap, this is licking." ”
Gu Shunshun laughed, what's wrong with this world? When did affection actually turn into licking, isn't it wrong to love someone intently?
Xu Lang wanted to say something more, but suddenly the doorbell rang.
He hurriedly walked to the door, opened it, and said with relief, "You're finally here." ”
Twenty minutes ago, Xu Lang sent a message to Ke Yimeng, he was sure that she would definitely come, no matter how much Gu Shunshun liked Nanqiao, he still felt that Ke Yimeng was the most suitable for Gu Shunshun from the bottom of his heart, so he had to do this good thing.
"Just running errands nearby. ”
Ke Yimeng would never admit that she ran several red lights specifically for Gu Shunshun.
"Oh. ”
Xu Lang shrugged his shoulders and didn't care, he was used to it, Ke Yimeng was good at everything, but his mouth was too hard and his personality was too stubborn, just like when he had to say that he and Gu Shunshun were good buddies, if she was coquettish and angry at that time, what would be the matter with Nanqiao today.
"Okay, I also made an appointment with my sister, you can take care of Junko. ”
Xu Lang left his home and brother to Ke Yimeng, and so far he seems to have only done this.
"Got it. ”
Ke Yimeng nodded.
Xu Lang went out with the car keys, and before leaving, he glanced at Ke Yimeng with bad intentions, "Ah Meng, there are family planning supplies in the cabinet on the left side of the second floor, of course, if you are willing to get on the bus first and make up the ticket later, my brother's full moon red envelope for my eldest nephew is also waiting for me at any time." ”
Ke Yimeng glanced at Xu Lang, "Get out!"
"Hahahaha~"
Xu Lang left.
Ke Yimeng walked to the living room and saw Gu Shunshun, who was drunk like mud on the sofa, her heart twitched fiercely.
Watching the man you like get drunk for the woman you like, as long as you are a woman in her right mind at this time, it will hurt.
"Gu Shunshun!"
“………”
Ke Yimeng shouted, but the man on the sofa did not react, he still indulged in buying drunk.
"Gu Shunshun, when are you going to go crazy?"
Ke Yimeng couldn't stand it, she walked to the side of the sofa and sat down, snatching the unfinished wine from Gu Shunshun's hand.
"Junko, are you sober? Aren't you just a woman, are you? Either chase her with all your might, or just just treat her as if she is dead, is it so difficult? Do you need to hurt your body here and drink to kill your sorrows?"
Ke Yimeng looked at Gu Shunshun seriously, and he was really upset with a preachy look.
"Bring it, I don't care about my business. ”
Gu Shunshun was about to grab the wine, Ke Yimeng made a beautiful sideways turn, and he fell directly to the ground.
". ”
"Gu Shunshun, do you know what you are like now? Is there only Nan Qiao in your life? What should they do if you let those people who care about you like this?"
Gu Shunshun slowly got up from the ground, sat back on the sofa, took out the cigarette case from his pocket, and silently lit a cigarette for himself.
He took a deep breath, and the curling white smoke came out along with what he was about to say, "Who cares about me? Is it you? Ke Yimeng, what qualifications do you have to stand here and accuse me now? How are you better than Nan Qiao? Well, my good buddy!"
The three words "good buddy", Gu Shunshun bit very hard, which is indeed easy for people to misunderstand what happened before he was still in Mustard.
"Are you still mad at me?"
When the topic went on to this point, Ke Yimeng's tone was a lot softer, there was a deep expectation hidden in her eyes, and she wanted to know if she still had a place in Gu Shunshun's heart.
"No, you are Lao Tzu's youth and ignorance, it's all over. ”
Gu Shunshun inhaled the cigarette in his hand, and the nicotine plus alcohol made his brain dizzy, and phantoms began to appear in front of him.
He shook his head vigorously, trying to keep himself awake.
Obviously, this answer made Ke Yimeng unacceptable, what is young and ignorant, how can he summarize the past of the two of them in such an understatement of four words.
Ke Yimeng threw the wine bottle aside, stretched out two hands to grab Gu Shunshun's collar, and shouted emotionally: "What do you call it over, it's you all over, I haven't gone yet." ”
Yes, she really hasn't passed, if she really passes, she won't give up her dream, leave her job abroad and return to China to stay in Beicheng with him.
Think about it, Ke Yimeng, a child who grew up in the south, if she didn't have love in her heart, how could she stand the biting cold wind in the north?
"Let go!"
"Don't let it go!"
"You don't fucking let it go, and if you don't let it go, I'm not kind to you. ”
Gu Shunshun's brain is in chaos now, and he is really afraid that he will do something inferior to a beast in the future.
"Come, am I afraid of you?"
Ke Yimeng pulled Gu Shunshun hard, and the two of them fell to the ground.
Gu Shunshun pressed on Ke Yimeng, and the hot eyes of the two collided together.
Generally speaking, in this case, it is difficult not to want something to happen, especially Gu Shunshun, don't forget that he is a wolf who has been hungry for a long time, and now that the little white rabbit is automatically sent to the door, how long can he resist the temptation.
Ke Yimeng watched Gu Shunshun slowly close her eyes, her actions represented her intentions, this was already obvious, she thought: Lao Niang is now a piece of tiramisu, whether you eat it or not, I am here.
Of course, such a sweet cake can be restrained by a few people.
Gu Shunshun swallowed his saliva, hesitated for a moment, then slowly closed his eyes and slowly lowered his head......