606 STOP 2 STOP-2: New Purgatory City: "Emptiness or Abuse"

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

Xiuxiang suddenly opened her eyes, always so without warning.

"Gee, now isn't the time to enjoy. Xiuxiang bit her lip, "You can't keep going like this." ”

"Then how can we restart this time?" said Hideka, holding her chin with her hand, "Oh, no, it's not a matter of starting time now, it's a matter of having to get out of the cage." ”

Hideka couldn't tell what the stillness of time would have on what the effect would be—whether it would be positive or negative.

"What should I do?"

Xiuxiang wanted to empty herself, she didn't think about anything, she didn't worry about anything, she just stared blankly at the sky and at those strange decorations. The decorations are unrelated, and there is no inner connection in the slightest.

It makes people feel that they care and want to be on guard all the time, and they act completely harmless, "Isn't that just a few strange pieces of furniture?", which makes people think that people don't always think how bad it is.

Just like Xiuxiang's mood now, there is basically no problem with her "peaceful coexistence" with these "individual" furniture, except for a little "scary".

This feeling is like a person who is afraid of dogs, alone with a strange big golden retriever, although he knows that this dog is very gentle and will not suddenly "go crazy", his heart is still uneasy. In this uninhabited room, Xiuxiang is alone with some strange totemic figures, which is indeed a little scary when you think about it.

For a moment, the fear in Xiuxiang's heart crept up again.

This is one of the difficulties she has to overcome here, not to be bound by past experiences, just as we don't eat food that has expired for a day, and we don't have to keep those terrible memories all the time, Xiuxiang said to herself, "I don't have to be afraid. ”

"Oh, yes,

elax。 ”

She would rather close her eyes and rest, Xiuxiang leaned on the sofa, resting her head with her hands, trying to empty herself.

And just like that, she fell asleep?!

I don't know how long it has been, but Xiuxiang can't hear any sound anymore, she really feels the feeling of "emptiness", the feeling that when the whole world becomes "silent" in her auditory system, all the feelings gradually disappear, and she can't say what it feels like. Xiuxiang felt that it was not so much "emptiness" as the loss of all five senses, and the most obvious feeling was the loss of a sense of orientation, because the sense of orientation up and down, left and right had disappeared, and Xiuxiang did not know where she was, as if she was in a completely transparent space.

Xiuxiang also couldn't feel her limbs, maybe she was a little numb, this feeling was not so much comfort as masochism, how could there be such a masochistic practice mode, and what was cultivation in the end?

Xiuxiang had already expressed doubts, but she still didn't take action because she was lazy.

......

The world is quiet, there is no heat, no noise, even the footsteps of time cannot be heard (not because time stands still), everything is so beautiful.

Xiuxiang moved her unconscious lower limbs, and for a while the kind of blood backflow impact that made people couldn't control themselves came, Xiuxiang didn't feel that this action really had any effect, I'm afraid it was just a psychological effect, and it was a kind of self-healing effect of the dancer.

"Maybe it's not going to work. ”

To this day, Xiuxiang still remembers that her dance teacher said the lines in the TV series "Palace" a long time ago, saying that yoga can repair the physical damage of dance workers, which is always beneficial, Xiuxiang doesn't know why she thinks of the dance teacher at this time, the long hair that is over the hips and the headband that may slide down at any time are so loosely entangled, Xiuxiang doesn't understand why she doesn't tie it tightly.

The dance teacher is particularly popular, is it related to the headband?

Xiuxiang lowered her head, thinking about the dance teacher's smile until the blood returned to the end.

Being able to endure is the king.

Xiuxiang shook her head, she did feel a lot more relaxed.

"Why doesn't it feel so much better? Why isn't it as scary as it was just now?"

Xiuxiang looked around at the furniture in the room and couldn't help but be suspicious.

I don't know how long it has been, but when she looks up again, she finds that all the decorations in the house seem to be back to the black style, and for some reason, she always feels a little special.

Black, deep and gorgeous, serene and ambiguous, both infinite and seemingly impossible.

It was the same style just now, but even in the short period of time when Hideka "closed her eyes-meditated-opened her eyes", everything still changed.

"I don't know how to express it. However, it has changed or changed. Xiuxiang couldn't say how she felt, "The Terror of the Vampire Night" was still so terrifying, but, but, I always felt that it was not solemn and serious enough.

There's a hint of banter.

There is some sense of joke.

There's a little bit of playfulness.

Even Xiuxiang wanted to go up and question this person, "Since you are taking the terror line, can you do terror properly?"