Jiang Zhe said if he wanted to come to me, but I said no.

I took the bus home, took a serious shower, and then fell asleep in bed.

At that time, it was very close to Li Jinyang's entrance to university.

After exploring the haunted house, I didn't take the initiative to look for Li Jinyang again, I actually wanted to know why he suddenly disappeared that day, I was curious, but I knew that his reason must be very uncomfortable, so I didn't want to ask.

But Jiang Zhe came to me, he brought me snacks every now and then, and asked me to go to the playground to watch him play basketball, I laughed at him and said, "You glasses nerd can still play basketball." He said that it was, he was a well-rounded man.

I'm very relaxed with him, and I don't care about his emotions as much as I do with Li Jinyang.

He asked me to go to the playground that day, and it was already after dinner, and I skipped class to watch him play basketball on the playground, just to escape my horrible math class.

When I went to the playground, I saw Li Jinyang also playing basketball, he was wearing knee pads, wearing a white T-shirt, and a pair of very expensive shoes.

Jiang Zhe didn't wear glasses that day, I took a closer look at his eyes, it turned out that his eyes were double eyelids, and he was very nervous, and his smile was a crooked crescent.

I said come on, the college entrance examination is coming soon, and you have to review it seriously, don't be greedy for the court.

He said it was okay, and my voice seemed to reach Li Jinyang's ears.

He was very tall, looking at me with raised eyebrows, and next to him was his little girlfriend, the radiant and wonderful eldest lady, didn't she have a few stinky money in the family. I actually envy her in my heart, she looks better than me, her hair is as long as mine, and she can play the piano, and more importantly, I have been chasing Li Jinyang for so long, and she got it without doing anything.

But I don't know why, I don't have the strength to fight anymore.

I am no longer the little girl who has been cheering for Li Jinyang, I remember my horror that day, my fear, every time he was sad, I would look forward and backward like a sycophant, I played the clown for so long to please him, I don't have a friend of the opposite sex, I think as long as I work hard, as long as I find out one day that life is cruel, but I will not leave, he will see my good, but he didn't, over time I was tired, I know this mountain, I may have a long, long time to climb up, but it is also possible that I will fall off the cliff and die。

I remember that the competition on the court was fierce before, I only watched for Li Jinyang, I didn't like boys fighting for a thing, and then I knew that Li Jinyang played, I watched a lot of ball games overnight, he likes to eat spicy, I just wanted to learn to eat spicy like him, so spicy that my throat hurt and I would eat, I still remember that I used to squat at the door of his house and wait for him for a long time, he didn't come out, finally opened the door for me, or laughed at me, I still remember that I was isolated by the girls in our class, just because I liked him with more fanfare than others, so I had to bear it, he said I deserved it, I shouldn't be so public。

I said yes, yes.

Fortunately, I have Xi Yiran, the beautiful girl who dresses herself up every time and says that she wants to marry a rich man in the future, and it is enough to have her.

Jiang Zhe came over to hand me water and asked me if I was thirsty, I said no, he carefully pinched my face, and when I looked up at him, there was a moment when I wanted to give up Li Jinyang.

In fact, there are many beautiful things in this world that I ignore.