Quan Yu almost slammed open the door, and then carried me directly all the way to the room, tonight Quan Yu was a little out of control, he added some strength when he bit me, and his movements were a little rude, I bit twice, hummed twice, and did not show weakness.

Afterwards, I was in Kwon Yu's arms, thinking about this humiliating process. At first, when I was at the door, I swore to die, but then I don't know why it became a situation where I wrapped my limbs around Quan Yu and wanted to eat him alive.

Kwon Yu looked very useful, rubbing his hands on my lower back and forth as usual, and then pinching my chin and biting me twice when he was free. Originally, it was still a situation where they had to eat each other alive, but in the end, they almost forgot why they quarreled.

Finally, Quan Yu broke the silence, looked at me with his head in his hands and said, "Rourou, I asked a friend to find a doctor who is more professional in treating Alzheimer's, and I will take your mother over to have a look." ”

Before I could speak, he added: "I'm sorry, I accidentally looked at your computer screen that day, and I saw that you seemed to be looking this up, thinking of what you looked like and what you said after you came out of the nursing home that day, I was thinking that maybe I could do something for you, don't blame me for making my own decisions." ”

The corners of my eyes began to moisten a little, and I was a little angry with him in the past two days, but he was still helping me solve the problem, and I felt a little guilty. Kwon wiped a handful of tears from my tears and continued: "Rourou, I hope you can rely on me more in the future, you alone can't solve all problems." ”

There were a lot of words in my head, but in the end, I could only say, "Thank you." ”

He was so thoughtful for me, I should also take care of his emotions more, and after thinking for a while, I explained: "Quan Yu, that night, I didn't know that I would meet Chen Mo, the place you took me to, Chen Mo took me to before, that is, from that place, I started a tragedy that was not big or small, so the moment I walked in, I felt a little uncomfortable." Later, when I met Chen Mo, it was also because he happened to be partying with his friends there and happened to see me, I didn't actually want to say anything more to him, and the past with him was already in the past for me. As for my discomfort, it's just because it was a past that made me a little sad, and in retrospect, there are still some faint pains, but if I can't let go of him in my heart, it's impossible, so many years have passed, those who have hurt me have learned to let go slowly, but you have to know that the wound occasionally hurts on a rainy day, that day I just encountered a rainy day, and then you suddenly treated me so fiercely I was a little uncomfortable, I don't know how to explain it to you. After you left me that night, I went to look for you, but I looked downstairs for a long time, and stood at the door for a long time, but I was too cowardly, too cowardly to come in to find you, maybe I was afraid that if you didn't let go of this matter, I would ignore me, and I was afraid that I would become a tragedy. In the relationship, I'm actually more passive, but once I find out that the other party is not loyal to me, I will immediately withdraw and leave, Quan Yu, my mother is my experience, I can't be like her, trapped in love for the rest of my life. ”

Kwon Yu looked at me quietly, his eyes black and white in the dark. When I had finished speaking, I said, "I know, I was scared when I turned away, and I wanted you to keep me, but you didn't." If I went back to look for you by myself, I couldn't pull my face, so I went back to my original residence, but I couldn't let you go, and I couldn't sleep at all. Later, when I wanted to open the window to breathe, I saw you standing downstairs looking at this place, I hurriedly hid behind the curtains, and I was excited at that time, at least, you don't care about me. I kept looking at you from behind while you were watching me downstairs, and you were so fragile under the streetlights that I wanted to rush down and hug you like crazy. But I held back, because I want you to think clearly, whether your heart is towards him or me, if I go down, and you continue to be with me because of soft-heartedness, it will not be the best result for you and me. Later, I watched you go upstairs, nervous and didn't know what to do, and I stood behind the door like a child. I rehearsed what you should say at first glance, but I heard you quietly go upstairs, and I waited for a long time before I heard you knock on the door, and then I heard you leave. Yau Yau, every footstep you take down the stairs feels like stepping on my heart, you know?"

I hugged him distressedly, "Quan Yu, I'm sorry, I should have been a little more courageous and decisive at that time, I shouldn't have made you so sad." ”

Kwon Yu comforted me in turn, "Fortunately, the result is good." ”

"Quan Yu, I didn't tell you why my mother wanted to live in a nursing home. ”

I made up my mind, told Quan Yu everything, and spoke exceptionally fluently, this nightmare that has been my nightmare for ten years, like a depreciated film, passed through the first class in my mind, and then passed through my mouth to Quan Yu, I thought I would cry, but from beginning to end, my eyes were dry, and I couldn't shed a single tear.

"Kwon Yu, this is my past, it has always affected me, so I have always been afraid of love, even when I am with you, my heart has always been conflicted. A voice is telling me that you can risk your life to save me, and my heart will definitely not be fake, and another voice is always reminding me that you are so much younger than me, and the future is very long, maybe you love me deeply now, but one day, you meet someone who is about the same age as you and more worthy of you, you will leave me. So I enjoyed it and scared at the same time. ”

"Moreover, I don't know anything about you, but I feel that your family background is definitely not as simple as it seems, even if you want to be with me forever, given my family background, will your family be resolutely opposed? So, on the one hand, I am indeed attracted to you, and on the other hand, I have been hinting to myself that I can't be emotional about you, so that no matter what we do in the future, I will not embarrass myself. ”

Quan Yu's hand on my waist moved up, supported my back and pressed it to his chest, and opened his mouth to comfort me:

"Rourou, my family background is not complicated, when I was a child, my parents' feelings have always been faint, and then my mother simply divorced, took me back to my grandfather's house, and later, my mother died in a car accident, I was arranged by my grandfather to go to the United States to study. I wanted to come back and try my luck and see if I could find you, while my grandfather wanted me to enter the company to experience it and slowly take over his family business in the future. Your grandfather's name should not be unfamiliar to you, he is the chairman of our group, Quan Jingtian. "Quan Yu's voice didn't even have a fluctuation, but I felt a little sand and gravel when I listened to it.

I thought that Quan Yu should not be an ordinary commoner's child, but I didn't expect him to be the prince of the group. Such a prince has been squeezed in this less than 40 square meters house with me, cooking and cleaning for me every day, the plot reversal is a little too fast, and I can't digest it.

Quan Yu didn't give me much time to digest, and continued: "I initially thought it would be easier to approach you as a simple newcomer, and if you knew the situation at home, you would definitely not help me move and take me in." ”

His body moved and then he said: "Later, I was afraid that after telling you, you would deliberately alienate me, so I didn't dare to tell you." Rourou, I've been waiting for you for ten years, and I finally have a glimmer of hope to get close to you, I don't want the slightest obstacle to be able to confess to you at the beginning, I'm really sorry. I have seen you and Chen Mo together with my own eyes, so seeing him appear in front of you again, I am a little out of control, my behavior a few days ago was very ungentlemanly, please forgive me. ”

"As for the age difference you have always said, I have never felt that this is a problem, as long as we love each other, what cannot be crossed, I only hate myself for not being born earlier, meeting you earlier. That way, we won't miss out on so many years, and you won't have to bear so much on your own. As for the question of our family background, my father has not been in touch for many years, and my grandfather has become very enlightened after the death of his mother, and you are so good, he will definitely like you. Rourou, I swear, in this life, in this life, in the next life, nothing can make me leave you except death, even if I die one day, I will leave all my things to you. I hope you can reassure you ... ”

Every word Quan Yu said just now knocked heavily on my heart, gently smoothed the slightly frowning brow in front of me with his hand, sealed what he was going to say next with his mouth, and couldn't wait to be one with him, his fingers wanted to brush every inch of his skin, and his body desperately wanted to get close to him, even if there was a little gap, he felt unsatisfied.

Quan Yu suddenly got up and buckled me under him, "Rourou, you are playing with fire", the last bit of reserve finally collapsed, "Quan Yu, I love you, I want you." ”

The person on my body paused for a moment and then began to tease every detail of my body as if it had been ignited, if it was rude when I first entered the house, the current Quan Yu was like a lion who had been hungry for a long time, and did not give me the slightest breathing space.

At the moment of relaxation, Quan Yu leaned in my ear, "Rourou, I will definitely die here with you." ”

Fingers ran across his cheek and wrapped around his neck, "Quan Yu, I love you, how can I bear to let you die here." ”

Quan Yu turned over and pressed me under him, his eyes sparkled, revealing a hint of incredulity, and said eagerly: "Rourou, what did you say?"

I looked into his eyes steadily, and said slowly, affectionately, without the slightest doubt: "Quan Yu, I love you, I was too entangled before, and I never dared to admit it." Because I'm afraid, I've never had real love, I'm afraid that one day you'll leave me, and if I confess my love and you leave again, I'll look pitiful, but for now I just want to tell you that I love you, I love you so much, you hug me ... ”

Quan Yu's voice was so low that it almost roared, and said, "Rourou, you say it again, I still want to hear it!"

I gently held his cheek with my hand and said to him: "Quan Yu, I love you, I want to be with you every day, I want you to be with me forever, you hug me! I want you to hold me all the time, can you always hold me?"

Under the starlight, there seemed to be water droplets rolling out of Quan Yu's eyes, falling on my collarbone, hot and hot, and then, he held up my head with the palm of his hand and pressed me hard against himself, and then kissed him fiercely, hair, eyes, eyebrows, nose, mouth, ears, neck, there seemed to be countless flames burning on my body, I desperately tried to get close to him, hugged him, just wanted to vent my emotions, just wanted to hold him tightly in my arms, and never separated.

Until I confirmed that we were no longer in the slightest, I couldn't help but lie in his ear and declare again: "Quan Yu, I love you, I love you." ”

Quan Yu froze for a moment and then tightly wrapped around me to prevent me from having any more strength to distract myself, and then shouted in a hoarse voice: "Rourou, I really love you miserably." ”