Chapter 151: Self-Reconciliation
After breakfast, Wang Lu cleaned Zhao Chensheng's house inside and out like a hero, Zhao Chensheng wanted to dissuade him, Wang Lu said seriously: "Chensheng, there are few opportunities for me to do anything for you, you just let me be busy." ”
What else could Zhao Chensheng say, although he was distressed, he could only nod and agree. Seeing the pampered eldest lady wearing an apron, wearing gloves, holding a rag in her hand, and constantly busy, Zhao Chensheng deep in his heart, in addition to being moved, it would be completely self-deception to say that he was not proud and unhappy.
After Wang Lu cleaned up the living room, kitchen and hygiene, he removed his scarf and gloves, glanced at Zhao Chensheng with a red face, and then turned around and went to clean the bedroom.
Zhao Chensheng sat alone in the living room, and he didn't know what to do, and accidentally noticed the tea set on the coffee table, which was given to him by Wang Lu last time, so he simply started making tea.
After the kung fu tea was ready, Zhao Chensheng heard the sound of Suo Suo from time to time in the bedroom, so he got up and walked in.
When he entered, Wang Lu was bending over to make the bed with his back to him, Zhao Chensheng's blood rushed to his brain at once, after last night's madness, Zhao Chensheng was just eating the marrow and knowing the taste, and the sound of breathing couldn't help but worsen.
When Zhao Chensheng came in, Wang Lu had already heard the footsteps, and he didn't speak for a long time, so he turned around curiously, just met Zhao Chensheng's eyes, and quickly lowered his head in shame, and as Zhao Chensheng gradually approached, Wang Lu closed his eyes、、、
An hour later, Wang Lu said lazily: "Chensheng, what do you want to eat?"
"Okay, the dish you made last night was good. "Last night, the pig's head and they made a dish by themselves, although they can all eat it, but compared with Wang Lu, it is obviously more than one grade lower.
Fortunately, there are still some ingredients left at home, which are completely enough for two people to eat, and Wang Lu made a meat and a vegetarian dish in a short time.
After eating, Wang Lu was about to leave under the pretext that there was something in the store, but in fact, it was out of a sense of consciousness and didn't want to take up too much of Zhao Chensheng's time.
Looking at Wang Lu who was wearing a coat, Zhao Chensheng said seriously: "Lulu, I want to tell you something. I'm like you, the responsibility is basically on me, not because I'm bewitched by beauty, nor because I sympathize with you, but because of men's inferiority, which has nothing to do with others. You know what I mean?"
Wang Lu held back her tears, walked up to Zhao Chensheng and hugged her, nodded and said, "I understand." ”
Zhao Chensheng's words made Wang Lu's heart completely relaxed, although Zhao Chensheng mentioned the inferior nature of men, but it also showed that it was not out of sympathy or anything else that had nothing to do with the love between men and women, and it could even be said that Zhao Chensheng actually had a love for men and women for himself, of course, he would not say these words.
After Wang Lu left the riverside apartment in a happy mood, Zhao Chensheng sat in the living room and smoked a cigarette and began to be in a daze、、、
"Steward Liu, it seems that there is a story between the little young master and Miss Wang, but why is the little young master's face so solemn when he comes back, will something happen?"
Steward Liu, who was admiring the Baisha River at the window, heard this, and said disapprovingly: "What do you think will happen?"
"It's probably guilty, you think, Miss Gao is studying in the provincial capital now, and she is not around, but the little master and Miss Wang have something that shouldn't have happened, isn't this stealing?" said the secretary with a smile.
"Don't talk nonsense," Steward Liu turned around and walked towards the sofa, sat down and said, "How can we talk too much about emotional matters、、、 but if the little young master's mood is affected because of this and delays his cultivation, it will be more than worth the loss、、、
"Well, I'd better go see the little master. ”
Zhao Chensheng, who was pondering, heard the doorbell ringing, and looked at the door to see Steward Liu standing at his door.
"Steward Liu, why are you here?" Zhao Chensheng welcomed Steward Liu to the living room, poured tea and asked, "Last time, I heard you mention that you want to go around the country, and now that the matter of poisonous snakes has been over, when are you going to leave?"
"I didn't expect the little master to remember the old man's wish, he may leave in the next few days, thinking about going to the north first, and then going to the south to go around, now the domestic tourism development is very good, I don't know if those ancient tastes can still be felt, so many years with the master has been to a lot of countries, but I still feel that the scenery of our country is the most beautiful、、、" Steward Liu drank a cup of tea and laughed at himself: "Don't talk about this, people talk a lot when they are old." Today, I want to ask, what are the plans of the little young master next?"
Zhao Chensheng shook his head and said, "I really don't know this, the only thing I can be sure of is to cultivate well and improve my ability in all aspects, as for other aspects, I really don't have any plans for the time being." ”
"That's good, people, no one knows what will happen in the future, it's completely right to improve yourself, but you also have to enjoy life while you're young. You don't know, I came from a hard life, I buried my parents at a young age, the biggest desire at that time was to be able to eat a full meal, as for the lord, not to mention, at that time Huaguo was invaded by the Dongying devils, a considerable number of Chinese people in addition to the national hatred and family hatred, the lord followed your ancestors did not want to be a shunmin, relying on their own martial arts to do a lot of deeds to fight against the Dongying people, in fact, according to their ability, even in the troubled times, do not take refuge in the invaders, they can also be a master, live a life of fine clothes and food, but they did not do this, but chose a life that may lose their lives at any time, maybe drowned in history without a noticeable reputation, do you say they are stupid?"
Zhao Chensheng knew that Steward Liu didn't need to answer by himself, just listened quietly, Steward Liu took a sip of tea, and continued with an excited expression: "Not stupid, not stupid at all! I heard the old man say that he and his senior brother had saved a lot of refugees along the way in the southern war zone, and later distributed silver dollars to them to let them flee for their lives, and they were fortunate to save their lives, but at this time, they all pushed out the men in the family to join the army to fight the Dongying people, and the old man asked one of the old mothers who had just lost their two sons why they were willing to let their only or youngest son go to the army, and she said that if they were not willing to give up their sons, the country would be gone. She has no culture, and she can't say beautiful and noble words, knowing that she won't be able to see her little son in this life, but she still calmly sent her son away. Little master, everyone is not simple, simple life is also practice, and there are great places, I just want to tell you that it doesn't have to be a high goal and pursuit, the key is to make your mind broad enough, and make your pattern great enough, so that you can do it completely. ”
"Now is the era of peace, you are not short of money, the old man does not want you to be diligent in the sign, no matter what you do in the future, whether the things you do vigorously or not, as long as you do not violate your conscience, do not return the interests of the nation and the country, everything can be done! Just like the master, although people in the United States have embarked on the road of the underground world for many reasons, but I can tell you that not only the underground world, but also those big people on the table, have to give the old man a thumbs up! Because the old man has his own 'way', his' Dao 'There may be a conflict of laws with the United States, but it is more noble and great than it!'
Steward Liu talked about the history of a long time ago, and the content of what he said was not specific, but Zhao Chensheng felt that he was very inspired by himself, although the world has developed to the present, many things have changed, but as long as the "person" is still the "person", many essential things are still the same. After thinking for a while, Zhao Chensheng said: "Steward Liu, I will definitely form my own value system and behavioral norms according to the idea you said in the future, and be a person worthy of myself, the people around me, and even the society. ”
Steward Liu couldn't help but smile and nodded, and said: "That's good, once the master talked to me about life, he told me that when people are old, what is worth remembering is not how much money they have earned and how much reputation they have created, but how many experiences are worth remembering, so the most precious thing for people is the experience rather than those things outside the body." Later, I thought about it carefully, and then I figured out this truth, just like the old people get together to chat now, what they can say and show off is what places they have been, what amazing things they have done, what kind of people they have seen, etc., when taking their grandchildren for a walk, what they can teach their descendants are the experiences and lessons they have summed up through their own experiences in life. ”
Zhao Chensheng nodded and said, "It's true." ”
Steward Liu continued: "Then let's talk about the relationship between you and Miss Gao, Miss Wang, and maybe Miss Wu, right?"
"Ah?!" Zhao Chensheng asked in surprise: "Steward Liu, why did you suddenly mention this?" Zhao Chensheng couldn't have imagined that he was still talking about the grand topic of life just now, and how could it suddenly shift to the relationship between men and women.
Steward Liu looked at Zhao Chensheng, who looked embarrassed, as if he had seen through the other party's thoughts, and said calmly: "Little master, life is like this, look at the small from the big, look at the big from the small, you are young now, I don't want you to fall too deep into this issue, love is one of the most important topics in life, this is a big deal." I said so much just now, you should understand that as long as you do things according to your heart, there is no right or wrong, many things are not either/or, as long as you handle them properly, you can get along well with them. ”
After Steward Liu finished speaking, he got up and said goodbye. Zhao Chensheng thought about it for a long time, and always felt that what Steward Liu said was right or wrong, and after thinking about it for a long time, it could only be attributed to the fact that he was different from his growth environment, he came from the old era, and the moral standard in some aspects was indeed much higher than that of contemporary people, but not all values were flawless, and Zhao Chensheng still saw it very clearly at this point.
Anyway, after Steward Liu's explanation from all angles, I understand that I shouldn't spend all my energy on feelings, and there are still many equally meaningful things waiting for me to do, and the feeling of twisting in my heart is much better, and the thoughts that keep impacting in my heart can be regarded as reaching a certain degree of reconciliation, and I believe that as time goes by, I will find a good way to deal with it.