Chapter 54: Lao Tzu Wants to Change

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I can!

Two words, extremely domineering, as if he is really the sky, but how is this possible? I can't believe it, I looked at my dad in a daze, and said stupidly: "You heard me clearly?"

My dad's eyes were still full of determination, and he said to me very surely: "I know what you mean, don't look at your dad and I am a big boss, I also understand your suffering, and I originally prepared two paths for you."

One is to follow me, but in that case, you will definitely not be able to adapt to it, this is a point of no return.

The second is that I will send you abroad and give you plastic surgery, in fact, your facial features are not bad, but there are too many scars and acne marks on your face, I have consulted experts, this kind of scars can be repaired, you don't have to worry about this, not to mention making you a handsome guy, but at least not disliked, in addition, I will exercise you, make your body stronger, I can also give you a new identity, absolutely make you look new, so that others will not know that you have a father who has been in prison, you can use your new identity, live a normal life, get a college diploma, and strive not to be the same as your father and me, no interest!”

By the time my dad said this, I was completely stunned, and tears had cleared my eyes at some point.

It's really incredible, originally my dad came back to me, this is a gift from God, but my dad is still awesome, this is a miracle.

Now, what completely shocks me is that my father, who has never read a book, has thought so much about me and thought so carefully for me, and he actually knows that the source of all my pain over the years is because of my life experience and my appearance. I thought he wouldn't understand my suffering, but it turned out that he understood, he understood, this is my father, my father who loves me the most!!

At this moment, I couldn't suppress my emotions anymore, tears flowed out, these are not tears of sadness, this is tears of emotion, this is tears of excitement.

Looking at my dad's face rubbed by the years, I couldn't help it, and shouted affectionately at him: "Dad!!"

All the emotions are condensed in this one word, and at this time, I feel that I have finally found the long-lost home, found my best father, and I have finally become the happiest person!!

And, for my dad, this is probably the first time he heard my son call him dad, before he went to prison, I was dumb, he came back today, I just cared about venting my emotions, until now, I really integrated into the father's love, and called out dad with true feelings.

My dad heard it and felt it, and he finally smiled the hardest, and then closed his eyes and enjoyed the hot springs.

I also took off all my baggage and enjoyed it with all my heart, it was really cool, very cool.

Not long after, we soaked in the hot spring pool, out of the hot spring pool, Uncle Lin sent us new clothes, all of them are brand-name clothes, it seems to be a French brand, very expensive, the first time I wore a brand, I am a little unaccustomed, but my heart is still beautiful, put on clothes, we went directly into a box to eat, at the dinner table, just me, my father, and Uncle Lin.

Eating with two of my closest people, I feel very happy, my dad is also happy, but I don't know how to express it in words, so I try to pick up vegetables, those dishes, are what I loved to eat when I was a child, more than ten years, my dad still remembers what I like to eat, he is really bold on the surface, delicate in the heart!

A meal, I ate for a long time, but the three of them didn't talk much, Uncle Lin told me some interesting things, but for my dad's matter, they didn't say a word, I asked my dad what identity he hid, they didn't tell me, just vaguely said, anyway, it won't break the law, so I can rest assured. I didn't ask any questions, I just immersed myself in the happiness of reunion.

After dinner, it was early in the morning, and my dad suddenly said to me solemnly: "Laizi, go to bed early, think about it, which path you choose, no matter which one you choose, I will support you!"

After saying that, he also patted me on the shoulder, and then he went to a house in the villa by himself, and Uncle Lin took me into another room.

Closed the door, finally quieted down, but the brain was very messy, from the beautiful man called me out to now, it felt like a roller coaster ride for a day, and the mood fluctuated too much. From the decadence of escapism, to the humiliation of vomiting blood, to the sudden appearance of my dad, the shock my dad gave me, the touch my dad gave me, this mood, changed again and again, changed to the present, I feel excited, I feel comfortable, but I am a little entangled.

Entangled in my dad's last words, that choice.

To be honest, this choice is really difficult.

The first one, messing with my dad, this is obviously not my dad's favorite choice, he wants me to make up for his regrets, become a scholar, get a diploma and become an intellectual.

It's not a choice I like, I don't understand my dad's world at all, maybe it's chaotic, and I definitely can't adapt to it, but this one has an advantage, that is, I can be with my dad.

Second, plastic surgery, change of identity.

This may be the result that I have dreamed of, plastic surgery, I will get rid of the inferiority complex of the toad, change my identity, I will get rid of my father is in prison, my mother is neurotic, that is to say, in this way, I have realized my dream of becoming a normal person, but this choice will make me spend less time with my dad.

This choice is really tangled, I can't sleep, even if I am very tired and exhausted, but I still have no sleep.

Simply, I got out of bed, walked to the mirror, and looked at my face full of sores, at the scar on my face that was cut by Ding Wudi, and at the invisible scars on my shoulders and stomach, all of which were lingering painful marks on me.

I will never forget the disgusting and contemptuous eyes of others looking at me, I will never forget the ridicule and scolding of others, and I will never forget the bullying of others, Xu Nan, Wang Yadong, Fang Zixuan, Ding Wudi, the purple-haired girl, as well as the ruthless classmates in the class and the whole school, the sanctimonious leaders of the school, their faces are all deeply imprinted in the depths of my memory.

I can't get out, I want to forget that shame, but I can't.

Xu Nan's mother's disgusted eyes when she looked at me, Xu Nan's ruthless abandonment of me, Ding Wudi's cruelty and hurt to me, and the purple-haired woman abusing me like a dog, I really can't forget these.

I can't forget that day, the sky was gloomy and terrible, and with a desperate heart, under the ridicule of the whole school, in the attention of the whole school, I tore up the college admission letter and got out of the school lonely.

Later, the beautiful man asked me if I would go back to that city, and I replied that maybe, but in fact, I wanted to go back, because I was in that school, and I had too many unwillingness, and I was unwilling to get out of school like this, how I wanted to go back and find what I lost.

However, I don't have the ability to go back, and I can't change anything when I go back, now, although I have a domineering father, I have the ability to go back, but even if I let my father beat Ding Wudi, beat the purple-haired girl, and beat Fang Zixuan, even if I beat the whole school's classmates, what can I do? Is my mood better? Will my future life be wonderful?

It's not like this, what I hope is not like this, what I want to get back, is justice, what I want to vent is to slap the face, to slap those indifferent people in the face, not by my dad, but, by myself.

I have to change completely, I have to be strong, I want to impress, I want to make those who look down on me look up to me, I want women who look down on me to worship me and chase me, I want to make those who have bullied me kneel and lick me.

Yes, I can no longer walk with my head down, I want to be a person with my head held high and my chest high, a real person, I want to study and get a diploma, fill my father's regrets, make him happy, I want to go back to that pheasant university, I want the people in the school to change for me, to tremble for me.

Thinking of this, I suddenly exhaled the turbid breath in my heart, and suddenly, I felt that my eyes were clear and bright, and my heart was open. Before you know it, the sky is also bright.

Early in the morning, my dad and Uncle Lin came to see me, although I didn't sleep all night, but at the moment, I was excited, I washed up, dressed, and followed them to breakfast.

During the meal, my dad asked me how I was thinking about it.

I stood up very solemnly, I didn't close my eyes all night, my eyes were already full of red bloodshots, but my eyes were very firm, I looked at my dad firmly, and shouted sonorously: "I want plastic surgery, I want to exercise, I want to change !!"