A trip home, the feeling is continuous, and the tasks are repeated. Let's face it, life goes on, and time tickles.

Liu Zhiyu didn't take what his mother said seriously, how could it be so easy to find a partner, and it wasn't a screw or a screw cap, just take a sleeve and tighten the screw. Looking for a partner, it depends on fate, if fate is not enough, it is useless to say anything. Finding a partner is not simply looking for a sexual partner, but looking for a lifetime of happiness.

In society now, the relationship is very chaotic, especially the relationship between men and women, which is chaotic. But he doesn't want to be like that, it's better to keep to himself, so that life can be quiet and calm.

Liu Zhiyu still believes in fate very much, and it is only after looking back 500 times in the past life that he can pass by in this life! The world is like chess, the sea of people is vast, and it is inevitable and accidental that people can meet and know each other, or love each other.

Love is not the initial sweetness, but the prosperity retreats and still does not give up, and this takes time to sharpen. Again, fate is given by God, happiness is to be found by oneself, and happiness is to be won by oneself.

When Liu Zhiyu returned to the special service mobile team, the heavy snow had stopped, and the sky was blue and intoxicatingly beautiful. In the new year, we are full of hope, pursue our ideals, and meet the future.

Zhang Xinping was sad and depressed for several days. Liu Zhiyu noticed his abnormality and asked, "Zhang Xinping, what's wrong?"

"I feel upset, but it's fine. Zhang Xinping smiled bitterly.

"Since I came back on New Year's Day, I have seen that you are unhappy, is it because of family affairs? Liu Zhiyu comforted.

"Hey, it's not a big deal, I went home, I came back in a bad mood, and I knew that I wouldn't be going home on New Year's Day. Zhang Xinping took a deep breath.

Liu Zhiyu waited for Zhang Xinping to let out the sullenness in his heart, and it was good to say the depression in his heart, sometimes, people need a listener, he is Zhang Xinping's confiding object at this time, there are really difficult things, brothers shoulder together.

After Zhang Xinping sighed, he slowly told the situation after returning home.

On the morning of the last day of New Year's Day, Zhang Xinping had just finished work, looking at the thick layer of snow accumulated on the road, he didn't want to go home again, but he felt that he hadn't gone home for a long time, and finally took the car home.

The road was slippery in the snow, and there was a traffic jam on the road, and the bus walked for three or four hours to get to the town, and the time was already past noon. Zhang Xinping was carrying a backpack, hungry, stepping on a muddy and snowy road, and it took more than half an hour to walk five miles back home.

His father Zhang Shougu and mother Zhou Lirong were both at home, and they couldn't get out anywhere on a snowy day. Seeing Zhang Xinping enter the door, Zhang Shougu was speechless and smoked alone.

Zhou Lirong was still very happy when she saw Zhang Xinping coming back, and greeted with a smile: "Xinping, you're back, I thought you wouldn't come back! It's been snowing for two days, and today is only a little smaller, so it's not easy to walk on the road, right?"

"The road is very slippery, the bus is driving slowly, I have only arrived home since eight o'clock, and I haven't eaten lunch yet!" Zhang Xinping said, putting down his backpack and going to the kitchen to find food.

"You haven't eaten yet! Look at you, there's leftover porridge at noon, I'll scramble you another egg, and it'll be fine soon." Zhou Lirong followed into the kitchen, pushed Zhang Xinping out, and asked him to rest first.

Zhang Xinping poured hot water, washed his face, dispelled the cold, and while wiping his face, he talked to Zhang Shougu: "Dad, aren't you busy at home?"

Zhang Shougu rolled his eyelids and said in a muffled voice: "What can you be busy in the winter?

Father's words were very blunt and harsh, which Zhang Xinping could expect, but after listening to it, he was very nervous, he didn't have any common language with his father, and he didn't talk more than half a sentence, so he turned around and went to his room, took out the postgraduate examination book and put it on the desk, waited for something to fill his stomach, and then came over to read and study.

Zhou Lirong's rice was cooked quickly, hot porridge was heated, and green peppers and scallion eggs were fried in a few minutes. Zhang Xinping nibbled on pancake rolls and eggs, drank corn paste porridge, and after a while, he solved the problem of food and clothing in his stomach.

After a meal, Zhang Xinping was silent, and went back to his room after eating, or stayed alone in the room quietly, he wanted to stay quietly alone, he was used to this kind of life since he was a child.

Now he only asks for two words, that is, "quiet", when time and space are quiet, his heart can be calm, and when his mood is calm, he can do his own things better.

The extremely dull atmosphere, Zhou Lirong also felt that there was no taste in her heart, the father and son just didn't have a common language, one was more boring than the other, the gap between the two people's thoughts was too big, and she had no way to change it over the years.

Seeing Zhang Xinping silently return to his room, Zhou Lirong simply cleaned up, didn't even wash the dishes, pushed the door in, saw him reading at the desk, and asked, "Xinping, let me ask you something?"

Zhang Xinping looked at the postgraduate examination book, did not look back, and replied directly: "Mom, what's the matter?" ”

"It's the girl your second aunt brought last time, named Yang Qiaozhen, what do you mean? You haven't had an accurate attitude, whether it's okay or not, you kid, you have to give a letter!" Zhou Lirong complained.

"What? That matter, hasn't it been a year? Isn't Yang Qiaozhen looking for a partner yet?" Zhang Xinping was very surprised, raised his head to look at his mother, and asked suspiciously.

Before New Year's Day, your second aunt came to our house, and she talked about Qiaozhen and you, she said that Qiaozhen is a child, gentle and virtuous and knowledgeable, and there is no better girl like Qiaozhen in ten miles and eight villages, if you don't like Qiaozhen, it's a pity, she also said, it seems that Qiaozhen has taken a fancy to you, and often asks about you. Zhou Lirong said vigorously that Yang Qiaozhen was good.

Zhang Xinping had a headache when he heard this, he didn't say anything accurate at the time, he just didn't want to hurt others, and as time went by, this matter gradually faded away, and the girl would definitely find another partner, so this matter would be over. He didn't expect that on New Year's Day of another year, his mother would mention the girl who went on a blind date with him again.

He couldn't help but think of that girl again, with two ponytails, no powder, smart and delicate, the little sister next door, very kind, especially her eyes were crystal clear, sometimes she would occasionally appear in his dreams, but only for a moment, and he forgot when he woke up.

"Mom, don't mention this, I believe in fate, my fate hasn't come yet, now my main focus is to study for graduate school, I don't want anything else, my second aunt will come again, you just tell her, don't worry about this anymore." Zhang Xinping was straightforward and didn't want to let this matter tie him up.

"What are you talking about, your second aunt cares about you, we all care about you, you can't push 625 and don't take this matter seriously, this is not good, neither your father nor I will agree. If you want me to see it, this Yang Qiaozhen is very good, I take a fancy to it. Zhou Lirong chased after him and gave an ultimatum.

Zhang Xinping's head was about to explode, and he begged for mercy with a bitter face: "Mom, my good mother, you let me go first, wait for me to finish the graduate school exam, and then talk about finding a partner, okay, I beg you, you just let me be quiet, okay." ”

Zhou Lirong saw that Zhang Xinping was almost kneeling and begging for mercy, so she relieved herself a little, let him go for the time being, and nagged him in a lesson: "Okay, when you finish the exam, let's talk about it again, you have to listen to me, I'm doing it for your good." Hey, it's really tiring to be a mother, I'm tired when I gave birth to you, I'm tired when I raise you, I'm tired when you look for a wife, I'm just a worrying life!"

Zhang Xinping watched his mother nag out, and he sat at the desk, unable to calm down for a long time, his brain was like a bottle of paste, and he didn't know what he was thinking. For Yang Qiaozhen, who met on a blind date for the first time, Zhang Xinping had a very good impression of her, but Luohua was intentionally ruthless, and he really didn't have any ideas or feelings.

Zhang Xinping doesn't believe in fate, he doesn't believe that he can't find a girlfriend, he doesn't believe that his fate will always be like this, there will be all kinds of difficulties and obstacles in people's lives, no one will always be smooth sailing, his life road has just begun, he wants to control his own destiny. But does the reality make him like this? He doesn't know, he is very confused, and because he is confused, he studies hard.

In the evening, Zhang Shougu drank stuffy wine, didn't speak for a long time, looked at Zhang Xinping, and couldn't help asking: "I'm all working, and I'm still going to the exam, and the exam can be used as food." ”

Zhang Xinping's graduate school entrance examination, his mother casually told his father, Zhang Xinping felt panicked because his father didn't understand him, but he didn't refute it, he said whatever he liked, just lowered his head and slowly chewed the food in his mouth, the food was tasteless and in no mood.

"He's studying for graduate school entrance examinations, what do you say he's doing?" Zhou Lirong stopped Zhang Shougu, she still loved her son a little more.

"I've inquired, if you are admitted to graduate school, you will lose your current job, you have to start from scratch, go to school again, and look for a job again, right?" Zhang Shougu's words were extremely cold, and he was even more angry in his heart.

"Yes, yes, as long as you are admitted to graduate school, you will leave your current job and start all over again. I've thought about all of this, I just want to go back to school and find a new job. Zhang Xinping's tone was blunt.

Zhang Shougu slammed his chopsticks on the table and said angrily: "Hu Haotai, is it easy for you to find this job? Is it easy for me to provide for you to go to school and go to the police academy? You say that you will be admitted to graduate school, but if you say you don't want this job, you don't want it, who has you agreed? How much is the salary you earn after working for three years, and how much does it cost you to go to graduate school for three years? Where did you get the money to go back to school? Do you want me to provide for you to go to school again?"

Zhang Xinping raised his eyes and looked at Zhang Shougu coldly, it was normal for his father not to understand, as long as his work condition was a little better and he was more comfortable, he would not go to the graduate school entrance examination, since he had chosen to take the graduate school entrance examination, he would go all out.

Zhang Xinping took a deep breath, tried to suppress his imminent violent emotions, and said in a muffled voice: "Dad, the postgraduate entrance examination is my goal, but it is not my only one, if I can succeed, it doesn't matter if I don't succeed, through the postgraduate entrance examination, I can study hard, I will feel that life is more fulfilling, I don't want to live in a muddy way, this is what I think." Whether I get into graduate school or not, I will always pursue the life I want. ”

After Zhang Xinping finished speaking, he put down his chopsticks, stopped eating, got up and went back to his room. At this time, he was still in the mood to eat!