After taking a shower and lying back on the bed, his hand touched the flat pillow, the tip of his nose was the breath of Quan Yu, he had been sleeping on his arm for the past few months, and at this moment he leaned on the soft pillow and only felt that this soft touch was not as good as his hard and somewhat awkward arm.

I was not used to the sudden change of the situation in which I had slept alone for nearly thirty years, and now, he had only been with me for a few months, and the sudden departure of him left me at a loss.

Perhaps it is precisely in response to that truth: people never dare to expect it when they never get it, but once they get it and lose it, they become anxious and want to get it again like crazy.

Compared to the loss in my heart at this moment, the small mood ups and downs immersed in the past during the day are nothing, Quan Yu came when I was defenseless, and then subtly took root in my heart, and by the time I woke up, he had been planted in my heart into a towering tree.

I couldn't sleep after thinking about it, and after thinking about it, I always felt that it was my reaction that couldn't help Quan Yu, and he happily took me on a date, but I ruined the atmosphere because of what happened before, and it was natural for him to be angry. I couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, and after picking up my phone and putting it down countless times, I simply got dressed, and after walking downstairs for a few laps, my footsteps came to Quan Yu's downstairs uncontrollably, and the lights in his house were still on, did he miss me at this moment?

Stepping on the dim light to move to the door of his house, his ears on the door like a thief trying to hear what was going on inside, the thick wooden door separated us from two worlds, the inside was brightly lit, and the outside was dull. I couldn't knock on the door frame with my hand a few times, and finally I simply rushed downstairs and took a taxi and went straight to Sister Wei's bar.

The moment I got in the car, I looked back, and the light on the other end of my line of sight went out in time, completely blending in with the darkness. Leaning his head on the saddle and looking at the traffic outside, I just felt tired.

Sister Wei was talking to Lu Lu about something, and when she saw me coming, she greeted me happily, "It's just right to come, Lu Lu just mixed a new wine, and it's cheap for you." ”

Remembering the gaffe after drinking the so-called new wine of Lu Lu last time, I laughed dryly twice and said, "I don't dare, the things that your Lu Lu concocted can directly cross species after drinking." ”

Lu Lu laughed twice and said: "Why don't you say that you can attract peach blossom luck after drinking, after you drank it last time, you went up directly after drinking and teased a young man whose appearance and temperament are second only to me, and I heard that this young man who was teased by you was also very heroic and saved your life, so I can be regarded as your life-saving benefactor, okay, please be polite to your life-saving benefactor." ”

His powerful theories seemed unbounded but sounded unassailable, and I really felt like he was my savior. Sister Wei slapped him on the forehead to prevent him from talking, and Lu Lu grimaced at me and turned around and returned to the bar.

After Sister Wei drove away from Lu Lu, she posed as a story, stroked her hair and said, "Say, what happened today?"

Not to be outdone: "What's the matter, can't I ask you for a glass of wine if nothing happens?"

Sister Wei held her chin and glanced at me and said, "Would normal people come to me in the middle of the night to beg for a drink?"

I organized the language in my heart for a long time, but it was really a long story, and finally said concisely: "Sister, Quan Yu and I may be living together." ”

Sister Wei squirted out a mouthful of water, staring at my face with wide eyes for a long time, "There are only two outcomes of cohabitation, and there is no such thing as 'possible cohabitation', and the word 'maybe' is not appropriate." ”

I twitched the corner of my mouth and replied, "Sister, this is not the time to chew words." The point is not the word 'maybe', but the word 'cohabitation'. ”

Sister Wei continued: "Okay, okay, it's 'cohabitation'." But looking at you like this, it's tempting, it's a good thing, it's a good thing, I didn't expect you to be really a hit, a blockbuster, and you won it so quickly. ”

"Actually, I really don't know much about the cause and effect of this, Chen Mo came back, and then I was still anxious about Chen Mo's affairs one second, and the next second I was suddenly given by him... "I took a sip of the new work on the land route, well, the entrance is a little spicy, but there is a sweetness afterwards, which is good.

Sister Wei's gossip expression instantly cooled, and she was silent for a long time and said, "Then you should drink it, and then let Lu Lu mix a cup for you after drinking." ”

I helped my aching head and said, "I bumped into Chen Mo when I was having dinner with Quan Yu tonight, Quan Yu was a little unhappy and had an awkward quarrel with me, and then he may have separated from me today." ”

Sister Wei showed a serious look and asked: "Then you came over today, the main reason is that Chen Mo came back and made you uneasy, or did Quan Yu have an awkward relationship with you and you were not happy?"

"Chen Mo stopped me at the company that day, took me back to school, and kissed me where I was buried, and Chen Mo and I have not been in touch since. But today Quan Yu took me to the building where Chen Mo celebrated his birthday, I was a little awkward, the so-called past follows the wind, everything can follow the wind when the party does not appear in your life, but once the party appears again, the wind will come back in a whirlwind, slowly uncovering the wound that you have soothed for many years, although it is not as painful as it was at the beginning, but it is still a little painful. I happened to meet Chen Mo and Yu Te there, and when Quan Yu came to look for me, Chen Mo happened to be grabbing my arm. Later, we left, but Kwon Yu was a little aggressive, and I didn't know how to explain it to him. ”

Sister Wei patted me on the shoulder, sighed and said, "Xiaorou, your scene is a bit big, I don't know whether to be happy or worried about you." This Quan Yu you are tempted, this is a good thing, I thought that your character, in the end, may be to find someone who is not annoying to marry, and there will never be any more life-and-death love, then it will be too dull and boring. But at the beginning of your heartbeat, Chen Mo came back to stir up a game, and he was really your calamity. ”

I took a sip of wine and continued: "After Quan Yu saved me, he is different from me, I have him in my heart, otherwise I would not have let him into my life." But for Quan Yu, our beginning is not like an ordinary boyfriend and girlfriend, who has not experienced the ambiguity of being awake and the exploration of retreating from me, and the nervous first hand-holding and kissing, but directly starting from passion. Moreover, I know too little about Kwon Yu, and I don't have the courage to ask questions about him first. This kind of emotion of gaining and losing makes me very depressed, and you know, I don't want to humble myself to emotions in this life. ”

"As for Chen Mo, at the end of six years ago, I was a little unwilling, I couldn't see goodbye, I couldn't turn a blind eye, I couldn't be a stranger, and I couldn't break up and be friends. However, Sister Wei, Chen Mo's appearance still affected me. I felt like I was bad. Quan Yu came to mess with me again, I'm really messed up now, and I don't know where to sort it out. ”

Sister Wei said: "Xiaorou, people are always obsessed with the past and lost in the present. Chen Mo is your past, and Quan Yu is your present. Chen Mo had regrets about breaking up with you at the beginning, so even if you don't want to admit it, he has been torturing you for the past six years. So when he appears in front of you again, whether you still love it in your heart or not, you will always be calm. As for Quan Yu, as a person in charge now, you should be confused. But think about it the other way, you have been closed off for six years, and now there is finally a person who can make your heart move, why don't you let go of yourself and explore it, no matter what kind of person Quan Yu is, no matter what kind of family he is, as long as the two of you are happy with each other now, you can be together. As for what will happen in the future, leave it to fate, when you are raped by life~, instead of resisting and bringing greater danger to yourself, it is better to lie down and enjoy it at will, isn't it?"

The hand on my shoulder strained, "Besides, Xiaorou, a person who is willing to risk his life to save you from fire and water, no matter what, you shouldn't live up to this piece of sincerity." There is only one human life, and he has pressed this only thing on you, and he is absolutely full of sincerity, isn't he?"

I continued to pour a few sips of wine, I wanted to say something but I didn't know where to start, what Sister Wei said should be right, Chen Mo was a serious illness in my past, and it was cured in time, and it was still a little painful when I thought about it.

But Quan Yu is my freshman, but during this time, in the process of getting along with Quan Yu, I am not completely sure, and I am still a little panicked in my heart.

"Next time I bring this Quan Yu friend to have a drink, I want to thank this benefactor who saved your life. Then he added: "Second, I can do you as soon as I come up, I want to see what three heads and six arms he has." Finally, I will tell you one more sentence, every time I hear you mention Quan Yu, you always say that he is five years younger than you or something, this is a hurdle in your heart, I don't think you need to be too entangled in this, love is unreasonable, who said that only men are five years older than women, women can't be five years older than men? Don't use these as an excuse for you to escape, you are like this, I think you are a little sorry for the sincerity of others. Take 10,000 steps back, even if the two of you break up in the end, what does it matter, life in the world, always has to be vigorous, I always feel that your mentality is too old, which makes people a little anxious. ”

Rub your temples, today's drinking stamina is also quite strong. "Wait until I go back and think about how to settle this matter with Quan Yu. After thinking about it, I brought him here, but asked Lu Lu not to mix any new wine for him, it was all a terrible thing. ”

Lu Lu seemed to hear my slander, and his eyes glanced here, a little bit of the meaning that you got cheap and sold well, but after meeting Sister Wei's eyes, he immediately changed to a smile in the clear sky.

This is really taking people's money and being a little obedient to others.