Chapter 200: A deep love, a thought
Su Xiaojing listened intently, her eyes fixed on Liu Zhiyu's lips, blinking and nodding from time to time.
After Liu Zhiyu finished speaking, she smiled and said, "I can feel that you are very sincere and very real, and you didn't lie to me again." ”
"Where did I lie to you, everything I said to you was true, why should I lie to you?" Liu Zhiyu looked wronged.
"It's best if you didn't lie to me, and you won't be allowed to lie to me in the future!" Su Xiaojing glanced at Liu Zhiyu.
"I'm looking for you to be my wife, we will live together for the rest of our lives, any lie will be exposed, I don't have to lie to you!
"Who is going to be your wife? Who wants to live with you for the rest of your life?" Su Xiaojing asked repeatedly.
"Well, that's a natural thing, isn't it?" Liu Zhiyu smiled faintly.
"Hmph, we've only officially contacted each other twice, so you want to find me as your wife, isn't it too early. Besides, can two people become husband and wife if they have no feelings? What kind of marriage is a marriage without feelings? Therefore, there is still a long way to go between us. Su Xiaojing said confidently.
Liu Zhiyu nodded and said: "Yes, we have really known each other for a short time, and we need to get to know each other further, as long as we have the same heart, I will be patient and wait, and I will continue to work hard." ”
"We still have a long way to go, life has only passed more than 20 years, and there are still 70 or 80 years of beautiful times, waiting for us to spend it together, and when we are all getting old, we will watch the sunset together, what a wonderful life it is. ”
"Heh, I said, Liu Zhiyu, you're not drunk, why are you full of drunken words. Su Xiaojing knocked him, but she didn't expect him to be so narcissistic, and his skin was not ordinarily thick.
"The road I said, the road you said, is not a road, you have gone astray, do you like to dream very much, how beautiful your dreams are. ”
"No matter which path you take, you will live a lifetime, and in the end it will be the same way. And you're really right, it proves that you have gradually come to know me, I like to dream, I have a lot of beautiful dreams in my heart, although it has never become a reality, but I think one day I will realize my dream, now, you are also a dream of mine. Liu Zhiyu thought so.
"Oh, stop sensationalism, don't move me anymore, I'd better tell you the truth about my situation. Su Xiaojing couldn't say that Liu Zhiyu had to bow down.
Then, she took the initiative to say her situation: "My situation is very special, after you listen to it, think about it yourself, whether we need to continue to interact, you can decide for yourself." ”
Su Xiaojing put the words here first, and handed over the right to choose and decide to Liu Zhiyu, so that she had the courage to say what was in her heart.
"You say, no matter what the situation, I can bear it, I can also shoulder the responsibility I should bear, you don't have to worry about anything, don't say anything else, just my body, it's no problem to do some manual work. Liu Zhiyu joked solemnly.
"It's not as serious as you think, can it still make you tired?" Su Xiaojing smiled indifferently and slowly told her story, her face gradually became sad, and her voice became low.
Liu Zhiyu listened quietly, watching Su Xiaojing's small mouths close one by one, and carefully understand the girl opposite.
"To tell you the truth, I grew up in a single-parent family, my mother and I depend on each other, and now we are the only two of us living together in the family. ”
"When I was fifteen years old, I remember that before I graduated from junior high school, my father died in a car accident, and the whole sky collapsed, and the whole family was almost untidy. ”
"In that car accident, not only my dad, but also my aunt and my aunt-in-law were riding in that car, the car broke the bridge railing and fell into the river, and by the time the car was salvaged from the water, they had already stopped breathing. Our whole extended family is almost half of the people, my mother only has two sisters, she lost her sister, and the two families lost their breadwinner. ”
"My cousin is Linlin's mother, she had just started college at the time, and she came back from school after learning the news, and she cried so much that she fainted several times, and we didn't know how to survive at that time. This is my father's family, isn't it very special. ”
Liu Zhiyu looked at Su Xiaojing's eyes warmly, and did not have the previous look of laughter and amusement at all, but nodded solemnly and comforted her.
"There will be many misfortunes in life, and you have suffered the greatest misfortune in life, but all this is over, I think you have come out of that sadness and pain, we who live, we must live well, and live better, live happily. ”
"A complete home is a home, a broken home is a home, there is no inequality, and I don't have those prejudices. I think that to love someone is to love her all, including her family and everything. ”
"If you really love someone, you don't care about the other person's background, family background, appearance, or shortcomings...... Wait, only such a person is a person worth loving with a lifetime, and a person worth waiting for with your heart. ”
"If, one day, I fall in love with you, or you fall in love with me, or in the end we fall in love, I will love all of you, love everything about you.
"I'm such a person, my mind is very simple, my thoughts are very simple, whether you believe it or not, time will tell, and slowly you will understand. ”
After Su Xiaojing finished telling her heartfelt words, listening to Liu Zhiyu's words, her eyes were astringent, and her eyes were foggy, and the layer of mist was almost condensed into water droplets, which were moist and gradually disappeared in the corners of her eyes.
Su Xiaojing forced a smile, waved away the sadness in her heart, and raised her head: "Thank you for your understanding, and thank you for your comfort." In fact, many years have passed since the sadness of the past, we are no longer secretly sad, my mother and I are very happy now, although it is very plain, but very satisfied, there is no disturbance, every day is safe and stable, I think this is very good. ”
"Yes, life is like this, ordinary is true. No matter how bleak the world is, there is always a warm side to life. When fate closes all doors, it will surely leave a window of hope. As long as your heart is full of sunshine and you feel happy. Liu Zhiyu nodded and said.
He saw that Su Xiaojing's expression returned to normal, and then said: "Actually, I envy you, how good it is to be a teacher, in the face of a group of young and sunny children, you will be happy unconsciously, and teaching and educating people is both sacred and glorious." ”
"Yes, being with the students is my happiest time, and it is also the source of my motivation for work, looking at their inquisitive eyes, I think that I should try to teach them well, I must work hard to do a good job, all the worries and sorrows have been thrown out of the clouds, thinking about these is also a kind of happiness. When Su Xiaojing talked about students, her eyes were full of love.
"I think that after the college entrance examination, I chose a normal university, and after graduation, I entered an experimental middle school to teach English, but I didn't expect that I really fell in love with this profession, from which I really realized the value of my life. ”
"Well, although we have only really dated twice, I appreciate your personality and charm, I am a layman, I appreciate your beauty, your beauty, generosity, elegance and intellectuality, and your selfless love for students and persistent pursuit of career, I am also very moved. Especially if you have a good attitude, you are contemplative, tolerant, grateful, positive, and have such a sunny attitude, you are a happy teacher and will be a happy person. Liu Zhiyu said sincerely.
If two people can love each other, it must start with appreciating each other.
Liu Zhiyu began to appreciate Su Xiaojing, and found so many shining points in her, and his heart began to be moved by her, maybe this is a kind of feeling, which slowly grows from the depths of his heart, and finally thrives and blooms.
Su Xiaojing was very relieved, she did not feel his prejudice and rejection of her family, but gave her more comfort and love.
He is so sincere, he is so upright, he is affectionate and polite, his mouth is bad, that is from the bottom of his heart that he wants her to be happy, his people feel so cute, that is the direct embodiment of his heart and true feelings.
Su Xiaojing didn't say that she also admired him, but silently cherished his love for her in her heart.
She believes that they will continue to date, she will get to know him more deeply, and he will also understand her, and the deeper he understands, the more solid the foundation, the deeper the relationship, and the happier he will be in the future.
She doesn't want to find someone to marry casually, that is irresponsible for her life, she also has a mother who needs her to accompany her through life, and she has more responsibilities on her shoulders.
Su Xiaojing wants to find someone who loves her deeply, and she loves her all, and she loves him deeply.
Before, Su Xiaojing had never experienced being loved by a man, nor did she try to love a man, because she couldn't fit another person in her heart, and she only had a mother who depended on each other in her heart.
However, she knew that she needed to try to love a man, and her mother was also urging her, this was her life, and it was also the need of this family, how could a family lack a man. Since my father passed away, this family has been an incomplete home.
In order to raise and take care of her wholeheartedly, her mother did not remarry, and spent most of her life like this, but they all know how important it is to have a man and a pillar in the family.
And this responsibility now falls on her shoulders, and she has to shoulder it, for herself and for her mother.
A deep love lies in a thought. Su Xiaojing and Liu Zhiyu chatted together, relaxed and very happy.
Before I knew it, a long time had passed, and the entire Western restaurant gradually became sparsely populated, and the two of them were a pair of young men and women who had eaten Western food for the longest time.
Liu Zhiyu and Su Xiaojing walked out of the western restaurant together, and on the street outside, the neon lights were full of colors, blooming with their own brilliance.
Su Xiaojing took a few steps forward, wanting to walk down the steps, but she didn't want to stumble under her feet, and with an "ah" sound, her body lost her center of gravity, and she fell forward.
Liu Zhiyu saw that she had a sudden accident, and hurriedly stretched out his arms to stop her waist and ask her to hug her, so that she did not fall.
"Are you okay?" Liu Zhiyu lowered his head and asked with concern, Su Xiaojing, who was half-hugging and half-hugging in his arms, came to his nose with the fragrance of gardenias, which was refreshing.
Looking at her again, there was a slight panic on her face, and she turned to calm, looking forward to flowing essence, smooth and jade, without spitting out, and her breath was like a quiet orchid.
At this moment, Liu Zhiyu felt that she was even more glamorous, and her fragrance was more affectionate;