"Fu Yangyun, look at me and answer me, can I?" Zheng Ting leaned in front of him.

He felt the burning heat on her body, her heartbeat was out of rhythm, he couldn't think normally, he was still struggling, he didn't know if it was right to do this, but he didn't want her to beg him so humbly.

"Just once, just this time, please, I don't want you to be responsible, I don't need you to marry me, I will marry someone obediently in the future, marry someone I don't love, marry someone you call a good match for me to make you satisfied, okay?" Zheng Ting's words were like a soft knife, stabbing into his heart one by one.

Seeing that she opened her mouth to continue talking, he pulled her into his arms, lifted her on his lap, and sealed her chattering little mouth with his lips.

At the end of a lingering kiss, he got up and carried her into the bedroom and gently lowered her to Ki

On the G size bed, while unbuttoning the camouflage uniform, I reached for the small box on the bedside table.

"Don't use this. Zheng Ting suddenly grabbed his outstretched hand.

"What's wrong?" Fu Yangyun thought she was unprepared and began to be afraid, and withdrew her hand.

"I don't want to be separated from you by such a layer. Zheng Ting pushed everything on the cabinet to the ground.

Fu Yangyun hesitated for a moment and nodded.

"Are you afraid?"

Zheng Ting shook her head.

He pecked her lips deep and shallowly, hugged her tightly, felt her tremble slightly, and a red plum fell on the snow-white sheets, and she made her wish.

No one knows whether it is right or wrong to indulge oneself like this, but one has never regretted it.

The result of stealing the forbidden fruit is not satisfied once, it will only make people more greedy, not to mention the people who love them very much.

In the next two months, Zheng Ting repeatedly pulled Fu Yangyun into the hotel, thinking that if she could get pregnant, she could force him to marry her.

She understood what he said, and she agreed, knowing that her parents would not approve of her being with him, and that if she was pregnant, no amount of opposition from the family would help.

However, as the school day approached, she found that every time they finished, he added birth control pills to the orange juice he gave her.

Since he had seen through her little tricks, she knew that she was too willful, and she was not angry, she knew how much he felt sorry for her, and would not let her do such a stupid thing to practice herself, standing behind him and looking at him, with a shallow smile.

Fu Yangyun looked back and saw Zheng Ting, and shook his hand holding the medicine box. Hand her the cup, "Drink." ”

"I'm leaving tomorrow, can I not drink this time, just this time, if we don't get pregnant, we really don't have fate, I won't look for you again in the future." But you should at least give me a chance. Zheng Ting knows best how to deal with the man in front of her who is fair-skinned and has strong facial features.

"Don't take the risk. "You're alone abroad, you're really pregnant, what are you going to do.

"If I am really pregnant, I will return to China, is it okay for you to marry me. ”

"Not good. Fu Yangyun replied decisively, but his heart was dripping blood, he knew that no matter what he did, he was hurting her, he had already hurt her, and he didn't want her to push himself to a dead end in such a way.

"What a ruthless man. Zheng Ting smiled sweetly, and the pair of deep pear vortices were printed on his face, but it stabbed his heart even more.

She reached for the glass of orange juice, and he hesitated, but let it go and watched her drink.

"Don't go back tonight, can you accompany me until tomorrow?" Zheng Ting hugged him tightly, why didn't she even have the right to choose the person she loved.

It's good to leave, every time she hears the sound of the fire truck siren in Makujo, she is terrified, and every time he goes on a mission, she is worried that he will never come back.

Especially last autumn, there was a heavy rainstorm in and around the city for three consecutive days, and there was a flood in the city, and the fire brigade of the city took out part of it to rescue, including the detachment of the city where Fu Yangyun was.

From the moment he entered the fire brigade, he injected mission and responsibility into his blood, no matter whether it was a mountain of knives or a sea of fire ahead, he would move forward bravely, he never gave up on those who were killed, and even in every mission, he would not think about his own life.

This has been going for three days, Zheng Ting guards the news every day, and every time she sees the firefighters who reported the deaths, her heart is cold again.

It wasn't until he returned to Makujo on the fourth day that she came back to life. That kind of torturous waiting, she really can't stand it anymore.

Fu Yangyun asked for leave with the team, sent her to the airport, and checked her luggage. Zheng Ting suddenly turned around and hugged him.

"Will you fall in love with someone else later?" she sobbed quietly.

He didn't answer, patting her on the back, "Let's go." ”

"What a ruthless man. Zheng Ting stood on tiptoe and pecked him on the lips, she wanted to bite hard and leave a mark for him, but she was reluctant.

Let go of him and turn around and walk towards security.

Watching her go through security, he cried for the first time in memory of it.

He replied in his heart that he would never be able to fall in love with another woman in his life.

She was gone, and he thought he would return to his normal life, but he had only returned to the life he had lived two years earlier, not the normal life he had imagined.

Zheng Ting stopped paying attention to the news of Shogunate City when she went to France, and she didn't contact Fu Yangyun again, she was worried that as long as there was a little news about him, she would be shaken and fly back to Shoguncheng immediately.

Until she graduated from graduate school, she didn't dare to return to Makujo, she was worried that she would rush to the Makujo Fire Brigade as soon as she returned to Makujo.

She stayed in France for another half a year, and for nearly two months she had been uneasy and had frequent nightmares, and she turned out the phone number lying in her mobile phone address book that had not been touched for three and a half years, but it was turned off.

I called him for three days in a row, but the phone was turned off, could it be that he had already changed his phone number? The bad premonition became stronger and stronger. She took a flight from Flying Curtain City that day.

After getting off the plane, he went straight to the Makucheng Fire Brigade, went to the door of the fire brigade, and asked the soldier standing guard, "Is Fu Yangyun still in the team?" Can you help me call him out?"

The soldier standing guard was a new soldier and had never seen Zheng Ting.

"Fu Yangyun, I'm not in the team, I was in the hospital two months ago, and I haven't woken up yet. What are you looking for him? ”

Zheng Ting was worried that she hadn't slept well for a few days, but when she heard him say this, her eyes were dark.

"Hey, hey. Are you alright?"

A veteran came out of the courtyard of the fire brigade, he recognized Zheng Ting, Zheng Ting disappeared three years ago, and never came to them to look for Fu Yangyun again, Fu Yangyun never mentioned her to them, he didn't expect her to appear here again today.

"Miss Zheng, are you alright?"

"Fu Yangyun, what's wrong?" Zheng Ting asked with a steady mind.

"There was a fire, and he was seriously injured trying to save a little boy on a mission. ”

Zheng Ting asked for the address and ward, and went straight to the hospital. As soon as she entered the ward, she fainted again, the person on the bed was covered with tubes, with a ventilator, and the fingers of the hand that was exposed for infusion had been burned and glued together.

Zheng Ting noticed that the quilt on the lower half of his body was spread flat on the bed, her head exploded with a bang, her legs were like lead, and she slowly walked to his hospital bed.

After being stunned for ten minutes, his two arms seemed to have been injected with anesthetic, and he lifted the quilt with difficulty, Fu Yangyun's legs were really not there, he was amputated, and there was a terrible burn scar on his chest, and his once porcelain-white skin was black and red.

Tears blurred her vision, and below his left collarbone, near his heart, and on a piece of intact skin, she saw two words.

Hurriedly wiped away her tears with her sleeve, and when she got closer, she saw clearly that the word "Tingting" was tattooed, she knew that the firefighters were not allowed to get tattoos, when did he steal the tattoo? It should have been after she left, and the last night they had been together had not.

Zheng Ting couldn't hold back her tears again and covered him with the quilt. Reaching out to touch the burned half of his face, his whole body, only the chest and the other half of his face were still intact, and the whole person looked extremely terrifying.

She was only distressed, so painful that she couldn't breathe normally.

"What a ruthless man, how can you bear to let me see you like this?"

A kiss fell on Fu Yunyang's forehead, "I know your pride, are you unwilling to wake up and face yourself like this, you can't accept that you have become like this, right?"

Zheng Ting brought a basin of warm water, washed a towel, and helped him wipe his face and body. She knew that even if she found the best doctor to wake him up, he didn't want to live like this, he had no legs, his right hand was badly burned, and his whole body was burned, no matter whether he could recover through various surgeries later, he could only live like a waste man in this life, which he couldn't accept.

Zheng Ting just wiped his face and saw a tear overflowing from the corner of his eye, and leaned over to kiss the tear dry, which was bitter.

"Fu Yangyun, do you know that I'm back?

"I'll give you a ride myself. Zheng Ting said as she took off the ventilator.

She didn't want to see him tormented here, and she knew he didn't want to live like this.

She saw the corners of his mouth slowly arc upward. She seemed to hear his voice, "Tingting, thank you." ”

Soon Holte

The ECG on the screen becomes a straight line. Zheng Ting sat on the edge of the bed in a daze and took his hand.

Outside the door, the voices of two bodyguards stopped people, and a boy's voice came alive

"Who are you, let me in, I want to go in to see Brother Yangyun. ”

"Let him in. Zheng Ting spoke.

"Are you, are you the big sister?" a little boy of about twelve or thirteen years old walked in and saw Zheng Ting's eyes widen.

"Do you know me?" asked Zheng Ting.

"It was Brother Yangyun who saved me, in the fire, he thought he couldn't get out by himself, he showed me your photo, he left you a message, telling me that if you look for him, let me hand it over to you. I asked him how you could find me, and he said that if he was gone, you would definitely find me, and he didn't want to see you in the hospital. The little boy said and took out a mobile phone from his schoolbag, took out the recording and handed it to Zheng Ting.

He really knew her best, and if he died when she returned to Makushi, she would definitely find the last person he had ever seen.

"This is Brother Yangyun's mobile phone. ”

Zheng Ting took the phone and clicked to play, "Tingting, I'm sorry, if there is a next life, I must be a motivated man, a man who can support you, I must find you first, confess to you first, you must be happy without me in this life." ”

Zheng Ting listened to it three times, "Fu Yangyun, you ruthless man, I don't know if you will have a next life, but I will not let you go in this life, if you don't want to live with me in life, I will be in the same hole with you when I die." ”