Sister Zhou walked in with a smile.

"Xiao Yang, Sister Zhou knows that you have been through a lot, but after thinking about it, I still have to tell you about it. Her bright eyes looked at Populus euphratica, without a trace of utilitarianism, and some were just caring.

This period of time together has made her understand Populus euphratica better, and she is no longer a superficial understanding before.

Because if you want to really get to know someone, the best way is to spend some time with them.

As long as you observe carefully, you will basically be able to see the other person's personality.

Obviously, Hu Yang's performance in the past few days has allowed Sister Zhou to tell him more truthfully.

That's why she's coming over tonight.

"Well, you say. Hu Yang nodded heavily.

It was the first time he had seen Sister Zhou like this.

Therefore, I don't dare to take it lightly or look indifferent.

"What do you think of Sister Zhou, how am I doing now?" she sat down and asked Hu Yang with a smile.

He thought for a moment and said, "It's going to be fine." ”

Although Sister Zhou occasionally gets angry with the assistants below, it is not unreasonable, but the other party makes the same mistakes in a row.

Or she said it very clearly, but the other party still got it wrong.

That's one of the reasons why her assistants didn't leave in a fit of rage.

And she is usually very busy, which makes Hu Yang admire her for being so energetic.

Hearing Hu Yang say this, Sister Zhou shook her head bitterly.

"Do you usually see me, are you busy, do you think my life is very fulfilling?" she knew what Hu Yang thought.

His face looked at him with a hint of bitterness.

"Aren't you tired? When you're done with this time, you walk around and relax. ”

Hu Yang didn't quite understand what Sister Zhou meant, so he could only say that.

She shook her head and said, "Really let me stop, believe it or not, I'll be in the hospital in less than a week." ”

All of a sudden, poplar seemed to have caught something.

So he looked at her with puzzled eyes.

"You're just trying to keep yourself busy?" asked Hu Yang.

Sister Zhou nodded and said, "Well, only in this way I don't have much time to think about anything else, and I can lie on the bed tired and sleep immediately, and I won't lose sleep because of my energy." ”

But Populus euphratica is a little incomprehensible.

"Do you know what happened to me before?" Sister Zhou saw Hu Yang's puzzled eyes and knew what he was thinking.

I really don't know about this, Poplar hasn't been investigated.

Shook his head at Sister Zhou.

"I used to have a happy, enviable marriage, but on a stormy night, it all fell apart. Sister Zhou's eyes showed the pain of memory.

How familiar the poplar is with this look.

In the past, he would also show this kind of painful eyes of longing in the dark and uninhabited night.

Hu Yang didn't say anything to comfort Sister Zhou, and sat down opposite silently.

Because he knows that only those who have experienced it can understand that all words of comfort are powerless.

"There was a car accident, 39 cars collided on the highway, and when I was notified to go to the scene, he was no longer human. Sister Zhou closed her eyes in pain.

Tears spilled down from his closed eyes.

She really didn't want to recall everything.

Hu Yang pulled out a few tissues and handed them to her.

"It took several years to come out of the grief, and I tried to find another person, but I couldn't find the feeling of heartbeat, in fact, there was a person who liked me very much, and I felt good about him, but we didn't come together by mistake, and then I was discouraged and no longer had extravagant hopes, and devoted myself to work. ”

Sister Zhou slowly narrated her past and experience.

"At first, this feeling of being so busy that I forgot my sadness and didn't have time for me to reminisce, but gradually, I found that I was sick and had no one around me to take care of me, and when I returned home, I was alone, and an indescribable sense of loneliness came to my heart like a tide. ”

She no longer sat upright, but slumped in her chair and looked up at the snow-white ceiling.

Hu Yang has a deep sense of identification with her words.

Because he also feels this way.

"You know what? Sometimes at night I can't help but think that if I hadn't been so stubborn and softer, maybe I wouldn't be alone today, but unfortunately there is no regret medicine in this world, and time will not be turned back. ”

She looked at Hu Yang, showed a self-deprecating smile and continued: "Do you know? At the beginning, I thought that it was a very sacred and proud thing to protect our love alone, so when I first met him, I did not bow my head and refused to give in due to some misunderstandings, but now I realize that what I did before seems to be very stupid now. ”

Hu Yang shook his head, and he finally spoke.

"Sister Zhou, I don't know if you've ever heard of such a sentence: Ask what is the situation in the world, and the straight teach people to promise life and death?"

She wiped her tears for a moment, and whispered in her mouth: "Ask what the world is like, and teach people to live and die." ”

"In my life, I can meet someone who loves me and who I love, which is the fate that I have met countless times in my previous life and through endless time and space, and I need to spend my life guarding it. ”

Populus euphratica's voice was a little erratic.

He remembered the happy time when he was with Song Wenxian, which he will never forget in his life.

"At least when we are old, when we lie in a rocking chair under a tree and watch the sun set, we will feel that the only regret in this life is that we can't grow old with her. ”

Sister Zhou's reddish eyes looked at Hu Yang, which reminded her of her past self.

"At that time, I thought the same thing, but now I understand that having a caring person with you will make life more perfect. She said.

I agree with this, but I am already content to meet one in my life, and I dare not ask for it anymore. Hu Yang said.

It's like pouring freshly boiling water into a cup, letting it cool down slowly and feeling the temperature change.

When the temperature of the water in the glass is almost the same as the outside temperature, you have slowly become accustomed to it.

However, when you add some hot water to it and try to control it, it will be completely different from the original feeling.

What's more, people's minds change.

"Why don't you give it a try and give yourself and others a chance?" asked Sister Zhou.

Hu Yang shook his head with a wry smile and said, "Sister Zhou, don't you regret it now? You hurt yourself and others, in this case, why bother to create a sad person again." ”

He understood what Sister Zhou meant, and he also understood that Sister Zhou came over tonight to tell him what her past was.

But there are many things that I only know what I want.

There is one thing that Hu Yang must admit, he does have a good impression of Dongfang Tianyue, and she seems to want to try it with herself.

However, he was not ready, nor had he ever thought of it.

Because since the death of his wife Song Wenxian, after he spent his grief, he wanted to be by her side quietly.

If it weren't for the fact that the primary schools were going to be merged, he would still be staying in that small closed village with books and teaching day after day.

"Xiao Yang, whether the shoes are suitable for you, it's not something you can know by standing by and watching, you have to try and wear them yourself, why don't you try it? ”

She persuaded Populus Hu to try, not entirely because of Dongfang Tianyue, but because she wanted Populus not to regret it.

As someone who has come before, I have also experienced such a thing.

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