Chapter 533: The Saddest Woman in the World
When Xia Xiaoxiao asked this sentence, tears flowed violently, her voice was extremely hoarse, and her emotions had completely collapsed.
I looked at her face so closely, and listened to her hoarse voice, that I felt that I had penetrated deep into her heart. I saw her heart, full of holes. I felt her heart-rending pain, and I understood why Xia Xiaoxiao suddenly became so crazy and desperate.
It turned out that all this was just because Xia Xiaoxiao knew the truth and knew the cruel fact that Wu Lai and Xu Can were the same person, this fact that I tried so hard to hide her, but it was so abruptly known by Xia Xiaoxiao, which made me suffocate in an instant like a thunderbolt.
I don't know if God is deliberately playing with me, whether it wants me to be broken to pieces. Originally, I took so many brothers and fell into the ambush of the Hong Gang, which has made me collapse, and I am ashamed of these brothers in life and death, the crime is unforgivable.
However, the cruelty does not stop there, when I was in a desperate situation, Xia Xiaoxiao suddenly appeared again, and it was in this posture, such a sad appearance in front of me. I hurt her, I was destined to hurt her from the beginning, I just wanted to reduce the degree of harm as much as possible, I just hoped that Xia Xiaoxiao would not know the truth of the facts, I only hoped that the love she and Xu Can had experienced would not be disillusioned, and that she would not be completely thrown into the abyss, but why, why didn't God even satisfy me with this wish, why?
Perhaps, I was really naïve, and hurt hurt. Facts are facts, how can there be any possibility of being buried, the truth will surface sooner or later, Xia Xiaoxiao will be desperate sooner or later, but how can it be at this time, but at this time, let her know the truth, this is to make things worse for me, let me die blindly.
I know that Xia Xiaoxiao will have such a fierce reaction, which proves that she has been very sure of my identity, and if I want to hide it, it is absolutely impossible, and I can't hide it. Come to think of this. My eyes couldn't help but turn red, my nose was sour, and the waves of my inner emotions continued to surge. Even, my eyes flickered, I didn't dare to look at Xia Xiaoxiao anymore, I was afraid that I would be poisoned by her eyes, and I had no shame to face her.
If there is a hole in front of me at this time, I will definitely get into it without hesitation, but there is no regret medicine in the world to take, and there is no hole in front of me to escape the facts. What should be faced is to be faced after all. Running away won't solve anything, it will only make you look hateful and cowardly.
Finally, I still met Xia Xiaoxiao's eyes, and said two words with difficulty: "I am!"
My voice was hoarse, and the words I uttered were heavier than carrying a mountain. The moment my voice fell, there was a snap, and a crisp and loud slap shot up in the air, piercing the air and breaking the silence.
Suddenly, a spicy sensation came from my face, and the corners of my mouth couldn't help but pull in pain.
Xia Xiaoxiao, she hit me. This is the first time, the first time Xia Xiaoxiao has started to beat me. This slap seemed to have accumulated all her strength and all her emotions. This kind of emotion hit me in the face, but it pressed on my heart, which made me even more painful.
I don't know how uncomfortable her heart was when she slapped this slap, but I can experience her despair at this moment, this kind of despair of being deceived and used by the person she loves the most.
The people at the scene couldn't help but be shocked when they saw this scene, but each had their own way of being surprised, and everyone's demeanor was different and their performance was different.
On my side, the biker brothers, they all know who Xia Xiaoxiao is, and they all know the relationship between Xu Can and Xia Xiaoxiao, and almost the whole city knows about me and Chu Jie competing to rob Xia Xiaoxiao, so they all know the reason for Xia Xiaoxiao slapping me, so they didn't act rashly.
And the brothers of the Loyalty League, they just met Xia Xiaoxiao yesterday, and they all know that I let Xia Xiaoxiao go, but they don't know much about Xu Can, and they don't know what the relationship between Xu Can and Xia Xiaoxiao is, at this moment, they are all confused. ad_250_left();
However, the bald man is strong, he doesn't care if I am Xu Can or not, he originally looked at Xia Xiaoxiao unpleasantly, and when he saw Xia Xiaoxiao beating me, as soon as his temper came up, he was about to rush to Xia Xiaoxiao.
I hurriedly stopped him and said in a deep voice, "Don't move!"
Immediately, the bald head Qiang stopped his movements and did not act rashly.
And Xia Xiaoxiao, the tears became more and more fierce, and slapped me, which was not enough to relieve the emotions in her heart, she suddenly stretched out her hands, kept beating my chest, and scolded me while beating: "Xu Can, why are you doing this, why are you lying to me, why are you using me!!!
She cried and screamed, her voice was so miserable that in the end, she couldn't cry anymore, her face was full of tears, and she couldn't speak.
After recovering for a while, she began to beat me violently again, crying and shouting: "You used me to save your father, but you have finished using me, you don't need me anymore, you have recovered your identity, you don't need to lie to me again, you saw me yesterday, you should tell me, do you treat me as a fool? Is it so fun to lie to me?"
Once again, Xia Xiaoxiao fell into hysteria, and she seemed to have become the saddest woman in the world. is so pitiful, so painful, her miserable cry keeps echoing in the entire Wolf Mountain area, making the atmosphere of the scene even more weird.
I listened to Xia Xiaoxiao's crying, endured Xia Xiaoxiao's beating, my body did not move, my heart turned over the river and the sea, no matter how Xia Xiaoxiao beat me and scolded me, it was not enough to reduce the guilt in my heart, I owed her too much, I hurt her too deeply, her punishment for me was too insignificant, even if she stabbed me with a knife, it could not alleviate my sin. I owe her something I can't pay for in my life.
If I can, I only hope that Xia Xiaoxiao can vent the depression in her heart through crying and beating, and venting a little bit, otherwise, she is really too tired and depressed, I am really afraid that she will not be able to bear it. So, like a pole, I stood here upright, letting her vent.
At this moment, nearly 3,000 people on both sides are watching this tragic picture, an abandoned woman, entanglement with a man, such feelings, in such an atmosphere, seem to be earth-shattering, and people watching can't take their eyes off it.
In the huge space, except for Xia Xiaoxiao's crying and grief, there is no other sound, and everyone seems to have evolved into a supporting role, watching the sadness and despair of the protagonist here.
I don't know how long it has been, Xia Xiaoxiao may be tired, she didn't beat me anymore, her hand slowly drooped, her emotions gradually regained her calm, no longer so crazy, just with her big tearful eyes, looking at me deeply.
I didn't meet her gaze, I couldn't help but lower my head, and then, with my dry voice, I tried my best to squeeze out three words: "I'm sorry!"
An apology, it seems so small at this moment, but I really don't know what to say, there are too many lies, and I finally can't say it anymore, but I don't know how to tell the truth, in the face of Xia Xiaoxiao, all I can give is these three words, I'm sorry.
I know that it's useless to be sorry, and saying I'm sorry can't reduce Xia Xiaoxiao's pain, I lied to her feelings, deceived her sincerity, I used her kindness and love to achieve my goals, I'm just a bastard, I pushed the innocent her into the abyss with my own hands, and made her all her organs split.
Xia Xiaoxiao listened to my apology, and didn't go crazy anymore, just said to me with a crying voice: "You look at me!"
These four words, I felt chills when I heard them, and I felt more scared than hitting me, I didn't listen to her. Keep your head down.
Xia Xiaoxiao saw that I didn't move, and suddenly raised her voice: "You raise your head and look at me!"
It was her order, and it seemed to be her request, and I couldn't refuse, even if I didn't have the face to face her. So, slowly, slowly, I raised my head, and when my eyes caught a glimpse of Xia Xiaoxiao's face, I found out. Xia Xiaoxiao's tears had dried up, but her expression was extremely bitter, and her face was full of panic.
She met my eyes, and immediately, she asked me deeply: "Xu Can, I want to know now, do you have feelings for me?"
In this sentence, Xia Xiaoxiao asked so carefully and affectionately, there seemed to be a little light and a trace of expectation in her eyes. was deceived, she confessed, was used, she also confessed, at this moment, the only thought she had left was whether I had feelings for her, maybe this is what Xia Xiaoxiao cares about the most.
But this matter is also the most difficult for me to answer. Originally, in order not to make her too sad, I could give her another emotional commitment. However, I have deceived her for so long, and I have lied to her too much. Now, in front of so many people, how could I deceive her anymore in this situation? No matter how sad she was, I could no longer cover everything up with lies.
However, when it comes to my true feelings for her, this is another problem, if I don't love her, but I care about her very much. If I say that I love her, I already have Xu Nan in my heart, and I can't pretend to be anyone else.
I struggled for a long time. I said with difficulty: "I already have a girlfriend!"
In one sentence, it directly shattered Xia Xiaoxiao's soul, making her tired body tremble violently, and the little light in her eyes disappeared instantly, replaced by despair, deep despair.
Now, I can no longer deceive her emotionally, and only by letting her face the reality and let her completely break off her thoughts about me, maybe in this way, can I be separated from her and divided into two worlds, then. When her family and I were fighting against each other, she wouldn't be too embarrassed.
It's just that when I said this, it should be Xia Xiaoxiao's most painful moment, which is tantamount to shattering all the love she once poured, making the love she thought was wishful turn into a bubble in an instant. I have a girlfriend, doesn't this mean that everything I do is for my own purposes, I have no feelings for her, I can only use her.
Xia Xiaoxiao couldn't accept this fact for a while, and the pain made her lose her soul, she was like this, dumbfounded, staring at me blankly, but her eyes were already empty, there was no me in her eyes, there was nothing.
After a moment, she suddenly moved, and she put her hand around her neck, took off the necklace she had hung around her neck, and threw it in front of me, and then, in a completely soulless voice, she said to me, "I know!"
After saying this, Xia Xiaoxiao no longer had any stay, turned around directly, and walked towards her father Xia Gang Master, walking so decisively, walking very freely, but her back looked more rickety and desolate than the old lady who was about to enter the ground, the blood on her feet seemed to have dried up, but the pain was deeper, because. With each step, her legs trembled, and it was the pain from her feet, which irritated her nerves.
I looked at her faltering back stupidly, but I caught a glimpse of the necklace that Xia Xiaoxiao ruthlessly threw away, this glance made my heart shatter again, I knew that Xia Xiaoxiao was dead, completely dead to me. This necklace is the first gift I gave her, when we finally separated, I bought this chain from the stall at the school gate, the price is not high, but Xia Xiaoxiao regarded it as a priceless treasure, so like, so loved, she couldn't wait for me to help her put it on the spot, at that time, Xia Xiaoxiao showed the happiest smile.
And now, Xia Xiaoxiao threw away the necklace, threw away the happiness she once thought, and shed the most desperate tears.
In this relationship, Xia Xiaoxiao ended with sadness, so completely injured and so miserable. I don't know what the brothers behind me saw me and thought of me when they witnessed this, but I clearly saw that the Hong Gang people in front of me were burning with anger in their eyes, and they wanted to pick my skin.
Especially the Xia gang leader, he saw his daughter being injured all over her body, and he was grief-stricken, and his whole person seemed to be burned by fire, and his anger was monstrous.
After Xia Xiaoxiao walked in front of him, he immediately assured Xia Xiaoxiao: "Xiaoxiao, it doesn't matter, Wu Lai, a brute who has lost his conscience and deceived his feelings, is destined to die a bad death, I will help you avenge him today and cut him with a thousand knives!"
Saying this, the momentum of the Xia Gang Master suddenly rolled up like rolling waves, rolling up all over the world, rolling out endless majesty, which is the momentum that only a real overlord has.
In addition, the Xia family members such as Xia and the old man with white eyebrows were also full of righteous indignation, and pointed at me one after another, saying that I was a scum, a scumbag, and I must die today without a place to be buried.
I broke Xia Xiaoxiao's heart, that is, I touched the anger of the entire Xia family, they already hated me to the core, and this time they wanted to break me into pieces.
The Xia gang leader took advantage of the anger of the Hong gang crowd to slowly raise his hand, and his actions directly showed that he wanted to swallow us.
However, just when the Xia Gang Leader wanted to give an order, Xia Xiaoxiao's hoarse voice suddenly sounded in the billowing and burning air: "Father, let Xu Can go!"
Her tone was sad. With a sense of perseverance, her volume was not loud, but she calmed everyone on the scene and made the audience stunned.
You know, the person who was hurt the most by me was Xia Xiaoxiao, I did something that no woman could tolerate, and my injury to her almost made her soul fly, but Xia Xiaoxiao interceded for me, a demon, who could believe it, the whole audience was stunned, and I was even more wooden and glazed.
And the Xia Gang Master, it was as if someone had been caught in the acupoint, his slightly raised hand was still in the air, and his whole person was frozen.
After slowing down for a long time, the Xia Gang Leader suddenly straightened his hand, pointed at me, and said to Xia Xiaoxiao: "Xiaoxiao, what nonsense are you talking about, don't you know? He is not Xu Can, he is Wu Lai, he is pretending to be Xu Can just to deceive you, use you, until you are worthless, and then abandon you ruthlessly." He is just a scum, a devil, such a person, can I let him go? Also, he killed so many people in our Hong Gang, even your three elders and uncles died at his hands, can I still let him live? I tell you clearly, he and his loyal alliance must die!"
The more the Xia gang leader spoke, the more excited he became, his anger burned him again, his position was already very firm, whether it was for his daughter or for his gang, he couldn't tolerate the existence of my cancer, he had to kill me.
However, what stunned everyone again was that just after the Xia Gang Master's voice fell, Xia Xiaoxiao, who had lost his soul, actually knelt down straight in front of the whole audience and knelt in front of the Xia Gang Master.
She fell to her knees and looked up at her father, tears silently rolling down her eyes. Tears filled her eyes, but they couldn't stop the pathos in her eyes.
When the tears fell to the ground, Xia Xiaoxiao opened her lips and made the most painful voice in the world: "Dad, I know that you are patriarchal, but I am also your flesh and blood." I rarely begged you since I was a child, and even if I did, you wouldn't agree, but this time, I hope you can promise me, no matter what you say in the future, I will obey you, no matter who you want me to marry, I have no complaints, I just beg you, let Wu Lai go, let them go!"