Chapter 163: Let Go and Fight
At the bottom of despair, what a joy it was to suddenly see the light of hope, and at this moment, I suddenly received a call from my father, which was really like grasping a life-saving straw on the verge of death. Although, I don't want to involve my dad and let my dad know about my unbearable things, but now my life is almost gone, and I may be assassinated at any time. I can't take care of it anymore.
So, I immediately said hello to my brothers, ran to the bathroom, picked up the phone, and suddenly, my father's deep voice came from the other end of the phone: "Laizi, I heard that you have a problem?"
My dad's voice was like the warm sun in winter, which melted my nervous heart at once. I whispered back to him, "Well, I offended the Sky Wolf Gang here, and they want to deal with me!"
My dad listened to my words, he was not a little shocked, his tone was still very indifferent, and said: "I don't care about the Heavenly Wolf Gang and the Heavenly Dog Gang, what I ask is, is there really something wrong with you?"
It turned out that my dad's main concern was always my body, and he cared about my mood and my dignity.
Hearing this, my heart touched again. My sensitive nerves couldn't help but beat wildly. My eyes are red, I know that this is not only a blow to me, but also to my dad, he only has a son like me, if I can't pass on the lineage, it means that my dad has no successor.
After a long pause, I said hoarsely, "Well, the doctor said that there is little hope for recovery, it depends on personal creation!"
I thought that my dad would be sad and sad when he heard this, but. To my surprise, my father's tone was still sonorous, as if there was nothing impossible in his eyes, and his somewhat displeased voice came: "Laizi, have you lost your self-confidence because of this?"
From my dad's words, I felt his surprise, as if he was a little disappointed in me, I remember very clearly, the last time I returned to school, I was so strong and indifferent, I also promised my dad that Wu Qiankun's son would not be bad.
But now, I really embarrassed my father, it was indeed this thing, it gave me a fatal blow, shattered my self-confidence, made me unable to be strong no matter what, and the courage and determination I once had were gone.
So, in the face of my dad's questioning, I was a little dumbfounded, and I didn't know what to say.
My dad didn't wait for me to reply, and continued to say forcefully: "My Wu Qiankun's son, how can you be defeated by this kind of thing, the doctor said that there is a 1 in 10,000 chance, you also have to give yourself self-confidence, have self-confidence, have the courage, try to recover, and are afraid that you will not be able to get better? Even if you can't get better, what's the big deal, you are still a man." When a person is knocked down, he can get up, but when his heart is broken, he is completely wasted. At the beginning, I was willing to let you go back to school, not because of how strong your force was, but because I thought that your spirit and will had passed, I didn't want to bind you, I wanted you to experience outside and really grow up!"
My dad's spirit is still full, he is really the kind of man who stands up to the sky, even if he falls, his heart will never be inferior, this is my white-haired father. But what about me?
I really lived up to my dad's expectations, from the very beginning, my dad told me that the road to the dark is very dangerous, it is a road of no return, but I still stepped on it without hesitation, I thought that I would create a world of my own, so that my dad was impressed.
However, when I really set foot on this road, I found that everything is not as simple as I imagined, I thought I was not afraid of anything, but it turned out that the root of life was wasted, it was enough to make me fall, I thought I was not afraid of death, but when I really died, I couldn't help but be afraid, I thought I was not afraid of killing, but if I really killed people, the balance in my heart would be inclined to moral and legal principles, I lost my courage, and I didn't have a real ruthless heart.
The society is dangerous, the people's hearts are also sinister, I first entered the society, the first time I tried a lot of things, but I found that it was because of the first time, I would panic, I would be caught off guard, I would not be calm, I lost confidence, I lost courage, I lost everything, in the face of the anger of the Song family and the wild wolf, I was helpless, the only backer in my heart was Boss Li, but even he was suppressed, what can I do? Can I really lead my student army to fight against the largest gang in the east of the city? That's undoubtedly hitting a stone with an egg, it doesn't matter if you die, it also affects your brother, I can't do it. ad_250_left();
Although I am ambitious, I also have self-knowledge, we are a group of students who have just entered the society, and it is the first time to even kill someone, how to confront the social veterans of the Sky Wolf Gang, how to face the pressure of the Sky Wolf Gang and the Song family, for the safety of my brothers, I can only choose to shrink in school.
Now, I can't even shrink into school, the assassination order of the Sky Wolf Gang is directed at me, I have to hide, and I have to find a safe haven, all of this, I don't think, I worked hard, but my development time is too short, I can't fight against the Sky Wolf Gang that has been entrenched in the east of the city, I really have more than enough strength.
After thinking about it, I still didn't promise my dad after all, and I didn't immediately give myself a hundred times the confidence, I told my dad the truth about my situation: "Dad, I also killed someone, I am the son of the big boss of the Song family, and now the people of the Sky Wolf Gang and the Song family are going to deal with me, and they want to kill me, I can't deal with them!"
In the face of such a big danger, I really don't know how to give myself self-confidence and how to break through the crisis.
It's just that after hearing what I said, my dad still didn't have much surprise, and only said to me lightly: "I've heard about your murder, since you have chosen this path, it is normal to carry a few lives on your back, as long as you do something worthy of your conscience, you don't have to blame yourself, as for the Tengu Gang, didn't your Uncle Li solve it for you?"
Killing people, for me, is a big deal, but in my dad's opinion, it is a bit unmentionable, he doesn't seem to care at all, and, my dad's tone, he doesn't even seem to care about the wolf gang at all, and he can't even remember a simple name, let alone ask me what the wolf gang is like, it feels like an insignificant little role.
After being stunned for a moment, I immediately came back to my senses and explained to my father: "Uncle Hai, he has helped me, but the Sky Wolf Gang and the Song family are powerful, and they work together, and Uncle Hai can't deal with it!"
I thought that after hearing this, my dad should pay attention to this largest gang in the east of the city, but it didn't come to pass, my dad still didn't care, he just snorted coldly, and said with a little dissatisfaction: "Heh, Li Shuhai!"
When he said Li Shuhai's three words, it was obviously meaningful, and my heart couldn't help but burst out a few times when I heard it, although my dad is a big boss, but sometimes his mind is very delicate, what he means now, it is clear that Boss Li didn't try his best to help me? Could it be that my dad thinks that Boss Li is very capable? What can he deal with the Sky Wolf Gang and the Song family, but he didn't do his best?
Didn't you do your best? Why don't I think Boss Li is not like that kind of person? He has saved me several times, without him, I may have died, I don't want my dad to misunderstand him, so I immediately defended: "Dad, it's not what you think, Uncle Hai..."
Before I finished speaking, my dad interrupted me and said categorically: "Laizi, you don't need to say it, I know that there are some things, you can't just look at the surface!"
Hearing this, I suddenly felt a chill running through my body, it was really terrible, Boss Li, I felt that he was very good from the first time I saw him, he never talked nonsense, he helped me when he should help me, I felt that he treated me as his own son, how could he not treat me sincerely? Is my dad suspicious? Or is my experience too shallow?
At this moment, I was full of panic, and suddenly remembered what the woman in red said to me that day, the water of the underworld was deeper than I thought.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but gasp, and at this time, my father's voice came again: "Laizi, listen, Li Shuhai is very capable, the predicament in front of you is not a big deal for him at all, but you have to remember that Li Shuhai is a person, you can use it, but you can't rely on it!"
My dad's tone is still light, but I can hear that there are too many deep meanings in it, which is the simplest but most profound explanation of Boss Li.
I have always trusted Boss Li wholeheartedly, I will believe whatever he tells me, I really thought that his ability was not enough to compete with the Sky Wolf Gang and the Song family, so he hid in school and didn't dare to go out, I even thought that he couldn't even completely shock the wild wolf, so the wild wolf dared to smash my six yards and injured so many of my brothers, including the beautiful man and Ding Wudi.
I killed Song Wenming, and Boss Li also told me that this matter made him a little difficult, and he also told me and my brothers to hide first.
Almost everything, he guided me, making me feel that the Sky Wolf Gang is the sky, I can't deal with it at all, and he can't help me, which makes me hide in school and can't think of a way, so I can't have the confidence to fight against the Sky Wolf Gang and the Song family, everything is just because I trust him too much and rely on him too much.
But after all, this TM is not the biggest crisis at all, as long as Boss Li is willing to help me, I will not fall into the current situation at all, which makes people panic. I said why am I so nervous here, but my dad didn't care about what I said about the Sky Wolf Gang and the Song family, it turned out that in his eyes, these two forces were not to be afraid at all, he knew that as long as Boss Li really helped me, he could easily solve this matter.
Obviously, what my dad meant was to show me that if he wanted to resolve this big crisis, he would use Boss Li, no matter whether he was sincere in helping me or not, my dad's face would always be there, and he would never refuse me on his face, and once he really pulled him into the water, he would help me no matter what.
At this time, I knew that although my dad was deep in his distant hometown, he knew everything about me, no wonder he was relieved that I ran to this city alone to mix in the dark, it turned out that the person he introduced to me at the beginning was a person who could be able to reach the sky in this city, but this Boss Li has been fooling me, my dad just called and emphasized to me that he can use Boss Li's power to solve the crisis, but he can't trust and rely too much.
Therefore, my main direction is to develop my own power, so that I don't have to rely on others for everything, after all, only myself is the most reliable.
However, even if I can ask Boss Li to help me fight against the Song family and the Sky Wolf Gang, but for this assassination, he is helpless, this kind of thing, unless Boss Li himself follows me closely, it is possible to keep me safe, otherwise I am easy to be killed, thinking of this, I immediately expressed my worries to my father:
"Dad, there is one thing, Boss Li may not be able to help me, that Sky Wolf Gang, in order to take my life, even issued an assassination order against me, assassination is impossible to prevent at all, and my strength is not good, although I have exercised with you for a few months, but my physique has not been good since I was a child, and I started too late, until now, my strength is okay to deal with ordinary people, but it is a little weak to deal with masters!"
This is the most concerned issue, and it is also the reason for my most panic, I have to make it clear to my dad, but, to my surprise again, my dad listened to my words, as always, there was no nervousness, his voice, still so sonorous: around the girl.
"Son, show your confidence, let go and fight, don't always be afraid, as long as you do it bravely, you will find that many things are not a problem at all, because you have a condition that others can never have, you are the son of Wu Qiankun. ”
After saying that, my dad didn't wait for me to answer, and hung up the phone directly.
I held the phone, stunned, my dad's words, has been haunting in my ears, from his call to hanging up, he didn't care about what I thought was a serious crisis, it turned out, he didn't care about my life, he was encouraging me, don't care too much about life, and tie your hands and feet, bind your heart, his words, every word and every sentence, are a reminder to me, don't be easily defeated by reality, don't be too easy to crush self-confidence, he wants me to learn to be self-reliant, I hope I become a real man.
But can the assassination of the Sky Wolf Gang be solved by my self-confidence? What is the meaning of my father's last words? He seems to have something to say, could it be that he has already helped me think of a countermeasure?
I suddenly squeezed the phone, no matter what, my dad's words full of deep meaning are like a panacea, making my heart more tenacious, indeed, what I lack, or that ruthlessness, that self-confidence, I always take too much into account, can't let go of my hands and feet.
My dad is right, men, if you want to grow, you have to fight, to experience, only by doing it, do it, you know if you can deal with it, only know how deep your potential is, I can't be afraid, I can't escape, even if the road ahead is full of dangers, even if I die for a lifetime, I have to face it bravely, Lao Tzu doesn't need to be afraid, because, Lao Tzu is Wu Qiankun's son!