Early the next morning, the short and fat boss arrived early with a group of workers. They had fruit and a change of clothes in their hands, and there were quite a few pots and pots. She was followed by a young woman, who looked to be no more than twenty-five or sixteen years old.

Master You woke up early, his complexion is much better today, except for a few silver needles on his head that look a little weird, everything else is normal.

"Lao You, our boss has specially brought his daughter-in-law here to serve you, you kid is blessed!" the foreman quipped, joking.

"No, no, the conditions here are good, those little doctors, come over in shifts to check the class, I can just call them directly if there is anything, besides, his daughter-in-law is here, this is not convenient." Master You hurriedly excused himself.

"Lao You, don't think about it, my daughter-in-law is just sending you food, I'll take her over first to recognize the way, you kid have to hurry up and get better, without you, I don't know who to find as an electrician." The little radish head said with a smile, and went out again with a few people, and after a while, he really came back with a rocking chair, the whole body of golden silk nanmu, which looks a little simple, but it is very tough when it is poured, this rocking chair is played according to Qin Jue's current rocking chair, it is obvious that a lot of effort has been put into it, and there are eight big characters engraved on the rocking chair.

"The apricot forest is warm in spring, and the hanging pot is helping the world!"

Qin Jue had just eaten breakfast, and was about to go out, but he happened to bump into the little radish head moving a chair in, and he smiled slightly: "Little radish head, you kid is good, but you are quite good." ”

"Big brother, compared to your benevolence and medical virtues, let's just talk about our hearts. Hehe......" Little Radish smiled and waved her hand for everyone to move their chairs to the back. He slowly walked to Qin Jue's side, looked around defensively, and then whispered: "Big brother, I have one more thing to trouble you, I am in my thirties this year, and I have been married for almost five years, but I don't have any children? I have been to many hospitals for examinations before, and I can't find out what the reason is, why don't you show it?

Qin Jue waved his hand and hurriedly excused himself: "Don't, my body is not good." You'd better find someone else. ”

The corners of the little radish head's mouth twitched slightly, and his face showed a bitter expression: "Big brother, what do you want? I asked you to help solve the major matter of inheritance, but I didn't let you do it for you?"

Qin Jue glanced at him, and said with a wicked smile on his face: "When I went to the hospital to check, what did they say?"

"Big brother, don't say it, those doctors are really not a thing now, I have visited all the hospitals, large and small, even Chinese medicine, my health is very good, my daughter-in-law is also normal, there is no problem, I can't find out the reason? I have taken a lot of medicine, the key is that the fart is not used? Seeing that I am getting older and older, how can this child behave?" The little radish head complained, with a sad face.

"Damn, Lao Tzu knows that it will be good for you kid to find me. Qin Jue scolded, reaching out to grab his hand and neck.

"Grandma's, the void fire is floating, the middle qi is insufficient, your kidneys are deficient, can you make up for it?"

"Big brother, I'll tell you the truth, I made up for it for a while in order to have a child, but it didn't work, it made me sad. I wonder if there's something wrong with my daughter-in-law?" said the little turnip head hurriedly, his face a little embarrassed.

"Hmph, you kid don't push it on others, it's obviously your kid's fault, I said you can't catch the Liuwei Dihuang Pill Mengbiao, that thing is not a jelly bean, you are so hard to knock? There is too much residual medicinal power accumulated in the body that has not dispersed, Lao Tzu will prescribe you a pair of medicines, you will take it for a week, and it will naturally have an effect at that time." With that, Qin Jue led him to prescribe medicine.

"Chu Mo, collect the money according to the order!" Qin Jue gave the order, and Qin Jue went out leisurely.

This seems to have become Qin Jue's habit, every day he will inevitably come to the West Lake to take a walk, the scenery here is very good, the air is also very sober, the turquoise lake water is filled with the fragrance of lotus flowers, the breeze is blowing, the weeping willows are blowing, only here can he be at peace of mind, throw away the boundless troubles.

The first morning sun shines on the broken bridge, cutting off the way back; the Leifeng Pagoda in the distance is clearly visible, standing in the dense mountain forest, the morning bell and the dusk drum, bursting with Sanskrit sound.

Since ancient times, love and love have been in a dilemma, Emperor Xin gave up thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, but still lost the fox; Zhou Youwang Fenghuo Opera princes, in the end he still buried Bao Xi with his own hands, Wu Sangui was angry at the crown, but he also failed to redeem a smile and fell into the city; not to mention that there is a white snake under the Lei Feng Tower, a thousand years of resentment, a hundred years of lovesickness!

Qin Jue smiled lightly and stood there quietly, smoking a cigarette silently. No one knew what he was thinking, only a rickety voice, a head full of gray hair, and a faint sadness.

Puff ......

With a vision, far from Qin, a young man jumped into the lake.

"Damn, this kid is quite good, don't you know you can't swim here?" Qin Jue scolded lightly, but soon he noticed the abnormality.

The young man's face was obviously a little pale, and his spirit was a little sluggish, he obviously couldn't swim, and he kept splashing in the water, but he didn't call for help.

"Commit suicide by throwing yourself into the lake?" Qin Jue's face was slightly gloomy, and he gave full play to the instinct of a spectator and slowly leaned over.

Soon someone found out, and several young people plunged into the lake and began to rescue. There were also people who hurried over on a sightseeing boat and actively participated in the rescue.

The hard work paid off, and the boy wanted to die but didn't die, but he was still rescued.

More and more people came to watch, and someone stepped forward and asked: "Young man, why can't you see it when you are young, you still have a long life, can't you kill yourself?"

"That is, what is there that you can't get over? You have to be generous, and the difficulties will pass. ”

"Yes, be brave. ”

……

For a while, everyone was gossiping, full of preaching and sympathy.

"Do you know what I've been through?" and persuade me to be generous, for I was stabbed and the blood has not yet been wiped clean, so you came and advised me to be brave!

"Why does this guy talk like that? Anyway, we saved your life, if you have any difficulties, you name it, and we will help you solve it together." Someone continued to persuade.

"Forget it, you can't help me, thank you, goodbye!" the boy stood up, bowed to the crowd, turned and walked out.

Everyone looked at him, a moment of surprise, a sigh, a moment of whispering, but they did not catch up with him.

Qin Jue smiled softly, and quickly walked towards the main road on the side, and the young man walked along this road.

Passing by, the young man did not stop, still with his head down, walking on the road like a walking corpse, without a trace of expression on his face except for indifference and despair.

"Why? When you are terminally ill, you want to commit suicide? But do you have to explain what happened before committing suicide, otherwise what will your family think?"

Qin Jue said coldly, still smoking casually.

The young man stopped suddenly, glanced at Qin Jue from behind, his throat trembled, and it took a long time before he spoke.

"I don't want to die, but I don't have a choice. ”

"As long as you are alive, there are infinite choices, and vegetative people can choose whether they want to be awake or continue to fall asleep, aren't you in a much better situation than a vegetative person now?" Qin Jue scolded lightly, his face cold.

"Perhaps, but it's pretty much the same. The boy sighed, shook his head helplessly, did not stop, turned around and continued to walk forward.

"Grandma's, it's just leukemia, why do you kid look like you're half dead?" Qin Jue said coldly, didn't bother with him anymore, and walked towards the lake again.

At this time, the young man stopped completely, he hurriedly turned around, looked at Qin Jue's back, and couldn't help but be surprised, he clearly heard something forward, it seemed that there was really a path that he could choose in this stranger's body. He thought about it, but hurriedly followed.

At this time, Qin Jue was standing by the lake smoking a cigarette, he didn't look at the young man, he just whispered.

"I used to be like you, I wanted to die very much, thinking that death would be a hundred over, no matter how worry-free I was, no more fighting, but I would not be a coward like you, to choose suicide; It's a pity that the sky has never been very popular, and now I have gray hair on my head and ravines on my face, and the time of my departure is not far away......"

A long sigh, as if there was endless sorrow.

"I'm not as good as you, I want to live, but I can't find a reason to live. Maybe there's an excuse, but I can't even convince myself. The young man whispered, the smoke ring turned red, obviously a little choked, he looked at Qin Jue's back, let out a long sigh, and said in a low voice.

"I am a sophomore student at Zhejiang University, I grew up in the countryside, my parents are middle school teachers, the family conditions are not superior, my parents have been very strict with me since I was a child, and I have never dared to live up to their expectations, and I was admitted to the ideal university with excellent results, but at the end of last year, I suddenly fainted in the classroom. When I was sent to the hospital, I found out that I had leukemia, hehe...... , God's joke is too big. It's simply not something a small family like ours can afford!" the boy paused, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and continued.

"At that time, I knew that my life was over, when I found out, my leukemia had entered a period of rapid change, in order to treat me, our family was bankrupt, even the ancestral house left by my grandfather was sold, but it was a pity that it was a drop in the bucket, some diseases are not at all affordable to us poor people, what about the rich, but the medical conditions are better, but there are always some things it is not a disease, but your life, you have to take it. ”

"In May of this year, the school held a fundraiser for me, and some help from the community, and my family borrowed a lot of money from relatives and friends, and I finally had a bone marrow transplant, and the bone marrow transplanted was my father's, and he is still lying in the hospital bed, and I know that they did their best, yes, I am too angry. The bone marrow transplant was successful, but it recurred within two months. Heaven has already given me a chance, and even if there is a second time, I will not hope for it. I don't want my parents to be burdened with debts that they can't pay off for the rest of their lives, and I don't want to continue to live with them in the year of the weak crown. ”

"So, I left a letter this morning and ran out secretly, since I'm going to die, let's find myself a good place, so I came to West Lake, because this is the place where my girlfriend and I first dated, but unfortunately, since I got this disease, she is gone. You know, in fact, I don't blame her at all, this is my own life, I can't let her suffer for a lifetime, if I still have some reluctance in my heart, that is, I hope my parents can live happily, not too sad because of my death, I also hope that my friends and classmates can make their dreams come true and achieve a career in the future, I hope she can find a partner who really loves and cherishes her. I don't hate anyone, and I don't take revenge on others sadly, I only hate myself. The young man said with a smile, tears falling down his cheeks.

"Uncle, do you think I still have a reason to live?"

"Who the fuck is your uncle, Lao Tzu is only thirty years old this year!"