Chapter 111: How did you get hurt at the time?
At night after the rain in midsummer, the temperature is not necessarily cool, and the air is restless.
She couldn't calm down, and her voice was low and hoarse, with a little nasal: "I don't want to do all the things that I don't want to bet all my hopes on uncertain, I don't think there's any point in trying to make you accept this marriage in any more way." ”
The car window opened completely, Jiang Ruo was forced to lean against Lu Huaishen's chest, and his heartbeat was in his ears, calm and powerful, but she didn't feel at ease because of his question, the heartbeat beat softly beat on the eardrums, like a life talisman, and a jump made her more impatient.
She looked up at him, stopped talking, and finally stretched out a finger and pressed it on his chest: "Because you are not ready to accept marriage at all, in fact, ......"
The man's sternum was very hard, Jiang Ruo's fingers were curled, and he retracted after pressing it, "You are the biggest variable." ”
For example, he has been with Jiang Zhouman for so many years, and she doesn't know if he will break up.
But since he would say that he would accept his marriage to her, he should have made a choice a long time ago. But what he and Jiang Zhouman did not dare to judge easily.
Her words had been made clear, she didn't trust him, and she didn't know if he was just improvising, or if he really had the idea of going on with her.
At this end, Jiang Ruo believes that he can't say too much at once, and he can't say it too clearly, there is a clear separation zone between people, and they need to find the right way to cross it slowly, and they are too anxious to cross it in one step, and it is easy to flash to the waist.
Between Lu Huaishen and her, there are too many troubles to solve at one time.
Jiang Ruo got up from him and returned to the co-pilot, because of her awkward posture, she could only rub her legs over, looking ugly and embarrassed.
Sitting back on it, Lu Huaishen picked up the medicine box and crumpled it into a ball and threw it aside, saying, "Don't eat it, it may not be useful if you eat it after so long, and it will cause great harm to your body." ”
After speaking, he didn't give Jiang Ruo a chance to think, and directly started the car and drove back.
Jiang Ruo was sullen about this, and Lu Huaishen said: "If you don't get it inside, there is little chance of getting pregnant." ”
"What if there is?" Jiang Ruo asked rhetorically.
Lu Huaishen said: "That is, you are unlucky, you can only be born." ”
Jiang Ruo suddenly felt that the phone call he had made before was all in vain, and he blocked his throat in one breath.
She changed her mind and asked him, "Lu Huaishen, do you like children?"
Lu Huai thought about it deeply and didn't want to: "I don't like it." ”
Jiang Ruo was incredulous: "Then why did you let me give birth?"
"I didn't say I didn't like myself. ”
"......" Jiang Ruo felt that the conversation with Lu Huaishen had reached a bottleneck, she exhaled with difficulty and looked out the window: "But I don't want to give birth." ”
"Reason. Lu Huaishen put his hand on the car door, staring at the unobstructed night road ahead without squinting.
Jiang Ruo suppressed the irritability in his heart and said, "My relationship with you is not suitable for raising a child, how many times do you want me to say it?"
Lu Huaishen: "The relationship between legal seals, what do you say is not suitable?"
Jiang Ruo: "None of us are ready to be parents. ”
Lu Huaishen: "I wasn't ready when I married you, and I got married." ”
Jiang Ruo felt that he couldn't refute it, and said anxiously: "I'm still so young, my body will be deformed when I give birth to a child, my skin will be saggy, and I will have a long pregnancy and lactation period, why should I waste my youth on giving birth to a child?"
Lu Huaishen replied to her: "The Lu family does not lack your salary to support the family, and you have plenty of time to recuperate and recover." Sooner or later, a child will have to be born, and the older you are, the greater the risk, so all your concerns are excuses. ”
When the argument reached a white-hot stage, Jiang Ruo couldn't listen to him at all, thinking to himself why did he want her things, her people and heart, and she had to take many unwarranted risks?
Jiang Ru pursed his lips and looked at his deep side face under the street lamp, and said word by word: "I just don't want to give you a child." ”
Jiang Ruo looked at him so seriously and attentively that he could catch his sudden change in face at the first time.
He didn't look at her, he pursed his thin lips, his jaw tightened with anger, and the sharp qi suddenly overflowed from the corners of his eyes and eyebrows.
The atmosphere was quite tense.
This was said two or three months ago, when Jiang Ruo was not at all worried about hurting people. Now that the times have passed, the mood of both parties has changed, and she can't feel any pleasure when she says such impulsive and sharp words.
Jiang Ruo regretted a little, but the words she said were like water spilled, and in such a situation, she couldn't say anything to redeem it.
Tonight, Lu Huaishen made things completely messed up, she didn't have time to digest and accept it, she was dazed and suspicious for a while, frightened and scared for a while, knowing that it was no longer a good time to talk.
She simply propped her chin and looked out the window, and when she had nothing to say to Lu Huaishen in a car, this was the action she did the most, leaving him with the back of his head and half a side face, and he didn't have to feel embarrassed by the long and suffocating silence.
Then the moment you get out of the car, all this tranquility will be gone.
Because of the round-trip journey, it was delayed for a lot of time, and I was in the car for a long time, and when the car drove to the cement mountain road outside the door, Jiang Ruo forgot to see the sky, a smear of gray was moving from the sea level, and the sky was soaked in dark blue with a translucent color.
It's four o'clock in the morning.
Lu Huaishen parked the car in the garage, Jiang Ruo took the lead in getting out of the car, walked through the corridor connecting the garage and the living room, slowly walked upstairs, passed the master bedroom, walked straight to the guest bedroom, followed by Lu Huaishen, unscrewed the door, and pushed her into the master bedroom by the way.
"What are you doing?" Jiang Ruo reflexively shrank back, frowned and asked in a low voice.
"Change the sheets. Lu Huai glanced deeply into the room and closed the door behind him.
Jiang Ruo's attention turned to the messy bed, and the clothes scattered on the ground before he had time to clean up, and the picture of his blushing heartbeat that made people blush not long ago involuntarily appeared in his mind, and the place where the slender and powerful palms caressed and softened, it seemed that there was still a trembling crisp feeling everywhere in his fingertips.
Jiang Ruo didn't say anything, only blushed and put his clothes aside, changed the bedding into a full set, and just straightened his waist, Lu Huaishen lifted the quilt and went to bed.
Almost didn't sleep all night, Jiang Ruo was so sleepy that he didn't even have the strength to speak, and looked at Lu Huaishen, which made her think that Lu Huaishen was also a person with a good face after all, and what she said in the car, aside from anything else, at least damaged his self-esteem as a man.
Jiang Ruo frowned, turned around to leave, but Lu Huai hooked her waist and took her to the bed, and she fell on the bed and lay on him in a prostrate position.
Jiang Ruo was stunned for a moment, then punched him in the chest, and an arm was pressed against her waist, making her unable to get up.
Lu Huaishen didn't make a sound, he kept maintaining such a posture, Jiang Ruo couldn't figure out his thoughts, and he was really tired, several times fierce and rushing, his body was sore and uncomfortable, so he simply lay on him and breathed smoothly without moving.
Jiang Ruo stared at the floor, and after a while, her eyes were straight and her eyelids drooped, and Lu Huaishen's body was a little hard, she fell asleep on her stomach, and it was extremely uncomfortable to press on her.
"I want to sleep. Jiang Ruo said vaguely.
"No one won't let you sleep. Lu Huaishen spoke in a nasal voice, lazy and low.
He glanced at Jiang Ruo lying on his body, his black hair was scattered on him, covering half of his face, from this angle, the bridge of his nose was quite pretty, and the tip of his nose had a rounded arc.
She furrowed her eyebrows and said, "It's uncomfortable." As he spoke, he twisted his body to show his dissatisfaction.
Lu Huaishen stretched out his hand to pull open the hem of her clothes, and was about to take off her blouse familiarly, Jiang Ruo came to his senses when he arrived, the blouse was a loose short-sleeved shirt worn when he went out, and he was stripped out of his clothes by Lu Huaishen before he had time to stop it.
"What are you doing?" Jiang Ruo grimaced, raising half of his body to snatch clothes from his hand.
Lu Huaishen lowered his eyes and looked down, his plump body was wrapped in smoky green underwear, which looked more full because of his leaning posture, and there was a light red on his fair skin.
Lu Huaishen retracted his gaze and threw her blouse to the end of the bed, "Change your clothes and sleep." ”
Jiang Ruo moved, glanced at the nightgown he took off before going to bed, it was cold in front of him, he didn't think about it, he reached out and grabbed it and put it on his body, then got up and took off his clothes and shorts, and then went to the other side of the bed to sleep with his back to him.
Turning off the light, Lu Huaishen spontaneously pasted it and surrounded her from behind, such a close and intimate action made Jiang Ruo's heart skip a beat, and inexplicably thought of a word: tenderness and sweetness, shocked and sour in his heart.
"Let me sleep. Jiang Ruo muttered in a low voice, sounding lazy and drowsy, and wanted to escape from his arms and go to find his pillow, but his head shrank into the quilt again.
Lu Huaishen pressed back half of her body that was far away without moving, and pressed his chin against the top of her head.
Jiang Ruo froze, not daring to move, she felt a headache and powerlessness, and said bluntly: "I can't sleep if you are like this." ”
"Why can't you sleep?"
Jiang Ruo said in a tight voice, "The posture is uncomfortable. ”
Lu Huaishen adjusted his posture and crossed an arm in the gap between her neck and the pillow.
Jiang Ruo: "......"
It was difficult for her to adapt to such a posture, and it was even more difficult for her to adapt to such a Lu Huaishen.
But when he was sleepy to the extreme, no matter how uncomfortable he was, he could fall asleep, Jiang Ruo pillowed Lu Huaishen's arm, and slowly softened his body, and his breathing was even and soft.
When he was half asleep, Lu Huaishen's hand touched the tattoo from under the nightgown, feeling the uneven old scars on his skin.
Jiang Ruo felt a little itchy, and his sleepiness became thicker, and he snorted lightly.
"How did you get hurt at that time?" Lu Huaishen's chest shook slightly as he spoke.
Jiang Ruo didn't really hear it, thinking that he was asking if it hurt at the time, and the vivid picture flashed in her mind, a little bloody, and she muttered: "Painful ......"
Then she felt that Lu Huai hugged her a little harder.
Jiang Ruo slept for more than two hours and was woken up by the alarm clock, her head was about to crack, and even breathing came from behind her, she took away the heavy hand on her waist, Lu Huaishen turned over and lay flat, with her arm on her forehead, "What time is it?"
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