3 disappointments

The death of his mother hit him hard, and for him, the greatest warmth of that family was shattered by reality. I sympathize with him very much, like Li Jinyang, he will not show his vulnerable side to others, I even have pity for him, sometimes I will secretly rejoice in the tricks of fate, the little prince who was watching from a distance when I was a child was actually driven out of the castle by fate one day, I thought I was the closest to him, so I could save him.

But I was wrong, the only thing I could do was to stand by his side, the smallest one, the one he ignored the most.

Li Jinyang lived in his serious grandfather's house, the old man had experienced such a big thing, and he was immersed in grief every day, Li Jinyang was okay, when I saw him at school, he was relieved to the extreme. I would take the bus to see him on weekends, and I brought a lot of fruit every time, the former Li Jinyang was no longer there, he sat in the living room and looked at me irritably, eager to let me get out immediately, but he was wrong, I have known him for so long, I know his lip service, as long as I win the joy of the old man, even if I have great ability, he will not do anything to me.

I pressed him on the grounds that I knew his address and had seen all his family, but one day, I realized that I was wrong.

Li Jinyang in my mind is still like this, he will not be planted in my hands because of the mockery of fate, there is a greater conspiracy in his eyes, and in the moment when he is silent, there may be a huge disaster brewing.

On weekends, I stayed at the school gate as usual and waited for him, even if he never saw me, once the old man was not at home, I learned a lot of dishes from my mother, and I made all the food that Li Jinyang loved to eat along my memory, I felt that I had to give him warmth, so that he felt that I was a very good person, which the girls around him did not have.

It was raining that day, the suburbs were far away, it was already dark when I arrived at the place, I was afraid of the dark, very afraid, I walked to the door of his house and was already soaked, that day Li Jinyang was standing in front of his window on the second floor, he lit a cigarette and looked at me in the rain, the more impatient I asked him to open the door, the happier he was, the car passing along the road made a lot of muddy roads on me, and finally even the food was wet, Li Jinyang looked very annoyed, and shouted at me from upstairs: "Take your garbage away, I won't accept your garbage here." "At this time, the old man has woken up, and the thunder was loud that day, it should have been moved by my actions, in fact, this kind of thing, only you can be moved.

Nothing to do with him.

The old man asked me to enter the house, I said forget it, I won't go in, the food at the bottom is still very clean, I handed it to the old man and said that my mother made it, I dare not say that I made it myself, because Li Jinyang will throw it out.

I didn't go to class the next day and had a fever. Mom said not to send it in the future, it was too stupid. I said it's okay, Li Jinyang doesn't have a mother anymore, and if I can, I want to give him half of all my warmth.

But I want to do my best to protect the little prince, and I don't like to accept my affection, because sooner or later he will have to protect his little princess.

Xi Yiran called me and asked me why I didn't go to class, and by the way, I reported to me about Li Jinyang's situation. At that time, I was a sophomore in high school, Li Jinyang was already in his third year of high school, he became the key protection object of the whole school, the teacher and the principal went to the office to talk to him every day, I really had few opportunities to communicate with him, no, it has always been rare, he had a class that coincided with the physical education class of our class, I was very happy, I was dressed very well that day, the physical education class leader of our class was in Li Jinyang's basketball team, I sent a bottle of water to Li Jinyang through him, Li Jinyang saw me along with the physical education class leader, and threw the water in front of everyone.

I smiled very happily when I saw this scene, and I took Xi Yiran's arm and said, "What do you think we should eat at night?" ”

I could feel Li Jinyang's smugness, but my legs were already burned and tired, and I didn't know how long I could walk this road.