The shooting was over, but Lan Li was still standing in front of the mirror, looking at his bald head. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The crew was a little quiet, and no one made a sound. Everyone thought that Lan Li was mourning his hair. The hair that used to be thick and chic is now gone, and it takes a little time for anyone.

But Will knew that Lan Li was adjusting to the reality that had just poured into his body, and it was not his hair that he was mourning, but the chain reaction caused by cancer, and he was sliding into the abyss little by little, and the sense of reality was unexpected, and even more relevant.

In a trance, Will seemed to see himself standing in that position, after shaving his hair, Seth was still yelling beside him, and he himself had the urge to cry, but he couldn't cry, he could only stand in place stunned, the cancer was unprecedentedly real, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

It's not a performance, it's real, and even the bitterness, loss, and confusion that spreads out in his eyes are so similar that it's so real that Will can't breathe.

Life is not a movie after all.

In the script of "I Fight Cancer", Will can laugh and scold, and tell those sad and painful memories in a playful and ridiculous way, with humorous playfulness and funny absurdity, but in real life, Will knows that the feeling of free fall into the abyss cannot be stopped, dragging him into mourning step by step, unable to extricate himself.

Positive and optimistic is easier said than done.

Will never believed in the power of acting, because performance is "acting" after all, and it always has the element of "acting", not real life, which is a kind of art. Even those who are famous in history, their performances can be said to be wonderful, but they are still an integral part of film art.

Rather than acting, Will believes in the power of words, because words are the cry and refraction of the soul. Every detail is so real and delicate that there are traces to follow.

But today, Will sees himself in Lan Li's body, his true self, his former self, and his complete self. The emotions contained in that look, smile, and action are so profound, without the slightest carving, but they are enchanted, as if his soul is in that shell, and once again reproduces the vivid but painful moments in his memory.

The force crushed Will so hard that the hesitation, the fear, the panic rushed over him, and he almost suffocated. His whole body was trembling slightly, and he couldn't even move a finger, and from the depths of his soul he could clearly feel the stiffness and woodenness that had frozen into ice.

By the time he wrote the script for "Me Against Cancer", Will had already escaped death and was successfully cured. So, when you write, you can be relaxed, you can be witty, you can be ridiculous, you can be humorous.

The pain and struggle in those memories, the confusion and bitterness in those minds, all became light and cheerful. He can laugh and talk to Seth about those witting moments, he can talk about those moments that seem like the walking dead with self-mockery, he can laugh and write those words that come from life but have become art.

However, Lan Li gave the playful and flamboyant words a different kind of vitality, mocking but very fragile, humorous but at a loss, and faint sadness between laughter, as if it could be clearly seen that the scarred soul, the light around it was dimming little by little, the pain was extreme, but it couldn't cry, and the sadness was extreme, but it laughed.

It's comedy. It's life, too.

So, Will understands Lan Li's current state. He stood in place like this, looking at Lan Li who was stunned in place with tears in his eyes, the faint loss made the hot tears slide down in large pieces, and he couldn't stop, and the whole world fell into a blurred halo.

The scene was still quiet, the crew was a little overwhelmed, on one side was Lan Li, who was standing motionless in front of the mirror, and on the other hand, there was Will, who was falling apart, and the scene just now was funny, shocking, funny, and complicated, and the indescribable emotions slowly diffused in the air, and for a while, everyone didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Seth looked at Lan Li, and then at Will. His conditioned reflex was to comfort his old friend, but in the end he didn't move, and his eyes fell on the back of Lan Li's head.

As an actor, even if he is an "unqualified" actor, Seth understands how difficult it is to act.

Just this scene just now, Seth has completely blurred the difference between performance and reality, that kind of powerful driving force makes all emotions rush away like a flood bursting the embankment, and it can't be stopped at all;

Seth couldn't imagine how much effort Lan Li had put in, but he knew he couldn't.

However, wanting to comfort Lan Li, Seth didn't know where to start, the jerky feeling that couldn't go up or down, made him stand in place at a loss, raised his hand, and tried to pat Lan Li's shoulder, but he felt too rusty, and compared his palm to the back of Lan Li's head, which was even more weird, so he could only raise his hand, scratch his head, and have an embarrassed expression on his face. Constipation again.

"If you're planning to attack me, you've missed the best opportunity. Lan Li's voice came, startling Seth.

Seth hurriedly put down his right hand in a panic, pretended to be fine, retracted his chin, raised his gaze and quietly glanced at Lan Li, and then saw the gentle smile on Lan Li's face, he couldn't help but show a dry smile, "Hehe." Trying to fool the situation around, "Are you alright?"

"I'm fine. Lan Li nodded.

In fact, he's not good. Because he felt Adam's emotion, after being hit by the reality for the third time, the suffocating drowning feeling gradually became real, and the energy in his body was slowly dimming, and he didn't like this feeling. But he knew that he was okay and that he could hold on.

The disease is like this, eating away at the patient's willpower all the time, exhausting little by little, and finally raising his hand in surrender. Will is so, Adam is so, Chu Jiashu is so. Also, the same goes for Heather, Anne, Alex, and so on. This is something that others can't help, only yourself, this is a battle between yourself and yourself, fighting alone, the so-called shouts and encouragement of onlookers, but just onlookers.

He knew he could hold on. In the previous life, he had already walked the whole long road and saw what the end looked like. He won't be scared and he won't give up.

So, "I'm fine. Lan Li repeated it again, as if to strengthen his persuasive power. It's just that I don't know if I'm convincing Seth or convincing myself.

Turning his head, Lan Li saw the stunned silence of the entire crew, he raised his hand and touched his head, glanced at the mirror with his eyes, and said with a chuckle, "I feel good about myself, what, do you think it's bad?"

"No! Of course not!" the voices hurriedly sounded, but because they were too eager and too unified, they had no sense of reality, and they sounded like polite perfunctory, which made Lan Li laugh. Everyone realized the meaning of this laughter, and couldn't help but look away, and the voice gradually lowered.

Lan Li didn't care, his eyes fell on Jonathan, "How did it look just now?" please tell me, you have good news, I don't want to do it again." The joking voice made the corners of Jonathan's mouth slightly raised, but when he saw Lan Li's fragile and tired face, his eyes were like pebbles soaked in spring water, warm and firm, and his nose was inexplicably sour.

As a director, but also as a member of the crew. In the past half a month, they have witnessed what Lan Li has gone through for this role, his physical condition and mental condition have almost deteriorated, and now after shaving his hair, he has revealed his complete facial features, and there is no cover, and the haggard that can't be concealed slowly seeps out, as if he has really walked around from hell.

Jonathan wiped his nose in embarrassment and laughed exaggeratedly, "Why did the sand get into your eyes all of a sudden?" Then he lowered his head and rubbed his eyes, and then raised his head again, "Very good, this scene just now was very good." Perfect, to be exact! I can't think of a better way to interpret it. How about you, do you want to come over and watch the replay?"

"Of course. Lan Li didn't refuse, simply nodded in affirmation, and then walked to the monitor, but saw Nathan's worried look on his face, his eyes were full of tears, and he didn't dare to fall. Lan Li pursed his lips and smiled at Nathan, didn't say anything, turned his head to look at the monitor, waiting for the replay.

Not only Lan Li, but all the staff of the entire site gathered silently.

People always say that the film industry is so magical, but for the practitioners, after revealing the secrets of the filmmaking process, that magic seems to disappear, everything is fake, there is no magic to speak of. But today, in Lan Li, they once again saw the magic of the movie, the powerful performance power, dragging everyone into a magical world, and truly feeling the emotions of the parties. Bitter, but wonderful.

The replay began, and six different angles of footage were shown on the monitor, realistically recording all the details of the entire scene. The jokes and complaints between Adam and Kyle are witty and humorous, full of highlights, and they really make people laugh, and the comedy style of the whole movie is brought into full play, especially the gags played by the two people on the spot, which are even more brilliant, detonating everyone's laughter after burst - now you can finally laugh to your heart's content.

Especially when Jonathan was teased, everyone clapped and laughed. This kind of laughing fruit is precisely the charm of movie shooting and the collision of sparks of wisdom!

However, this scene is obviously more than that.