Chapter Seventy-Two: After Loss, I Know That I Feel Guilty
The day Shen returned to Jing County at dusk happened to be the Qingming Festival, he did not go home directly, but first went to the Chengxi Cemetery to sweep the graves of the old man of the Shen family and his mother Liao Juan.
When he came home and was about to enter the house, he found a brazier placed in the gate.
Just when Shen was wondering, Xia Jieying stroked her stomach and walked out of the room slowly.
"Come back at dusk, come across, straddle the brazier, and drink the ice cream and sugar water next to it. ”
Yes, the truth is revealed, this superstitious thing must have been prepared by Xia Jieying.
Seeing that Shen Dushi was unmoved, Xia Jieying hurriedly stepped forward to explain, "Don't blame Auntie, it's better to be cautious in everything, the baby in my belly is less than three months old, the fetus is unstable, and you just went to the unfortunate place in the cemetery, I'm afraid that you will get into trouble with something unclean, let's be safe." ”
Xia Jieying's words were nonsense in Shen Dushi's eyes, he had never believed in ghosts and gods, so it was absolutely impossible for him to follow her words.
"What? You did something wrong, afraid that my mother and grandfather would come to you? I knew why I had to do it today, even if this karma was not repaid to you, it might come to your child. ”
Shen Dushi's words were very sharp, and Shen Donghai was not at home today, so he naturally didn't have to worry about anything.
kicked away the brazier, Shen Dushi walked straight into the house, and he didn't do anything Xia Jieying explained.
"You...... Twilight!"
Xia Jieying gritted her teeth and called his name word by word, it was normal for him to raise the bar with himself in the past, but today he actually said all the ugly words to the head of the child in her belly, as a mother, she absolutely cannot tolerate this kind of behavior.
"Shen Dusk, don't go too far, I came back to you today to solve the problem and not quarrel, I'm just worried about my own children, are the things I asked you to do difficult?"
Shen Dushi felt that this was Xia Jieying's true face, and it was tiring to think about her pretending like that before.
Thinking about it, he turned his head to look at Xia Jieying, and said mockingly: "I'm different from you, you can keep that kind of superstitious thing for yourself, they are my relatives, not the unclean things in your mouth." ”
Shen Twilight is also very stubborn, and no one can force him to do what he doesn't want to do.
Xia Jieying knew this very well, thought about it, and gave up.
That's it, just let him go, as long as he promises not to toss this family, let her give birth to this child with peace of mind, and the rest, feel free.
"Okay, sit down. ”
Xia Jieying walked into the kitchen after speaking, she brought out a lot of things that Shen Du liked to eat, this negotiation is naturally to have a negotiation attitude, first the gentleman and then the villain, she does what she should do, then the rest is not her problem.
"Twilight, these are your favorite foods, try them. ”
Xia Jieying returned to her previous appearance of a good wife and mother, she held her stomach and sat down carefully with one hand on the back of the sofa chair.
Shen Dusk didn't move those things, he looked at Xia Jieying sharply, and went straight to the point.
"What's the matter with me coming back?"
"I want to give birth to this child. ”
Since Shen Dushi is so straightforward, she won't go around in circles, what Shen Donghai cares about most now is her son's attitude, Xia Jieying thinks that as long as she talks about Shen Dushi, it shouldn't be much of a problem.
"The child is in you, it's your business to give birth or not, what does it have to do with me, will it seem a little redundant if you say this to me?"
Of course, if he could, Shen Dushi would definitely not want Xia Jieying to give birth to this child, because his arrival would cause a lot of trouble to each of them.
But on second thought, this is an innocent life after all, and no one has stifled his rights.
Therefore, this is also the purpose of Shen Dushi's return this time, he wants to talk about many things clearly before this child is born.
"That's not the case, twilight, listen to me, your father wants this child, but he loves you too much, he cares about his attitude, so if you can show your father an attitude, tell him that you also expect his birth, let this child grow in love, all our problems will be solved. ”
She lied, does Shen Donghai really want this child?
"Heh~"
Xia Jieying's words couldn't help but make Shen Dushi laugh, "Tell my father, I am looking forward to his birth? Do you want to give him love? Are you too greedy? Why do I want him to love him, you indirectly killed my mother, I still want to love your child, what is the reason?"
Every time they talk about this, they will fall into a dead circle, Shen Dushi believes that Xia Jieying killed Liao Juan, but she doesn't admit it.
"Shen Dusk, how many times do you want me to say that your mother was not killed by me, and her death has nothing to do with me. ”
Look, the loop is here again.
However, this time Shen Dushi did not entangle with her too much on this issue, Liao Juan has passed away, and it is meaningless to pursue many questions, the important thing is the living person.
After calming down for a moment, Shen Dushi spoke again, "Let me ask you, if you give birth to this child, how do you plan to explain it to Nan Qiao, and just hide it from her?"
The child in Xia Jieying's belly is also related to Nanqiao, and Shen Dushi is also related to him, and now their relationship is one step closer, and they will get married in the future, how to deal with this complicated relationship at that time?
"What does it have to do with her? I didn't expect her to recognize this child. ”
When it came to Nanqiao, Xia Jieying's attitude was much colder.
Although she felt guilty about Nan Qiao, there were some things she couldn't do, after all, it was not her who caused all this wrongdoing, but Nan Qiao's father Nan Zhiguo, and it should be him who should be ashamed!
"You don't plan to let her know? Then you're planning to never recognize Nanqiao, right? Even if we get married in the future, you're going to pretend that you don't know anything and get along with her?"
What? They've gotten to the point where they're going to get married?
Xia Jieying looked at Shen Dushi with a panicked expression, and asked nervously, "Are you still together?"
"Yes!"
At least Shen Twilight was going in this direction.
"No, no, Shen Dusk, you know that she is my daughter, why are you still with her?"
Xia Jieying felt that Shen Twilight was deliberate, and he was using Nanqiao to take revenge on himself.
"That has nothing to do with you, now I will give you a way, take the initiative to confess everything, tell my father and everyone in the Shen family Nanqiao is your daughter, and ask for her forgiveness, tell her that this child exists, and she has the right to know about this matter. ”
As for how to get along with Nan Qiao in the twilight, that is their business, and there are thousands of ways, but it must not be the kind of keeping Nan Qiao in the dark, because if it really does, it will be the most unfair to Nan Qiao.
"No, no, I can't tell your father, he always thought I didn't have children, twilight, really can't, I'm old, I just want to live in peace for the rest of my life, you want me to confess, to bear the charge of cheating, I can't do it. ”
"Then I should give up Nanqiao for you? Xia Jieying, are you too selfish? My original happy life has been ruined by you, what do you want?"
Shen Dushi asked Xia Jieying hoarsely, he didn't understand why she lived so selfishly, just because she didn't want to bear the charge of deception, so she had to sacrifice her relationship with Nan Qiao?
"I said it! Liao Juan's matter has nothing to do with me, it's your mother, it's her own water-based poplar, Hongxing came out of the wall to betray your father, the innocent should be us, damn it's your mother!"
said it, finally said it, Xia Jieying endured the secret for almost twenty years. Originally, she promised Shen Donghai to rot this matter in her stomach forever, but she didn't expect that one day she would be stimulated by Shen Dushi.
Xia Jieying held her stomach, she was so excited just now that her abdomen was slightly uncomfortable now.
Shen Dushi couldn't believe what he heard, he felt that this was Xia Jieying's nonsense.
"You talk nonsense!"
"I didn't, Shen Twilight, what have I done to you all these years, you know in your heart, how the Shen family treats me, you also see it, if I am really the third party in your mouth, why should they be so good to me, and how can I tolerate your existence? I abandoned my daughter and served you as a cow and a horse, in order to let you ride on my head like this and and pee today? When I met your father, Liao Juan had already cheated, can I be blamed for this? I have been wronged by you for so many years and suffered so much anger for no reason, why do I have to bear this for my children today?"
Xia Jieying gave up for the sake of this child, since everyone didn't want to have a good time, so let's just make things bigger.
That terrible feeling returned, and Shen Dushi felt that a big black net was hanging over him in his head.
He covered his head in pain and frequently denied it, "No, you lied to me, you said it on purpose, why did you frame my mother?"
Shen Dushi clearly remembered what Liao Juan said when she left, and she opened and closed her mouth to say the words "your father".
Isn't his father Shen Donghai?
Therefore, it must be Xia Jieying who deceives people.
"I don't, if you don't believe it, you can ask the people of the Liao family, they all know the truth of the facts, and your father and I are innocent of this. ”
Xia Jieying insisted that she and Shen Donghai were innocent.
The black web in Shen Dusk's head was getting bigger and bigger, and his eyes were filled with red bloodshots, and the appearance was really chilling.
Xia Jieying realized that the situation was wrong, and it was too late to get up and escape.
She only felt that her back was heavily, and then she fell forward with an unsteady center of gravity, her stomach hit the ground, and the child she wanted to protect the most could not survive the death of Shen Dushi.
Xia Jieying felt a liquid gurgling out of her body, and she screamed in fear, "Ah, help, come on, help, save my child." ”
Shen Dushi, who lost his mind, didn't realize what he had done at all, and he stumbled out of the house, ignoring Xia Jieying's shouts at all.
When Shen Donghai came home, what he saw was Xia Jieying lying unconscious in a pool of blood, and a few plates of snacks on the coffee table, he threw away the briefcase in his hand, and hurriedly stepped forward to hold her in his arms, "A-Ying, A-Ying!"
With so much blood, the child must not be able to save it, Shen Donghai took out his mobile phone tremblingly, "Hey, 120? I'm here in a happy community, Room 302, Building 7, come on, help!"
There was no accident, God didn't pity Xia Jieying, her child was gone, and when Shen Donghai, who was outside the rescue room, heard the news, his heart was extremely complicated.
What kind of complicated method? To say that there is no humanity, he is glad that this child has fallen, so that many problems can be easily solved, and everything can be solved.
What about the other hand? How can this be said to be his own flesh and blood of Shen Donghai, celebrating with joy and firecrackers, this is not a human thing, there must be sadness.
In a word, while being sad, I can't help but rejoice, blessings and misfortunes depend, and misfortunes and blessings come.
However, Xia Jieying didn't think so, if she wasn't weak now, she would definitely use a knife to cut Shen Dushi and chop him into meat stuffing for raw frying!
Because Shen Donghai loves to eat raw fried food the most, she wants him to taste what it feels like to lose his relatives and flesh!
Xia Jieying stared at the white ceiling with blank eyes, she looked as if she had been drained of her strength, soft and languishing.
Shen Donghai sat on the side and wanted to speak several times, but the words slipped back to his mouth.
After a long time, Xia Jieying spoke, "Shen Donghai, why don't you ask me why I don't have this child?"
Yes, Shen Donghai wanted to ask this question, but he didn't dare to ask because he was afraid that she would touch the scene.
"How...... How come there isn't?"
Shen Donghai's voice sounded a little trembling, after all, Xia Jieying attached too much importance to this child, and now touching such a sensitive topic, it was undoubtedly plucking the feathers on the tiger's buttocks, or an injured tigress.
Sure enough, with two loud "bang" sounds, I saw Xia Jieying struggle to get up, reach out and sweep, and overturn all the things on the bedside table on the ground.
She grabbed Shen Donghai's shirt collar and kept pushing, "It's your baby son, Shen Dusk!"
"Twilight?"
Shen Donghai muttered softly in his mouth, how could it be him?
"A-Ying, in Beicheng at dusk, he didn't go back to Jing County, are you mistaken?"
Shen Donghai's question is also stupid, who can remember this kind of thing wrong.
"Fart! Shen Donghai, what is your heart made of? It's all at this time, you still favor your precious son? If it wasn't for him pushing me behind my back, how could I have fallen!"
Xia Jieying let go of Shen Donghai's shirt to hide her face and cried, she regretted it, she shouldn't have married into the Shen family, let alone treated Shen Dushi as her own son.
At this moment, Shen Donghai thought of the plates of Shen Dui's favorite snacks on the coffee table, maybe Xia Jieying didn't lie.
"Woo woo woo~"
Heart-rending cries filled the air, and Shen Donghai couldn't help crying when he saw Xia Jieying like this.
Shen Dushi hurriedly fled back to Beicheng, his mood was not very stable along the way, and several times, the crew on the high-speed train came to care and greet, saying that if you needed help, you could go to them.
No one could save him, and no one wanted to see him at dusk, so he returned home, locked himself in a closed space, closed the curtains, locked the door, and did not turn on the lights, and put himself in the dark.
He didn't want to believe Xia Jieying's words, but he couldn't dissipate the things that disturbed his mind, in short, after a period of time, his old problems were committed again.
Sometimes, Shen Dushi felt that he was not depressed, but a kind of panic and mania because of uncontrollable emotions.
At its worst, it can even contemplate suicide.
It's scary!
"Squeak!"
The mobile phone next to him kept ringing, and the word "Nanqiao" on the shiny screen kept jumping.
Shen Dushi didn't bother at all, he closed himself off from anyone in the outside world.
Nan Qiao put away her mobile phone, looked up at the time on the big screen, there were fifteen minutes before she was about to check in, and she wanted to report her safety to Shen Dushi, but unfortunately his phone was never answered.
Didn't you go to training again?
After thinking about it, Nan Qiao clicked on WeChat and sent a message to Shen Dushi.
[Twilight, are you okay?] I'm ready to get on the plane, go to Yuzhou, don't read it.] ]
That's right, it's to Yuzhou, not Italy.
It is said that the wind and clouds are unpredictable and the world is impermanent, which is really true.
Originally, Nanqiao was going to go to the airport with Mo Da today, one of them went to Yuzhou, and the other went to Italy, but there was an accident the night before......
The night before departure, Nan Qiao was packing her luggage, she stuffed her passport and ID card into her bag, and suddenly, her mobile phone rang.
"Hey, Brother Mo. ”
"Buckwheat, something happened. ”
"Huh, what's going on?"
Mo Da on the other end of the phone sounded very anxious, and as soon as Nan Qiao heard him say that something was wrong, her heart was nervous.
"Shi Yong came to the door, he beat Hua Yi and Xiao Xuan, and the two of them are now ...... in the hospital."
Before Mo Da's words were finished, Nan Qiao hurriedly interjected, "Brother Mo, tell me, which hospital are they in? ”
"No need, my parents are here, there is someone to take care of here, it is the company's business, the plan has changed, you may not have a way to go to Italy, you have to help me fly to Yuzhou." ”
THIS DECISION WAS MADE BY MODA AFTER WEIGHING IT FOR A LONG TIME, AND IN COMPARISON, THE JINGSHI GROUP COULD NOT BE OFFENDED MORE THAN VERSACE, AND THERE WERE FEW PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WHO DARED TO RELEASE THE NORTHERN PIGEON.
"Okay, I'll go, but is it really okay at the hospital?
Nan Qiao is also very anxious, she has seen with her own eyes how powerful Sister Hua's ex-husband Shi Yong is, and that man is a scoundrel.
"No problem, we will take care of them, but I may not be able to take care of the company's affairs, you have to worry more. ”
Family and career are very important, and neither party can give up until the last resort.
Moda believes in Nanqiao's abilities, so he gives her the business.
"Okay, I know, Brother Mo, don't worry, there is me here in the company, you take good care of Sister Hua and Xiaoxuan. ”
"Well, okay, then I won't talk to you more, they woke up. ”
Moda hurriedly hung up the phone.
*
"Ladies and gentlemen, please note to passengers going to Yuzhou: the check-in procedures for your [make-up] flight YZ2986 are now open, please go to counter 26 to handle it. Thank you!"
Nan Qiao was pulled back to her thoughts by the boarding prompt, she glanced at her phone, there was nothing else on WeChat except for work information, it seems that Shen Dushi is also busy.
Without much thought, Nanqiao walked to the check-in counter 26 with her suitcase.
Suddenly, she felt a feeling of dizziness hit her, and if she hadn't grabbed the suitcase in her hand in time, I was afraid that this person would have fallen.
Nan Qiao touched his forehead, a little hot, thinking that he should have caught a cold last night.
But now that she has arrived at the airport, she was entrusted by Mo Da to go to Yuzhou, which is not just as simple as attending a charity dinner, so it seems inevitable to work while sick.
After a short rest, Nanqiao checked in.
In this way, Nanqiao, who was supposed to go to Italy, went to Yuzhou.
In the living room of a seven-star hotel owned by Jingshi Group, Han Zhi and Jing Yubei were chatting with laughter, and the two seemed to have a good relationship.
"Yes, Ah Zhen, you are really ambitious, it has only been a few years, and you are ready to go public, you really deserve to be a holy hand gold medal lawyer in the legal industry. ”
Jing Yubei reached out and patted Han Zhi's shoulder to express his praise.
You must know that there are really few people in this world who can enter the eyes of the North Law, so Han Zhi is really good.
"Brother Jing has won the award, compared with Jing's family, my success is nothing. ”
This is the truth, there are few Jingshi groups in this world, it is the myth of the business empire, especially after Jingyubei took over, this myth is getting stronger and stronger.
Now all the legal work of the Jing Group has been handed over to Han Zhi, so he knows the best about Jing Yubei's ability.
Talking about Jing's family, Jing Yubei's eyes dimmed, he withdrew his hand, pulled out a bitter smile, and said something that people couldn't understand.
"This ship is sinking. ”
Or did he sink it himself.
Han Zhi didn't understand what this meant, with the current status of the Jing clan, no one could touch it at all.
"Brother Jing......"
"Okay, let's not talk about that, Ah Zhen, how are you doing now? ”
Jingyubei rarely cares about Han Zhen's private affairs, and it is quite surprising that he can mention it this time.
"Just like that, didn't meet the right one. ”
"Oh, not the right one? No wonder, you are so good, it is indeed more difficult than ordinary people to meet the right one. ”
Jing Yubei is already considered a fairy appearance, but Han Zhi is even more excessive than him, and his wife Chen Ling rarely praises people, especially men, but she can hear the words "Han Zhi is really handsome" from her mouth, which shows that he deserves the title of the king of Asian beauty.
Since the last time Han Zhi was on the hot search on Weibo because of his appearance, a group of his little fans gave him the honor of "Asian Beauty King".
Han Zhi smiled and said nothing, he led the topic to Jing Yubei, "Brother Jing, my requirements are not high, as long as I can be as loving as you and my sister-in-law, and live an ordinary life." ”
To put it bluntly, it is a simple thing that the appearance fits the eyes, the three views match, you love me, and I love you.
Speaking of Chenning, Jing Yubei's expression was unnatural again, and Han Zhi caught a little, but he didn't ask much.
After a moment of silence, Jing Yubei's thin lips lightly opened, "Ah Zhen, sometimes the simplest things are actually the hardest to get, remember what I said?"
Han Zhi nodded, "Remember." ”
"Don't wait for you to lose it. ”
"Yes. ”
This is the second time Han Zhi has come into contact with this sentence, the first time, because of the live broadcast of the Beicheng University Forum, he and Nanqiao are together, and what he lost is Sheng Qiannuan.
This time, he lost two women at the same time.
One is that he lost it and regained it, cherished it with all his heart, and in the end he still couldn't go on.
The other is that he has never cherished it, and if he wants to overturn the track now, he is not qualified.
Seeing that Han Zhi was deep in thought, Jing Yubei said one more sentence, "Ah Zhi has lost the person he wants to cherish?"
Everyone is from the past, and it is clear at a glance whether it is a donkey or a horse.
Han Zhi shook his head, "Brother Jing's words are not accurate, it should be said that I lost someone who loved me very much, but I never thought about cherishing her, I didn't feel how wrong I was before, but it wasn't until I lost it that I realized how much of a bastard I was, I played with her when I was young, didn't treat her well, and lived up to her gentleness, and then when I woke up, I wanted to apologize to her, but I lost my identity, so I lost it and knew that I felt guilty about her." ”
"Do you like someone now?"
Jing Yubei asked again.