Chapter 120: The pursuit of the extraordinary in my heart
After a period of ups and downs, a dull life, this is about the process of a person's life experience, and everyone has come through it like this.
When you're too busy to touch the ground, it's only a matter of time. If you are so busy all your life that you can't touch the ground, then this person can't be called a human being, that's God, a god.
At this moment, Liu Zhiyu sat in the office and made a cup of hot tea, and it was rare to have a safe and uneventful day. Outside, the sky is clear, the sky is high and cloudy, it is rare to have a sunny day, and the air quality is also quite good, and there is hardly a trace of haze in sight.
I don't know when the smog has become the usual weather, if you don't breathe a little haze every day, people can't live, especially in the city.
Now, when we meet each other, the first greeting is not to ask you if you have eaten, but to ask if you have eaten haze. If the answer is that you don't eat it, then it will say again, not that you go home to eat, but that you can eat anywhere with your mouth wide open.
And on a day like today, where the sun is shining and the clouds are light and the wind is light, it is like a fairyland on earth.
The weather is a good weather, the person is still the same person, Liu Zhiyu retracted his gaze from afar, looked down at the desk, and most of the postgraduate examination books on the desktop have been read, but the learning efficiency has plummeted, and the previous passion for learning has long since ceased to exist, this may be a state of mind, the mood has changed, and the person has changed.
Since Ye Zhuoran and Liu Haowei went to graduate school, without Ye Zhuoran as a learning role model, without Liu Haowei by his side to spur and supervise, Liu Zhiyu, Zhang Xinping and Zhong Dahai have very little motivation to study for graduate school, time can change people, and the environment will change people.
Liu Zhiyu is thinking more about how to face the new future, and the road to graduate school is getting farther and farther away, so where is his path?
Liu Zhiyu's heart is lonely, he keeps asking himself, where his heart will go, the love for the police career in his heart has not diminished, but he is ignorant of his life path, and he does not know the direction and destination after moving forward.
He and Zhang Xinping and Zhong Dahai, each of them is just a nobody, obscure, ordinary as a speck of dust in the air, plain as a drop of water in the sea, how difficult it will be to create extraordinary achievements and achieve an unusual life.
Liu Zhiyu looked up at the window again, the autumn was high and refreshing, and the wind was smooth. He suddenly felt a different state of mind in his heart, a cup of sake and a pot of tea, a stroke of talent and a poem, a soft intestine and a rhyme, a blood and a heart.
Perhaps, as Zhang Xinping said, plain is true. In response to that sentence, things can be content, and people are self-exalted without seeking quality. But how could he give up the pursuit of his heart?
Zhong Dahai walked into the office and saw Liu Zhiyu contemplating, walked over and asked with a smile: "Liu Zhiyu, what are you thinking, so engrossed?"
Liu Zhiyu came back to his senses and smiled: "I didn't think about anything, I was bored to look at the sky." The sky is big, and there is always room for us to struggle and struggle. We can't be like those floating clouds, which drift away when the wind blows. We should be like those eternal stars, bravely existing between heaven and earth, forever radiating brilliant brilliance. ”
"Your heart is so big, bigger than the universe, do you want to shine your own light on the whole world? Liu Zhiyu, that day, it's too big, let's look at the earth more, let's go to the earth to find our dreams, this is more real and concrete. Zhong Dahai looked at the sky outside, then at Liu Zhiyu's thoughtful face, and said his own thing, "There is a matter, I want to discuss it with you, I want to hear your opinion." ”
"Well, the sky is big, the earth is also big, only people are too small, we still have to recognize ourselves. You are right, the heart is in the sky, the feet are on the earth, we must not only have lofty ideals, but also be down-to-earth, so that we can really do our own things. If you have anything to discuss with me, just say it, as long as you do practical things, I will support you. Liu Zhiyu retracted his mind and wanted to listen to Zhong Dahai's affairs.
Zhong Dahai listened, and happily stepped forward to hug Liu Zhiyu's shoulder: "With a good brother like you, no matter what happens in the future, I think this life is enough." ”
"Don't talk about it, what's the matter?" Liu Zhiyu pushed Zhong Dahai away, this kind of action was too intimate, and he felt a little unbearable.
"Haha!" Zhong Dahai smiled and sat down on the chair opposite Liu Zhiyu, "The last time I went to my house, we talked about contracting the banks of the Shahe River, and there was new progress, and I also had some ideas and plans. ”
"Oh, are those poplars already cut down? can we proceed to the next step?" Liu Zhiyu knew that Zhong Dahai had been keeping an eye on this matter, which was the biggest concern in Zhong Dahai's heart.
"You guessed it, my dad did the work in the village, those poplars have grown for so many years, and they will not bring obvious benefits to the village if they grow there, and after cutting them down and planting saplings, and after a few years, they will grow into big trees, and the income will be one after another, and the people in the village will no longer object to this. Yesterday I called home, and my dad said that the poplar tree had been cut down and sold for more than 100,000 yuan!" Zhong Dahai was happy in his heart, and his excitement was overflowing.
"Really, 10 years of trees, 100 years of people, some of those trees have grown for decades, and they can be sold for a good price. Well, I know, next, you want to operate the contracting of the riverbank, right?" Liu Zhiyu understood in his heart, it seems that Zhong Dahai wants to invest again.
"Yes, I thought about it carefully, I can't come forward in this matter, my identity is not suitable, I have communicated with my little Zhang Jianhua, and he will come forward to handle the riverbank contracting and sand mining license, and the funds will be paid by us together, and my father and my second uncle will help me coordinate the specific matters, and the director of the county land and resources bureau is my second uncle's classmate, there should be no problem." My dad also put the road repair in the village on the agenda, and the people in the village were very supportive, and my second uncle was also trying to get funds from the county. Together, we are much better. Zhong Dahai talked about some of the situation in the village and his own plans.
Liu Zhiyu listened carefully, and kept thinking in his heart, Zhong Dahai is a good material to make money, the matter of river sand is a big event, and it is also something that can determine Zhong Dahai's future, so he should think about it carefully.
Liu Zhiyu nodded and said: "Well, you think very carefully, everything is difficult at the beginning, if you get the early things done, you will have no worries about the follow-up things, and it will be smoother to do." ”
"Liu Zhiyu, this weekend, I want you to go to my house with me, I called Zhang Jianhua over, let's go to the scene together to have a look, discuss the details, as long as the discussion is good, we will sign a contract with the village. Zhong Dahai wanted Liu Zhiyu to go home with him, he felt that some of Liu Zhiyu's ideas were very important, how could the three stinkers withstand a Zhuge Liang, such a big matter, they needed to think carefully and deeply about it.
"Well, well, I'll go with you. Liu Zhiyu thought about it, nodded and agreed, and suddenly remembered something, "Did you talk to Zhang Xinping too?"
Liu Zhiyu thought, anyway, it's a weekend, you can call Zhang Xinping to go together, and come to the mountains and rivers again, that feeling is really good, and it is endlessly memorable.
"No need, I met him outside just now, I said I wanted to contract the riverbank in the village, and asked him if he wanted to do it together, and he said that he would confiscate the money in his hand and would give him full support mentally. Anyway, this kind of thing is at your own will, I can't force him, after all, it is very prudent to invest money. Zhong Dahai shook his head, a little helpless.
He felt that it would be good to contract the riverbank and get this sand mining project this time, no matter how tempting he was, Zhang Xinping just didn't participate, which was a pity.
"Hehe, Zhang Xinping is careful about making money, and he can't be blamed, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and he can't help himself with some things. He is already doing a good job now, and he can give us full moral support, he is a good brother. Liu Zhiyu said with a smile.
"Okay, then I'll get in touch and go to my house together on the weekend. After Zhong Dahai finished speaking, he went out, and he had to talk to his family and Zhang Jianhua again.
For Zhong Dahai, this is a major choice to change his life destiny, and it is also an important beginning of his pursuit of wealth.
Liu Zhiyu calmed down, the book still has to be read, the test is still the test, the postgraduate entrance examination is still his own pursuit, and he can't give up for the time being, Ye Zhuoran and Liu Haowei are still watching them in the capital, hoping that they can all be admitted to the capital.
In the evening, Liu Zhiyu received a call from his cousin Jiang Jianping, and his heart couldn't help but tremble slightly. Ever since he got drunk at her house and did something out of the ordinary, Liu Zhiyu always felt a little sorry for Sister Ping, and was embarrassed to take the initiative to contact her, but from time to time he would reminisce about the feeling at that time, which was a hazy feeling of happiness.
Liu Zhiyu talked about a girlfriend when he was in the police academy, but he just held hands, and he didn't even have time to kiss him. It was a kind of innocent love, without any impurities, and finally ended up being separated by two people after graduation. It was his first love, very short, and before it reached the point of unforgettable, it broke up in two.
Loved, and do not regret, everyone will have experienced love, some first love is simple, no development and no end, some first love can be until marriage, but this situation is too little in the world, because the world is too big, this society is too complicated, people's hearts are unpredictable, and the future is unpredictable.
In the dead of night, he would think of his first love, of the girl who gave him love, but only occasionally he remembered or dreamed of it. Now, there are two more women in his dream, one is his cousin Jiang Jianping, and the other is Sister Xie Junlan. Liu Zhiyu has not really experienced a woman in his life, but he feels that it is not easy to find a good woman, and it is even more difficult to find a woman who is in love, after all, he has not experienced the kind of love between two childhood sweethearts.
Liu Zhiyu understands that the first thing he is looking for now is not love, but to meet the girl for the purpose of marriage, and then to find love with the purpose of marriage. Is there love before marriage, or marriage first and then love? Liu Zhiyu can't understand or think clearly about this question, and he himself can't help himself.
In the past, they joked that Zhang Xinping went back to his hometown on a blind date, and later almost many people took the same path, it seems that the road of blind date is indeed a road to life and marriage.