086 She can't hate, she can only love

Su Xiaoan raised his misty eyes and stared straight at the man at the door, but there was no longer the trust he had before.

Like a wounded little animal, she curled up tightly to protect herself, not letting anyone come closer. She even stepped back a little guardedly, her posture close to the bed full of uneasiness and vigilance.

She didn't believe him anymore.

This was Ling Mohan's first reaction.

A certain string in his mind suddenly broke because of this cognition, he stepped forward a few steps, walked in front of her, scooped the person up from the ground, and his tone was a little gloomy, "What are you messing with?

She didn't answer him, the whole person was there, like a porcelain doll, so quiet that it didn't look good, but it suddenly made the man's heart tighten.

What's wrong with her? She used to be willful, but she wasn't what she is now, she should have run over and play with him, instead of just being motionless, as if she was asleep.

The man looked down and found that she was indeed asleep, and her breathing was not very even, but she could still see traces of deep sleep.

He suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and just wanted to pick her up, but saw the girl open her eyes and look up at him.

Just one glance took away all his breath in an instant.

In her eyes, there was uneasiness, confusion, calmness, and numbness, but there was no joy alone, and there was no expectation of seeing him.

Ling Mohan felt that she looked a little dazzling like this.

Leaning down, he ran one hand through her arm and put the other hand around her waist, dragging the whole person up, his movements were not gentle at all, and he was not even worried that he would hurt her.

The rude action really made the girl's brows tighten, and her already foggy eyes became more and more confused, and the blocked red lips seemed to be about to open their mouths at any time and let out a howling cry.

The man's heart tightened, and he was a little afraid to look at her now.

His eyes were empty, his eyes were blank, and although his gaze fell on him, there was nothing in his eyes, as if they were just straight, thinking about something through the emptiness.

He didn't like it very much, he didn't like her current appearance, the whole person was like a wilted flower bone, obviously dying of lack of water, but still quiet, not making a sound, not struggling or making trouble, just let him hold it, but the hollowness in his eyes was so obvious.

She was too quiet, so quiet that she didn't resist him at all, and she looked very supple on the outside, but only he knew that when he held her, he could no longer feel the dependence and softness he had before.

She stiffened violently in his arms, and even her body was still trembling slightly.

"What the hell is going on?"

She didn't seem to be throwing a tantrum with him, if she was just throwing a tantrum, she wouldn't be so well-behaved and quiet, so quiet that she was a little afraid and trembling, and she wouldn't make a sound.

She is afraid of something, living on his turf, who dares to frighten her?

"Mother Wu, what's going on during the day. ”

The man looked at the quiet and delicate girl in his arms, couldn't bear to ask, knowing that there would be no result if he continued to ask, so he turned his head directly to look at Mama Wu on the side.

Mother Wu glanced at it tremblingly, and replied carefully: "Sir, Miss's mood today is very wrong, when I walked in, I saw her lying on the carpet and rolling, covering her head with her hands, looking very painful, I didn't know what was going on at the time, so I called you." ”

As a result, he yelled on the phone in a wolf-hearted manner, "Tell her to get out of here." ”

The man's heart suddenly hurt, and with it, there was a surging anger in his heart, and his fierce tone echoed in the bedroom, "Why didn't you tell me that she was in a bad situation at the time?"

Why did he miss the most important part so lightly, why didn't he make it clear to him that something was wrong with her emotions?

He only thought that she was having a temper tantrum, and thought that she would be unhappy if he couldn't see him.

Hehe, it's a bit ironic to think about it now, when she called that phone call at noon, her tone was still so happy, he was just a harbor she could rely on, why did she think she would be so reluctant to him?

He was thinking too much.

The man's heart was angry and distressed, he blamed himself for not thinking about it at the time, but when he came back, he saw this half-dead her, which made people's hearts stupefied.

Reaching out and using a few fingers to forcefully pull her face, staring fixedly at the tears, pale face, bitten red lips, panicked eyes, and self-enclosed expression on her little face.

Ling Mohan only felt that for the first time in his life, the feeling of regret hit him so strongly.

Touching her face, he lowered his voice and asked, "What's wrong, what's wrong, tell my husband, be good, don't be afraid, my husband is here, tell me ......"

A series of whispered comforts slowly soothed from his throat, over and over again, low ironing her heart.

The girl's face, which had been tense and expressionless, finally showed a crack.

Ling Mohan knew that her numbness and confusion were just a way to protect herself. But what exactly did she encounter that she needed to cut off all her senses from the outside world in such a self-deceptive way to find a sense of security?

More vigorously soothed, just hoping to ask the truth.

"Xiao An, I'm sorry, my husband came back late, tell me what happened. ”

He asked in a low voice, as if he were afraid of startling the girl.

Su Xiaoan suddenly grabbed her sleeve, and her voice was a little panicked.

"Husband, I'm afraid. ”

Four words, tightly tugging at a man's heart.

"Fear what, huh? ”

"I'm afraid...... I'm afraid, ah!" The girl's emotions suddenly lost control again, not because of the illusions that appeared in front of her again, but because she accidentally recalled the images she had seen during the day.

"No, don't come near me. She tugged at the corner of the man's coat, and her voice was so fierce that it pierced the empty room.

"They're badasses, they're going to take me away, I'm afraid, husband, save me, don't leave me behind. ”

The girl's hands scratched wildly in the air, as if she had seen something terrible, until she was tired of crying, and the fear in her eyes slowly dissipated, and turned into a low whimper.

Ling Mohan held her body down, didn't let her struggle anymore, carefully stroked her soft hair, and coaxed: "Don't be afraid, I'm here, tell me, who bullied you?"

The girl's cautious expression is enough to show that what she has encountered is no longer just bullying.

She shook her head, the expression on her face was very dazed, "I don't know, I saw so many faces, so many shadows dangling in front of me, I was scared." ”

Her staccato statement made the man's face sink suddenly, could it be that she had already remembered what had happened before?

Or rather, it's about to remember.

His cold eyes were cold, and he hugged her tightly in an instant, and some feelings of panic surged up for the first time.

He didn't want her to think about it, those things in the past would only make her hate him, not to mention, at this juncture, he couldn't let her hate, he had to let her love, love to the death.

It doesn't take too long, just a week, a week.

A week later, he will take the first step he has been wanting for a long time, and after that, no one can stop him, what he does, how to do it, not to mention just raising a lover, he is blatantly locking her up, abusing her, and no one dares to say a word.

The world is hot and cold, people are originally a group of creatures that tend to protect themselves, and the Ling clan, who was trampled on everywhere back then, didn't no one stand up and say a word for it.

The man sneered, lowered his head, and coaxed him very naturally: "Good, forget about those, you just remembered it wrong, no one wanted to force you, and there was no one to harm you, forget all of them, you know." ”

Half coaxed and half threatened, tricked her into losing her judgment, tricked her into slowly forgetting.

Ling Mohan admitted that he was very despicable, but so what, what he wanted to get, he never allowed to be missed. This time, it was no accident.

Su Xiaoan shrunk in fear and froze in his arms.

For some reason, when the strange and angry man's voice on the phone came, revealing indifference and ruthlessness, telling her to roll up from the ground, at that moment, her heart was stuffed with countless cotton wool-like panic, and she no longer trusted.

She could hear that she was just scared, not completely crazy.

Word by word, as cruel as a knife, he slashed through her heart, telling her to get out of here, telling her not to waste his time.

Suddenly, a lot flashed in his mind, did he really love her? Why, he was sometimes warm like water, but sometimes cold and bitter, this alienation was deliberately done by him.

The girl's nerves seemed to be opened up in an instant, as if many things that she couldn't think of before could now be understood.

Her eyes were no longer dazed, and she no longer resisted the man's embrace, she just sat there quietly, not resisting, and no longer speaking, but the doubts in her heart gradually deepened, who was she.

Does the man in front of him really love her?

Why can't she feel his love at all in her heart?

Ling Mohan didn't know that all his previous efforts, the trust and warmth he had just established, had been disrupted by his own hands, and the girl's eyes woke up for the first time.

She's not stupid, it's just that after the amnesia, for some special reasons, her brain is a little dazed and a little unclear.

Many things, in fact, as long as she has experienced a lot and thinks about it, it is easy to understand.

She leaned on the man's arms, closed her eyes slightly, and said nothing more, but her heart was stuffed with a lot of things at once.

"Xiao An, when you see those figures in the future, just tell me, okay?"

If she really remembered, he wouldn't mind using coercion to forget it for her. Help her forget completely.

The girl nodded almost imperceptibly, then leaned her head into his arms and fell asleep.

Tonight, she forgot about those doubts for a while, and just wanted to enjoy it one last time, this warm and safe embrace.