Chapter 114: Children Are Not Objects
When Tan Yu was hugged by Zhang Chenhe's arm, she hesitated for a moment, if it was before, Tan Yu would feel that this was a kind of warmth between lovers, but now, she didn't feel a little romance.
Seeing Tan Yu's weak body obediently in his arms, Zhang Chenhe couldn't help but kiss back and forth between her necks, and said in a low voice,
"Miss me, huh?"
“…”
Tan Yu turned his head slightly, wanting to open his mouth to say something, but he still swallowed back. And the man who was still holding her behind him continued disapprovingly,
"Didn't grandpa say, let's give birth to a great-grandson as soon as possible?" Zhang Chenhe spoke, his arms tightened, and the feeling of warm nephrite made Zhang Chenhe very obsessed, and he hadn't touched her for many days.
"I'm tired today and have to wake up early tomorrow to go to work. After Tan Yu finished speaking, his hands were gently placed on Zhang Chenhe's hand around his waist, and he was about to go to the bathroom.
When Zhang Chenhe's arms became empty again, he looked up at the back of the woman going to the bathroom, and suddenly felt that the distance between him and her had become qualitatively farther away.
The feeling of being empty in my arms was terrible.
Tan Yu stayed alone in the bathroom for a while, she was a little greedy for this space that belonged to her. The warm water ran down her long hair and went between her legs, and the mist gave her a thin sense of security, and her mind repeatedly recalled the words that Zhang Chenhe had just said.
He didn't come back because of his grandfather's words, right? Fortunately, he didn't pick up the mood of giving up again tonight. Emotions are really hard to control.
Child?
That's a life, where can you say that you want it, then after having a child, what will life become? I am just the wife of Zhang Chenhe's agreement, once my grandfather knows the true relationship between himself and Zhang Chenhe, how can such a wealthy family tolerate his identity and really marry into the Zhang family?
She was afraid that when the time came, the child would suffer.
Just like he did back then, without the protection of his mother and the company of his grandmother, he went to the side of his stepmother and sister and suffered a lot of grievances. Even though his father loves him, he is too busy with work and has no time to spend with him, thinking about those countless tearful nights, Tan Yu doesn't want to give birth to a child irresponsibly.
I don't want to, one day when I am kicked out, the child is still in Zhang's house, she doesn't allow such a thing to happen, since she doesn't want to, then don't give birth.
She knows that a wealthy family like this attaches great importance to the background of the woman's family. Don't look at grandpa is very good to him now, once he knows his agreement relationship with Zhang Chenhe, it is estimated that he is not as optimistic as he is now.
Sooner or later, he will have to resume his work as a doctor, and when the time comes, where can he be worthy of Zhang Chenhe? Since he has seen a bad ending, there is no need to insist on implementing it.
The more Tan Yu thought about it, the more he felt out of strength, and when he felt a little tightness in his chest, he realized that he had been in the bathroom for too long.
She immediately tidied up the bathroom, and after coming out in a bathrobe, she saw Zhang Chenhe drinking red wine alone in front of the coffee table, and a variety show was playing on the TV.
She thought that Zhang Chenhe would go to the bathroom of the guest room to take a shower, and then sleep alone in the bedroom, but she didn't expect that he would actually drink here, looking like that, it seemed that he hadn't moved much all the time, and he hadn't even changed his clothes.
Tan Yu was hesitating whether to say something, or go directly to the bedroom to rest, but Zhang Chenhe spoke.
"Come here. ”
In the deep voice, there was a sense of depression, Tan Yu hesitated in place for a while, but still walked to Zhang Chenhe's side, she chose a position a little farther away.
As soon as Tan Yu sat next to Zhang Chenhe, he smelled an addictive cold fragrance, which was completely different from the feeling of all vulgar fans.
"How long have we not seen each other?" When Zhang Chenhe's question came out, Tan Yu understood that the meeting he was talking about was not really seeing him, but referring to how long he hadn't come back to live.
Looking at the red wine bottle that was still at the bottom, Tan Yu replied,
"It's been a lot of days...", it should have been more than a week, but Tan Yu just didn't want to say the days so clearly in front of Zhang Chenhe, I didn't know what the reason was, I just didn't want to say it.
"Don't you really miss me at all?" the man said with a hint of anticipation.
For this question, if it is negative, it is fake, but Tan Yu is unwilling to think about it. She paused for a moment and said,
“… You're drinking too much. "At the festival, I drank some of it, and when I came home, I drank so much again, so it's strange not to talk about drunkenness.
It's just that Tan Yu didn't say the latter words.
After Tan Yu's words were finished, the living room fell silent again, only the sound of the TV playing the program, at this time, Tan Yu was thanking the sound of the TV, at this time, she didn't feel how noisy the sound was.
Zhang Chenhe turned his head to look at Tan Yu, there was a blood red in his eyes that only appeared because of exhaustion, he stretched out his long arms and pinched her chin with his big hands, it had been many days, and he hadn't been so close to her.
And Tan Yu was a little resistant because of the smell of alcohol on Zhang Chenhe's body, so she turned her face slightly, but Zhang Chenhe turned her face again.
"Why didn't you answer what I said just now?"
Seeing Zhang Chenhe asking so unrelentingly, Tan Yu paused, and then said,
"You mean the child's business..."
Hearing Tan Yu's answer, Zhang Chenhe slammed the person onto the sofa, Tan Yu was shocked by this sudden movement, she didn't expect Zhang Chenhe to be like this, which reminded her of when she and him first met.
Is this man a tydon who is wrong?
"Knowingly, right?" Zhang Chenhe was originally tall and strong, and Tan Yu felt a little out of breath when he pressed the woman so hard.
Thinking of what he has experienced these days, Tan Yu's heart is also sour, obviously he has given in, but he is still pressed by the man step by step, Tan Yu closed his eyes, endured the smell of alcohol on the man's body, and then said,
"Zhang Chenhe, can you stop being so naïve?"
Tan Yu's words made the somewhat drunk man sober up a lot in an instant, he raised his eyebrows, and then said,
"Childish, as my wife, don't you think you should listen to your grandfather and give me a baby?"
"You're right, it's time to have a baby... You go find a more beautiful and excellent woman, I will hide it for you here. Tan Yu wanted to end this unhappy conversation quickly, and then go to rest immediately.
"Are you trying to get another woman to give birth to me?
Zhang Chenhe couldn't have imagined that this woman, who was his real wife, would want to push herself out, which was something he had never heard of. What woman doesn't want her husband to stay by her side?
Now it seems that the development of the facts and my own expectations are completely different.
"Zhang Chenhe, I'm not stupid enough not to recognize my identity, I am the lover of your agreement, you said, when you have someone you really love, I will quit, in such an unstable relationship, you want me to give birth to a child, have you considered me or the child's thoughts? I had an unhappy teenage period, so I don't want my child to repeat the mistakes of the past. ”
Tan Yu finished what he thought in his heart in one go, in fact, with Tan Yu's own character, he didn't want to say such radical words when Zhang Chenhe was in a bad mood, but because he had considered too much of his unfortunate teenage years in the bathroom just now, he couldn't help but be a little unable to control his emotions.
She couldn't face her children and go through the misfortunes she had encountered.
If one day, the Zhang family kicks themselves out, because of the disparity in social status, the number of times the children meet with themselves will definitely be less, thinking that Zhang Hechen's future wife is not good to her children, or giving him a look, Tan Yu will go crazy.
In the agreement, there was no mention of having a child at all, not to mention, Tan Yu never thought of taking the position with a child, she was not stupid enough to be this extent.
Tan Yu was in the bathroom just now, when Zhang Chenhe walked to the big bedroom, he saw the wooden box on the head of the bed, and when he opened it, he realized that it was a priceless jade bracelet that his grandmother had brought.
He knew that this must have been given to her by her grandfather, but why didn't Tan Yu mention the bracelet to him, Zhang Chenhe didn't think about it, he always thought that Tan Yu would accept him tonight, but seeing Tan Yu's appearance just now, and her words, Zhang Chenhe felt that he was really naïve.
In the end, he still didn't think about it enough, especially when he saw Tan Yu's eyes, there was a sadness of a weak person, did he think too much?
"Grandpa can give you the bracelet, which means that he has decided that you are going to be the granddaughter-in-law..."
"But I am the lover of your agreement, and I will leave you sooner or later, leaving your Zhang family. Tan Yu said without thinking about it.
Zhang Chenhe just wanted Tan Yu to stay by his side and shorten the distance between himself and her after he had a child, but he didn't expect that this woman would consider the stakes so thoroughly, so thoroughly that he didn't expect it.
Liu Jianhe said that he had low emotional intelligence, and it didn't seem to be wrong.
Seeing the sadness in the woman's eyes, Zhang Chenhe's heart was not comfortable, but he didn't know how to face the current situation, he paused, and with the strength of this wine, he said,
"Since grandpa can give you such a valuable thing, he never thought of letting other women give birth to a great-grandson to the Zhang family..."
Tan Yu felt a little tired, so he didn't continue, anyway, he said everything that should have been said.
Seeing that Tan Yu was silent, Zhang Chenhe paused, and then continued what he had just said,
"I don't want other women to give birth..."
"Which woman can be the biological mother of the child, this question, sometimes you need to ask yourself..."There must be women around you, I can't figure out which woman will have a child one day, and see what he will do after giving birth."
A child is not an object, it is a life.