At this time, the sun outside the window was shining, and a large area of warm yellow light shone in through the window, outlining a golden outline around Song Junxi, who was standing near the window, and pulling his own charm infinitely deeper.

Ordinary people will look old-fashioned when they wear a gray suit, but he wears a unique charm, deep, restrained, and even the back is very deep, I can't help but be a little fascinated by it.

Biting my lip, I still didn't plan to tell him what happened back then, I didn't want him to feel guilty, if he felt guilty because of this, I would be even more uncomfortable, and besides, I didn't protect our children, and I didn't want to let him taste the pain I suffered day and night again.

"Junxi, you just need to know that for so many years, I have only you in my heart, even if it is Chen Zhiwen, I don't have it!" I gave him an argument that could not be counted as an answer.

"Xia Xia, you know, I don't mean this! Have we ever had a child!" As soon as Song Junxi finished speaking, my face turned white in an instant!

"I remember that before we had an accident, your menstrual affair should have come a long time ago, Xia Xia, you tell the truth, do we have a child?"

I went limp, almost fell on the sofa, turned my head away from him, and said, "No!"

"Is there anything we can't say between us?" Song Junxi came over and put his hands on my shoulders, vowing not to give up until the goal was achieved!

"Jun-hee····· Don't ask, okay, I'll beg you!" I don't think I can hide at all, if I don't tell him today, he won't leave, I know his character!

"Xia Xia, I just want to tell me no matter what happens in the future, you can tell me, happy, I will be happy with you, sad, I will share it for you, Xia Xia, I want to know no matter what today!"

I looked at him for a long time, my eyes were slightly distracted, and I slowly looked out of the window, and the sunlight pierced me so that I couldn't open my eyes: "We had a child······ But by the time I found out, he was gone!"

I didn't dare to look at his disappointed eyes, how sad I was at the time, how sad Song Junxi was at the moment.

His tall body took a step back weakly, although he still stood there, but it was like a building was about to collapse, and it was so heavy that I felt that such a bright sun could not shine on my heart!

"What did you say?"

"Kid······ "I looked out the window, closed my eyes, and repeated with tears in my eyes.

As soon as the words fell, his body was hugged by him all of a sudden, tightly, but the tears could no longer be stopped, and they slipped wantonly.

"Yes······ no"

"It's me bastard, I shouldn't have left you alone, I'm really damned!" Song Junxi's voice trembled, and I even felt that his whole body was trembling slightly!

"No, it was I who didn't protect our child, I didn't even know he was in my belly····· I didn't know until the moment I woke up from the hospital room that I lost him, Jun-hee, I was really a sinner, killed my father, killed my child!"

"It's not you, it's all my fault·····"

Song Junxi's high-end suit was wet with my tears and snot for a while.

"Xia Xia, it's me who is bad, I'm a bastard, I shouldn't ask, I always make you sad, Xia Xia, we ······ There will be children in the future, and there will be more, this time we will guard him together, okay, don't cry!"

"Jun-hee ······" I couldn't speak at all, I felt like my breathing was disordered, I couldn't breathe in one breath, and I almost fainted.

"Xia Xia, I owe you too much in my life, if I can't give you a stable life, I am willing to apologize with death!"

With tears in my eyes, I shook my head desperately: "Don't, don't say that word, I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, I can't bear this taste of loss anymore!"

"For a long time, I didn't dare to close my eyes at night, as long as I closed my eyes, it was the blood of the child, and my whole body hurt, and the pain seemed to swallow me, dense, I wanted to escape, I couldn't escape! I really had an unforgivable sin! I felt that what we had to bear between us was retribution for me, and the two of us were like two flies lying on the glass, with a bright future, but there was no way out······"

"If I am really guilty, I am the original sin, and if I really want retribution, come at me······"

That sad topic, after that day, Song Junxi never said it in front of me again for fear that I would be sad, but I know that he must be suffering day and night in his heart, I understand the pain!

Song Junxi finally couldn't resist me, and took me to see the house that his friend said that afternoon, the location and price were suitable, and after I met his friend, he quickly settled the house, and paid him part of the rent first, for Song Junxi's sake, he agreed to pay the rest after the decoration was completed.

Sure enough, acquaintances are easy to do, and this time I was able to settle down so quickly, thanks to Junxi.

Then there is the decoration, Li Zhibin's vision is good, so he handed over the decoration to him to star.

I didn't expect Uncle Song to come to the studio to look for me, so I was really surprised when I saw him.

"It's not easy for you and your mother to have a good time these years!" I didn't expect him to mention the events of the year as soon as he opened his mouth.

"It's okay, it's all over!" I smiled, I didn't think he was here today to catch up.

"Xia Xia, we are also deeply sorry for the matter of Brother Deming, I actually went to your mother at that time, hoping that he would accept our compensation, but she refused! I know that you have not had a good time these years, and I didn't expect that the love between you and Junxi is so persistent that we are ashamed of being parents!"

Uncle Song smiled a little self-deprecatingly!

"Uncle, don't say that!" Although I said this, I didn't understand him very much in my heart, I have been married to Aunt Yao for more than 30 years, even if the husband and wife are not there, there is always family affection, divorce at this time is really too affectionate!

"I know, in your heart, like Junxi, you think that your uncle is too ruthless in doing this! However, for my sake and your Aunt Yao, divorce is a relief, so she also agreed!"

He is an elder, and there are some things that I can't talk about, although I really want to ask him if he is relieved, but have you ever thought about Junxi's feelings.

I'm really glad that Aunt Yao's legs can walk, otherwise, her life will be more desperate, I have always felt that Uncle Song is a good person, at least a person who values feelings, otherwise he wouldn't be so good to my father and helped us so much.

However, this good man did the saddest thing for his wife and son, I don't understand!