Chapter 412: Duanmu Yixin can't hold the scalpel

Duanmu Yixin will be brought home by Haosheng, as a result, he and Xiaotian had a good time, and they didn't leave, and they stayed that night, maybe it was really fate.

Originally, Duanmu Yixin just meant to take Yu Haosheng to recognize the door, but as a result, he became a child of the Duanmu family, and he didn't leave, there seemed to be a problem between Mrs. Yu and Mr. Yu, Yu Haosheng called back and said that he wanted to live in Duanmu Yixin's house, and Mrs. Yu immediately sent her son's daily necessities over.

"Doctor Duanmu, Ah Sheng will trouble you more, that kid only believes you, and you are his attending doctor, if there is any problem, with you, don't worry. ”

Mrs. Yu pleaded.

"Mrs. Yu, don't worry, my mother is at home, since Ah Sheng likes this, let him live here temporarily, you can go and do your business." ”

Duanmu Yixin nodded seriously, there are bad things in that family, and as Yu Haosheng said, Mrs. Yu used to focus all her energy on him, neglecting the family and her husband, and it may be too late to remedy it now.

"Thank you, Doctor Duanmu, this is Ah Sheng's living expenses. ”

Mrs. Yu said, took out a handful of cash, put it on the table, and said to Duanmu Yixin.

"Mrs. Yu, although Ah Sheng is my patient, he is also a friend, he is like a younger brother, what living expenses do his family want, and it is just a pair of chopsticks, besides, he is here, help me take Xiaotian, I really want to say, I have to pay him for his work. ”

Duanmu Yixin shook his head and pushed the money in front of Mrs. Yu.

"Doctor Duanmu, I must come up with this living expenses, otherwise I will let Ah Sheng go home. Mrs. Yu also said resolutely.

"Sister Xin, I'm very good at eating, if you don't accept it, I'm in a bad mood, but it will affect my condition. ”

At this time, Yu Haosheng came over and pretended to be serious.

"Mrs. Yu, Ah Sheng, I really can't accept it, in this way, Ah Sheng holds this money himself, you usually have to buy things, what ......do you need?"

"No, who still uses cash now, it's too earthy, and I have a card, Sister Xin, if you don't want it, I'll transfer it directly to your account." ”

Yu Haosheng said again.

"I'm afraid of you, so let's ask my mother, the life of our family is actually arranged by my mother, so you have to ask her how much living expenses you need. ”

In the end, Cheng Susu only received 10,000 yuan, and this 10,000 yuan was still shoehorned by Yu Haosheng, looking at his son on the other side of Duanmu's house, Mrs. Yu was very relieved when she left.

After so many years, she has been used to it, in fact, she doesn't care whether she is divorced or not, but she can't let everything that belongs to his son be snatched away by outsiders, as a mother, he has to defend her son's rights.

Originally, she was still a little worried, but now she lives in Duanmu's house, so as not to let her son know about it and affect his body.

Mrs. Yu left, Duanmu Yixin and Yu Haosheng didn't know that she was going forever, but she also used her life to defend the rights that belonged to her son in her opinion.

In the blink of an eye, Yu Haosheng has been living in Duanmu's house for a week, although she will Ye Qingcang fight every day, but there is one thing he still accepts, for Ye Qingcang he calls Uncle Ye, Duanmuyan and Cheng Susu, he also calls grandpa, grandma, Haoran and Zhixin call him brother, but for Duanmu Yixin's title, he insists on refusing to call aunt.

"Yixin, you're here, you just sent a patient with a cardiovascular burst that needs immediate surgery......"

As soon as Duanmu Yixin arrived at the hospital, the director of the department came over.

"Okay, I'll prepare. ”

Surgery is a parental convenience for surgeons, and Duanmu Yixin is very used to it.

Twenty minutes later, Duanmu Yixin came to the operating room, everything was ready, and Duanmu Yixin came to the operating table.

picked up the scalpel, but suddenly there was a flicker in front of his eyes, and the scene in the United States seemed to be repeated in front of his eyes, and Duanmu Yixin's hand was trembling slightly.

"Doctor Duanmu"

The assistant on the side reminded him several times, but Duanmu Yixin was sweating on his forehead, and large pieces of sweat were dripping.

"Dr. Duanmu, it's time to get started. The assistant on the side reminded again.

"I'm sorry, I'm going to ask the director to do this surgery. ”

Duanmu Yixin put down the scalpel and left the operating room with his head bowed.

"Director, I'm a little uncomfortable, can I trouble you ......with this operation?"

The director saw that Duanmu Yixin's face was pale, and his forehead was covered with sweat, and he was very worried.

"Doctor Duanmu, you are not feeling well, rest first, and I will arrange the operation. ”

You must know that since Yu Haosheng's operation was successful, now Duanmu Yixin is a big celebrity in the hospital, and it is obvious that Duanmu Yixin will be promoted soon, who will give her difficulties. Besides, Duanmu Yixin's current face is not right at first glance, if she is really allowed to have surgery, in case something is wrong, they will not be able to explain it to the patient's family.

The director called the nurse and helped Duanmu Yixin back to the ward.

"Doctor Duanmu, do you need to drink some hot water first, do you need to call Ye Shao and ask him to pick you up?"

Seeing Duanmu Yixin's appearance, the little nurse was also very worried, for fear that she would make a mistake.

"No need, I'll just rest for a while, you go get busy. ”

Duanmu Yixin waved her hand, at this moment, she needed to be alone for a while.

The little nurse went out, Duanmu Yixin lay on the table, she didn't know why this happened, before the operation, she was in a good state, but as soon as she entered, she felt particularly depressed, when she picked up the scalpel, she was even more dizzy, and the scene of the past was constantly playing back in front of her eyes.

Duanmu Yixin has been in the office, and the director has been in town in person for a long time, so no one knows that Duanmu Yixin is sick.

At noon, Duanmu Yixin left, but she didn't go home, she was a doctor herself, she knew her own situation, she knew that she had never crossed the psychological hurdle.

Walking on the street alone, it will be May Day in a few days, and slogans celebrating May Day are posted on the street, but at this time, Duanmu Yixin has no intention of appreciating it.

When he was tired of walking, he found a café and sat down, ordered a cup of mocha, and when he stirred the coffee, he looked at his hands, which were so slender and so young, couldn't he even hold a scalpel in the future?

was extremely depressed in her heart, Duanmu Yi thought of Hu Xuemei, in the past, if there was anything unhappy, Sister Mei accompanied her and enlightened her.

"Senior sister, I'm Yixin, are you at work now?" asked Duanmu Yixin.

"Rest today, Yixin, you are really bold, you don't squeak when something so big happens in the United States......"

"Senior sister, can you come out for a cup of coffee?"

Duanmu Yixin will have no intention of thinking about things, just the way.

"Okay, I'll go. ”

Hu Xuemei finally realized that something was wrong, and rushed over after putting down the phone, fortunately, there was no traffic jam on the road during work time, and it was not too far, and it was half an hour.

"Yixin, what's wrong with you? Hu Xuemei sat down and said worriedly.

"Senior sister, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold a scalpel in the future, these hands are ......"

Duanmu Yixin stretched out his hand and said in a trembling voice.

"Yixin, what's wrong with you? Could it be that your hand was injured in this accident?" Hu Xuemei said and picked up Duanmu Yixin's hand and looked at it nervously.

Duanmu Yixin shook his head.

"No, I'm not injured, sister, I had an operation this morning, but after entering the operating room, I felt very depressed, when I stood in front of the operating table, the events of that day seemed to be repeating itself in front of my eyes, my hands couldn't stop shaking, and I couldn't even hold the scalpel steadily, sister, what should I do?"

Duanmu Yixin said a low cry, she is a surgeon, the most important thing is these hands, if these hands no longer obey the call, what should I do?

"It's okay, it's okay, as long as your hand doesn't hurt, it's okay, you may have happened too much in the United States, it's too depressing, don't put pressure on yourself, don't think nonsense, or you take a vacation, go out for a vacation, relax. ”

Hearing Duanmu Yixin say this, Hu Xuemei immediately understood, Duanmu Yixin is probably a psychological reason, if it is too serious, she will suggest that Duanmu Yixin see a psychiatrist, but now, she feels that there is no need for that, Duanmu Yixin, she needs to take a good rest, it is conceivable that during that time in the United States, she must have been in a state of mental depression for a long time.

"Relax, senior sister, I don't need to be distracted, maybe it's just that I've rested for too long, maybe it'll be fine after a while"

Duanmu Yixin picked up the coffee and took a sip, but felt bitter in his mouth.

"Have you eaten at noon? You look so bad, eat something." ”

Hu Xuemei said and called the waiter

"I can't eat, I don't have an appetite, senior sister, please help me keep this matter secret, don't let my father and mother know, I don't want them to worry about me." ”

Duanmu Yixin said that at this time, she was seriously considering Hu Xuemei's words, whether she was going out on vacation to relax, otherwise, if there was another operation, she didn't know how to tell the leader.

"No, but Yixin, don't put too much pressure on yourself, it's all over, although that innocent girl is miserable, but you have done your best to help her take revenge, and she should rest in peace under Jiuquan." ”

Hu Xuemei persuaded again.

Duanmu Yixin didn't speak, if she was stronger, that girl might not have to die, everyone told her that she had done her best, that girl's death had nothing to do with her, but she just couldn't get over the psychological hurdle.

"These days, I've been asking myself, why did we choose to be doctors ......in the first place?

"Yixin, now is not the ancient times, people also have a great prejudice against doctors, we can't control others, just ask ourselves to have a clear conscience, from the initial choice to apply for medical school, some people's goal is not to save lives, just for the greater good, the knife in our hands is a tool to save people, but in the same way, it can also become a tool for killing, just in terms of appearance, it is a weapon to kill......"

Hu Xuemei enlightened Duanmu Yixin, because of Duanmuyan's relationship, their relationship is very good, and their relationship is also very good, and now Duanmu Yixin is like this, she is also worried.