At 5:30 p.m. on December 12, 1986, in the obstetrics and gynecology department of the Second People's Hospital of Wuhan City, a baby girl weighing six pounds and three taels was born, because the umbilical cord around the neck for three weeks was a case of dystocia, the baby had no vital signs for more than ten minutes after birth, and the baby finally made a weak cry after half an hour of rescue by the doctor.

When Zeng Bixian woke up in the ward, the pain caused by the caesarean section on her stomach after the anesthetic lost its effect was like someone pulling off a piece of raw meat from her body, and soon Zeng Bixian was so painful that her chest and back were faintly sweating. Compared with this pain, what made Zeng Bixian feel even more uneasy was that she didn't see the newborn child around her, Zeng Bixian's heart was tight, could it be that there was something wrong with the child after she fell asleep. This is a double ward, the curtains of the ward are closed, I don't know what time it is, the opposite bed is empty, look around, only to find that there is no one in the whole ward, wait for about ten minutes, grandma brought in a bowl of chicken soup from outside the ward, saw Zeng Bixian wake up and handed the chicken soup to Zeng Bixian very happily,

"Xiaoxian, wake up, hurry, drink this bowl of soup while it's hot, it's not easy for this child to be born, you will suffer a big loss!"

"Grandma, where's the child? I want to see the child!"

"The baby is fine! Now there are nurses in the nursery to take care of you, you should drink the soup and make up for your body!"

"Didn't my mom come?"

Grandma replied with a sad face,

"Your mother is busy with work, it doesn't matter if she doesn't come, Xiaocheng and I will take good care of you, don't worry!"

Thinking about it, my mother still can't forgive herself for insisting on having a child out of wedlock, which made her lose face, forget it, let time dilute the resentment in her mother's heart!

"Boys, girls, I want to see kids!"

"It's a beautiful girl, the nurse will bring you over tomorrow morning to breastfeed, don't worry, the child is fine, have you figured out what to name the child?"

"Huang Cheng and I discussed before that the boy's name is Huang Shunyao, and the girl's name is Huang Shunying, it's a girl! Grandma, I really want to see the child, the child is all right!"

"Everything is normal, a very beautiful girl!"

Saying that grandma also shed tears of excitement, it is not easy for this weak young mother in front of her, like her grandson Huang Cheng, she was not born in a sound and complete family, she is a pair of hard-working people who have infinite yearning for the love of their parents but can't get it, I hope that these two young people will have a smooth sailing in their lives in the future.

Time flew by, and one day in mid-August 1988, Huang Cheng was notified of his early release from prison because of his active behavior in prison. On the day he was released from prison, Huang Cheng was very emotional when he saw Zeng Bixian and his grandmother waiting for him to come out at the gate of the prison with their children in their arms, although Zeng Bixian would come to visit him every month, but he stepped forward with his hands to hold a milky, soft child, Huang Cheng trembled involuntarily.

"Xiaoying, this is Dad, will you call Dad?"

The child's big grape-like eyes stared at Huang Cheng without blinking, but he watched quietly without saying a word,

"Bixian, you have worked hard to pull the child alone, I will definitely not let you work hard alone in the future!"

"It's not much hard work, grandma has been helping me, Xiaoying is very well-behaved, she sleeps when she is full, she plays by herself when she wakes up, she is very obedient, grandma says that Xiaoying is the most well-behaved child she has ever seen. ”

"My aunt wrote to us, when I come out, let's get the marriage certificate and the child's birth certificate as soon as possible, and if we have all the valid documents, we will go through the formalities for going abroad, and we will go and get the marriage certificate as soon as possible!"

Zeng Bixian nodded with a smile, reached out to take the child and hugged it, and returned to Wuhan by car with Huang Cheng and grandma, along the way Huang Cheng looked intently at the beautiful child in Zeng Bixian's arms, but it was a little strange, the child was very quiet, he didn't say a word, and a pair of big black eyes still looked at the strange Huang Cheng in front of him without blinking,

"Bi Xian, our Xiaoying is now one and a half years old, will you call your parents?"

Hearing this, Zeng Bixian's brows frowned slightly, and a trace of worry crossed the corner of her eyes.

"Huang Cheng, I don't know why, our child seems to be a little late to speak, one and a half years old will not be called Mom and Dad, I took the child to the hospital for examination, the doctor said that the child's hearing is fine, tongue-tie is also no problem, maybe the language development is a little delayed, this is all to blame for my lack of time to teach her well. ”

"Xiaocheng, Bixian, you don't have to worry, Huang Cheng didn't speak until he was three years old when he was young, and the child who spoke late was smart, and our family Shunying knew it in his heart, but he was smart!

Unexpectedly, when she heard adults talking about her Xiao Shunying, she smiled shyly and buried her face in her mother's arms.

A week later, a family of three wearing brand new clothes, carrying a large bag of gifts came to the door of the staff dormitory building of Huanggang Jihong Middle School, when standing in front of the adoptive mother Teacher Zeng, who had not seen him for more than two years, Zeng Bixian cautiously called Mom, and saw Zeng Bixian holding a little girl of about one and a half years old, it was exactly the same as Zeng Bixian when she was a child, Teacher Zeng was slightly stunned, 26 years ago that drizzly evening, when passing by the school gate on a dirty garbage room faintly heard as if the kitten meowed as if it had just happened yesterday, The soft baby trembling in his hand has been with him unconsciously for more than 20 years, and now he has grown up and become a mother, Mr. Zeng can't describe the current mood, I don't know why, Mr. Zeng has a trace of jealousy for Zeng Bixian, who has experienced the sacred mission of pregnancy and childbirth as a woman.

When I picked up Zeng Bixian, who had just been diagnosed with early pregnancy from Wuhan, because I tried my best to let Bixian go to the hospital for an abortion, the two of them had a very unhappy quarrel, since Zeng Bixian moved out of Teacher Zeng's house, I didn't expect Zeng Bixian to take Huang Cheng and the child back to visit her, watching a family of three happily appear in her own home, Teacher Zeng didn't know why she couldn't be happy, because thinking about your willfulness and selfishness, so that you couldn't hold your head up in front of your colleagues for more than two years, the more you thought about it, the more angry she became.

"Bixian, why did you say you came back? Isn't it okay for your family of three to live a good life outside? Why do you come back and let others see the jokes?"

"Mom, it's me who is wrong, it's me who is wrong, but it's been so long, no one looks at our jokes, we came back this time to get a marriage certificate, Mom, you know that I am the only relative in this world, please promise us to get married, okay?"

"Does it work for you if I say yes or not? You have all the children, and you still need to care if I agree or not?"

"Mom, I was wrong, please forgive me, let's get married!"

Zeng Bixian had already knelt on her knees in front of Teacher Zeng at this time and burst into tears, Huang Cheng stood aside with a very ugly face,

"Bixian, do you know what Huang Cheng's father said to me when you were lying in the hospital? Also, do you know the background of their family? Do you know that their family is not Chinese?"

"Mom, I know that Huang Cheng's father is an orphan of the Japanese war, but he is also a victim of the war!"

"Hmph, what a retribution, I really regret picking you up at the school gate 26 years ago, I really regret that I spent a lot of my beautiful youth raising a child who has no blood relationship with me, and after working hard to raise it, I gave the enemy's descendants as a daughter-in-law!"

"Mom, although Huang Cheng's father is a descendant of the Japanese, he was born and raised in China, he has never regarded himself as a Japanese, and now that China and Japan have established diplomatic relations for so many years, the hatred in history should be allowed to pass, and they should not still hate each other!"

"I am a victim, why should I forget this history, my biological parents, two elder brothers were killed by the Japanese in the Hankou air raid in 1943, I was taken to the countryside by my wet nurse to escape death, I am lonely, the tragic life of no relatives is all caused by the Japanese, do you know what I have experienced over the years? Do you think I will be happy if you marry a Japanese, and then bless you? Huang Cheng's father was right that day, I have been a teacher for more than 20 years, and the daughter I have educated does not even know the most basic etiquette, righteousness and shame, and she is pregnant before marriage, or with her own students, do you know what I thought when I heard this? I really regret raising such a daughter as you!"

"Don't say it! Bixian, let's go, without your mother's approval, we will still get married!"

"Let's go, I don't welcome you here! You just don't have my mother, and I don't have your daughter!"

"Mom, don't be like this, if you don't want me, then I'll really become a child without a father and a mother!"

Zeng Bixian's heart hugged Teacher Zeng's legs like a knife and cried, Teacher Zeng impatiently wanted to pull his legs and leave, Huang Cheng, who was standing aside, saw Zeng Bixian who was crying into tears, and saw that her mother was crying Xiao Shunying also grinned and cried, and the upset Huang Cheng stepped forward to pull Bixian, wanting to pull the kneeling Bixian up and turn around and leave, but Zeng Bixian insisted on not letting go, when the three of them pulled, Teacher Zeng lost his balance, fell heavily on the ground and hit the corner of the table, and his forehead immediately swollen a big bag, Zeng Bixian panicked, and wanted to carry his adoptive mother to the school's infirmary, Teacher Zeng insisted on not letting Zeng Bixian's back, and shouted with a fierce face,

"Let's go, don't let me see you again, if you don't leave, I'll call 110 to call the police!"

Zeng Bixian, who was physically and mentally exhausted on this day, didn't remember what her mother and Huang Cheng had a dispute about, and didn't remember how her mother was hurt between the pushes, she only knew that the whistle of the police car pierced the sky and was particularly harsh, only that Huang Cheng was held by two uniformed people and got into the dazzling police car, and the uncles and uncles, aunts and aunts who were all in the yard were acquaintances who watched them grow up, and when they pointed at themselves, Zeng Bixian took her daughter and fled in embarrassment, where should she go in the world?

Zeng Bixian, whose mind was blank, had only one sentence in her ears,

"I really regret picking you up at the school gate 26 years ago, and I really regret that I spent a lot of my wonderful youth raising a child who is not related to me by blood!"

He is really a person who will take revenge, ungrateful, and shameless, Huang Cheng has been involved by himself again and again to go to the Public Security Bureau, he is really an ominous person, a person who doesn't even want his biological parents, why do he still have the face to live in this world, because he has been looking for a place where no one is walking, unconsciously Zeng Bixian took the child's hand and walked to the riverside, Zeng Bixian was already crying with a headache, there was a burst of beating at the temples, and the river water under his feet transmitted a cool and comfortable signal, why is it so painful to live, and the mood of longing for the love and recognition of his adoptive mother since childhood has not changedToday's adoptive mother regrets raising her for so many years to make her people a joke, go down, go to the cool river, let the rushing river wash away your troubles, wash away the pain of this life, and reincarnate in the next life into a family with loving parents and parents, and a family that does not let you feel lonely.

Jiang Shui didn't pass his calves, and suddenly a childish child's voice sounded in his ears,

"Mom!"

Zeng Bixian glanced down at Xiaoying, only to find that she was still holding her daughter's little hand in her hand, after walking such a long way, the child endured silently and did not shout tired, this is still a child less than two years old, Zeng Bixian suddenly burst into tears,

"Xiaoying, mom is not good, mom is so tired, mom wants to have a good rest, are you willing to go to a place with mom without worries and pain?"

Xiaoying looked at her mother without blinking with a pair of grape-like eyes, fell silent again, didn't say anything, just wiped the tears on her mother's face with her hands,

"Xiaoying, my mother is an unfortunate outcast, you go with your mother, otherwise you are also an outcast like your mother, don't repeat your mother's mistakes, we will die together!"

Zeng Bixian was ruthless, took the child's hand and walked to the depths of the water, when the cold river water did not pass Xiaoying's waist, Xiaoying suddenly pulled out the little hand held in her mother's palm, and pulled the dress that was wet by the river, the skirt was not beautiful, it was stained with river water, Zeng Bixian did not continue to hold Xiaoying's hand, pushed the child back and said,

"Xiaoying, don't be a person like your mother, you must be the person you want to be!

In a blink of an eye, her mother's figure disappeared into the vast river, and Xiaoying stood motionless by the water, staring at the yellow water stains on her skirt!