Chapter 134: It's Time to Lay Down
Xia Zechen saw that there were still a lot of shells in a basin, looked back at the red candle dinner, and rolled up his sleeves: "I'll help you wash it." ”
"Don't get your clothes dirty. Ji Lingfei said, "I'll just wash it myself, you go out to eat, you're tired all day." ”
"Who says I'm tired? I'll wash it for you, and when I'm done, I'll eat it." Xia Zechen started as he spoke, helping Ji Lingfei wash the shells, "What are you using these shells for?"
"Dressed as wind chimes. Ling Fei looked at the cleaned shells.
"Give it to me?" Xia Zechen asked again, Ji Lingfei put two shells on his forehead: "If Mr. Xia doesn't dislike it, I'll give it to you when I'm ready." Ji Lingfei saw that Xia Zechen's forehead had two horns and laughed: "Bull Demon King." At the same time, he also put one on his nose: "Unicorn." Ji Lingfei put another one on his head: "Jumping beam clown." ”
"Do you dare to say that I am a clown jumping off the beam?" Xia Zechen's expression changed, one moment like the Bull Demon King, one moment like a unicorn, and another moment like a laugh, and the two of them fought. Ji Lingfei kept hiding and hid in the bathroom, Xia Zechen pressed her against the wall, and suddenly the sprinkler head was accidentally touched, and the water on the sprinkler fell down, Ji Lingfei shouted: "Water!"
But Xia Zechen didn't move away, saying that it fell on his head, and his clothes were wet, and they also fell on her hair, and both of them stood in the mist and watched stupidly.
Xia Zechen slowly approached Ji Lingfei and kissed her moist lips with moisture, Ji Lingfei closed her eyes, and the two of them kissed in the bathroom. Xia Zechen held the switch of the sprinkler with one hand, the water stopped, but the enthusiasm of the two people had just begun.
Xia Zechen hugged Ji Lingfei, and the shallow kiss gradually became crazy, and his breathing became heavier and heavier. The clothes of the two people were wet, but their bodies were closer, like a stove.
"Hmm......" Ji Lingfei let out a moan/moan, all perceptions were occupied by him, his heavy breath sprayed on the side of her ear, his kiss slid down her neck, and kissed all the way to her collarbone, her body seemed to have been hit by an electric current, and Ji Lingfei's breathing was also panting: "Zechen......" lips were sealed by him again, evoking flames that could not be extinguished.
Xia Zechen's wet lips fell on her body, causing sparks, and her hand reached behind to pull her skirt open, as long as she pulled her skirt, she couldn't run.
"Zechen!" Ji Lingfei's lips trembled slightly, she was afraid, she was still afraid to take the last step, then she would have nothing left. Maybe she was more afraid of what happened three years ago, she was afraid of being treated like that by Xia Zechen again, she was really afraid, so afraid.
Xia Zechen saw the deep fear in her eyes, his hand stopped, he didn't want to create any more terrifying memories for her, he didn't want to do it at all, if this matter forced her to come, maybe, she would hate him again. I don't know when, he didn't dare to gamble with her, and he didn't dare to block anything related to her. When it comes to winning the game and making her willing to give herself to him, all he can do is reassure her and accept herself. Tonight, it doesn't seem appropriate, but there are still many nights.
"Go change your clothes, we're going to wash the shells with you after dinner. Xia Zechen coaxed her lightly, and kissed her forehead again: "I said, if you don't want to, I won't force you." I'll wait until you want to. ”
Xia Zechen left.
The two of them sat on both sides of the dining table, the candlelight jumped, Xia Zechen cut the steak and gave it to her, Ji Lingfei looked at the steak that was cut evenly, and there was a feeling of emotion in her heart, the two of them ate silently, occasionally looking at each other and smiling. Ji Lingfei saw that there were residues on the corner of his mouth, so she picked up a napkin and wiped it for him, which was also very warm.
Before going to bed, Xia Zechen only gave her a goodnight kiss and went back to his room to sleep. Ji Lingfei walked to the balcony, opened the window and stared at the moonlight, remembered the scene in the bathroom, and smiled shallowly.
A couple of times, if he forced it, her words wouldn't have had any effect, but he didn't.
Xia Zechen is adapting to himself, if you look at him from now, he has changed a lot from three years ago, and he has also changed a lot from when he met him before. He is changing, she says she wants to change, but she has not changed, does she still want to stay in the past, live in the mistakes of his past? Should she let herself go? Now that she has decided to be together, she has been entangled in the past, and she and he will never have a future.
"Ji Lingfei, it's time for you to put it down. She said to herself, and it was time to really let go.
Locking the door, Ji Lingfei slept soundly and peacefully, and there were shells that she and Xia Zechen had washed on the table. She woke up at five o'clock in the morning and called Xia Zechen: "Zechen." ”
"Huh?" there was still his thick nasal voice over there, and he had been picking up shells with her for so long when he came back from the construction site last night, "I want to go to the beach to watch the sunrise, you can sleep well, and I'll be back at eight o'clock." Ji Lingfei was just about to hang up the phone, and Xia Zechen seemed to wake up: "I'll go with you." ”
Washing his face, brushing his teeth, and changing into sportswear, it was already 5:40, and Xia Zechen still didn't come out. Ji Lingfei walked over, rang the doorbell, the door opened, and Xia Zechen, who was red with a red fruit on his upper body, appeared like this, Ji Lingfei saw his strong body, and turned around almost the next moment: "You haven't changed your clothes yet?"
As soon as the body was hugged, Xia Zechen hugged her into the house, holding her with two hands: "I don't know which dress to wear, you can help me choose one." ”
Ji Lingfei looked at the clothes in his cabinet, looked at them one by one, took out a set of black sportswear, turned around, saw Xia Zechen's body, and turned around again: "It's going to be cold in the morning, so I'm still wearing sportswear." ”
"Well, I listen to my wife. Xia Zechen smiled brightly, took the sportswear, and sucked it on her neck again, Ji Lingfei's face quickly turned red, and she lowered her head to hide her panic: "I'll wait for you outside." Then he quickly went outside and closed the door.
Xia Zechen also came out after changing into sportswear, which was completely different from the feeling when he wore a suit, with his sleeves rolled up and white sneakers, which gave him a little more sunshine. The two of them walked all the way, and the wind blew. The tall trees on the side of the road were immersed in the dawn, and I don't know who had built a single-plank bridge, not very high, but narrow, only enough to stand on one foot, it seemed to be a child's play.
"Believe it or not, I can walk through. Ji Lingfei said, Xia Zechen glanced at it: "What if you can't go?"
"Hmm...... If you can't go over, I'll grant you a wish. If you can get through, you have to fulfill one of my wishes. Ji Lingfei said with a smile, her smile was very bright, Xia Zechen suddenly felt that she seemed to be a little different from yesterday, her smile was more seductive, and she was more cute than a woman.
"Good. As soon as the two of them high-fived, Ji Lingfei climbed up: "Xia Zechen, if I pass by, you are not allowed to play Laipi." ”
"If you can't leave, don't play tricks. Xia Zechen also said.
Ji Lingfei stepped on it carefully, stretched out her two hands, and tried to walk a few steps, which was quite stable. Xia Zechen has been following her, and he has a "crow's mouth" from time to time: "It's going to fall, it's going to fall!"
Ji Lingfei held her mind and walked carefully, but it was extremely difficult to master the balance, and finally in Xia Moumou's "Tang Seng style" "curse", her body lost her balance, and she was about to fall off, but she didn't fall down, and her arm was held by Xia Zechen. After that, it was Xia Zechen who helped her walk, she walked forward step by step, and Xia Zechen also walked very slowly. Finally came to the end, Ji Lingfei jumped down: "I won." ”
"I helped you here, how can you win?"
"We don't seem to say that we can't rely on external forces. Mr. Xia, my head has become stupid, and it seems that you voluntarily helped me over. After speaking, Ji Lingfei had already jumped back a few steps.
"Ji Lingfei, you stop!" The two of them ran one after the other, all the way to the beach, Ji Lingfei looked at the sky that had been white in the distance, at this time, Xia Zechen was already standing beside her, and she held his hand: "Sunrise on the sea." ”
The two of them waited quietly, the white of the fish belly slowly turned red, like pink silk, and the sun peeked out from the horizon on the forehead, which was also bright red, and slowly revealed the eyes, nose, and mouth......
The sea breeze was blowing and there was some cold. Xia Zechen untied his sportswear and wrapped Ji Lingfei in his arms: "This won't be cold." ”
Ji Lingfei stretched out her hand to wrap her arms around his waist and leaned on him: "Zechen, the sunrise on the sea is really beautiful." ”
The red sun was rising, and Xia Zechen's mood was also extraordinarily quiet, especially when she was in her arms. Ji Lingfei listened to Xia Zechen's heartbeat and hummed a song softly: "The breath of the rain is the path home/I am chasing your footsteps on the road/The temperature of yesterday is preserved under your feet/You hold me like a warm tree/Take a good road after the rain/I remember this sentence/No matter how strong the wind blows, it won't go away, blessing ......"
Xia Zechen was slightly surprised when he heard her sweet voice, and then he hugged her and listened quietly.
"What song?" Xia Zechen asked.
"Cai Chunjia's "Accompany Me to Watch the Sunrise", the rain is down and walk a good road/ I remember this sentence / No matter how strong the wind blows, it will not take away the blessing / After the rain, there will be a road / Like watching the sunrise that year / You led me through the fog / Let me see hope is at the end of the night / Although I am alone / I am not lonely / In my heart, you accompany me to watch every sunrise. Xia Zechen, thank you for watching the sunrise with me. Ji Lingfei raised her head and kissed him on the lips, the red light of the sun was gradually peeled off, and the golden light broke through the clouds and sprinkled on the sea. The two kissed each other gently, this was the warmest kiss in Xia Zechen's future memory, and their hearts were extremely peaceful, as if they only had each other at the moment, until they were old.
"Why don't you tell me that you sing so well?" Xia Zechen asked, Ji Lingfei smiled: "Are you too late to know now?"
"It's late, you have to sing to me every day from now on. ”
"Then I'll sing "Nervous" to you every day. Ji Lingfei joked.
"Okay, you've made me very nervous. Xia Zechen also smiled and lowered his head again, "You won just now, what is your wish?"
"I want to be with you. Ji Lingfei looked at him and said seriously.
"Me too, I want to be with you. Xia Zechen's heart was even warmer, if he had known that he would like her like this, three years ago, he would never have done that kind of thing and divorced her......
The two of them got on the boat, Ji Lingfei stood on the deck and looked at the clear water and blue sky, the seagulls flew high and low, and the air was unusually fresh. Although he was wearing a hat, his long hair was still flying in the wind.
"The air is so fresh!" Ji Lingfei said with a smile, there was a fish in the distance turning out of the sea, with the color of the sun, Ji Lingfei took off his hat: "It's the fish that is over." ”
"Hmm. Xia Zechen hugged her from behind, "Do you want to learn the posture of "Titanic......"?
Ji Lingfei was amused by him, but she also slowly stretched out her arms, facing the sea breeze, her hair fluttered, and it hit Xia Zechen's face, Ji Lingfei closed her eyes and enjoyed the sea breeze, Xia Zechen whispered in her ear: "hatvalueilltherebeinlifeifearenottogether?" Ji Lingfei opened her eyes and looked at him fixedly, as if she was close to his heart, Xia Zechen repeated again: "If we can't be together, what's the point of life." ”
What's the point of life if we can't be together.
“ThereisnothingIcouldn’tgiveyou,thereisnothingIoulddenyyou,you’rehearttome.” Ji Lingfei also said, "If you don't disobey me, I can give you whatever you want, and you can give me whatever you want. ”
"Then I'll give myself to you. Xia Zechen said intimately, Ji Lingfei smiled: "Don't." ”
"Do you dare not. ”
"You didn't say you wanted to learn from Titanic, what are you doing now?" Ji Lingfei said slyly.
"You digressed. Xia Zechen said, looking at the blue sea in the distance, and tightened his hand holding Ji Lingfei: "Ji Lingfei, I love you." ”
Xia Zechen originally intended to take Ji Lingfei on a trip and live in a two-person world. But Ji Lingfei is also here to work, although the task assigned by Gu Hong is not very heavy, but she also has to choose the scene. So in the morning, Ji Lingfei also started work. Xia Zechen has a special photographer and model here, and Ji Lingfei discussed with the photographer how to shoot the best feeling. She keeps track of how she feels, and what makes it special.
In this way, while playing, she will work at the same time, but Xia Zechen finds it very difficult to let her play with a little selfishness, even on the yacht, she is looking for the best angle. In the evening, I would write the manuscript in my notebook. If you are not satisfied, delete it, Xia Zechen sat in the room alone, turned left and right, and came to her side again: "I'm writing a manuscript tomorrow, stay with me for a while?"
"No, I'm going to have to write down all my feelings today, or I'll forget them tomorrow. It's ten o'clock, you go to sleep first. I'm inspired now, good night. Ji Lingfei kissed him, but Xia Zechen hugged her: "It's been a busy day today, let's write it tomorrow." ”
"Zechen, this is my job, good, go to sleep. Ji Lingfei blasted Xia Zechen out, closed the door and rewrote the manuscript. When Xia Zechen took the key from Manager He and came in again, he saw Ji Lingfei lying on the table and falling asleep. The head rests on his arm, and the computer is still on.
Obviously I brought her to play, but I made myself so tired on the first day.
Xia Zechen saved the document for her and turned off the computer again. Picked her up and put her on the bed. He also lay on her side, Ji Lingfei was wearing a nightdress, and the spring was slightly dewed. Ji Lingfei turned sideways again, Xia Zechen could see it more clearly, and down her body, her nightdress was also lifted because of sleep, revealing her long white legs.
He had touched almost every inch of her body, and he was just one step away. But this last step is terrible, Xia Zechen looked at her body, her breathing became more and more difficult, and she only felt that the blood began to rise.
Ji Lingfei didn't know how much perseverance Xia Zechen had to endure every time he hugged her to sleep. Her sleeping posture was so sultry, Xia Zechen buried his head in the bed and pulled the thin quilt over her to cover her. He turned his head to look at her pure sleeping face, and his breathing was a little smoother. He just kept looking at her until his eyes began to fight.
When Ji Lingfei woke up and saw Xia Zechen again, she was first surprised, and then calm...... Although she closed the door, this is Xia Zechen's hotel, and she is now his girlfriend, so it is not surprising that she appears here. If Xia Zechen can be honest, it would be strange.
Ji Lingfei looked at his face, leaned in slightly, the window was still open, and the curtains were blown up by the wind, which also blew the sunlight in. The two men were covered with a quilt. Xia Zechen slept soundly and sweetly, because there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth. The thick black eyelashes are well-defined. Handsome face with slightly resolute lines. Ji Lingfei thought about the once wonderful expressions on his face and the things in the past, the two of them were able to come together again, maybe it has to be fate.
Loving and being loved is always an unsettleable account, all she can do is to honestly follow her heart's decision and stop deceiving herself.
"Xia Zechen, good morning. Ji Lingfei said in a very slight voice.
"Good morning. Xia Zechen closed his eyes and said, Ji Lingfei frowned slightly, got up and stretched out his hand to scratch his armpit: "You are pretending to be asleep!"
Xia Zechen was scratched by her and opened his eyes, laughing constantly: "Haha, haha...... Wife, spare your life. ”
"Don't forgive!" Ji Lingfei continued to squeak him, Xia Zechen also scratched her, Ji Lingfei took the pillow against him, and with a bang, Xia Zechen fell to the ground, and immediately heard his low shout, Ji Lingfei hurriedly threw the pillow aside and got out of bed: "Xia Zechen, how are you?"
Suddenly, she was hugged by Xia Zechen, and he said with a sly smile: "I'm fine." ”
"Liar, let go!" Ji Lingfei slapped her angrily, her pajamas were originally laced, but after such a fuss, Ji Lingfei's pajamas were stretched open, immediately revealing a large area of attractive skin, and the two of them were stunned. Xia Zechen only felt that his head was hot, and he looked at Ji Lingfei blankly, and when she was in a hurry/shy to tie it up, her head was suddenly pressed down, and the hot and lingering kiss was entangled, and her body was tightly hugged by him.