I came home in a trance, and my mom saw me come back: "Sent over?"

I nodded a little weakly, I don't plan to tell my mother about it, she definitely can't accept it, how can a peerless good man like Chen Zhiwen cheat?

"Why don't you bring the rice bucket back, I washed it, make some soup for him tomorrow and send it over, eat it outside every day, it's not nutritious!"

My mother saw that I didn't carry anything in my hand, and couldn't help complaining: "You, you're always not careful!"

I was a little weak: "Mom, I'll go back to the room first!"

Lying on the bed, my mind has been blank for a long time, to be honest, the impact of this incident on me is too great now, I never thought that Chen Zhiwen would cheat!

I used to think about it, but I had to forget everything and live with him after I married him.

I don't know if I'm too confident or naïve.

I really don't want to talk about love or not anymore, I just want to find someone to live a peaceful life.

All of this is really not what I want to do~

I suddenly missed Song Junxi at this moment, holding the mobile phone and holding it tightly, but I still didn't dial the number.

has already decided that they will never get along with each other from now on, what are they going to do with him?

I barely closed my eyes all night, and when I went to work in the morning, my mother stared at me for a long time: "Xia Xia, do you have something on your mind!"

"No! I've been under a lot of pressure at work lately!" I found it hard to put a smile on my face.

"Why didn't you have your ring!" my mom noticed that I didn't have the ring on my hand.

I smiled a little weakly: "I washed my face in the morning, I forgot to put it on the dresser, Mom, I'm leaving, I'm going to be late for work!"

"Then hurry up, I'll clean up the room and help you put it away in a while! Let's go, don't let Zhiwen wait!"

I coughed violently, almost coughing up the milk I had just drunk, choking there, tears almost choking out, even more uncomfortable.

"It's okay!"

I couldn't speak, I just waved my hand, closed the door, and left the house as if I were fleeing.

I couldn't even face myself, let alone how to face my mother.

I'm really a total loser!

When I got to the door, Chen Zhiwen's car was parked there.

I subconsciously turned around and dodged.

Chen Zhiwen got out of the car at once, his eyes were full of guilt: "Xia Xia, let's talk!"

I looked at him for a long time, and finally nodded, always giving him a chance to appeal.

I couldn't find a proper place to talk in the morning, so I ended up getting into his car and stopping at a small square nearby.

A few early risers and aunts were exercising there, and we found a stone bench and sat down.

I had a feeling that I had nothing to say to him.

Actually, when we used to be together, we talked more about work, Yuanyang has an unwritten rule, husband and wife cannot be in the same company, after I went to Sister Yueyan's company, I didn't even talk about work very much.

Actually, I left Yuanyang with the intention that I would definitely marry him.

Now that I think about it, it's a little ridiculous, but my departure fulfilled him and Zhang Keke.

"Xia Xia, I'm sorry!" I've been listening to these three words too much recently, and I'm a little numb.

No matter what name love starts in, but the end is absolutely inseparable from these three words.

I didn't say anything, I kept my head down, my hands folded, and suddenly after something like this happened, I felt that the man sitting in front of me suddenly made me restrained, and I was at a loss.

"Xia Xia, I really want to marry you, I have been dreaming of this for four years!" Chen Zhiwen took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, spit out his eyes, and choked a little, my throat that I had been coughing for a long time just now began to cough again.

He extinguished on the stone table and continued, "Until now, the person I want to marry is still you!" he said and laughed first.

"Maybe you don't believe it, but it doesn't matter, Xia Xia, now, I just want to ask you, do you love me?" Chen Zhiwen looked at me, eager to know the answer.

I can't lie to him, the only person I have loved from beginning to end is Song Junxi, in my life, there is no way to fall in love with someone else, this is a fact, but I can't say it.

"I really want to marry you and live a good life with you!"

"I knew that you didn't love me! Do you know what day yesterday was? It's my birthday, I went to look for you at noon, I thought you would remember!" Chen Zhiwen shook his head with a wry smile.

"I'm sorry!"

"Forget it! It's useless to talk about this now, Xia Xia, I thought about it, I still plan to tell you about this matter, Song Junxi's mother came to me!" Chen Zhiwen looked at me seriously.

"What did you say?"

"You're right, she's been looking for me!"

I could probably have imagined what she would say, but what I couldn't understand was what good it would do her to her if she ruined my marriage, and wasn't she afraid that this would make me and Song Junxi reconcile.

She's really a madman!

"Xia Xia, I came from the countryside, I can have today's results, I worked hard little by little, my younger brother in order to provide me with education, junior high school did not graduate and followed people to the coal kiln, and then an accident, people came out, but the leg was disabled, I haven't told you about these!" Chen Zhiwen's eyes were a little red.

He really didn't tell me this, and I, who had been with him for so long, never asked, he only said that no one in the family could get out, but I never asked why?

It's also that I care too little about him.

"Until I graduated from college, my family had a better life, married a wife and had children, my brother-in-law is also very virtuous, there are two children, although the family knows that I am doing well here, but I am afraid that this big family will come to me to embarrass me, so, I have never proposed to come here to go around, my today is my brother's sacrifice in exchange, I am now the only pillar of the family, my work can not be fine!"

Chen Zhiwen took the cigarette and didn't light it, his hands trembled violently: "Xia Xia, I don't care about the past between you and Song Junxi, I love you, and I can naturally accept everything, but my life can't withstand such a toss! I just want to live a peaceful life, leaving City A, or having any grievances with such a family is not what I want! Xia Xia, I'm sorry, I can't protect you!"

I shook my head: "I don't blame you!"

I understand his thoughts, he is in his thirties, he is not a hairy boy with a hot brain, he has a family to support, he has the right to choose the life he wants, not to mention that there is a Zhang Keke who loves him so much that he loves him desperately.