Since Jiang Ruo returned from the island, she has said goodbye to social networking sites for a long time, and on weekdays, more than 100 messages are displayed on the icon.

When the child was born, Jiang Ruo didn't say anything about it, and Wang Zhao only knew about it after receiving Lu Huaishen's group message.

Because Jiang Ruo had just given birth, it was inconvenient for male friends to visit, and one day, Wang Zhao, Ji Lanzhi and Lu Xingye came to visit one after another, but because of premature birth, they needed to live in an incubator for special care, and they didn't see the child on a trip.

In the past two years, the Ji family has had several younger siblings, nephews and daughters-in-law have given birth to children in a row, and Ji Lanzhi has experience, so she is helping Jiang Ruo to watch her sister-in-law in advance.

I thought that Jiang Ruo was still a month away from the due date, and it was not too late to be sure before giving birth, but I didn't expect her to give birth several weeks in advance, and she hurriedly adjusted the time with someone.

As for the lactation nurse and professional postpartum care, Lu Huaishen has made arrangements for it.

Aunt Wu is not very proficient in bringing newborns, but when Jiang Ruo was pregnant, in order to help in the future, she was also studying with books, but in the first few months, she still needed a professional confinement lady.

Aunt Wu is so attentive, Jiang Ruo sees it, Aunt Wu's son may have been innocently implicated because of her, after she came back from the island, Aunt Wu's son actually did not recover, and immediately came back to take care of her after learning the news, and for half a month, the two hospitals ran back and forth, cooking and cooking two.

In order to make himself feel at ease, Jiang Ruo gave Aunt Wu a large amount of red envelopes on the grounds of the year-end bonus during the Lantern Festival to compensate Aunt Wu's family.

Wang Zhao wanted to see Manman, and learned that the child would be brought to breastfeed at a specific time, so he came over the next day to keep watch for a long time.

It was not a coincidence when he first came, Jiang Ruo had just finished feeding, and the child was taken away, and he waited for two or three hours before waiting for the little guy.

It's just that Manman is too different from Wang Zhao's impression, Lu Huaishen showed her the photo yesterday, she didn't believe it, guessing that it must be Lu Huaishen who made people ugly.

When she saw it now, she couldn't say it was ugly, but the little lump of flesh that was red and wrinkled like a monkey, she really couldn't imagine that it was born by Jiang Ruo. Thankfully, she hadn't seen him still covered in vernix fat when he was pulled out of his belly.

Due to the full premature birth, the skin is thinner, and the blood vessels are clear, which makes people afraid that they will break if they touch it.

I only dare to touch the baby's face and hands after washing and disinfecting my hands, and I can't put it down when I touch it, staring at his red and tender lips and smashing it, my heart is going to melt.

But when Qiao Hui encouraged her to give her a hug, Wang Zhao was full of rejection, "No, no, no, no......"

Lu Huaishen and Qiao Hui took turns hugging each other, and the nurse began to urge, "Okay, Mom and Dad give me the child." ”

Wang Zhao was also worried when he saw it, he was finally born, and they got along so shortly.

But for Jiang Ruo herself, she not only has to endure psychological suffering, but also physical pain.

The pain of the knife wound on her stomach, the pain of swelling of the breasts, the pain of pressing the stomach to discharge lochia, each pain made her feel unbearable.

Qiao Hui would leave in the evening, and Lu Huaishen stayed with her. At night, she would wake up in pain because of blocked milk, and the child did not need breast milk all the time, so she had to use a breast pump to express it and seal it in the refrigerator.

Lu Huaishen didn't worry about giving her to the moon sister-in-law, he would wake up when he heard her humming twice at night, and Jiang Ruo was not used to revealing his privacy in front of outsiders, so he pumped milk and wiped his body, and he personally helped by the side.

Lu Huaishen lived here with her completely, except for particularly urgent work, everything else was pushed back or handed over to others.

A few days after giving birth, Jiang Ruo had a fever at night, which was acute mastitis, and his body temperature soared to 39 degrees 8.

Jiang Ruo had to undergo fever treatment, and he couldn't feed him anymore for the time being, so he could only drink the milk he had hoarded before.

Jiang Ruo's fever has not subsided, and news came from the neonatal room, full of jaundice.

Even if doctors reassure them that this is normal, and that jaundice lasts longer in premature babies than in full-term babies, they are prepared for it.

Jiang Ruo felt pain all over her body, and the fever burned so much that her eyes were hot, and at this time, the psychological defense line collapsed for a while, and she felt unprecedented helplessness and despair.

Then for a while, there was repeated breast inflammation and fever subsidence. Even if Lu Huaishen was by her side all the time, she still felt like a lonely boat.

No matter how attentive Lu Huaishen is to her, even if she can't do without him, as long as she sees him, Jiang Zhouman's words that day will always appear in her mind.

Subsequently, her breast milk became less and less, and finally she was forced to stop breastfeeding, and the breast milk she had hoarded before was mixed with milk powder.

At night, Jiang Ruo was crying in the quilt and couldn't breathe, Lu Huaishen woke up when he heard a little sobbing, came to bed and hugged him from behind.

Jiang Ruo was reluctant to let him touch it, she hadn't washed her hair for several days, and she felt that she was very greasy now.

Lu Huaishen gently but forcefully locked her in his arms, "Even if Man Man doesn't drink breast milk, he is also your child." ”

Jiang Ruo shook his head in his arms, it was not just that she couldn't breastfeed, but these things before and after childbirth, big and small, seemed to overwhelm her.

After Jiang Ruo was approved to be discharged from the hospital, although his full weight had reached the standard, he could not be discharged from the hospital because of jaundice.

Jiang Ruo did not go to the special confinement club, but returned to his home in Hualing Mansion with Lu Huaishen, and the postpartum care project was done regularly.

Every day she wakes up, she has a sense of unreality, she will subconsciously touch her small belly, and there are no little feet to kick her occasionally, but she can't see the little person.

Jiang Ruo seemed to have returned to the time when he had just returned from the island, and his mental condition was getting worse day by day, and he could only get a moment of comfort when the hospital was full of visits at the specified time.

Lu Huaishen found that Jiang Ruo was becoming more and more silent day by day, and one morning after breakfast, he only took a phone call in the study and came out, and found that she got out of bed and stood on the balcony of the bedroom, holding on to the railing, staring down in a daze.

Lu Huai took a deep breath and went over to bring her in.

Jiang Ruo said: "It's too stuffy inside, and now there is no wind outside, I'll stand for a while and go in." ”

Lu Huaishen said: "You wait. ”

Then he went in and took a large cashmere shawl of hers, and a knitted hat, which Jiang Ruo was wrapped in by him and put on a hat again.

Jiang Ruo touched the hat on his head and couldn't help laughing: "It's almost summer now, and this is too thick." ”

Lu Huaishen straightened his hat, gave her a haircut, and insisted: "Don't get cold." ”

"Isn't this windless? And why are you so unscientific?"

"The tradition of the ancestors still has a certain amount of truth, what if it really falls into the root of the disease?"

Jiang Ruo was speechless, since giving birth to the child, she has also washed her head and bathed, just standing in the sun for a while, still afraid that she will fall ill?

Even so, she accepted his concern with all her heart.

Lu Huaishen hugged her from behind and said, "You can't stand for a long time, lean back against me, it will be easier." ”

"Okay. Jiang Ruo did so, leaning the weight of the whole person on him, and Lu Huaishen had no pressure.

"Stand for a while and go in. "Lu Huaishen is very strict.

"Okay. ”

Jiang Ruo leaned on his arms, and his body was shining by the sun, warm. She walked attentively, staring at the clusters of purple and red flowers on the branches of the green trees in the community.

His voice suddenly came from above his head: "I plan to give you the shares of the Jiang family that I have in hand now, you can find a time to contact Gao Sui and ask him to help you follow up the process." ”

Jiang Ruo was stunned.

The frequency of the chest vibration when he spoke came from behind him, which was obviously very real.

The smile on her face was gone, Jiang Zhouman's words were still in her ears, and she blurted out: "Are you pitying me?"

This answer was beyond Lu Huaishen's expectations, he thought that Jiang Ruo would be surprised and hesitate, but it shouldn't be this kind of reaction.

He didn't speak for a moment.

Jiang Ruo suddenly broke away from his embrace, and then asked, "Let me ask you, do you pity me, or is it because I am full of rewards for giving birth?"

Lu Huaishen looked at Jiang Ruo's eyes full of sarcasm, and his mind went blank for a moment.

He was incredulous at first, and then laughed at himself: "So I am this kind of person in your eyes?"

Jiang Ruo sneered angrily: "Yes! From the beginning to the present, you have been planning for so long, isn't it to compensate Du Shengyi, the Jiang family is yours now, you give it to her, you planned to do this from the beginning, what are you doing for me?"

The tenderness in Lu Huaishen's eyes disappeared inch by inch, and he looked at her with disappointment in his eyes for a few seconds, and then turned to leave.

Jiang Ruo stood on the balcony in a daze, only chagrined, and soon after, she heard the sound of the door closing, and her eyes were blurred with tears instantly, she wiped her tears and followed.

A short distance from the room to the entrance, Jiang Ruo burst into tears.

Aunt Wu was washing dishes in the kitchen, facing the direction of the living room, thinking about things in her head, and the confinement lady was also standing in the kitchen and didn't pay much attention to the noon menu, and when she heard the two closing doors, both of them were stunned.

Aunt Wu went to the room to look, and the husband and wife were gone.

Jiang Ruo pressed the elevator while crying, she hated her extreme sensitivity, and regretted saying such things to him without knowing the reason and under unilateral assumptions.

Jiang Ruo was still wearing indoor slippers on her feet, and when she arrived at the underground parking lot, the light was not very bright, her eyes were blurry, and on the right side of the elevator was their parking space, and there were two cars parked in the parking space, one dark and one light color, one hers and one Lu Huaishen.

But she glanced over and saw that there was no one in his car.

Jiang Ruo squatted down on the spot, covering his face and crying bitterly.

Lu Huaishen stood at the back of the car, just unpacking the baby car seat in the trunk, he was studying the manual, to see how to install it, suddenly heard a cry, he froze, bypassed the car, and saw Jiang Ruo who was squatting on the ground and crying so much that he couldn't help himself.

Jiang suddenly heard an angry voice, "What are you doing?"

She raised her face, and in the blurred vision, Lu Huaishen stood a few steps away.

Lu Huai was angry, both angry and distressed, seeing her crying red eyes, his tone couldn't be heavier anymore, he had no choice but to step forward and pull her up, "What are you running down for?"

Jiang Ruo's face was full of snot and tears, Lu Huaishen asked her to sit in the car, and found a tissue for her to wipe.

Lu Huaishen wrapped her nose with a tissue, "Blow." ”

Jiang Ruo looked at him obediently.

Lu Huaishen didn't dislike it, and threw the paper towel into the car trash can.

Jiang Ruo passed over from the co-pilot, climbed on top of him and hugged him, burying his face in his neck.

"I didn't mean to, I don't know what's wrong with me...... Jiang Ruo began to sob again, Lu Huaishen's eyes before leaving were like needles pricked in his heart, always reminding her how hurtful those words she said.

Lu Huai's deep throat was difficult, and patted her on the back, "I should have explained it to you a long time ago." ”

"Don't be mad at me. Jiang Ruo hugged him tighter.

She was afraid that these words would chill him, and that he would eventually leave her.

"Well, don't be angry. Lu Huaishen bowed his head and kissed her ear.

When Lu Huaishen heard that, he did get emotional, but how could he really be angry with her, the source of the Jiang family's matter was him. The psychiatric doctor had said before that Jiang Ruo might have psychological problems after giving birth, and after he made this discovery, he just wanted her to be happier, so that she could have some hope when she couldn't see the full days.

"Let's talk about this later, let's go pick him up first," Lu Huaishen said, "The hospital called just now and said that we can pick him up and discharge him." ”

As soon as she returned to the study from the bedroom, Lu Huaishen received a call from the hospital, she wanted Jiang Ruo to calm down, take Man Man back and surprise her, maybe she could wash away this unpleasantness, who knew she would follow.

Jiang Ruo cried again, this time he was excited, so excited that he didn't know where to put his hands.

Lu Huaishen patted her buttocks and reminded, "Go up and change your shoes and come down." ”

Jiang Ruo went up to change his shoes, and by the way, he also changed his clothes and wore a yellow fisherman's hat.

When he went down, Lu Huaishen had already set up the base of the basket. When they arrived at the hospital, the two received a full load and put them in baskets to take away.

When they went back, Jiang Ruo sat in the back seat with Manman.

The jaundice disappeared, and it grew a lot, much better than when he was born, and when he first put him on the basket, he was a little uncomfortable, and he chirped twice, and after a while, it was quiet.

Jiang Ruo was obsessed with watching Manman stick out his tongue and play with his lips, and when he pressed his chin when he stuck out his tongue, he would squint and smile at her.

Before he got home, Man Man was a little sleepy, yawning with drooping eyelids, Jiang Ruo couldn't help but pinch his soft little hand and kiss it.

The children are full of gratifying growth during this time, and their feet are like steamed buns, but their skin is still very thin, and they can be broken by blowing.

Manman seemed to be annoyed by her, very sleepy and unable to sleep, looked at her aggrievedly, and cried loudly with a pouted mouth, crying so that it was called a lifeless cry that was full of energy and long, not at all like a newborn chick, that is, only thunder and no rain, and no tears.

Jiang Ruo hurriedly touched his forehead with his hand and gently comforted, "I'm sorry, sleep obediently." ”

I was tired of crying and fell asleep, and I got home.

Jiang Ruo placed the crib in the master bedroom and wanted to take care of him personally, but the confinement lady only played an auxiliary role, and she wanted to establish a relationship with the child as soon as possible after missing such a long time together.

Qiao Hui, who received the news, came over after a while, but he was full of sleep, and he watched him with joy for a long time before going out.

Then he found Jiang Ruo and told her: "I plan to set up a boarding house for Cheng Xiao, I will come over and take care of you and Manman." ”

Jiang Ruo politely refused at that time, "There is someone here to take care of me, isn't three people enough?" You can just come and watch it when you want to watch it full, but Cheng Xiao is now a critical period, he is used to going to school, what if boarding makes him uncomfortable, and his roommate's snoring is different from other living habits, what should he do?"

Qiao Hui disagreed, "Boy, how can you be so squeamish." ”

Anyway, Jiang Ruo just didn't agree, and he was reluctant to live in the school, and secondly, he was afraid that he would sometimes be like this afternoon, which would make Qiao Hui see that it was not good.

I thought that if Qiao Hui really wanted to see it full at any time, he would let Cheng Xiao live here too, anyway, there were enough rooms here.

But after thinking about it, this place is farther away from Cheng Xiao's school, and he has to spend half of his time on the road in the morning, so it is better to let him sleep a little longer, and the third year of high school is tense and mentally stressed, so why bother.

And she had already seen that her aunt seemed to be very dissatisfied with Lu Huaishen, and said some embarrassing things openly and secretly, even if Lu Huaishen felt that it didn't matter, she would definitely have ideas in her heart.

couldn't take care of everyone for a while, Jiang Ruo was so anxious that his heart was in turmoil, the clever words and skills on weekdays disappeared without a trace, Qiao Hui was very persistent, she didn't listen to it again, Jiang Ruo was sullen for a while.

Lu Huaishen didn't know if he had been with Jiang Ruo for a long time, and he could probably guess what she meant from her words, and when he saw that she couldn't cope with it, he came over to play a round and said, "Otherwise, let's take Cheng Xiao over and live together?"

Qiao Hui glared at him, as if to say: You are everywhere!

She frowned and said, "It's far from here, how early you have to get up in the morning." ”

Lu Huaishen said again: "I'll send him in the morning." ”

Qiao Hui said without yin or yang: "You are so busy, how dare you bother." ”

Jiang Ruo interrupted her in disbelief: "Mom!"

Although Qiao Hui originally thought so in his heart, it was not that taste when the words came out. In fact, Qiao Hui is also very entangled and complicated now, and hopes that Jiang Ruo and Lu Huaishen will divorce, so as not to suffer another unwarranted disaster in the future. However, after watching Lu Huaishen take good care of Jiang Ruo for so long, and do everything himself, I really can't find a few men who can do it so thoughtfully. And his company seems to be quite busy, and it is not easy to take care of both sides at any time. In the morning, she asked him to get up early to take the child to school, and she really couldn't agree.

Lu Huaishen said again: "Then why don't I find an aunt and take care of Cheng Xiao's daily life and three meals?"

"Why spend this money?" Qiao Hui was still not satisfied.

Although she knows that Lu Huaishen and Jiang Ruo are not bad for money, this is completely in conflict with the consumption concept she wants, there is an Aunt Wu in this family, and a confinement sister-in-law, what postpartum nurse will there be in a while, this teacher and that teacher, and I will invite another aunt for the child?

Qiao Hui couldn't accept it when she thought of spending the silver in vain, and if it was Lu Huaishen's money, wouldn't it be a benefit from him, how could she be confident to let him divorce Jiang Ruo?

Thinking about it like this, Qiao Hui compromised, "Forget it, when I didn't say it." ”

Qiao Hui stayed here until the evening, and Lu Huaishen called a car for her and sent her back.

At night, Jiang Ruo talked about the daytime and felt that her mother had been a little weird recently.

Lu Huaishen nodded: "Mother-in-law has indeed been a little sharp recently. ”

Jiang Ruo rubbed over and hugged him, and asked cautiously, "Have I been quite sharp lately?"

Lu Huaishen didn't answer directly, and asked her curiously: "Why do you think so much today?"

Jiang Ruo stopped talking.

Lu Huaishen got suspicious early and guided her to say, "Did someone tell you something recently?"