It's a pity that now I can only think about it, I can't see her again, and I can't hold her anymore.

The tears of sadness slipped mercilessly, and they couldn't be stopped.

"I really want to hear your voice, whether it's coquettish or scolding me, it's all fine. Poplar muttered with tears as she looked at the snowflakes that were once again covered in front of the grave.

Never got a response........

The sunshine couldn't give him the slightest warmth.

All that was left was the occasional sobbing sound of poplars.

He accompanied her so quietly, as if he wanted to accompany her to the end of the world, from sunrise to twilight.

The snow gradually stopped.

Everywhere you look, it's covered in silver.

Except for a few thin puffs of smoke rising from the village in the distance, there was not even a sign of a bird.

The tears have long since dried up and can no longer flow.

Populus silently swept the snow on the ground to both sides, picked up the snow next to him and wiped it on his face a few times.

The cold feeling cleared his mind a little.

Although there was still a strong smell of alcohol in his breath, at least his head was no longer groggy.

Looking down at his sloppy appearance, Populus shook his head bitterly.

He knew that his wife Song Wenxian definitely didn't want to see him like this, and when he came, Hu Yang also cleaned himself up.

I just want to tell her that I can take good care of myself, don't worry about him, and let her rest assured.

Because men have a "bad problem".

That is, in front of the people he loves, he always likes to show his best and strongest side, hiding all the tiredness and discomfort, and looking at them with a smile.

I want them to know that I can rely on her, and when they are sad, they are the harbor of their souls, and they can comfort them.

Populus euphratica is no exception.

But when she looked at herself with a smile, she realized that she was not as strong as she imagined.

Thoughts gushed out like a river bursting its banks, and tears couldn't stop coming out of my eyes.

Especially during the time I left the small village, I missed her so much.

Distance produces beauty, and it also makes the bottle of wine buried in the ground more mellow.

Moreover, she has always been the most beautiful in the heart of Populus euphratica.

Afraid that she was worried that she was not doing well, Hu Yang sat down again and smiled.

"Do you remember the last time I came back and told you? I participated in the music talent show "Huaguo New Singing". ”

The last time she sent Zhuoma and them back, Hu Yang also came to chat with her for a long time before leaving, and also told his wife that her younger brother Song Wenzhi had a child.

"As you can imagine, I won the championship and am quite famous now, much more famous than I used to be in that part of Houhai. ”

She once told Hu Yang that after they finished teaching, she would go back to Rongcheng to find a primary school as a music teacher, saying that she would teach Hu Yang's songs to those children.

And Populus euphratica is ready to walk the Avenue of Stars and sing his singing all over the world, so that everyone can hear his singing.

Unfortunately, everything was shattered in that early winter blizzard.

"Don't worry, I'll keep singing until the day I can't sing, but it's not by my side. As he spoke, he lowered his head, his voice full of regret and longing.

Without the presence of his wife, even the applause feels soulless.

Perhaps this is the flawed beauty of incompleteness.

Hu Yang didn't want this kind of "beauty", but he couldn't help it.

Through endless time and space, they met the most beautiful each other in the most beautiful years, and fate made the two walk together.

It's just that God is too stingy and cruel to make this relationship perfect.

The cold wind whistled in her ears, seemingly carrying her breath and a faint murmur.

Leaning forward slightly, he listened.

Then he said with a faint smile: "There are many old-timers who help me, and even the country has affirmed me." ”

"How can the country affirm me?" Hu Yang was slightly stunned when asked.

"You almost forgot that I didn't ask, do you know what awards we won on Teacher's Day? ”

was full of thoughts before, so that Hu Yang couldn't take care of anything else.

Now that she has poured out her thoughts, her mood has calmed down a little, and she naturally has a lot to say to her.

“NO。 It's not the Tibetan Outstanding Teacher Award, let alone the Ali Outstanding Volunteer Teacher Award, I said Wenxian, haven't you heard a sentence? How bold and prolific people are? Let go of the courage to think and think desperately. Hu Yang waved her big hand heroically to make her emboldened.

I think that before the gossip came out, he never thought that he would receive that honor, the highest honor for a volunteer teacher.

The cold wind blowing from the endless snow region seemed to be even colder, as if with Song Wenxian's hesitant voice.

"Hehe, I am, I want you to think boldly, that's right, it's 'the 'Top Ten Outstanding Volunteer Teachers in the Country'. Hu Yang said with a smile.

"You should say congratulations, this award was given to us by the state, and without you, I would not have been able to get this honor in my life, so it has half of yours. ”

"Didn't you say it, the military merit medal has half of me and half of yours. ”

Hu Yang said as he unzipped his clothes, wiped his hands clean, and then took out a tightly wrapped certificate wrapped in yellow cloth from his arms.

Spread it out cautiously and hold it in front of her for her to take a closer look.

This is the certificate of honor awarded to us by the state, which is an affirmation that you and I have come to Tibet to teach, and the country will not forget the efforts of our people. ”

"Song Wenxian, Hu Yang couple, 20 years Hua went to Tibet to teach, the road is far away can not stop their enthusiasm for the motherland's education, ten years of perseverance, holding the whip, between the size of the podium to lead the children to swim in the ocean of knowledge, they are teachers, spread knowledge, drive away ignorance, is the guiding light of life. ”

"This is the award speech given to us at the Teacher's Day award ceremony. Hu Yang looked at him affectionately, and his eyes were slightly moist again.

He changed the award speech slightly and added her name.

The sunlight refracted through the snow-capped mountains in the distance, emitting a charming multicolored halo, as if she was standing in the middle of it.

Hu Yang seemed to see her bright smile there, and smiled so much that both eyes narrowed, which she would only smile like this when she was the happiest.

The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and a happy smile appeared on Hu Yang's face.

As long as she's happy, it doesn't matter.

"I'll give you the certificate, you have to remember to keep it, don't lose it, you have to change the bad problem of losing it. Hu Yang said to her with a smile.

Then he took out a match from his pocket and used the cold wind that was howling in his body.

The red silk cloth is lit, and after the fire burns, the certificate of "National Top Ten Outstanding Volunteer Teachers" is put on and burned.

A relaxed smile appeared as he watched the dim yellow flames slowly erode the certificate.

This is one of the best gifts I have given her.