Chapter 37: Scumbag VS Warm Man
The whole process of Gu Shunshun's forcible violation of Nanqiao just now Han Zhi was in full view, he was a man, and he understood that Gu Shunshun's crazy actions were not malicious revenge, but on the contrary, because he liked it too much, so he made such an extreme act.
Once upon a time, Han Zhi also deliberately planned to be warm to Sheng Qian like this, but unfortunately, he didn't do it.
Thinking of Sheng Qiannuan, Han Zhen's heart still throbbed deeply.
Now he clearly knows that Gu Shunshun is not duplicitous, and he has true feelings for Nanqiao.
"Brother Zhen, I ......"
"Nanqiao, let's go, I have something to say to you. ”
Han Zhi took Nan Qiao to a hotel to open a room, he didn't want to do anything with her, this time he just wanted to talk to her.
It's a pity that Nan Qiao will be wrong, standing at the door of the room, she lowered her head and said, "Brother Zhen, I can't do it today, I'm not very comfortable." ”
This is the truth, whether it is physical or mental, she has no way to bear the pleasure.
Han Zhi smiled but didn't say anything, he took Nan Qiao's hand and led her into the room.
"Silly girl, we don't do anything else, just chat, does the wound hurt?"
Han Zhi moved his gaze to Nanqiao's white cotton yarn that had been soaked with blood, this injury didn't look light.
Nan Qiao shook her head, "It's okay." ”
She thought that Han Zhi would ask her how she was injured, and her mind kept sorting out how to explain it, but she didn't know that people didn't mean to ask at all.
The chat stopped abruptly here, neither of them spoke, the silence of the sea is giving birth to stormy waves, and Han Zhen's silence means that he is thinking about a big thing.
During this period, Nan Qiao secretly glanced at Han Zhen, although there was a shallow smile on his face, but the light in his eyes was as deep as a pool.
It was already two o'clock in the morning, and she was going to get on the train back to Jing County in a few hours, so time was limited, and she had to speak first.
"Brother Zhen, I have something to say to you. ”
Nan Qiao didn't want to say goodbye to Han Zhi, but now that she came, she seemed to feel that she should say something before leaving.
"Yes, good. ”
Nan Qiao adjusted her emotions, looked at Han Zhi and said relaxedly: "Brother Zhen, I'm going back to Jing County, the train at half past nine, I may not come to Beicheng again in the future, of course I won't bother you anymore, I... I think I'm probably going to give up liking you, you have to take care of yourself, I think ......"
Having said this, Nan Qiao felt a touch of sourness in her heart, and her throat tightened, but there were some things that had to be said.
She took a deep breath and said with a light smile: "I think you and Sheng Qiannuan are quite compatible, talented and beautiful, she is not like me, she can't do anything, she can't help you with anything, Brother Zhen, I envy her, so good, so liked." ”
Especially to be liked by Han Zhen, which is something that she has been out of reach for the rest of her life.
If this had been placed in the past, Han Zhi might have thanked Nanqiao from the bottom of his heart for letting him live, because he had prayed more than once that God would let him get rid of Nanqiao as soon as possible, but now, ......
Han Zhi turned his head to look at Nanqiao, and an intriguing look appeared in his eyes.
"Nanqiao, do you dislike me anymore? or are you not ready to like me anymore. ”
Although these words sound similar, there are indeed two meanings, if it is the former, then there is no need for him to continue the conversation later, but if it is the latter, Han Zhi will have a way to bring the dead back to life.
In fact, before Nan Qiao answered, Han Zhi already had a choice in his heart, and he bet on the latter.
Really......
"I'm not going to like it anymore, Brother Zhen, I'm sorry, I like you for so long without your consent, you must be annoying me. ”
Han Zhi smiled, "So, now you are making your own decisions and giving up liking me without my consent, Nan Qiao, how come I never knew that you were so willful?"
Han Zhi's unclear words caused ripples in Nan Qiao's heart, and she suddenly looked up at Han Zhi, "Well, Brother Zhen, you ......"
"Nanqiao, the fence chicken told me everything, you are stupid and make me feel ashamed, I am not good to you, I have always been bad, why do you want to help me so much?"
Han Zhi raised his hand to caress Nanqiao's face as he spoke, and then tossed his lips, his fingertips rubbing back and forth on her lips, and this ambiguity made her a little overwhelmed.
"Well, I help you because I hope you're good, Brother Zhen, you don't have a psychological burden, let alone a guilty conscience, as long as you're good, everything I do is worth it. ”
Look, such a good girl, but why can't I like her? Han Zhi doesn't understand, really doesn't understand.
However, he didn't come today to like her, so to speak, he came to fulfill Nanqiao's dream.
"So, stay with me. ”
“………”
It was obviously a very short sentence, but Nan Qiao didn't understand, she looked at Han Zhi in surprise, her good-looking eyes were full of doubts.
"Together?"
What kind of time is it together, is it like before, obviously doing what a couple does, but there is no upright identity, or does Han Zhi still want her to wait for him?
"Well, together, be my girlfriend, let's fall in love, like all couples, Nanqiao, isn't this something you've been waiting for for eleven years? ”
This sounds a little strange, and it is more vivid than a confession as a gift.
Yes, just like the ancient emperors canonized concubines, not because they liked it, but because the time came, they had to be promoted.
As Han Zhi imagined, Nan Qiao's expression was the kind of joy that could not be concealed in addition to shock.
"Brother Zhen, you're not drunk, are you?"
"Hmm~"
Before Nan Qiao finished asking, Han Zhi kissed Nan Qiao's lips, and he kissed him very hard, as if he deliberately erased some unwanted breath.
After a moment, Han Zhi let go of Nanqiao and showed a good-looking smile, "Are you drunk?"
Nan Qiao shook her head, she felt that her heart was beating fast now, plopping, and her heart was about to jump out of her chest.
"Well, I'm not drunk, Nanqiao, I'm serious, no matter what I did or said before, let it pass, don't go back to Jing County, stay in Beicheng, stay by my side, okay?"
Every word Han Zhi said now is a sweet poison for Nanqiao, knowing that it is poisonous, but he has to taste it.
She didn't dare to ask why Han Zhi suddenly made such a decision, whether it was related to Sheng Qiannuan or if there was another reason.
"But I finally convinced myself to give up on you. ”
This is the truth, sometimes I really have to sigh that God loves to joke, and he is obviously ready to give up, but suddenly throws a surprise.
Han Zhi leaned closer to Nanqiao and touched her head, "Don't give up, look, didn't I come? What you want, I'll give it to you." ”
Nanqiao's bottom line and principles were shattered by Han Zhi at this moment, and her heart to resist Han Zhi was like thin ice on the lake in early winter, which could be shattered and shattered with a light touch.
"Is it true? Brother Zhen, I don't want you to be reluctant, or are you with me because you feel indebted, sympathize with me, and pity me? I hope that you are with me because you like me. ”
"Do you like me?"
Nan Qiao looked at Han Zhi very seriously, silently waiting for his answer.
Do you like it? Han Zhi also wanted to ask himself this question. But this issue doesn't seem to be that important now, and since it's not important, why not lie to her?
"I like it, there is no comparison without comparison, after Sheng Qiannuan's incident, I realized who I was suitable with, I'm sorry, Nanqiao, I made you wait for so many years. ”
Han Zhi is like an actor, saying lines without emotion, but it is undeniable that he is indeed a good actor, because Nan Qiao was deceived successfully, and she believed it.
"Brother Zhen, I am willing to be with you. ”
Nan Qiao excitedly hugged Han Zhi's neck, her eyes were filled with tears, and she remembered the lyrics, "Finally waiting for you, fortunately I didn't give up." ”
Han Zhi hugged Nanqiao back, there was no joy in his eyes, maybe he would never get such a thing as love in his life.
It's easier to find someone who loves you than to love someone.
Many years later, Han Zhi was thinking about why he didn't catch it himself, even though God had given him happiness? If he knew how to cherish it, maybe he wouldn't have regrets for the rest of his life.
Knowing that Han Zhi and Nanqiao were together, Ji Ji had an indescribable joy in his heart.
"Brother Zhen, great, you are finally with Sister Qiao, I will be the best man on your wedding day, where will your wedding be held, will you go back to Jing County? ”
There was a lot of lewdness in the chickens, and he even began to make up the picture of Han Zhi and Nanqiao's wedding in his mind.
Wedding?children?
Han Zhi tugged at the corners of his mouth slightly, these things seemed to be far away from them.
"Chicken, you think too much, I may not get married. ”
"What, won't you get married? Isn't falling in love just for the sake of getting married? What's more, you've been in love for so many years, you should have understood it a long time ago, isn't falling in love just a formality? I always thought that Brother Zhen, you would marry Sister Qiao soon. ”
Han Zhi sighed lightly, "Marriage is based on love. ”
"That's right. ”
The chicken nodded like pounded garlic, "You and Sister Buckwheat are love." ”
"No, we don't have love, we can't even talk about liking each other. ”
Han Zhi immediately dismissed the idea of the chicken.
At most, they like each other unilaterally, and Nanqiao has an unrequited love.
"Then why are you with her?"
He was confused, and he wondered if he had a hearing problem.
Han Zhi was silent for a moment and replied, "Because of sympathy, because of gratitude." ”
Yes, Han Zhi sympathized with Nan Qiao's ability to insist on liking herself even when she didn't get any response, and at the same time thanked her for her help for so many years.
"What, can we be together without liking?"
Although the chicken has never been in love, I don't think it should be such an operation.
"Yes, how many people in this world who are so together like each other? Even if there is, how many will there be in the end, and it is not clear whether they will get married or divorced. ”
"So, Brother Zhen, you and Sister Qiao are not together because you like her, but because you feel guilty?"
"Well, Ji Ji, brother will teach you another philosophy of life, that is, if you can't be with the person you like, it doesn't make a difference who you are with. ”
Is this also okay? Is this definitely a philosophy of life, not a crooked theory of life?
"Brother Zhen, I don't read much, don't lie to me, isn't this called deception?"
Han Zhen's eyes sank, "Even if it's a deception, it's good for her." ”
Before he could say anything, Han Zhi left the studio.
He also missed a sentence just now, that is, another reason why he and Nan Qiao were together was that he wanted to forget Sheng Qiannuan as soon as possible.
The train ticket back to Jing County was still wasted, and Nanqiao stayed in Beicheng.
When she told Sister Hua about this, Sister Hua couldn't have been happier.
"Nanqiao, you don't have to apologize to me, of course you can come back, I have always kept your position for you, in fact, at that time I originally wanted to promote you to be the team leader, but unfortunately it collided with the same day as your resignation, and now that you return to Tianyue, I am definitely 10,000 welcomes." ”
Sister Hua couldn't hold back the joy in her heart and hugged Nanqiao, she could stay, and she was happier than anyone else.
"Thank you, Sister Hua. ”
"Come, tell my sister, why do you want to stay again?"
Sister Hua enthusiastically pulled Nanqiao to sit on the sofa, and she kept holding Nanqiao's hand tightly in her palm.
Speaking of this, a look of shame rose on Nanqiao's face, she pursed her lips, lowered her head and whispered: "Sister Hua, I'm sorry I lied to you, in fact, I want to go back to Jingxian not to take care of my grandmother at all, but to ......"
"And what?"
Sister Hua asked curiously.
"Rather, for the person I like, he and I are both from Jing County, I have been in love with him since I was seven years old, and then he was admitted to Beicheng University, I followed him to the north, until he was injured for the girl he liked, I thought about giving up on him, but I didn't expect that when I was leaving, he offered to be with me again. ”
Nan Qiao briefly stated the reason, Sister Hua was stunned for a moment, how did she feel that this reason seemed to have a feeling of being on top of the spare tire.
Of course, it may be that she thinks too much, in short, as long as Nanqiao doesn't leave, it's a good thing.
It's inconvenient for her to meddle in the affairs of a young person, and besides, she herself is an emotional failure, so what qualifications does she have to judge others?
"Now you're together, aren't you?"
"Well, he said he wanted to be with me. ”
Nan Qiao firmly believes in Han Zhi's words, she is only a teenager, she is simple-minded, naturally she doesn't think as much as Sister Hua thinks, she really thinks that Han Zhi is with her because she likes her.
After all, there are quite a few cases of losing and regaining, and only to find out who the person you really like is when you look back.
Sister Hua nodded, "Okay, then I wish you all a smooth cultivation of positive fruits, Nanqiao, it's good that you can come back." ”
"Sister Hua, it's good that I can meet you. ”
………
In the blink of an eye, winter goes to the spring solstice, Han Zhi and Nan Qiao have been together for three months so tepidly, in fact, the so-called together is no different from before, it is nothing more than that there is more information than before, Nan Qiao will occasionally receive small gifts from Han Zhi, the two will watch a few movies together, and occasionally when she is needed, he will pull her to open the room, that's all, that's all.
Han Zhi never deliberately coaxed Nan Qiao, of course, she was almost never angry with him, when the two were together, Nan Qiao was obedient to Han Zhi.
Ma broke because the two of them were together, and they hadn't said a word to Nan Qiao for three months.
In fact, she herself was panicked, but she still tried to restrain herself from seeing Nanqiao, because she was afraid that she would kill her by mistake.
On this day, as soon as Ma broke out of the school gate, he saw a familiar figure standing under the French plane tree at the school gate.
She looked intently, "Twilight?"
The horse broke and hurriedly ran over to greet Shen Dushi.
"Hey, Shen Dusk, why did you come to our school?"
"Break, I have something to ask you. ”
"Okay. ”
Ma broke and was always polite to Shen Dushi, how to say that the two were classmates, not to mention, who doesn't like to talk to handsome guys.
"Is Nan Qiao with Han Zhi? I have been looking for her one after another in the past few months, but she has not responded, and several times I went to her apartment to wait for her, and I saw Han Zhi sending her back. ”
At the mention of this, Ma Zhi became angry, and she didn't know what means Han Zhi used to pour Ecstasy Soup into Nanqiao, otherwise why would she suddenly be with Han Zhi when she was about to give up.
"Yes, Nanqiao's pig brain is stupid. ”
Ma Breaking was helpless in her tone, but if she thought about it carefully, this was actually Nanqiao's business, and she couldn't be too swayed.
"Shen Dusk, you still forgot about our buckwheat, her person, no other advantage is persistence, dead eyes, maybe she is destined to be Han Zhi, you just forget it, you see that you are so capable, what kind of woman are you looking for." ”
This is the truth, Ma Dian felt that as long as Shen Dushi was willing, there should be a bunch of women sent to the door, and it might not be the same for a few months.
"Break it, do me a favor, help me make an appointment with Nanqiao. ”
Shen Dushi didn't give up, even if he really wanted him to give up Nanqiao, he would have to meet before deciding.
"Uh. ”
Ma broke and grinned awkwardly, "I'll tell you the truth, I haven't spoken to her for three months." ”
"Help me once. ”
Shen Dushi was very firm, and he could see that he was determined to see Nanqiao.
After a moment's hesitation, Ma Breaking nodded in response, "Okay, I'll try." ”
Because of Ma Break's invitation, Nan Qiao specially asked Sister Hua for a short vacation, and when she rushed to the restaurant, she found that it was Shen Dushi sitting there.
Nan Qiao immediately wanted to leave, but Shen Dushi stopped her first.
"Isn't it okay to say a few words?"
Shen Dushi's words were mixed with a sense of pleading, which was ridiculous to think about, a proud person like him would be humbled in front of the person he liked.
After some consideration, Nanqiao nodded in agreement.
The two sat down facing each other, and Shen Dusk ordered a lot of dishes, almost all of which were the things that Ma Jie revealed to him Nanqiao's favorite food.
It is false to say that you are not moved, but touching and feeling are two different things after all.
"Nanqiao, you're with him, aren't you?"
Shen Dushi went straight to the point, in fact, this result was within his expectations, and when Sheng Qiannuan called him to cry that time, he thought that maybe this would be the result.
I have to say that Han Zhi is really bad.
He obviously doesn't like Nanqiao, but he doesn't let her go, and he likes her so much, but he wants to let her go, what is the reason?
"Yes, together. ”
Nan Qiao replied very resolutely, without dragging the mud and water at all, it's okay to come today, let's make everything that should be said clearly.
A look of hurt flashed in Shen Dushi's eyes, if they were happy with each other, he could withdraw and bless them, but now he knew that this might be a fire pit, but he watched the girl he liked jump inside.
"Nanqiao, do you want to think about it again. ”
Shen Dushi was really afraid that one day she would be seriously injured by Han Zhi.
"No, being with him is something I've been looking forward to for a long time, I've liked Han Zhi for almost twelve years, I don't want anything, I just want him, even if the process is bruised and the ending is not good, but I still want to go with him. ”
"But you know, I like you too. ”
When Shen Dushi said this, his voice was very soft, and he seemed very unconfident, maybe he himself knew that this was the last dying struggle.
Nan Qiao nodded slightly, "Shen Dushi, thank you for liking me, but the matter of feelings can't be divided equally, I can't be ambiguous with you while being with Han Zhi." You're excellent, it's me who doesn't deserve you, there will be better girls to be your other half, I'm sorry, I'm not living up to your liking. ”
Unlike the way of rejecting Gu Shunshun, Nan Qiao couldn't say a lot of excessive things to hurt Shen Duan, unlike Gu Shunshun, who came with a dirty purpose, so she chose to talk to him calmly.
Hearing this, Shen Dushi smiled, "What's the use of being excellent, you still don't like me, Nan Qiao, I know, in fact, I came today and knew that I didn't have much chance of winning, I just wanted to see you, if Han Zhi can treat you well, then I am willing to quit, if ......"
At this point, Shen Dushi paused for a moment, and then continued: "If one day, he doesn't want you anymore, or treats you badly, do you remember to look back at me who is waiting for you in the same place, give me a chance, okay?"
Shen Twilight is really gentle, his eyes are shining with tears when he speaks, he likes Nanqiao so much, he really likes it.
"Say no more. ”
Nan Qiao lowered her head, at this moment she was full of guilt in her heart, it turned out that feelings can really torture people.
"I'm sorry, Shen Dusk, I'm really sorry. ”
"Don't say you're sorry. ”
Shen Dushi lowered his head, he took out a mint green gift box from his pocket, with a milky white ribbon tied on it, and the logo of "Tiffany &Co" printed on the lid, he pushed the box in front of Nanqiao, and said affectionately.
"Nanqiao, it will be your twentieth birthday in two months, I have prepared the gift early, maybe I can't wait until that day to give it to you, so I brought it today, whether you want to wear it or not, I want to ask you to accept it, twenty years old is very important to you, even if I can't be with you, I want to send blessings." ”
Shen Dusk slowly untied the ribbon and opened the box, inside was a very refined bracelet, this is a classic of Tiffany's, meaning "eternity", it looks very high-end, and it will kill the cheap hotel souvenir bracelet sent by Han Zhi in Nanqiao's hand in minutes.
"Please don't turn me down this time. ”
Shen Dushi pushed the box in front of Nanqiao, "Nanqiao, you are the only girl I have liked in my youth, you were my breeze and bright moon, this little gift represents my heart, you don't have any burden, accept it, at least don't let me have regrets." ”
Faced with Shen Dushi's true confession, Nan Qiao was very moved, but feelings are never fair.
Nan Qiao wiped away her tears, reached out to take the box, she tried to squeeze out a smile and said, "I accepted the gift, Shen Dushi, thank you, and I wish you a good rest of your life." ”
"Yes, good. ”
"Goodbye then, twilight. ”
Nan Qiao picked up his coat and got up, Shen Dushi followed suit, he looked at Nan Qiao reluctantly, and said goodbye: "Well, goodbye." ”