The alarm clock rang at half past seven in the morning, and he always did the most important thing he should do in the day, and during his work, he never seemed to be late.

In his brain, it seemed that work always came first, money and status and his desires transcended all. The calm secretary called him on time to report on the whole day's process and work, his faint response was expressionless, the fitted suit, but never liked to wear a tie, always with a pair of casual canvas shoes, he was young, rich, capable, and had the status of the city's attention, he didn't seem to care about anything, just like the bitter cup of coffee in his hand, never afraid of being sweetened.

But he always felt that something was missing, he always felt that he had a diary in his heart, he was afraid of being opened, seen, peeped, he was afraid that he was always buried in the explanation, he didn't dare to touch it, he didn't dare to look at it directly, and he was afraid that others would snatch it up and take the lead to see what was inside.

His pupils were always hot black.

He remembered that when he went to school, he did his Chinese homework very badly, but Qiao Shiwen liked liberal arts things very much, he enjoyed it under her warmth for ten years, listening to her roaring on the phone, coquettish, doing those barbaric and ridiculous things, his emotions remained indifferent to everyone, but he was often aroused by her retarded emotional anger, he remembered that it rained very much, so thin, so weak Qiao Shiwen came to him, her hair was wet, her clothes were all soaked, she hysterically begged him to open the door.

Then he didn't dare to think about it. What he needs now is to get this contract down and not let his opponent break it, this project is very helpful for his promotion, as long as he gets what he wants, he can go to her, maybe be brave.

But ten years of pain have passed, will that person still stand at the starting point?

Li Jinyang will not understand, his fault is not his violence, never his bad temper, nor his indifference, it is he who pushes away again and again, he may understand. His ideas are stubborn, Stubborn, he was afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past and going back to his father's old path, he didn't want to be the despised car wiping brother again, he remembered his uncle's disgusting and ugly face, remembered the car accident and his mother's departure, remembered that day he squatted under the overpass and cried, Qiao Shiwen came with an umbrella, the tuition fees he remembered were always the last to be handed in, he remembered the teacher's pitiful and pitiful eyes, he remembered that he never dared to go to her birthday, not because he didn't want to go, but because he had a strong self-esteem, just because he didn't have money to buy gifts, so he wouldn't go。

He is tired of interpersonal interactions, but he drinks a piece at the wine table, behind his indifferent smile, there is a city where he sees the bottom, how hypocritical he is, enough to make many people believe in him, believe that he really forgets the hatred and starts over, believes that he is really harmless to humans and animals, does not know the truth, believes that he is really wholeheartedly facing his virtuous wife, believes that he is consistent and single-minded in playing the role he should be in his ideals, what he wants, through his means, dirty, dirty. In short, his position can finally achieve what he wants. His life is good, but he will not be satisfied, because the person he wants most will never come back.

We will always meet such a person in this life, who is bright and vivid. But I can only meet once, Qiao Shiwen likes to drink red wine, she said that the color of red wine is good-looking, it tastes better than beer, beer tastes like drinking horse urine, she is warm, loves to laugh, her long hair is very long, straight, and soft, Li Jinyang said: "I don't like girls with long hair." "You really cut it, I don't know whether to laugh at you for being stupid or feel sorry for your innocence, in fact, whether you have long hair or short hair, he will still see you in the end, and it has nothing to do with your beautiful hair.

Why don't you understand?

Actually, it's good if you don't understand,

Because you don't have to meet again in the next decade.