Chapter 39: Only by losing can we know how to cherish

Sometimes, being able to do something for someone you like is really something to be happy about.

In the studio, Ji Ji sat next to Han Zhi, playing with the charging cable in his hand, "Brother Zhen, Sister Nanqiao is really good to you, do you think about it." ”

The chicken really can't bear to be happy in the end, she is not only kept in the dark but also pays unreservedly, which is really a bit cruel.

After being silent for a long time, Han Zhen's thin lips opened lightly: "Am I not good to her?"

Instinctively, the chicken wanted to nod, but eventually held back.

"I mean better, brother, don't regret losing it. ”

In this regard, Han Zhi raised the corners of his mouth slightly, disapproving.

"Heh, it's not going to be lost. ”

Han Zhi actually didn't care if he would lose Nanqiao at all, he just felt that no matter what he did, he would not lose her, so he would hurt her so unscrupulously.

The chicken scratched his ears and cheeks, didn't he? He always felt that Han Zhi was bragging.

In the years that followed, Ji Ji finally thought of a word to respond to Han Zhen.

That is, "Brother Zhi, why do you think that Sister Buckwheat will definitely wait for you in the same place?"

Ji Ji thought that that fight with Han Zhi should be the most majestic one in his life.

Of course, this is a later story, at this time, the chicken is still a little fan who only listens to Han Zhi's words.

The only bad thing about this city is that winter and summer are particularly extreme, the coldest time in winter can reach about minus 10 degrees, and the hottest summer is in July.

When Nan Qiao arrived at Han Zhi's studio, her clothes were already soaked with sweat, and she walked in panting with a thermos bucket in one hand.

"Luckily, it's not too late. ”

Nan Qiao withdrew her gaze from the wall clock on the wall, and she skillfully sorted out the food in the thermos bucket.

"Brother Zhen, the chicken, it's time to eat. ”

"It's coming. ”

The happiest thing about Fence Chicken every day is to eat food cooked by Nanqiao, and he has long regarded her as his own sister.

"Wow, Sister Qiao, your craft has improved again. ”

While tasting the delicious food with relish, the chicken is happy to praise the buckwheat.

Nan Qiao didn't respond, the mouth of the fence chicken was like smearing honey, and he was uncomfortable if he didn't slap the horse for a day.

She gave Han Zhi a bowl of soup and put it in front of him, "Brother Zhen, drink soup." ”

"Yes. ”

Han Zhi took the soup and drank it unhurriedly, and the three of them bowed their heads to eat, and there was no communication during the period.

After eating, Nanqiao cleaned up the table and did the hygiene of the studio again.

Han Zhi likes to work in a clean and tidy environment, so Nanqiao will be cleaned almost every day.

At about three o'clock in the afternoon, Nanqiao's evening shift was about to start, and she said hello to Han Zhi before leaving.

"Brother Zhen, I'll go first, there's something going on at the hotel. ”

"Yes. ”

Han Zhi nodded, his gaze kept staring at the screen, completely as if Nan Qiao didn't exist.

But the chicken felt a little embarrassed, he got up and walked to Nanqiao and handed her a bottle of mineral water, "Sister Qiao, walk slowly, on such a hot day, drink more water on the way, don't get heat stroke." ”

In fact, caring about a person is really simple, it doesn't need a lot of flowery words, as long as there is that person in the eye.

Obviously, Han Zhi didn't.

Nanqiao is used to it, although she is faintly sour in her heart, but she is reluctant to blame him, after all, it is not a big deal.

"Well, I know, let's go. ”

Nan Qiao was about to go out, but Han Zhi suddenly stopped her.

"Can you take three days off?"

"What's wrong?

Nan Qiao looked back at Han Zhi in wonder, she didn't understand why he asked her to take leave.

Han Zhi cleared his throat and said softly: "I'm going to Yuzhou the day after tomorrow, if you have time, come with me, just go out for a walk." ”

He really didn't seem to have taken Nanqiao to travel anywhere, and the two of them fell in love, which is also an essential project, so it is better to take this opportunity to take her out to have a look.

"Okay. ”

Nan Qiaodang nodded in agreement.

Han Zhi didn't speak anymore and continued to bury his head in work.

An hour later, Han Shu turned off his notebook and put it in his bag.

He walked over to the chicken playing a game and took off his headphones.

"Fence chicken, I have a very important lecture at my school tonight, I have to go back, maybe I won't come back. ”

"Well, okay, Brother Zhen, I know, you can go at ease, leave it to me here. ”

"Yes, let's go. ”

It was already late for Han Zhi to return to school, and when he arrived at the auditorium, it was already full of students.

He looked around and found that there was still a seat in the corner of the second row on the far left, and when he walked over and saw that the person sitting on the right of the seat was Sheng Qiannuan, there was no superfluous expression on his face.

Han Zhi naturally sat down next to her as if he didn't know her.

Sheng Qiannuan hadn't seen Han Zhi for a long time, and after that playground quarrel, she thought he would come to her, but unfortunately she misestimated Han Zhen, and he didn't.

"Han Zhen. ”

Sheng Qiannuan called softly.

Han Zhi didn't answer, as if he hadn't heard.

Sheng Qiannuan's expectant gaze instantly sank.

He's still angry with himself.

Today's lecture is a well-known old professor at Beicheng University of Political Science and Law, who is now 93 years old.

Usually, this old professor rarely gives lectures, so it is rare to have such a good opportunity today, and of course the top students want to come and see it.

Han Zhi took out his notebook and took notes seriously, the problems and confusions he was facing in his studio were exactly what the old professor was talking about today.

But Sheng Qiannuan next to him came to make soy sauce, and she didn't seem to use it very much in the journalism department, so she came to see if she could meet Han Zhen.

Unexpectedly, God still favored her and gave her such a good opportunity.

After hesitating, Sheng Qiannuan decided to take the initiative on his own.

She tore off a notebook of paper and left a few lines of beautiful words on it.

[Han Zhen, I'm sorry, can we talk later? I have something to say to you. 】

Sheng Qiannuan carefully pushed the note to the side.

Han Zhi lowered his eyes and saw the words on the note at a glance.

Without saying a word, he took the note and replied with a few words on it.

[I'm sorry, my girlfriend is waiting for me outside, I'm not available. 】

Polite detachment and indifference.

When Sheng Qiannuan saw the words "girlfriend", her tears flowed out on the spot.

Han Zhi has a girlfriend?

No, she didn't believe it, didn't he like himself?

[No, don't lie to me. 】

Sheng Qiannuan wrote a few words on the note vigorously and pushed it back in front of Han Zhi.

This time, Han Zhi didn't reply to her, whether it was his business or not, believe it or not, it was Sheng Qiannuan's business.

The lecture lasted for two hours, and when it was over, Sheng Qiannuan couldn't wait to pull Han Zhi to ask.

"You're lying to me, aren't you, you don't have a girlfriend at all, right?"

Han Zhi didn't go to see Sheng Qiannuan, he said while packing up his things: "I don't have to lie to you, my girlfriend is Nanqiao." ”

After saying that, he walked directly out of the auditorium.

Han Zhi has his own breeze and arrogance, even if he likes Sheng Qiannuan in his heart, he will not hold his self-esteem in front of her and let it be trampled.

In the huge auditorium, Sheng Qiannuan cried silently in it.

She doesn't want him to have a girlfriend, don't.

Three days later, Han Zhi and Nan Qiao boarded a plane to Yuzhou.

This is the first time they have taken a plane, Han Zhi can't tell that it is the first time to take a plane, he looks mature and sophisticated, calm, on the contrary, Nanqiao is not good, and he has been embarrassed several times on the plane.

"Brother Zhen, I'm so nervous when I fly for the first time. ”

Nan Qiao's mind began to make up the scenes of the air crash in those big movies.

"Don't be nervous, airplanes are the safest of all the means of transportation. ”

"Yes. ”

Nan Qiao is afraid of death, but if she can die with Han Zhen, she will not be afraid.

It only took a short hour and a half to fly from Beicheng to Yuzhou, and they found a hotel to stay in as soon as they got off the plane.

"Brother Zhen, where are we going to play later?"

Nan Qiao was like a happy little sparrow chirping beside Han Zhi.

"I'm afraid not today, I'm going to meet a very important client later. ”

"Oh, can I go?"

Nan Qiao has just come to Yuzhou, and she is not familiar with the place, if Han Zhi doesn't take her there, then it means that she can only stay in the hotel.

"No, Nanqiao, obedient, I'm going to talk about work. ”

Han Zhi resolutely rejected Nanqiao's request.

"Oh, then I'll wait for you at the hotel. ”

"Yes. ”

Han Zhi tidied up and left with his laptop, and it wasn't until he arrived at the agreed place according to the address reported by the other party that he knew that the mysterious customer was actually the chairman of Jing's Group, Jing Yubei.

Yuzhou Jingshi is a myth of the business empire, and the chairman of the board of directors Jingyubei is a legend that everyone knows.

Han Zhi didn't understand why he found him.

But since he came, no matter who the other party was, there was no reason to back down.

Han Zhi took a deep breath and walked into the building of the Jingshi Group.

"Hello, is this Mr. Han? I'm the secretary of Jingqing, Amm. ”

As soon as Han Zhi entered the door, Jing Yubei's secretary greeted him.

Amm confirmed several times before she dared to admit it, she never thought that today's "Mr. Han" was actually a handsome guy, she thought that her boss was the most handsome man in the world, but she didn't think that there was anyone who could compare with him.

Unconsciously, Amm wanted to get close to Han Zhen.

"Hello, I'm Han Zhen. ”

"Please come with me. ”

The grandeur of the Jingshi building was beyond Han Zhen's imagination, he never thought that he would meet such a good opportunity at the beginning of his business, all of which he never expected.

The elevator went straight to the ninety-ninth floor, and Han Zhi followed the secretary to Jingyubei's office.

"Tu~Tu~Tu~"

Amm knocked politely on the door.

“……”

There was no response inside, and it was like this several times, Amm thought that Jing Yubei was not in the office, so he pushed open the door of the small living room and wanted Han Zhi to go in and wait.

Amm pushed the door open, "Mr. Han, please." ”

As soon as Han Zhi entered the door, he was shocked by the scene in front of him, and he stood silently in place, watching this incredible scene.

"Lemon, eat a little more, you're pregnant now. ”

"I don't want it, if I eat it again, I'll become a fat man, and when the time comes, I'll be ugly and fat, and you won't want me. ”

"No, I swear in my heart you will always be the best, be good, obedient, and drink the soup. ”

When the secretary saw Han Zhi staring at Jing Yubei and Chen Ning, he knew that this was also one of the people who was scared by their favorite wife, the crazy and domineering president Jing Yubei.

"Mr. Han, don't be surprised, this is our chairman and his wife. ”

"They're affectionate, aren't they?"

"Yes, very affectionate, envious of others. ”

Amm looked at this sweet and greasy picture obsessively, "We are Dong, handsome, golden, and dedicated." ”

I don't know why seeing this picture, Han Zhen's mind flashed Sheng Qiannuan's figure, if they were together at that time, he thought that he would spoil her like this, love her, and protect her.

"Beibei, it seems that there are people outside. ”

It was Chen Ning who found Han Zhi and the secretary first, she had already said not to bring her to the office, and even she felt that Jing Yubei spoiled her endlessly.

Jing Yubei followed Chen Ning's line of sight, and sure enough, he saw the secretary Amm and a boy standing outside.

He should be Han Zhen.

"Jing Dong, Mr. Han has arrived, eh, just now I thought you were not in the office, so I wanted to take him to the reception room to rest first, but I didn't expect it...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Madam. ”

Amm bowed ninety degrees and kept apologizing.

"It's okay, Beibei, since you have something, then I'll leave first. ”

"Okay, then I'll ask the driver to take you back. ”

"Yes. ”

Jing Yubei reluctantly sent Chen Ning away, and Han Zhi saw love and pity in his eyes.

Being able to fall in love with the person you like is really the happiest thing in the world, but it's a pity that he Han Zhi doesn't have this blessing.

"Mr. Han, hello, I'm Jingyubei. ”

"Hello, Director. ”

"Amm, go pour two cups of coffee. ”

"Yes. ”

"Mr. Han, please come here. ”

The two came to Jingyubei's desk, saving the boring greetings, and slapping the horse, Han Zhi turned on the computer and went directly to the topic.

His integrity, neatness and neatness are exactly what Jing Yubei admires, and it seems that his teacher did not recommend the wrong person.

The reason why Jingyubei spent so much effort to find people from so far away in Beicheng was because he didn't want people to know what he was going to do now.

Han Zhi is a student, studying law, and only has a small studio, which is not too eye-catching.

And when I saw Han Zhi today, he could also understand half of his character, he was quiet, calm in temperament, and he was a person who could do great things in the future.

"Jing Dong, this is my plan to do according to your requirements, please take a look. ”

Han Zhi pushed the laptop in front of Jing Yubei.

I have to say that this kid does have two brushes, and if he can find such a person for his own use, Jing Yubei feels that he has a few more chips to compete with his old lady.

"Very good, cooperative. ”

Jing Yubei is not a person who talks a lot, they hit it off, and cooperating with Jing's Group is a shortcut to success for Han Zhen.

Before leaving, Han Zhi somehow remembered the picture he saw in the morning.

Just as he was about to leave, he suddenly asked Jing Yubei, "Jing Dong, take the liberty of asking, have you been with your wife for a long time?"

In Han Zhi's view, it is unlikely that a successful person like Jing Yubei will be linked to his passion, and he thinks that maybe they are just newlyweds and in love? After the fresh period, they will return to the embers.

"Well, it's been a long time, but I still feel that a lifetime is not enough. ”

"Not enough?"

Han Zhi is a little unsure.

"Well, because she is my beloved, I always feel that my life is too short, and I want to give her the best in the world, but I am afraid that I will not be able to do it in the end. ”

When Jing Yubei said this, a touch of sadness flashed on his face, but he quickly recovered.

"What's the matter? All of a sudden, interested in us as a couple?"

Generally speaking, this kind of conversation should not appear in such a formal social occasion, but because Jingyubei admires Han Zhen, I chatted with him a few more words.

"Because of envy. ”

"Oh, there's nothing to envy about this, and I also know how to cherish it after I lost it, and I have suffered a lot. ”

Han Zhi looked at Jing Yubei puzzled, "Will Jing Dong lose such a thing if he is so good?"

"Hahaha, of course, I used to be young and ignorant, and I hurt her for the sake of my self-esteem, and in the end I found that my heart was blinded, and it took a lot of energy to chase her back, so I must cherish it. ”

Han Zhi nodded, "Well, I understand." ”

The story of Jing Yubei and his wife gave Han Zhi a great impact, what a high-ranking person Jing Yubei is, but he will lower his body for love, how much magic is love.

"Brother Zhen, what are you thinking?"

Nan Qiao saw Han Zhi's inattention, and she didn't understand why he could still be distracted at such a moment.

"Nothing, I'm going to take a shower. ”

Han Zhi left Nanqiao, got out of bed and went into the bathroom.

Turning on the shower, the icy cold water gnawed at his skin like a giant monster.

Since Jing's return, Han Zhi is full of thoughts about Sheng Qiannuan, once upon a time, being with her was what he was looking forward to the most, love is mutual, and only when you like each other can you feel the taste of love.

Now Han Zhi and Nanqiao are together, some of them just consume their lives, he doesn't like her, every day is very boring, not only can't feel happy, but also spends effort to perfunctory Nanqiao, tired, really tired.

"Tu~Tu~Tu~"

I don't know how long it took for there to be a knock at the door, and he didn't have to think that he knew who it was.

"Brother Zhen, are you okay?"

Han Zhi has been in for half an hour, he is very abnormal today, he has become silent since he came back from outside, and when he had a relationship at night, he was the one who left halfway, and now he locked himself up inexplicably.

Nan Qiao is really worried.

Han Zhi has a lot of problems, and when he is bored, he hates being disturbed by others the most, and Nan Qiao is stepping on thunder now.

He took the bath towel and wiped it casually, then got dressed, and when he opened the door, he was met by Nanqiao's worried face.

At that moment, Han Zhi suddenly wanted to break up with Nan Qiao, he wanted to do it very much, he almost said it, but the words reached his throat and he swallowed them back.

"You go to sleep first, I'll go buy a pack of cigarettes. ”

After speaking, he didn't give Nan Qiao any chance to go straight downstairs.

There is a park next to the hotel where they stayed, Han Zhi went straight there after buying cigarettes, it was half past nine in the evening, and the park benches were full of loving little couples.

Han Zhi found a chair and sat down, he lit a cigarette for himself, it was quiet here, there was no disturbance from Nanqiao, it was good.

In the past, he thought that he could actually be together without an emotional foundation, at least he wouldn't be tired, but when they were really together, he found out that in fact, "being loved is more tired than love" is really fucking nonsense, just as tired.

Not only is there no joy in being loved, but it is even like being forced with a shackle on your back, and you are extremely tired.

He didn't like Nan Qiao, he felt that what she did was wrong, and he couldn't even stand it breathing in the same space.

Seeing Sheng Qiannuan in the auditorium a few days ago, he didn't dare to admit how much he missed her, he hadn't seen her for a long time, just such a brief glimpse, he could feel happy.

Because that's what likes, it's love.

Suddenly, he thought of what Jing Yubei said today, "Don't wait for loss to know how to cherish it." So everything he is doing now is slowly losing Sheng Qiannuan?

Thinking of Sheng Qiannuan, Han Zhi took out his mobile phone from his pocket and clicked on WeChat.

There is no Sheng Qiannuan on the number he usually uses, and he wants to see her recently, but he doesn't know where to start.

Suddenly, Han Zhi thought of the WeChat account he didn't use often, he threw away the cigarette butt, held the mobile phone in both hands, and switched the WeChat account.

As soon as he boarded it, the upper right corner of Sheng Qiannuan's avatar displayed 30 unread messages.

Han Zhi quickly clicked on it, and one message after another appeared.

January 18th.

"Are you there?"

January 30th.

"Mr. Z, you haven't been online for a long time, is something going on?"

February 2nd.

"Happy New Year, how are you doing over there? Did you return to China on Chinese New Year's Eve?"

February 3rd.

"Mr. Z, I did something wrong today, I deliberately crashed a car in order to keep a boy. ”

Seeing this, Han Zhi didn't look down, he didn't have the courage to continue, he was afraid that he would lose control.

Clicking "Delete this chat", Han Zhi stuffed the phone back into his pocket, he was so cowardly that he didn't even dare to look at her circle of friends.

Han Zhi was afraid that the defense line he had built with great difficulty would collapse again, and he was afraid that he would abandon his self-esteem and go to her.

That's it, that's it, it's really not everyone who gets what they want.

For one night, Han Zhi kept comforting himself like this repeatedly.

Not far away, Nanqiao hid behind a big tree, she didn't dare to approach, she was afraid that she couldn't help him with anything but annoyed him, but she didn't worry about Han Zhen, so after he left, she followed him, from the convenience store to the park, she guarded him all the way.

At that time, Nan Qiao naively thought that he was just worried about work, but he didn't know that his annoyance was because of other girls.

When Han Zhi returned to the hotel, Nan Qiao was sleeping on the bed, he snorted coldly, she had a big heart, and she was not worried at all when she went out for so long.

Thinking of this, Han Zhi suddenly felt that she was so double standard, she cared, he annoyed her, she ignored it, and he felt that she didn't care enough about herself, sure enough, because she didn't like it, so everything she did was wrong.

Han Zhi felt that the craziest thing he had done so far in his life was to be with Nan Qiao.

It's a tedious adventure.

Originally planned for a three-day trip, they returned to Beicheng the next day.

Maybe it was because the promised thing was not fulfilled, Han Zhi felt a little guilty about Nan Qiao, and on the plane, he suddenly thought that next Saturday would be Nan Qiao's twentieth birthday.

No matter how annoying she is, no matter how tired she is, this birthday is still for her.

Han Zhi grabbed Nanqiao's hand and held it in his palm, and said softly: "Next Saturday is your twentieth birthday, how do you want to spend it?"

"Do you remember?

As soon as she heard Han Zhi say this, Nan Qiao didn't mention how happy she was, she thought he had forgotten.

"Well, remember, where do you want to go?"

Nan Qiao pursed her lips, looked at Han Zhi with some embarrassment, and asked cautiously, "Can I go anywhere?"

"Well, except to go to space. ”