Chapter 160: Righteousness is thin and cloudy
For a man, the pain of broken eggs may be more painful than the pain of a woman giving birth, so even a hard bone like me can't help screaming and screaming in pain. However, Song Wenming, a soft egg, suddenly fell silent after a few calls, and after a while, I realized that it was not good, but when Liu Huizai personally said that he was dead, my heart still trembled very much.
No matter how big my hatred and resentment are for Song Wenming, I just want to teach him a lesson, give him a lesson that I will never forget, and let Su Xuejing and her cousin know that they have to pay the price if they provoke me!
It's just that I really didn't expect that if I was not careful, I would kill someone by mistake, I didn't have time to think about it, I immediately threw away the cigarette butt in my hand, trembled my legs, moved to Song Wenming's side, stretched out my fingers, and probed his snort, really, out of breath, I reached out and touched his heart again, and found that the heart also stopped beating, Song Wenming, he was completely dead.
Suddenly, there was an incomparably panicked look in my eyes, and my lips kept squirming, muttering, "How could this be, how could he die?"
The first time I killed someone, this feeling, I was really scared and scared, after living for so many years, I never thought that I would really kill someone, even if the other party deserved to die, I didn't want to kill him, I didn't want to commit a crime, I didn't want to go to jail, I didn't want to fall into the abyss for the rest of my life, I didn't want to kill people to pay for my life, I didn't want to...
At this moment, I was completely confused, my heart was already surrounded by fear, and, Liu Huizai mixed the rivers and lakes earlier than me, compared to me, he was much calmer, after he calmed down, he carefully checked the Song Dynasty civilization, and then said to me:
"Brother Rui, you can't be blamed for this, we also have our responsibility, no matter how heavy you are, you won't let him die, he died, it should be because the torture he has suffered these days is too great and the fear is too deep, which causes his body to be weaker than a normal person, so he can't accept such a big stimulation and pain at once!"
Liu Huizai's analysis is the Tao, but my head is chaotic, but my heart is not confused, I know, he said this to comfort me, no matter what the reason, people were killed by my own hands, this is a fact that cannot be changed, so, when Liu Huizai wanted to comfort me again, I waved my hand directly, and said: "Don't say it, I killed people!"
Although I am afraid in my heart, but I can't shirk my responsibility because of this, I did what I did, since I have embarked on the road of no return to the black, I can no longer be a good person, tolerance for the enemy is cruelty to myself, Song Wenming has wanted to abolish me many times, kill me, I should have returned a tooth for a tooth, but I have never had the courage to kill, and I have not been able to bear the consequences of killing, but now, people are dead, I don't regret it, and I won't push the responsibility on others.
What I need to do at the moment is to calm down and think about how to deal with this matter, originally, with Song Wenming in hand, I can still use him to threaten Su Xuejing and use him to contain the Sky Wolf Gang, but now, Song Wenming is dead, which means that I am about to face the double anger of the wild wolf and the Song family, I think, even if I am in prison, they will not be able to let go of my brothers in the Loyal Alliance, this is what I am most worried about.
Of course, Liu Huizai also realized this, he looked at me firmly, and said to me: "Brother Rui, you don't have to blame yourself, this surnamed Song is vicious, and he is innocent, now a few brothers are present, no one knows who did it, let me bear this matter, anyway, I have a bad life!"
At this time, Liu Huizai's voice was particularly sonorous, his expression was heroic, and he did not twist at all, and a real fearless spirit was vividly embodied in him.
I know that Liu Huizai has been righteous all his life, so I will admit him to the Loyalty League, he is the first social person in my Loyalty League, my trust in him is unquestionable, but when I heard Liu Huizai's words, my heart was still touched, a person, no matter how righteous he is, it is difficult to bear the charge of murder for you without blinking, you know, killing someone is likely to be a capital crime, how can I let him die for me?
Thinking of this, I flatly rejected him and said: "No, one person does things and one person is responsible for it, I will bear this matter!"
My tone was very resolute, and I didn't give Liu Huizai room to negotiate.
However, Liu Huizai seemed to have made up his mind and was ready, he stared at me deeply, and said solemnly to me: "Brother Rui, do you know why I am willing to join the Zhongyi League? I don't want to be brilliant in the future, just because, I admire you, convince you, after joining the Zhongyi League, I have heard a lot of your stories, which makes me respect you even more, and I feel that you will have a great achievement in the future, and the future is limitless, I don't want you to have an accident like this." Song Wenming is dead, it will definitely lead to trouble, and our Loyalty League will also face a serious crisis, at this time, there can be no lack of a person who presides over the overall situation, if you are arrested, then the Loyalty League will be completely finished, and more importantly, you are going to turn yourself in, the people of the Song family and the people of the Sky Wolf Gang will definitely want to put you to death, and will put pressure on the police, even if someone wants to save you later, I am afraid it will be difficult, and I am different, I am a small role, even if I take responsibility, the people of the Song family must also know that the mastermind is you, they will not focus on me, when the time comes, Brother Rui, you will get out, and you can help the Loyalty League resolve the crisis, on the one hand, you can also think of a way to exonerate me, I believe in Brother Rui's ability, and he won't let me die in prison!"
Perhaps, only a person who is really mixed with society can see things so openly, yes, this kind of thing happens from time to time in the gangsters, the boss commits a crime, and the younger brother goes to prison instead of the boss, which is equivalent to a first-class merit and a great honor.
But this is easier said than done, and very few people are really willing to take the crime, especially the crime of murder, and if they don't do it well, they may lose their lives. Even if some people dare to take the blame, they know that they will have a future after they come out, and what is Liu Huizai's plan? My loyalty and righteousness league is still just a very small organization and gang, so what is the future? Liu Huizai's trust in me is entirely due to his optimism about me, knowing that I have the ability to have a backstage, and he thinks that I will have achievements, but all this is just his reverie, and whether it can become a fact is still a distant unknown.
Or, Liu Huizai is not looking for any future prospect at all, he just wants to do something for the Loyalty League, do something for me, he is really bold and courageous, for Huang Mao, he can stick a knife in both ribs, willing to cut off his hand for him, his loyalty and loyalty, is really unparalleled, my heart, completely moved by him, I also know deeply, what he said, very reasonable.
But I still won't agree, I can't pass the level of my conscience, I am not qualified to let others bear the mistakes I made, besides, the murder is too big, although this is a manslaughter, but the crime is not ordinarily big, I am not sure that I can save Liu Huizai, I have no reason to let him go to prison instead of me, so I also looked at Liu Huizai solemnly, and said firmly:" Hui Zai, I also clearly tell you, I don't need you to take responsibility, my righteousness has long been seen clearly, so I will take the initiative to invite you to join the Loyalty Alliance, and value you very much, you don't need to do such a thing at all, to show yourself, there is no need to talk about this matter, there is no discussion!"
Liu Huizai listened to my words and finally didn't say anything more, but his eyes were still full of worry about me, which shows that he really cares about me and doesn't want me to have an accident.
After a long pause, he said to me: "Brother Rui, no matter what, Song Wenming's matter, for the time being, the brothers in the alliance themselves are injured, in the hospital, if this matter is stabbed out, those brothers will be in danger, I think this matter can be concealed for a while, I will continue to guard here, you go outside, preside over the overall situation, let the brothers hide first, to prevent the retaliation of the Sky Wolf Gang, this is the most important thing!"
Liu Huizai said this, I also thought of it just now, indeed, Song Wenming is dead, and he is already powerless to return to the sky, if I surrender now, not to mention the chaos within the Loyalty and Righteousness League, my brothers will definitely suffer from the crazy revenge of the Sky Wolf Gang and the Song family, in this case, I will inevitably affect the brothers, so, no matter what the result is, I can't mess up at this moment.
So, after agreeing with Liu Huizai, I still decided to suppress this matter first and not expose it, only in this way can I temporarily contain the Song family and the wild wolf.
Having made up my mind, I left to settle my brothers in the congregation. Liu Huizai and his two brothers continued to stay here, guarding Song Wenming's body.
When I left, I said to Liu Huizai seriously again: "Brother, I have received your wishes, you can watch here, I will finish the affairs of the alliance as soon as possible!"
After speaking, I glanced at Liu Huizai with relief, and then left in a hurry.
When I got back to the hospital, I went straight to the beautiful man's room.
For the killing of Song Wenming, I can hide it from others, but I won't hide it from the beautiful man, I almost unreservedly told the beautiful man all about tonight's situation.
The beautiful man's injuries are not yet healed, and when he hears my words again, his whole person is directly bad, his eyes are full of worry, he is afraid that something will happen to me, but he can't think of a better way, his meaning, similar to Liu Huizai, is also to tell me not to admit it first, either destroy the corpse and destroy the traces, and then talk about it when it finds out to my head, or let people replace it.
I still didn't accept the beautiful man's proposal, I only discussed with him how to deal with the affairs of the Loyalty and Righteousness League and how to settle those brothers.
For this, the beautiful man also thinks that it is for everyone to hide first, once the death of Song Wenming is made public, then, with the temperament of a wild wolf, he will not care who killed Song Wenming, he will only identify me and regard me as the culprit, then, my loyalty alliance, my brother, will inevitably suffer with me, so the meaning of the beautiful man is to let my brother of the loyalty and righteousness league hide, then, the safest place can only be in school.
Although the people of the Sky Wolf Gang are fierce and aggressive, and they are also black, but they are no longer lawless, and they dare not openly break into the university campus to hurt people, and more importantly, my prestige in the school is not ordinarily strong, our students of Pheasant University, the most hated is the invasion of outsiders, if the people of the Sky Wolf Gang really dare to come to our school, maybe I don't need to take action, those students with a gangster nature, will also spontaneously organize to fight against foreign enemies, this point, once I was on the bar with the instructor, with hundreds of hot-blooded men in our school, it is impossible to let the people of the Sky Wolf Gang go wild in the school。 Besides, I don't believe that wild wolves have the audacity to openly hurt people at school, so as long as they hide in school and don't come out, they are safe.
After agreeing with the beautiful man, I reminded the beautiful man and asked him to pay attention to it, it is best to stay at school and not come out, and then, I ran to Ding Wudi's brothers, no matter what their injuries were, I wanted them to be discharged from the hospital.
For this sudden change, the brothers were at a loss, and I didn't explain too much, only saying that it would be dangerous to stay in the hospital, and the brothers looked at me and knew that the matter was urgent, so they didn't delay and went back to school collectively.
The others are better, the injury is not serious, only Ding Wudi's injuries are the most serious, and they are all carried back, in order not to affect Ding Wudi's injuries, I still asked my brother to send Ding Wudi to the school infirmary to continue to be hospitalized, and the others just stay in the dormitory to recuperate.
For what happened to us this time, the students of the school, many people have heard about it, and they all know that our Loyalty League has been hit by the Celestial Wolf Gang, the largest gang in the east of the city.
This night, nothing happened for the time being, but I slept very unsoundly and had nightmares.
The next day, I got up early and gathered all my brothers who had rested all night, even the seriously injured Ding Wudi, and we had a solemn meeting in a large classroom.
Most of the members of the Loyalty League came, even the girls from Suzaku Hall, which was equivalent to the largest meeting held since the establishment of the Loyalty League, and the members of the alliance also knew that something big had happened, and they didn't have the same laughing expressions as before, they all had serious faces.
I stood on the podium and looked at the members of the audience, speaking the words in my heart, my emotions were sad, and even my voice was very tired and sad, completely devoid of the impassioned enthusiasm of the past.
At the beginning, I bowed and apologized to my brothers, saying that I was sorry for them and disappointed everyone, originally, I wanted to take everyone to work hard, struggle together, and create a better future together, but I was useless, I was abolished, I let the Loyal Alliance continue to suffer, and let the brothers be injured repeatedly, it was not good for me as the leader of the alliance.
I said a lot, all of them from the bottom of my heart, and I apologized.
My words made everyone's faces even heavier, and their faces were full of sadness.
After apologizing, I solemnly announced to all my brothers that the Loyalty Alliance would be dissolved.
Suddenly, it was as if a bombshell had been thrown into the classroom, and in an instant, the huge classroom exploded, and everyone was shocked, surprised, and all talked about it, and couldn't believe it, asking me what was going on, why it was about to be disbanded all of a sudden, and they couldn't accept it at all.
To be honest, I have more heartache and discomfort than anyone here, last night, before the wild wolf attacked my brother, I had the idea of disbanding, but that was just an idea I wanted to escape from reality, but today, I finally officially announced it, I knew that I was so reluctant, but I had to disband, I made a big mistake, I have to face the criminal law, I can't give everyone hope anymore, it is impossible to let the Loyalty League go to the future.
In the face of the brothers' questions, I can't pour out my heart, and I don't want to make everyone more sad and sad, I can only explain to you with red eyes, saying that now the Zhongyi League is facing a severe crisis, it is from the Song family, the Sky Wolf Gang, and there is a terrifying woman against me, they will continue to suppress the Zhongyi League, the Zhongyi League has no development at all, I don't want to affect everyone, I can only choose to disband, so that everyone can live with peace of mind, and there is no need to hide.
However, my reason is obviously not convincing, the brothers are not willing at all, they joined the Loyalty League, they are ready to struggle, everyone has a bloody spirit that is not afraid of death, and the crisis we are facing is not a matter of one or two days, more importantly, I have been abandoned by the wolf, become a wasted person, this breath, the brothers can't swallow it, they all want to shame me.
Last night, even though the brothers were injured, but seeing me regain my strength, they were all regardless of the injury, very excited, I also promised the brothers at that time, I wanted revenge, but, overnight, I suddenly changed my mind, not only did not take revenge, but also disbanded the Loyalty League, how can this convince the brothers, especially Ding Wudi, he followed me all the way, he was seriously injured and couldn't help but stand up, and shouted at me: " Brother Rui, if you don't give us a convincing reason, we won't agree, what happened to you, you have to dissolve the Loyalty and Righteousness League? We are brothers, what difficulties there are, everyone can get through it if we unite!"
His words were sonorous and powerful, full of courage, and shocking people's hearts, and everyone present stood up and shouted one after another, the Loyalty League must not be disbanded, there are difficulties, everyone will break together, the more dangerous the road ahead, everyone should be brave to break through, not retreat.
At this moment, everyone showed iron-blooded spirit.
But the more brothers are like this, the more sad my heart becomes, the more fierce the feelings of reluctance, my eyes are moist, God knows, how reluctant I am to ruin my own hard work, how reluctant to leave this group of brothers, but the cruel truth has been decided, no matter how reluctant I am, I must give up, I am going to prison, the leader of the alliance is gone, and the Zhongyi League has no person who presides over the overall situation, it will directly become a plate of loose sand, and when the time comes, it will also be suppressed by the wild wolf, the Song family, and even the woman in red, in the end, it is these brothers who are injured, so the Zhongyi League must be disbanded。
However, looking at the situation in front of me, if I didn't say that I killed Song Wenming and I would go to prison, the brothers would definitely not agree to dissolve the Zhongyi Alliance, so when these brothers of life and death were making a lot of noise, I suddenly slapped the lectern and shouted: "Don't quarrel, I'll tell you why I have to dissolve the Zhongyi Alliance!"
In an instant, the noise was gone, all the people were silent, and the huge classroom was immediately silent, and everyone held their breath, looking at me, waiting for my answer.
I slowly glanced at these brothers with moist eyes, and the more I looked, the more painful my heart became, and after a while, I frowned and shouted hoarsely at the brothers: "Because..."
My words had just begun, but they were stopped instantly, and at the moment when I said the two words, the door of the classroom suddenly slammed and was opened, and a brother in charge of intelligence outside ran in in a panic, he saw me on the podium at a glance, and he didn't even care about breathing, and immediately shouted to me anxiously:
"Brother Rui, it's not good, something is wrong, Song Wenming is dead, it was Liu Huizai who did it, he has already surrendered!"