After a long time.

The patient's body gradually relaxed, took a deep breath, and said:

"No, I don't. ”

"You go on, I can stand it. ”

Then he continued the topic just now and said, "When people are evil, they can really be evil to no evil, and I used to be such a person. ”

"How evil?"

Fang Qiu asked curiously, but the movements in his hands did not stop, still carefully touching the bones, looking for the angle of reset.

"I grew up in the countryside. ”

In the midst of the memories, the eyes of the middle-aged man gradually blurred.

"In those years, I did countless evil things in the village. ”

"In our village, every family farms and raises livestock, and my family is the same, but I have never been in the field, I am hungry and looking for it at home, and I can't find it at home to steal, there is delicious food there, I go there, at first it is just a simple steal of food, but after a few back and forth, my courage is getting bigger and bigger, and even blatantly breaking in and robbing. ”

"That time, the old man Li of our village lived in the east of the village, he had bad legs and feet, his wife left early, only alone, during the New Year's holidays, his two sons, will bring some delicious and delicious food to him, I thought that he could not eat and drink, taking advantage of the absence of the old man Li, directly broke into his house, and ate his good meat, wine and supplements. ”

"After eating, I wrapped up all the things and was about to steal them back to enjoy myself, but I didn't expect that when I was about to leave, Old Man Li came back. ”

"What's the matter?"

Speaking of this, the middle-aged man suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly.

Then he said: "I know that Old Man Li has bad legs and feet, and can only walk with crutches, so when Old Man Li came back, I hid at the door, and when he entered the door, I snatched his crutches and broke them, and then ran away. ”

"I was so angry that I took matches and burned the stack of wood in his yard and almost burned his house when no one was around, when I was nine years old. ”

The word "nine years old" made Fang Qiu's hand move.

Then continue.

"It's not just Old Man Li, I have chickens and ducks at home, but I never eat my own livestock, and I want to eat chickens and go to the village to steal them. ”

"Once, after drinking the wine I had stolen from Old Man Li, I went to Aunt Jiang's house drunk and killed ten chickens, three geese and seven ducks she raised. ”

"With Aunt Jiang's chicken, I ran all the way to the village party secretary's field, ready to roast the chicken to eat, at that time the grain in the field was ripe, waiting to be harvested, but I was burned by a fire, I was eleven years old. ”

"I also robbed the children of Teacher Yang's family. ”

"Beat Sun Dazhuang. ”

"Collect protection money for primary school students. ”

"During the day, I look around for food, and at night I don't have fun, I carry firecrackers, go door to door, whoever provokes me, I go to their fields, and spoil all their food......"

"The angrier they are, the happier I am. ”

"No one can control me, dare to beat me, I will take advantage of their inattention to harm their family!"

"My parents can't control me, I threaten them to commit suicide, I'm their only child......"

The more middle-aged people talk, the more they become fascinated.

The whole person is immersed in memories, as if forgetting the pain.

"Click. ”

Fangqiu hands-on.

This time, the middle-aged man did not cry out in pain.

It's just that the body trembled slightly, the muscles on the body stiffened, and then relaxed, and then continued to tell.

"I don't know why I'm so bad, I'm happy to feel that others are miserable, I do bad things every day. ”

"I don't even know how many bad things I've done. ”

"Until the year of twenty. ”

"There is a fool in our village called Gao Gao. ”

"He was born with a bad brain and was stupid, but the people in the village were very good to him and took good care of him. ”

"I tried to trick him by taking Gao Gao to a biogas digester outside the village and encouraging him to jump in and have fun. ”

"Gao Gao was stupid, but he didn't listen to me, he knew that he couldn't jump in that place. ”

"I was in a hurry, and in order to force him to jump, I used firecrackers to scare him, but before I could light the firecrackers, he was scared to the edge of the digester. ”

Even so, he didn't want to jump in. ”

"I got angry and lit a firecracker and threw it at him. ”

As a result, it was this small firecracker that ignited the entire digester. ”

"I will never forget that scene in my life, the terrifying waves of fire rushed into the sky, and the huge explosion blew up high and far away in an instant. ”

"He fell to the ground, motionless, and never got up again......"

"Gao Gao died, at that time, I was also scared stupid, I really just wanted to play a prank, I wanted to use him for entertainment, I really didn't want to kill him, let alone kill someone. At that moment, I felt guilty for the first time. ”

Speaking of which.

The middle-aged man suddenly stopped.

Tears flowed uncontrollably.

After a long time, he stopped his emotions and continued:

"Later, I was arrested by the villagers and taken away by the police. ”

"On the day I was arrested, there were deafening firecrackers and cheers all over the village, even my parents cheered loudly, and I remember everyone's joyful and cheerful expressions, even more lively than the Chinese New Year. ”

"I know they hate me, everybody hates me. ”

"But because of their hatred for me, I was very angry, and it was an irrepressible anger. ”

"I made up my mind that when I came back, I would take revenge, and I would make everyone who cheered, everyone who celebrated, everyone who hated me, afraid of me, and I wanted to make them regret it. ”

Speaking of which.

The mood of the middle-aged man is still stable, without the slightest fluctuation and not affected by the memories in the slightest.

Not caught up in the emotions of memories, but caught up in memories.

Fang Qiu listened quietly.

There wasn't much fluctuation in the look.

Hand movements.

"Finally, twenty years. ”

The middle-aged man paused a little and said, "I was sentenced to 20 years for several crimes, and I was not released from prison until three years ago. ”

"No commutation?"

Fang Qiu asked casually.

He knew that at present, the maximum sentence for a single sentence in China is 15 years, but in the case of multiple crimes, it can be up to 5 years.

At the same time, if you behave well in prison, you will also have a more or less commuted sentence.

The question of how many years to sentence and how many years to sit on is generally not common.

"Nope. ”

The middle-aged man lay on his stomach and said, "At that time, I was a wicked person, a wicked person full of hatred! Even in prison, I became the most evil person in prison, only if I couldn't be killed, I killed them!"

Fang Qiu was silent.

Stop it.

Then he asked, "You got this disease in prison?"

"It's not. ”

The middle-aged man smiled bitterly and continued, "After I was released from prison, I returned to the village, but I didn't find my parents, and I later learned that they were gone. ”

"In order to help me repay those debts, they were sick and didn't want to see them, so they stopped all kinds ......of dirty work and hard work to make money to compensate the people in the village, but they were exhausted and sick to death, and I heard that they didn't close their eyes in the end."

Speak at the same time.

The middle-aged man couldn't control his emotions anymore, and tears poured out again.

"Actually, twenty years of being educated in prison has made me understand. ”

The hoarse voice came from the middle-aged man's low sobbing mouth, and said, "However, it wasn't until I knew that my parents were dead that I deeply understood that I was a scumbag! A scumbag who is not worthy of being a human being!"

"I found their graves, and gave myself nine mouths and forty kowtows in front of them, the first twenty for the twenty years they had raised me, and the last twenty for the twenty years that I had failed to take care of them. ”

"From that day on, I vowed that I would change my mind and become a new person. ”

"I vow to wash away the shame I brought to my parents. ”

"Back in the village. ”

"I apologized to each of the people I had hurt back then, and I hoped that they would want me, although there was little hope. ”

"Even though none of them wanted to see me, I went to their doors one by one and kowtowed. ”

"One, one, not one. ”

The middle-aged man gritted his teeth, turned his head to wipe the tears on his face, wiped them on the bed, and continued, "After kowtowing, I began to look for a job to do. ”

"Black coal kiln, I worked for a year. ”

"I've been working as a stevedore for a year. ”

"I've been working as a construction worker for a year. ”

"Day and night, I eat very little, and in three years, I saved 150,000 yuan"

"The illness of this body has also fallen in the past three years. ”

Hear the words.

Fang Qiu's whole body shook slightly.

He couldn't imagine what kind of hellish life this man had lived in those three years.

A life that can torture a person's spine like this is worse than hell.

This kind of life is not only about physical excess, but also about sickness!

This kind of disease is not a day or two, but the accumulation of adult months, in the case of illness, still carrying out the kind of terrible work that can crush himself, he suffers unimaginably.

"Two days ago, I returned to the village. ”

The middle-aged man continued.

"When I heard that the village was going to build a road, I donated 100,000 yuan. ”

When he said this, the middle-aged man suddenly smiled, smiled very happily, and added while laughing, "It was donated in the name of my parents, and their names are on the merit tablet, so my parents finally have face and can sleep in the ancestral grave in the village." ”

"I also donated 50,000 yuan to those students in need in poor mountainous areas. ”

"I know that I've been like this for the rest of my life, and I can't contribute much to society, so I donate money to them, and I hope they can. ”

"I hope that they can become useful people for the country and society, not a wicked person like me, a scumbag, they still have hope, I have no hope. ”

Hear the heartfelt voice of a middle-aged man.

Fang Qiu took a deep breath.

My eyes were a little moist.

"After I cure you, what are you going to do next?"

Fang Qiu asked.

Hands continue.

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